Chapter 43 Section 1

He Lin was transferred from the hospital to her natal home, and lay in the boudoir where she got married more than a year ago, tearing up and down, thinking a lot, peeling off the bright, mysterious and illusion of so-called love, just like Zhang Ailing said, it turned out to be covered with lice.As long as you close your eyes, in the middle of the night, you will see a baby whose gender cannot be distinguished, with its helpless little hand, looking at her bloody and crying.For a moment, her heart fell into the abyss, into the silt, like a fish that cut its stomach and scales, stopped breathing and thinking, never wanted to wake up, and slowly turned into a fossil on the river bed.

She is full of exhaustion and boredom, she just wants to be alone quietly, to make the painful place more painful, to make the regretful one more regretful, and to make the lost one more lost, she just wants to wrap herself up layer by layer, she doesn't want to face anything, just Please be closer to the pain, let her numb nerves know what she has lost, and even scream in her heart: retribution!retribution!Retribution for her childish choices and pure wishful thinking! Chuanzhi went to see his wife at his father-in-law's house every day after get off work. He was very punctual and pious. He would often hold his dismal-looking wife and cry, saying he was sorry.

Yu Huaqing is often chased out by Yu Huaqing, who is cold-browed and angry at Yin and Yang, "Manly tofu, if you don't hit your head to death, you can just drop a few golden beans and do nothing? Hurry up, hurry up, let He Lin calm down for a while, how can a wife be as important as a wife? I didn't give birth to you to support you, and I didn't send you to school to be a Beijing official. It's a waste of affection here! Hurry up and go back to the big house. , the brother-in-law of the neighbor's second sister, poultry, pigs, dogs, cattle and sheep, all of them are brought here, and the third floor, if it is empty, it will be useless!"

Chuanzhi was kicked out and ran into his father-in-law head-on.Lao He, a good old man, didn't want to see his son-in-law who was quite satisfied anymore, so he turned and went to the bedroom.Mother-in-law Yu Huaming even walked past with a scarf and car keys with a cold face, without rolling her eyes, and went to school. After receiving this cold reception, Chuanzhi felt unprecedented grief and pressure. Suddenly he was afraid of losing He Lin, everything in Beijing, and returning to his empty home where there would be no quarrels or warmth.Tortured, he hated that he was born in the countryside, that there were so many customs to abide by, so many pressures to face, and so many emotional and material debts to repay!He Lin is right, all this is like a bottomless pit!He hated his mother, she had five children, why did she put all her hopes and attention on this son she didn't love and value in the past until now?She's too selfish and utilitarian; he hates his brothers and sisters, they see him just after one o'clock, and they hug him and bite him for granted, as if helping them is the right thing to do!But—shouldn't it be?

Perhaps what he hates the most is his poverty and his inability to earn more money. Poverty makes him lose his dignity and makes him sensitive and vulnerable. If he cannot earn more money, he will not be respected by others. There is no capital to recover. He is a poor boy. He has been working for more than a year, and he is still a poor boy. The threshold of his mother-in-law's family is still unattainable, and he still cannot integrate into the noble family in this city. They chase him away like a dog. Chuanzhi felt a nameless sadness in his heart. He thought that the trajectory of his fate had changed, but now he realized that he might have to return to the original point.The so-called happiness in the past year was just a fleeting moment, and he didn't grasp what he should have.Maybe the idea of ​​fighting against fate and not admitting defeat came up again. After being extremely sad, disappointed and at a loss, I firmly established this belief in my heart: I must pass my graduate studies, and I must work hard to earn more money. Rich!He Lin must be won over so that her family will not look down on her!This is the highest task of the moment!

He Lin was also engaged in an ideological struggle. She had thought about it and decided to divorce, but after her parents calmed down from the initial anger, they asked her to reconsider: Your relationship has not broken down at all, and you have to do it for his family and him. Mother divorced? ! He Lin has always pointed the finger at her excessive mother-in-law and her brothers and sisters, thinking that it is enough for the married man to have such a lot of burdens, but under this appearance, this man has no modern family concept at all. His family is a vassal of his mother's extended family, and does not hesitate to supply water to the extended family whenever it is needed, and the Xiaojia is just a cistern for everyone; he is not an independent individual, never has been, he is only his mother's son, He is a member of his big family, a member who can lay golden eggs and earn glory, and his other identities are also subordinate.What's more, he himself agrees with this concept in his heart.Did he say no?No, he was afraid that he would make important members of the big family unhappy if he contributed less in a subordinate position.Although he is in the city and has become a member of this material-based developed city, his heart still stays in the rural blood, clan order and concepts; he is the son of a family, and he has paid and sacrificed for that family. Individuals are worthwhile, and he has the responsibility to work hard for his brothers and sisters to get rid of poverty. This responsibility makes him subconsciously seek a power to help the family get rid of the power of fate, and his wife and even children should be like this part of the boost.Back to the original point, his wife and children are also small vassals in his big family and can be sacrificed.

