Chapter 11 Chapter Eleven

As Fang Ziyun expected, this time he became famous. As the investigators expected, the victimized farmer had a big mess. However, when Fang Ziyun was finally allowed to leave Anhe City after three investigations and five trials, he ran to Anhe TV Station to make a fuss, and insisted on copying a set of video materials reporting the scam of Yunyang Company.This move certainly aroused the attention of the task force and asked Fang Ziyun to explain. Fang Ziyun said: "My name has never appeared in various newspapers as frequently as now. I have nothing to say about this scandalous fame. I am incompetent. This lesson may affect me for the rest of my life, and the lesson itself is a lesson. It is a kind of wealth. I have collected almost all the reports on this incident in the "Anhe Daily", and I would like to preserve a video material. These materials are of great preservation value to me, whether in literary creation or in the future writing of personal memoirs."

Fang Ziyun didn't care what the task force would think, and begged the TV station for two days until the video material was copied. On March 11, 1994, Fang Ziyun returned to Yunan.At the beginning, he and Liu Dongyang drove to Anhe in a truck, which was full of equipment, raw materials, and samples.Now when he returned to Yunan, everything was gone. There were only a dozen newspapers and a video tape in the empty suitcase, and this was all he had gained. Back in Yunan, the first problem he faced was the source of living expenses.Fortunately, several colleagues from the newspaper office and some local poetry friends came to see him, giving one hundred to one and fifty to the other, alleviating the urgent need.Then, Fang Ziyun entrusted a friend to sell Song Yikun's stereo worth more than 10,000 yuan at a low price of 8,000 yuan, and bought a TV and a video recorder. The remaining money was enough for him to live for a while.

Since then, he has been shutting himself out and shutting himself in the house all day long.At this time, he no longer belongs to a certain role, but completely returns to himself.Now, he can calmly settle everything that happened in the past in his mind, calmly reflect on himself, and refine something that belongs to him but has been neglected by him. Now he is beginning to realize the value of this thing. It is the fulcrum of a life, the most essential and original thing. The world outside the window is already in the early spring when all things are revived, but his mentality is in the twilight of autumn.

Reports on the Yunyang Company deception, in addition to reporting the incident itself, also tracked and reported the impact of the deception, especially the vicious chain reaction caused by the victimized farmers.Three of these cases are typical. 1. The principal of a private primary school in a mountainous area at the border of a neighboring province was cheated out of 60,000 yuan in fundraising, and was unable to explain to the students and their parents. He hanged himself in the woods behind the school in the middle of the night. The 20,000 yuan came to improve teaching conditions.The TV screen moved from the principal's work notes to the corpse, and to the noose on the small tree. The teachers, students, and parents on the screen wanted to cry without tears, and wanted to complain silently.

2. A farmer in a certain village borrowed 120,000 yuan from everywhere. After being cheated, he hid outside all day because he could not repay the debt and dared not go home. The creditors kidnapped the farmer’s six-year-old son in a rage. When they realized When kidnapping was a crime, in order to cover up the crime and take revenge, the little boy was brutally strangled to death and buried.After the public security agency received the report of the child's disappearance, it only took four days to crack the case, and the three murderers were arrested.Whether it is the family of the debtor or the family of the creditor on the TV screen, there is nothing but crying.

3. A young man in a county borrowed 50,000 yuan in debt. The debt collector gathered many people to go to the young man’s home to grab furniture to pay off the debt. A fight broke out between the two parties. The borrower was hit on the head several times with an iron object, and blood flowed on the spot. Zhu fell into a coma and died in the county hospital after rescue efforts failed. The murderer and those involved in the fight were all arrested and interrogated.In the TV screen, the young man's home was smashed into a mess, debris and blood were everywhere, the hostess and the children were distraught, and the scene was horrible.

At the end of the report, a female reporter said to the TV audience with grief and indignation: "The consequences of the Yunyang company fraud case are serious. The victims are all farmers who are not rich or very poor. Most of these farmers who are eager to get rich are not well-educated and have weak legal awareness. This has triggered a vicious A chain reaction of 83 farmers were deceived. We don’t know if such a tragedy will happen again. We appeal to all the victims of the Yunyang company’s deception to remain calm and strengthen their legal awareness so that the tragedy will never happen again. "

Fang Ziyun read these materials over and over again, paying full attention every time he watched them, and felt stronger and heavier each time.He is watching the TV, just like watching his own job. The scene can't help but remind people of the scene of the movie "43 Years of Tehran", the killer who has watched the projector for half his life, and the old man with gray hair. Fang Ziyun didn't want to look in the mirror. He was afraid of seeing his own face, but he had to stare at it for a long time. Every time he stared at this face, he said with extreme contempt in his heart: "You lied, you lied gone."

He has never been so immersed in thinking as he is now. In the past, he thought to make poetry, but now he thinks to be a man.There are too many issues for him to think about, morality and conscience.Life, sin, pain, death... There are at least three things he didn't expect: he didn't expect the incident to be so big and the consequences so serious; he didn't expect his wolf nature to be so weak and vulnerable; relief. Song Yikun's words came back to his ears again: "Ziyun is a person who is impure in Buddhism and lacks wolfishness in the business world." Now, he is no longer an impoverished poet, and the patents worth hundreds of thousands of yuan are still in his hands. Soon he will receive 500,000 yuan in funds. Of course, it has been purged in a legal name.If he wanted to, he would be able to join the ranks of millionaires in the near future, enter the upper class, and live the life of an upper class.

However, what has he lost?Heaven and conscience.Although he seemed to know nothing, even though he was not directly involved in the planning and operation, he felt that he was even more despicable and hypocritical. He was put in a safe by his friends and took the bloody and The money of evil, the so-called whore has to set up a torii, he feels that his personality is not as good as a naked whore. What will happen next?Still despair, suicide, forced debts, fights, I don’t know how many families will suffer misfortune, as long as the money is not recovered, tragedies may happen at any time, and every tragedy is an irrepayable debt of conscience .

He knew that from now on he would never write poetry again. How could a person who even despised himself have the right to write poetry?Don't let the filth of personality defile the holiness of poetry. For the first time in his life, he thought of the word "calm", and felt the existence and preciousness of "calm" for the first time.For these two words, he has a deeper understanding than anyone else—— People's selfishness and greed often make people forgive their own irregular behavior, so they increase the capacity of calm. It usually tolerates many shortcomings and mistakes and still maintains a balance. Therefore, people often ignore its existence. Humans certainly have a wolfish side, but once the volatilization of wolfishness exceeds the limit that calmness can tolerate, people will lose their psychological balance of peace of mind, and the need for calmness in life itself will overwhelm the pleasure brought by all material wealth. It no longer has the meaning of life itself. Confidence is everyone's innate wealth, and only those who have lost it can understand its value deeply.And when people realize this, they often have to pay a heavy price, or commit suicide, or live in darkness and fear for a lifetime. As a person, you don't have to be noble, because being noble is the requirement of social morality.But you can't live without calmness, because calmness is the need of your life itself.Therefore, even if your high IQ can evade the sanctions of the law, you should leave some room for calmness in your behavior, because the next opponent is yourself, the instinct that your humanity needs. Now, there are only two paths before him, either to live or to die.Survival means endurance, death means liberation, and he has to make a choice between the two. After a few days of calm and painful thinking, he made a decision, and he stipulated three principles for his choice: 1. Don't betray your friends, no one will forgive you. 2. Make a good effort for the victims. 3. The planning was thorough and reasonable. I couldn't believe that I was really free. There must be the eyes of the police behind me. He understood that he didn't have the city and strategy like Song Yikun, so he was extra cautious when planning his own actions, repeatedly reasoning and demonstrating every detail until he confirmed it was safe.When he had conceived the whole plan, he started to act. That night, he came to Xia Yingjie's house. Xia Yingjie's parents and brother-in-law had just had dinner and were watching TV in the living room. They were all surprised by his visit.The whole family was very warm to him, one gave up his seat and the other poured tea. The Yunyang company incident has long been a storm in the city, and no one knows about it, so there is no need to avoid anything.Fang Ziyun briefly introduced the incident on the issues they were concerned about, and the family comforted him with their words. Xia Yingjie's brother asked with concern: "What are your plans for the future? If it's really not possible, why don't you return to work in the agency." "I'm not born to do business, so I've given up on it." Fang Ziyun said, "There's no rush for work, I still have time to think about it. I've made up my mind. I still have to develop in literature. No one will read my poems. I can write poems." If you write something else, maybe you can become a blockbuster like Ajie. I am here today for this purpose, and I want to contact Ajie and borrow some of her light." Xia Yingjie's brother said: "Ajie will definitely help with your matter." Mentioning Xia Yingjie, Xia's mother was a little sad, she shook her head and said: "This girl has been away for more than a year, and she doesn't talk about going home to see it, and she doesn't even discuss it with her family about such a big thing as going abroad. I really didn't watch it when I was young. It turns out that she has such a big idea. There is also the one named Song. We haven’t seen him until now. He is not married, and Ajie doesn’t even have a name. He put Ajie abroad alone. But stay in the country, is it the son-in-law or someone else?" Xia's father asked: "Editor Fang, you and Song Yikun are old classmates and old friends. Tell me, what kind of person is Song Yikun?" "Song Yikun," Fang Ziyun said, considering his vocabulary, "he is the kind of person who looks very ordinary and has a certain distance from ordinary people. He has a wide range of knowledge, a calm mind, and never does something blindly. According to my knowledge You know, Song Yikun was coerced by Ajie to Hainan. She cleverly used Song Yikun's sense of responsibility. This shows that Ajie is not a simple person, so her career has developed so fast. You can rest assured that Song Yikun will definitely I will be responsible for Ajie, I understand him." Mother Xia nodded: "That's good." Fang Ziyun asked: "Has Ajie called recently?" "No." Xia's mother said, "I called once during the Spring Festival, and I haven't called since. It's nothing serious. I won't let her call. The international long-distance charges are so high. One month's salary for one call is gone. I can't make a call." rise." Fang Ziyun said: "I came today to copy Ajie's phone number, and I want to ask her for help with writing." Xia's mother immediately said: "Then call here. It's very convenient. Don't mind what I just said , I mean don’t chat on the phone if you have nothing to do, of course you have to call if you have something to do. Really, I’m not being polite, I’ll call you right now, and you can speak for yourself.” Mother Xia got up to make a call.It could be seen that she regretted what she said just now, because this coincidence was too inopportune, and she really did not mean to neglect Fang Ziyun. In fact, Fang Ziyun didn't take it to heart at all. He knew Xia Yingjie's family well.He stopped Xia Mu with a smile, and said, "See where you've been, can I not understand you? I'm not calling right now. I haven't thought through some ideas yet. You just need to give me your phone number. I don't even know when to call." After Fang Ziyun explained repeatedly, he took the number and left Xia's house. Before falling asleep at night, Fang Ziyun recalled his words and deeds at Xia Yingjie's house, and found no mistakes.He reviewed the content of the phone call tomorrow to ensure that it could withstand wiretapping and investigation. The next day, he went to the telecommunications building to make an international call to Xia Yingjie, and the connection was made with just one dial. It was Xia Yingjie who answered the phone. After Fang Ziyun reported his name, he smiled and said, "I didn't expect it to be me, did you?" Xia Yingjie really didn't expect that, she was very happy: "It's Mrs. Fang, I was surprised to hear your voice, how are you doing? I know you won't throw away international phone bills if you have nothing important to do. Tell me quickly." "It's still an old colleague who is considerate of poor scholars." Fang Ziyun said, "I'm still the same now, just dawdling. I want to know about your writing situation, and see if I can borrow some of your fame and shine on you." "I only have a destiny for you, Mr. Fang." Xia Yingjie said concisely, "The long-form plan I am writing is to be finished in May, and then I plan to write a documentary novel. But I can't decide now, that Taiwanese old man Overseas Chinese have been refusing to accept interviews, and the material cannot be assembled." Fang Ziyun said: "I have some materials in my hand. You can decide whether they are worth writing after you read them. I have some ideas about personal development, and I can't explain them clearly on the phone. I plan to send the materials to you. Write down my intention in detail in the letter, and we will contact you after you have read it." "No need to mail it." Xia Yingjie said, "My friend Jiang Wei has something to go back to China, I asked her to send something home, I brought you two bottles of good wine and a few overseas published poetry collections, and Brother Ye also gave you I brought some things. Jiang Wei has already arrived in Beijing, and I think she will go to Wang Nan in the next two days, and you can just hand over the materials and letter to her, which is more convenient than mailing." "That's great." Fang Ziyun said, "It saves a lot of postage." "By the way, I also ask you to do something." Xia Yingjie said, "I think it's best to see my family members with my own eyes through the video, and watch them talk to me with my own eyes. You have a lot of acquaintances on the TV station, please find someone to record it. Who Let you deliver it to your door yourself? Just catch an official." Putting down the phone, Fang Ziyun's first reaction was - God's will, this must be God's will. Someone from Rome would mean that the time for information transmission would be short, and Xia Yingjie would have access to those materials in advance and respond.The affected farmers and their relatives are suffering every moment, and unforeseen tragedies may happen at any time.Now don't talk about fighting for a few days, even fighting for a minute is valuable. Fang Ziyun believed that Xia Yingjie's IQ was enough to decipher his code, and expected her to respond in line with her character and courage.He knew that the only person who could influence Song Yikun was Xia Yingjie. After talking on the phone with Xia Yingjie, Fang Ziyun immediately went to find his friends in the TV station and started recording.He didn't hide it, just wanted to make it clear. He gave others the impression that he had a smile on his face and was getting rid of the embarrassment and distress caused by failure. On this day, two foreign poets made a special trip to Yunan to visit Fang Ziyun. One was from Beijing and the other was from Shanghai. They had agreed in advance to meet and accompany Fang Ziyun in Jiangzhou.Fang Ziyun was very moved and warmly received them.In the evening, the three of them drank booze and talked all night long, really a bit like an ancient knight. The next day, Fang Ziyun bought a jeep through his personal relationship, and asked two poet friends who came from afar to go hunting in the wild. At the same time, he went to the oil field to let them see the sights of drilling and oil production. The jeep was parked downstairs, Fang Ziyun was cleaning his gun in the living room, and the driver and the two poets were doing other preparations.This small-caliber rifle has been entrusted to others for safekeeping, and it has not been wiped for a long time. Fang Ziyun wiped it very