Under the warm sunshine in winter, He Lin finally figured this out, took a sigh of relief, and understood from the bottom of her heart what kind of person the man she married was, just as her father always commented: He is a good man. Youth, aggressive, good tempered, down-to-earth and capable.It is this kind of person who looks like a loyal and kind person who may benefit more from being his family, his parents, his brothers and sisters, and being his partner, he has to bear the negative effects of all his good personalities.Perhaps, a gentle man who does all kinds of evil and never does bad things but has a deep affection for his wife can win the love and respect of a woman's heart. The problem is that philanthropic love cannot win the most important people around him.

That day, He Zhongtian, Yu Huaming, and Yu Huaqing were all sitting in He Lin's room, discussing this marriage that was on the verge of bankruptcy. He Zhongtian said: "Divorce is a very important matter, you have to think about it carefully. In principle, we don't have the right to decide, but I can give you a piece of advice: Marriage is just life, turn a blind eye and close one eye, don't think about it." It's so beautiful. Although Chuanzhi beat you too much, you also have an unshirkable responsibility, you didn't take care of your family affairs..." Yu Huaming couldn't agree, "Chuanzhi's mother and pregnant sister-in-law live here, how do you ask her to take care of it? Throw it out? Isn't this the consequence of blowing up people! The most important reason for this is the difference in concept between the two people." It’s too big, don’t look at Chuanzhi who has received higher education for several years and found a job, but many key things are different from ordinary people. So many things happened this year, and all the differences are basically caused by his family. It is difficult for a person to get rid of the living habits that accompany him growing up, which often become the imprint of a person's life. I don't think he can change. No matter what He Lin does now, I have no objection in principle, but I hope that before you make a decision, you must Think about it, and you will not regret it in the future!"

It's time for Yu Huaqing, she insisted on her usual fierce opposition style: "Leave, this kind of grass chicken flying in the valley is regarded as a phoenix in our family as a talent, I really didn't see anything unusual about him from the beginning to the end. Honest and capable? There are many honest and capable children now. They have no ability and no hope, can they be dishonest and capable? Positive and motivated is not a great advantage these days. How many children are willing to degenerate now? I said it earlier If you marry, you have to marry a rich man or a genius. The eyes of the masses are discerning, but you can't marry a poor man who will only treat you well. In the end, the chicken will be beaten, and they will divide your property! Our small building is now 400 It’s more than that, he’s living with his family for a year for nothing, and finally got 2 million! Your family has been working for decades, how many years can you save 2 million? What did I say earlier? Come on, marriage is an unreliable thing, and it would be helpful to let them stay for a while, so you should post it generously! Doesn’t it make you look bad?”

Mentioning that small building, Mr. and Mrs. He looked at each other in blank dismay. No one expected that Beijing housing prices would appreciate so quickly over the past year! Lao He said: "It was an opportunity given by an old superior more than ten years ago. I bought the land for 50,000 yuan. The main reason is that the land is valuable. Selling the land to a real estate developer is more than 4 million, 4 million. It's our house, the land is six to seven hundred square meters, more than one mu, and the garbage dump used to be our land." The sister-in-law sneered, "Now that I think of that land, why did I go there so early? You bitch with big hands who can't hold money tightly!"

He Zhongtian was agitated by the scolding, "Didn't I think about it, who has eyes that look back? What's the use of your hindsight? What's the use of hitting me? Can you replace it with a good solution?" Yu Huaqing became furious, "Now that I think of a better way, you didn't bother to issue the IOU back then! You gave it away willingly!" "I don't want it, I just don't want it!" He Zhongtian was confused, "How does an IOU of 500,000 yuan compare with today's 4 million? Who would have thought of what happened a year ago?" Seeing her father and aunt arguing over that house, He Lin sighed inwardly. Although the real estate matter was of great importance, she didn't see it.She was thinking about her future life, if Chuanzhi asked her to claim half of the property for the sake of husband and wife for a year, she would let him take two million without hesitation.Isn't there a saying, because you have loved, you are merciful... It was Yu Huaming who ended the quarrel between his husband and his sister. "Let's put the house aside. Now it depends on whether He Lin and Chuanzhi can go on together. If it goes on, don't mention the house again. Chuanzhi probably has a heart in his heart." It's also uncomfortable, but He Lin, you should pay attention to protecting your property in the future, and you can learn a lot from a fall, right?" "That's right! Chuanzhi knows to spend his salary on his family and his mother, why don't you put your salary on your mother's house? Your parents can still spend your money? They don't save it for you!" "If you really can't make it through, you have to be more careful and take care of the funeral, so as not to leave a lot of sequelae... In short, your marriage is your decision." "Is that half of the house really divided between him?" Yu Huaqing turned to her sister. Yu Huaming thought for a moment, "I don't want him to split up. A young man has gained too much in a short marriage." So cheesy!So cheesy!He Lin sighed in her heart, three words never leave the money!Oh, can't this house be quiet for a while? Indeed, He Lin didn't think about it. If Chuanzhi was severely punished, she would acquiesce; if she made a clean break and let him go from now on, she had to think about it, and she had to be mentally prepared to be the best, even if she left, she would leave. To be willing, to never look back, can be regarded as soul-stirring, and to give myself an explanation.But it doesn't seem to be brewing now.