carefully. It is his favorite thing. In fact, even if there are no friends to visit, even if he does not go hunting in the wild, Fang Ziyun still has to clean his gun. Just when they were about to leave, someone knocked on the door suddenly.Fang Ziyun hurriedly hid the gun and signaled the driver to open the door.After the door opened, the driver saw a lady with elegant clothes and elegant temperament, holding a suitcase in her right hand and a note with the address in her left hand. The driver asked, "Miss, who are you looking for?" "Excuse me, does Fang Ziyun live here?" "Yes. Who are you?" "My name is Jiang Wei. I'm from Beijing. Someone asked me to bring him something. Is he at home?" "At home, at home." Hearing Jiang Wei's arrival, Fang Ziyun hurried over to receive her, and said enthusiastically, "Come in, please come in." Jiang Wei put down the box and asked: "It seems that you are going to go out?" "Not busy." Fang Ziyun invited the guests to sit down and asked, "When did you arrive in Yunan? Have you arranged a place to live? Is there anything you can do for me?" "I arrived yesterday afternoon and stayed at Ajie's house." Jiang Wei said, "I came this time mainly to plan the publication of Ajie's novel. I brought two manuscripts. I would like to ask an expert to write a preface. By the way, I also need to deal with some scattered manuscripts, all of which are about football and overseas Chinese literature. The books of Ajie are the main ones, and this time I plan to release three books at the same time." "Didn't you go to see Yikun?" Fang Ziyun asked. "How dare you?" Jiang Wei said with a smile, "I went to see Brother Kun first, and then I started to work. Brother Kun devoted himself to learning and is in good spirits. He greeted you and asked me to bring you two A thousand dollars." Seeing that the others were neglected, Fang Ziyun said, "Let me introduce you. This is the driver, my friend. This is a poet friend who came from Beijing like you. This is a poet from Shanghai. How can I introduce you?" And you?" Jiang Wei took out her business card.Fang Ziyun takes a closer look: Jiang Wei, general manager of Eurasia Culture Communication Co., Ltd. in Rome, Italy. "It's terrible." Fang Ziyun handed the business card to the poet friend. "You can see clearly that this is an important person. With the help of Ms. Jiang, your name can be heard overseas. You have to take this opportunity to build relationships." Jiang Mu opened the suitcase and explained while taking things out: "This envelope is two thousand yuan from Brother Kun. This high-end camera was given to you by Brother Ye for photography. These two bottles of wine, two The stick of cigarettes and these collections of poems by overseas authors were all given to you by Ajie. That kind of cigarettes and alcohol are luxury items in the I7 upper class in Italy. " Fang Ziyun was very happy: "Look, my face is not small." Jiang Wei said: "Yesterday I called Ajie and told her that I had arrived at the oil field, and she said that Mr. Fang had something for me to bring back." "It's been prepared a long time ago, and I packed a paper bag." Fang Ziyun said. Jiang Wei said: "Then I'll take it away now, it seems that you are planning to go out, so I won't bother you." "How can I do that? I have to have a meal together before leaving." Fang Ziyun said sincerely, "My two friends also came from afar, and I plan to take them to the Yellow River Beach for hunting. Let’s stop. I think everyone should go together, and you just want to relax. With the relationship between Yikun and me, you have to give this little face, right? Besides, we are all cultural people, which can promote communication.” Jiang Wei said: "At noon, Ajie's family is still waiting for me to eat." "It's okay, I'll talk about it, I'll give them a call." Fang Ziyun said confidently. Jiang Wei could only obey, and said: "I have never shot a gun when I grow up, and I have never seen the Yellow River Beach. But I am still worried that Ajie's parents will be unhappy." "With me, don't worry." Fang Ziyun said, "You must already know about me. I have been in a bad mood recently, and I really need to go to the wild to relax." "I can understand." Jiang Wei nodded. So, Jiang Mu went hunting with Fang Ziyun and the others.On the way, Fang Ziyun notified Xia Yingjie's mother at the public phone, and explained repeatedly to get the old man's understanding. It took more than an hour for the jeep to reach the Yellow River beach. Looking as far as Jiang Wei could see, the vast Yellow River beach was full of weeds, with roots connected to roots and leaves intertwined. In the distance, there were clumps of willow forests. The willows seemed to stick out directly from the ground. The thin branches sway with the wind, seemingly weak, but they have a tough beauty and noble charm. There is no road here at all, only the marks of some people and cars passing by.Jiang Wei grew up in Dadu and was used to seeing the bustling scene of high-rise buildings. When she first came to this vast Yellow River beach, she suddenly felt broad-minded, and there was no distance between heaven and earth, between man and nature.The poem "The sky is blue and the wild is vast" involuntarily appeared in her mind. Ladies first, she took up her rifle and fired nervously and excitedly into the distance, which was a pleasure. The Metropolitan Hotel has an excellent location, with a garden and a parking lot. The luxurious decoration of the hotel is not only in Rome, but also among the first-class Chinese restaurants in Italy. According to the needs of the plot, the film crew of "The Silent Man" sent some actors and staff to Rome for filming, and the owner of the Metropolitan Hotel entertained compatriots from afar as the owner and the leader of the overseas Chinese.As the author of the original book, Xia Yingjie was specially invited to attend the banquet.After various social activities during the Spring Festival, Xia Yingjie and the overseas Chinese leaders were no longer strangers.And being able to meet the cast and crew of my own work in Rome, far away from the motherland, has a more intimacy. The atmosphere of the banquet was very warm, everyone laughed and talked freely.The director briefly introduced some plots to be filmed in Rome, and several overseas Chinese leaders introduced the customs of Rome and the living conditions of overseas Chinese in Rome to the guests.The director and actors also consulted Xia Yingjie on the plot and the characters in the play. Although Xia Yingjie has been in Rome for less than three months, due to her domestic background and the important overseas Chinese affairs activities she has participated in since the Spring Festival, she has become a well-known figure in the Chinese community in Rome. During the dinner, a service lady walked up to Xia Yingjie and said politely, "Miss Xia, I have your call." Xia Yingjie stood up and followed the service lady to the telephone booth.The phone room is a small elegantly furnished hall with sofas for guests to sit in. She picked up the phone from the coffee table and asked: "I'm Xia Yingjie, who are you?" "It's me, Ye Hongjun." Xia Yingjie said: "As far as I know, you have received the invitation, why didn't you come?" "You overestimated me." Ye Hongjun said, "Not everyone can attend a banquet of that size. Inviting you is a dual need of the host and the guests. The invitation to me is a courtesy, purely out of consideration For your face, if I take it seriously, it will be a joke." Xia Yingjie said, "Brother Ye, you are too shrewd." "If I want to be smart, I won't be in this position." Ye Hongjun smiled on the phone and asked, "I want to know what else you have planned after the banquet?" Xia Yingjie looked at his watch, it was 12:50, so he said: "The banquet will end soon, I will pick up Jiang Wei at the airport in three hours, and I have to go back and write some more before then." Ye Hongjun said: "If there are no other activities, please pass by my company when you go home. I have something to give you, news about Lin Ping." "Great, I'll be there in a while." Xia Yingjie said. After receiving this call, Xia Yingjie had no intention of staying in the hotel anymore.For several months, she has been worried about Lin Ping's whereabouts, because she still can't dispel the ominous cloud in her heart.After the banquet, Xia Yingjie took a group photo with everyone, and then drove away. Huashang Information Consulting Co., Ltd. is located in a secluded street. There are several cars parked at the entrance of the company, and guests come and go from time to time.Next to the company is a flower shop, which is colorful and fragrant. Every time Xia Yingjie came here, he could feel a modern office atmosphere. In addition to computers, telephones, and fax machines, safes and filing cabinets occupied the largest area here, and there were many product samples on the shelves.The staff here each have a computer and are working hard. Information is the lifeblood of this place.Xia Yingjie went straight into Ye Hongjun's office in the suite. "Please sit down." Ye Hongjun said, "The information about Lin Ping came by mail. I just received it. If you didn't stop by, I would send it to you." Xia Yingjie took a look at the heavy postal bag and said, "What's in it? It seems quite complicated." "Don't take it out." Ye Hongjun stopped Xia Yingjie from reaching out to take things, and said, "There are two video tapes and a magazine in the mailbag, and the rest are written materials. You can read them alone. I can only tell you now, Lin Ping works as a prostitute in Manchester." "No way." Xia Yingjie denied weakly and palely.But in her heart, she has already accepted this conclusion. "I also hope not, so I ask you to identify it." Ye Hongjun said, "This material is true, detailed, and includes other issues you are interested in." Xia Yingjie said: "I lived in a dormitory with Lin Ping when I was working in Yunan, I can recognize him." Ye Hongjun said: "I'm sorry, I reported bad news to you, which made you unhappy. If you need me to do something, call anytime." "Okay." Xia Yingjie took the postal bag and went out with a heavy heart. She got into the car, and as soon as she touched the car keys, Ye Hongjun chased her out from the office and said, "You just learned to drive, so I don't worry about going to the airport alone. You wait at home at four o'clock, and I will drive you there." Airport." "No need." Xia Yingjie said, "I'll just drive slowly." After returning to his residence, Xia Yingjie immediately opened the mailbag, and the first thing he saw was the cover of the pornographic magazine.A charming oriental girl doing a very sexy, very nasty gesture.Xia Yingjie was too familiar with this beautiful face, but she still didn't want to believe it. She pushed the pictorial aside, took a video tape, put it into the machine, and turned on the TV.The Chinese translation of this tape is "Oriental Girl on the Bed". Two European men and an Asian woman appeared on the screen, doing unsightly movements. The woman moaned and shouted exaggeratedly, with a fascinated look on her face.Desperate expression. Xia Yingjie was almost certain of the woman on the screen, but her eyes were still fixed on the naked woman's left shoulder. She finally saw the evidence she least wanted to see - the mung bean-sized black behind the woman's left shoulder.It was Lin Ping, no doubt about it.She lowered her head in pain, powerlessly turned off the TV with the remote control, and just leaned quietly on the sofa like that.She felt uncomfortable, and her mind was full of the words Song Yikun and Ye Hongjun had said—— "Especially for women, it's worthless to rely on the polite respect of others. No matter how chic they are, it's just a show." "This kind of silly big sister is not lucky. It seems that they are part of the biological chain and just cater to the needs of carnivores." After Xia Yingjie calmed down, he took out an envelope from the mail bag, which contained the background materials of Lin Ping and Yang Xiaoning, and the text was printed on a computer.The record about Lin Ping is: Lin Ping met Yang Xiaoning in Beijing in January 1993. Yang Xiaoning used the bait of helping her go abroad and getting married after arriving in France, and cheated Lin Ping's trust by using fake visas and other means. In June of the same year, Lin Ping arrived in Kunming by plane carrying 100,000 yuan and a large amount of belongings. According to Yang Xiaoning's request, they were called brother and sister, because there were two other girls who would go abroad with Yang. The route to go abroad is not to go directly to France by plane, but to take a train to Jinghong County on the China-Myanmar border, and pass the China-Myanmar border that night, and after a night of driving, we arrive at a small village called "Sala" in the Golden Triangle area. The Burmese Tu people are similar to primitive society.There is a division of armed forces stationed in this area, which is a subordinate of the big drug lord Kun Sha, and the division headquarters is located in Sera. The three teenage girls found out too late that they had been cheated and were locked up in a large, dark and dank house under military guard.There were more than a dozen other people in the house, all of whom were Chinese who had been cheated and sold by the snakeheads. They lived in a mixed room with men and women, and no woman was safe from rape.The military rule is that each person must pay a ransom of 50,000 yuan before they can leave. Yang Xiaoning cheated the three girls and sold them again. He exchanged 360,000 RMB into US dollars and returned to Paris via Bangkok.Lin Ping had no money to pay the ransom, but she was beautiful. She was sold by the military to a brothel in Bangkok for US$10,000. After receiving customers for more than a month, she was resold again. When he arrived in Manchester, England, he was completely controlled by the underworld and made a living as a prostitute. He lived at No. 16 Weilante Street (translated name). It's really an anecdote in the world, that there are really absurd things in the world where you spend money to sell yourself.Xia Yingjie couldn't tell whether it was anger or hatred, but there was a fire in his heart.She poured a glass of cold water and drank it, then picked up another set of background materials.The record about Yang Xiaoning is: Yang Xiaoning, 32 years old, was born in Hong Kong. He came to France at the age of 16. His mother is French and his father is Chinese, both deceased.Yang Xiaoning divorced in 1992, and his son was brought back to Hong Kong by his ex-wife to raise him.Yang currently lives in the Seventh District of Paris, runs a beauty salon, has a lot of contacts and complicated social relationships.Since 1990, he has also been a smuggler, participating in organizing illegal smuggling and defrauding young girls.He is often active in China and Hong Kong.Myanmar, Thailand and other places.More than 50 people were smuggled by him, and more than 20 girls were cheated by him. Since the French police and the Chinese police jointly cracked down on gangsters, Yang Xiaoning has stopped his activities.The victims are scattered all over the world, and no one has yet retaliated against Yang Xiaoning. The person who mailed the materials obviously conducted a targeted investigation according to the topics that Ye Hongjun had set in advance. These topics were set with full consideration of Xia Yingjie's possible concerns, so there was absolute evidence to prove Lin Ping's identity. With Yang Xiaoning's past and recent situation, as well as his specific address, he even estimated the possibility of revenge.And Xia Yingjie didn't ask for an investigation of Yang Xiaoning at first, let alone take revenge on anyone. Now she has to admit that if she only saw Lin Ping's material, she would involuntarily ask: Who is Yang Xiaoning?Where is he hiding now?How should I ask him for an explanation and justice? Ye Hongjun had estimated all of these. Ye Hongjun handles affairs neatly, meticulously and rigorously. He grasps the scale of things and accurately infers other people's psychology, which is not something ordinary people can do.Compared with Song Yikun, he lacks a little bit of big ideas, boldness, and a little heroism.Xia Yingjie thought to himself: Ye Hongjun was born with the brains of a military adviser, and Song Yikun was born with the bearing of a commander. If these two people were tied together, they would definitely be able to do something great. So, how to help Lin Ping?Xia Yingjie was in a dilemma. It is not accidental that Lin Ping fell into this situation. Apart from social factors, she herself should bear the main responsibility.She is vain, superficial, and arrogant. She looks simple in everything, and always has a blind sense of gender superiority. She is both lazy and delusional, thinking that sexiness and beauty can conquer everything.But she is not a bad woman, she is not self-willed, she will never hurt others, and she is eager to be valued by others.To be precise, she is just a beautiful silly woman. To help Lin Ping, money must be spent.Whether it is Ye Hongjun launching his social network or negotiating with the local underworld, the core is still the word "money".And in what way to help her?What results are expected to be achieved?How much does the process cost?All these questions are unknowns. The most important problem is that Song Yikun and Ye Hongjun have never liked women like Lin Ping, and they are precisely the key people who can help Lin Ping.Song Yikun's consent was required to use this special fund. Since Ye Hongjun was deeply disgusted with Lin Ping, only Song Yikun could mobilize him.After all, Lin Ping is someone outside this circle. Xia Yingjie thought: This matter should be discussed with Jiang Wei, maybe we can find a solution from other aspects, at least solve the money problem first. Her heart was very heavy, and the scenes of getting along with Lin Ping in the Yunan Oilfield kept appearing in her mind.Now, she has no mood to write at all, and her peaceful mood has been completely destroyed. She stood up from the sofa, put the video tape, pictorial and two written materials into the drawer of the writing desk, then sat down and looked blankly at the calendar on the desk, the page was March 27, 1994 day.She looked at it for a while, not knowing what to do, subconsciously picked up a pen and wrote the following line on the message box of the calendar: Today is really a gloomy day. At this time, she didn't know that if she wanted to describe her state of mind today, the word "grey" was far from enough. At four o'clock in the afternoon, Xia Yingjie drove to the airport to pick up Jiang Wei.She was very preoccupied, and she had just learned to drive, so she was very careful along the way. The waiting hall of the airport is spacious and bright, with leather chairs and rows of large sofas, filled with passengers, people of all skin colors.Xia Yingjie found an empty seat and sat down, waiting. 她一向认为自己是头脑清醒、思路清晰的人，但是自从《沉默的人》一书出版，尤其是到了意大利之后，她开始觉得脑力不够用了，许多问题既合乎逻辑又像被蒙上了一层雾，让人摸不着、说不出、看不透。 大厅的广播和电脑显示屏都在播送从北京至罗马班机降落的消息，夏英杰看到了，也听到了，她又坐了几分钟，估计旅客要出海关了，这才到出口。 江薇左手拖着一只带轮子的大皮箱，右手提着一只精美的文件箱，满面春风地走了出来。夏英杰远远地看着她，感到江薇更成熟、更自信了，这或许是因为她的生意开始有起色，或许是因为她进了这个她认为可靠的圈子，更有安全感了。 夏英杰微笑着迎上去，帮江薇拎着一只文件箱，什么也没说便出了大厅，朝停车场走去。 汽车由江薇驾驶，她开动车子后对身边的夏英杰说：“在北京机场出关的时候遇到了点麻烦，海关人员把我的行李翻了个底朝天，不知道为什么。” “海关嘛，这种事常有的。”夏英杰没有在意，眼睛望着前方说，“希望你带来的都是好消息，如果有坏消息，那就留着以后再说。” “怎么，这边出事啦？”江薇敏感地问。 “不是我们。”夏英杰说，“还是先听你谈吧。” 江薇说：“我先去见了坤哥，他比过去瘦了点，精神挺好的，他让你安心写作，多参与华侨社团的活动，广泛接触社会，多收集资料。他说，两地分居是暂时的，但接触一下西方文化是绝对有必要的。” “还是那一套。”夏英杰对宋一坤很不满意。 江薇接着说：“苏卫国接到三本书的稿子后非常高兴，特别是当真得到了你的书稿。他的意思，以三十万元人民币把你的书稿买断，由他负责运作。另外他有个建议，由欧亚文化公司、万路达文化公司和某个电视剧制作中心三家共同出资，以万路达文化公司为首，将拍成电视连续剧，他对这部可能有争议的作品很有信心。对于你个人，三十万元以外的收人，你从欧亚文化公司的分成中得到。当然，这只是他的设想，最终还要由你来拍板。” 夏英杰说：“公司的事务我不介人，只要一坤不反对，你就放手去干就是了。” 江薇又说：“另一份稿子交给王文奇了，他完全信任你的写作实力，他说，如果作品没有严重的政治问题，他可以为书稿写一个序，五千字以内的。” 夏英杰问：“我家里好吗？方子云最近怎么样？” 江薇答道：“我在你家住了两夜，都挺好的，录像带上都有，你看过就知道了。方子云遇到了点麻烦，前一段经商被人骗了，满城风雨的，他给你带了一大包东西，全在大箱子里。有一封信在文件箱里，你先看看吧。另外，我在北京去找了马志国，把礼物交给他了，他很高兴。” 夏英杰听到方子云被人骗了，而且满城风雨，便伸手从后座上拿过文件箱，取出一封信。 江薇说：“不是我要告诉你坏消息，是你主动问我的，这可不能怪我。” 信封没有封口，夏英杰抽出信细细地看—— 夏英杰女士： 我以这种称谓示意此信的郑重。 信中所托之事均没有与一坤提及，作为一个男人，我不想让人产生这样的误解：方子云是依仗宋一坤的权威迫使夏英杰帮忙。所以直接与你商议。 你是文人，诗的境遇惨到何种程度想必不用我来描绘。至于我在安河市所受到的挫折，你可以通过报纸和录像资料了解事件的全部过程。鉴于我的处境日益艰难而又极力想扬名于世，我想通过我的最后努力加上你所能给我提供的帮助，圆我一个名人梦。 我想请你帮我三个忙。 一、我借一坤的十五万元已无力偿还，同时又认为“方氏调味球”的专利价值不止于十五万元。有关资料完整送上，我是一日遭蛇咬十年怕井绳，对商人不敢再相信。请你利用在罗马的便利条件，在华侨中间看能否找到开发这个产品的投资商，将专利卖掉，开价最低不能少于十七万元人民币，至少能让我还掉惜款的本息，售价高了更好，为我出版诗集挣出来一笔经费。当然如果实在卖不出去，一坤就认倒霉吧。 二、诗稿全部交给你，因为即使我给一坤，最后实施时还要由你运作，一坤并不具备与出版界合作的关系。假如卖掉专利的收入除还付借款本息后仍有富余，请用这笔钱出版诗集，通过你信任的专业人员策划，保证诗集的精美与高雅。或者，借助你与书商的合作关系和发行渠道，由书商策划，在有可能保本的情况下出版诗集。总之，是想利用你的影响、你的面子、你的关系争取诗集出版。 三、这是最重要的一项。如果你的写作计划允许的话，我想请你写一本关于我的纪实小说，通过我的故事反映出一代诗人的落破与无奈，探索出这个时代的人们所忽略、所缺少的那种质朴而高贵的东西。你可以参考诗稿及给你带去的我的随笔、评论、散文等，从中发现一个诗人的生命历程，感受商品大潮对诗歌的影响。你可以任意引用诗句和文章段落。 当然，我自己也可以写，也可以请别人写。但你是名人，是有力度的作家，如果你来写我，那情形就不一样了，我肯定会借助你的名气，沾你的光，广大读者在关注你的同时，无形中我也跟着出名了。 你看，这个时代的诗人有多么可怜。 也许你认为，我这个人没什么可值得写的。那要看你的感觉了，总之不要因为我是一坤的朋友而迁就你的写作原则，那样就污辱了我。而我，会努力去做一些事情，为你的作品的可读性提供传奇素材。 please. 一九九四年三月二十一日 方子云 方子云已经与别人合作生产调味球了，这么重要的情况怎么事先一点风声都没听到？方子云为什么事先不与宋一坤商量一下？ 这是夏英杰的第一个反应。 但她马上对这种想法产生了怀疑，以她与方子云共事三年的了解，这封信不像是方子云的口吻，这个人可以“请”人办事，但决不会“求”人办事，而这封信字里行间无不包含着一个“求”宇。同时，这封信的语气又有卖弄老资格之嫌，有点缺乏自知之明的成分。 这不是方子云的性格，不是他这种诗人的性格。只有特别了解他的人才能唤出，这封信隐隐约约有遗书的味道。一定出什么事了，出大事了。 出什么事I？她不知道，但凭直觉她能感到事情的严重性。 除了宋一坤和叶红军，没有人能比她更了解方子云。她为林萍的事而波动的情绪还没有恢复过来，现在又被这封信再次绷紧了神经，心跳骤然加快。 江薇注意到了夏英杰的神情有些异样，关切地问：“怎么，有事吗？” 夏英杰在没有把事情搞清楚之前，不能贸然评论什么，更不能下结论，于是说：“我想，最近我会给你添不少麻烦。今天下午我得到了林萍的消息，还记得这个人吗？她在英国，处境很不好，这事我不能坐视不理，但怎么帮她得和你商量，得有人办这事，得用点钱。接着就是方子云的事，他有四本诗集想出版，得由你出面策划。他有个专利产品项目想找个可靠的投资商，也得由你去联络。方子云的背景不用我说你也明白，我们可得罪不得。” 江薇笑着说：“给方子云帮忙就是拍了坤哥的马屁，这种机会当然得抓住，事半功倍嘛。” 夏英杰即使心事重重也被逗得笑了笑，她望着车窗外面的洋人、洋房、洋车、洋景，问江薇：“你说，我们来到国外干什么呢？我们费了九牛二虎之力到这里图什么呢？” “怎么，你后悔了？”江薇说，“我可没后悔，现在谁不想出国呢？这里面有说不清的因素，有经济的、政治的、文化的。这次我回到海口，回到北京，你猜过去的那些人都用什么眼光看我？羡慕、惊讶、嫉妒，这使你比过去多了许多优越感和神秘感，你会从那种目光里体会到一种价值，一种满足。其实人活着，不就是为了体现自我价值，争取社会承认嘛。”夏英杰笑着点点头，说：“你所讲的那些因素里，有些东西是只可以做不可以说的。但抛开这个意义，你是自由战士，独往独来，我就不一样了。这种感受你不懂，等你领教过相思的滋味以后，那时候你就没有这么洒脱了。” 两个人一路谈着，不知不觉快到公寓了。江薇问道：“今天你不用车吗？” "No need to." “那你帮我往公司打个电话，”江薇说，“把箱子搬上楼以后，我得先去公司看看，交代一下工作。” 夏英杰拿起电话拨通后递给江薇，江薇一手扶着方向盘，一手拿着电话说：“喂，小张吗？我是江薇，刚回来。你通知一下办公室的人，下班后都不要离开，我一会儿就过去。” 夏英杰说：“你办完公司的事情如果时间还不太晚的话，我想让你陪我再去一次巴顿饭店。” “你还没死心？”江薇已经记不清夏英杰为采访石天文碰过多少次钉子了，她犹豫了一下说：“好吧，我陪你去。我刚回来，身上肯定带来一股伟大祖国的仙气，没准儿就灵验了。不过我声明，这真的是最后一次了。” “最后一次。”夏英杰说：“如果我这样心诚都不行，那就说明真的没有缘分，我也死心了。” 车子开到公寓楼下，两个人把大皮箱抬进屋里，江薇打开箱子，将里面的东西简要做了一下说明，然后连口水都没顾得上喝，开上车就去公司。 此刻，夏英杰急切要知道国内那边发生了什么事情，她拿起方子云的那个纸包，沉甸甸的。纸包显然已经被人打开过，尽管重新做了包装，但还是能看出来。夏英杰将纸包里的诗稿、报纸。录像带、调味球的样品、技术资料、专利证书等东西—一取出来。 她随意拿起一张报纸，还没有看内容，醒目的标题《六百万元大骗局》就足以让她屏住呼吸了，她越往下看心情越紧张，她万万没有想到，方子云竟经历了这样一场可怕的事情。 她再一次打开电视机，将方子云的录像带推进录像机，静静地、紧张地看着、听着。一张张面孔、一个个表白，全都是被人利用的角色，又全都是无辜的角色。幕后人的策划之周密、诈骗金额之巨大、受害者的境地之悲惨，一切的一切都让她为之震惊。当录像带转完了以后，电视屏幕上呈现一片空白，夏英杰的脑子里也变成了一片可怕的空白，一种直觉已经使她失去了思想、失去了意识，她完全被一种恐怖的东西死死钳住了。 那是一种什么感觉呢？心跳剧烈、心口堵、胸闷、气短、心发慌、心绞痛、头晕、四肢无力，躺也不是，坐也不是，怎么都难受。这时候如果她想站起来的话，她绝对支撑不住。她神经质地靠在沙发上，一动不动。这样不知过了多久，当她的血压开始慢慢回落，开始恢复一点知觉的时候，她脑海里只有三个字—— 宋一坤。 从法律上，从逻辑上，从人证、物证、时间。地点、动机等等各个方面，无论有多少证据来证明宋一坤的清白，都无法推翻夏英杰的直觉，还有谁能比她更了解这个男人的头脑和思维方式呢？ 想到江薇随时可能会回来，她头脑变得清醒了。其实江薇的行李在北京海关受到严格检查并不是简单的例行公事，而是针对方子云的那个纸包。这说明危险并没有解除，方子云仍然被公安机关关注着，只是监视的规格有所下降，不再是主攻方向了。江薇不知道调味球研制的原委，不了解其他方面的背景，因而对方子云被骗事件反应平淡，没有过多的敏感。所以，不能让她知道太多的情况，只能让她与别人一样，按照方子云在信中设置的思路去理解、去操作。 夏英杰想了想，把报纸、录像带重新收拾整齐，放在书柜里面，放在一个谁都能一眼看到的位置。她要留给江薇的印象是，她对那些资料并不太重视，那只是一些写作素材，与其他方面得到的素材没有什么不同。重要的是，她的态度能让江薇感到什么重要，什么不重要。江薇毕竟是与宋一坤的那个圈子有一定距离的人。 她把房间整理得和平常一样了，这才开始用脑子继续思考原来的主题。以她对宋一坤个性的了解，她至少可以做出三点推断： 一、幕后的总策划、总指挥是宋一坤。 two.六百万骗局，没有叶红军的参与是不可能实现的，那个神秘的执行人无疑是受到叶红军的指使。王海、孙刚以及其他人均没有这种条件和能力，也不具备让宋一坤绝对信任的关系。 三、投入两百万元骗取四百万元，扣除方方面面的分赃之后，落到宋一坤手里的钱不会超过一百万，为此而冒这样大的经济风险和法律风险，为此而动用这么大的力量并且造成这样惨重的社会后果，宋一坤不会去干的。这就是说，六百万元骗局只是一个序幕、一种需要，骗局的后面一定还有一个更大的计划。 那么，方子云用心何在？他在暗示我什么？方子云用这种特殊的方式，用这种只有掌握密码才能破译的文字，可以想象他是动了一番怎样的脑筋，可谓煞费苦心。一方面是他的良心承受不住了，另一方面他又不愿出卖朋友，所以他把难题抛给了我，想借助我的特殊身份实现一种期望。 无疑，他背叛了宋一坤。 尽管方子云想改变穷诗人的窘迫，尽管参与经商是他自己强烈要求的，尽管他肯定会得到一笔可观的金钱，尽管他与宋一坤的关系非同一般……但是，他仍然背叛了宋一坤，背叛了他不愿面对的所有阴谋和财富。那封信现在看来，并不是为了个人的什么名人梦，而是一封请愿书，一封为了八十三位受害者农民所呈上去的请愿书。 这才是真实的方子云。 “那么，他没考虑过后果吗？他没考虑过将来怎样面对宋一坤吗？”夏英杰这样问自己。突然，一种不祥的预感袭上她的心头，她想驱散这种感觉，但种种迹象表明，这种预感不是没有根据的，是必然会发生的。 这个念头一闪过，她的心“砰”地一下提了起来，像悬在喉咙口。她下意识地开始凝视电话，慢慢地把伸手过去，但刚拿起话筒又马上放下了。她在想：如果方子云真出了大事，家里的人肯定会听到一些传闻。但是不能直接问方子云的事。也许家里的电话被监听了，打听方子云无疑是“此地无银三百两”，那是非常危险的。 她想了一会儿，再次拿起电话，拨通了中国玉南自己的家，接电话的是母亲。 “妈，我是阿杰。”她用轻松、愉快的语气说，“没别的事，我就是想告诉您，江薇一路平安，家里带的东西我都收到了，您也不用挂念我。” “哦，好，好。”母亲放心了。接着紧张地压低了声音说： “告诉你一件事，方子云自杀了，就在昨天晚上他住的那间房子里，今天早上发现的，去了很多警察，听说是他自己用枪朝头上开了一枪，很惨呢……” 夏英杰脑子轰地一声像爆炸了一样，眼前一片昏黑，险些拿不住话筒。母亲后来说了些什么，她一句也没听进去，她再一次被惊呆了。 “喂，阿杰，你怎么不说话？你怎么啦？” “怎么可能呢？怎么可能呢？”夏英杰极力稳定自己的情绪说，“前一段时间他不是挺好的吗？他还让我帮他出书呢，怎么可能会自杀？” “谁知道呢，这个人神神叨叨的说不准。”母亲叹了口气说，“听说了这事，我也挺难过的。” 夏英杰又与母亲讲了一会儿，然后轻轻放下电话。她的预感被证实了。一切都像梦一样来得那样突然，却又无不包含着某种必然性。一个诗人，转眼之间就死了，不存在了。 她想哭，却哭不出一点声音，甚至连呻吟的力气都没有，只有心里的痛、心口的堵，只有抑制不住的眼泪默默地往下流。 她脑海里浮现出上海看守所的一幕，宋一坤自言自语地说： “子云这个人哪，入佛门六根不净，进商界狼性不足。” 她恍恍惚惚又回到了玉南油田红房子酒家，方子云一边推着自行车一边自嘲地说：我们是唯一骑车子到这里吃饭的人，就像孔乙己一样，是惟一站着喝酒而又穿长衫的人。 人生，太残酷了。林萍像牲口一样被人卖了又卖，最终流落风尘，自己卖自己；方子云只是为了出版诗集作了一次发财梦，却最终不得不以死来寻求解脱；那些受骗的农民四处举债，本想用劳动的汗水去摆脱贫苦，却最终被推进更深的火坑。 What should I do? What should I do? 这个问题夏英杰似乎在想，又似乎不用去想。虽然方子云并没有告诉她应该做什么，但是事态和思路已经十分明白了，既要保全宋一坤，又要给受害的农民一个交代；既要爱情，又要平衡本能的良心。要达到这种效果只有一个办法：秘密退还赃款。 夏英杰的脑子里千头万绪，真的犹如一团乱麻了，以她的心理、年龄、阅历，她在承受着她原本无力承受的东西。问题太多了：如何让宋一坤失去指挥权？如何利用他的威信争取叶红军？ 退赃之后会不会引起内江？失去这笔资金会给生存带来什么样的严重后果…… 夏英杰正在想着，江薇回来了。听到敲门声，她赶紧擦干眼泪，稳定了一下心理之后才去开门。 但江薇还是看出来了，问：“你哭了？” “心里难过。”夏英杰说着，将林萍的背景材料递给江薇。 江薇看过之后沉默了一会儿，问：“不会搞错吧？” “叶红军提供的资料，不会有错的。”夏英杰肯定地说。 江薇叹口气，摇摇头说：“都是女人，我能说什么呢？她是你的朋友，你说什么我照办就是了。” 夏英杰说：“先去巴顿饭店吧，其他的事情回来以后再慢慢商量。但愿今天晚上你带来的仙气能灵验。” 于是，两人一起下楼。 夜色中的罗马城灯火辉煌，在豪华与古老之间流荡着一种神秘的气息。置身于这座宏伟而繁华的大都会里，使人既感到拥有，又感到贫乏。 车上，江薇问：“晚饭怎么吃？是自己动手还是奢侈一次？我看你心情不好，咱们奢侈一次如何？” 夏英杰说：“办完事找一家高级餐馆奢侈一回，再来点酒。一来给你接风，二来耍点大侠的威风。” “东方女侠。”江薇哈哈笑着说。 车子开到巴顿饭店门口停下，江薇在胸前划了个十字，暗暗保佑此行成功，然后陪夏英杰走进餐馆。餐厅里有二十几位客人，石天文的儿子站在营业柜台的里侧，石天文的妻子不在。 石天文的儿子已经认识夏英杰了，没等搭话就进了里间。片刻，意大利老妇人出来了，看见夏英杰后非但没有被感动，反而一脸的冷漠。出乎夏英杰意料的是，这次她用生硬的中文说话了：“你们又来了？我了解你们。现在我告诉你们，我们不愿意与你们打交道，请你们再也不要来了。” 这次，夏英杰一句话也没说转身就走了，她的心被重重地刺了一下。她问自己：你们指谁？是指我和江薇？还是指来罗马谋生的中国人？ 她并没有因为老妇人的态度而生气，倒是有一种说不清楚的负疚感，似乎自己也成了某种人的同类。 她的心情恶劣透了，离开巴顿饭店后，她与江薇找了一家高级餐馆大把大把地花了一回钱，两个女人喝掉了整整一瓶香槟酒。 她们回到公寓时已经很晚了。劳累了一天的江薇倒在自己房间的床上很快就睡着了。夜深人静，夏英杰独自坐在写字桌前沉思，问题太多，压力太大，冲击太强……她又看见了日历，看见了上面的那行字，她极痛楚、极惨然地一笑，拿起笔将“灰”字改成了“黑”字，变成了—— 今天真是一个黑暗的日子。 随后，她警觉地把这一页日历撕掉，揉成一团，拿到卫生间冲走了。江薇何等聪明？仅仅因为林萍的事情还不足以使用“黑暗”一词，那么“黑暗”两个字就极有可能出卖人了。 这一夜，夏英杰是睁着眼度过的。 她在想：一坤哪，我知道你爱我、疼我，你想把整个世界都给我，你想让我成为最辉煌、最幸福的女人。而我，只是一个普通的女人，我所要求的只是一种普通意义上的婚姻、普通意义上的男人。我所选择的男人，无论是责任心、成就感，无论是才学、胆识，都是出于普通