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Chapter 12 Chapter Twelve

Who is in charge of my youth 高璇 11225Words 2018-03-22
Pili, who was supposed to fly to London, showed up at the door of Lei Lei's house dragging his suitcase. The enhanced version was knocked down by the primary version for the first time: "You played too big this time." "We're together, you don't support me?" "I can't support you blindly, it depends on the specific situation. You stay in Beijing without telling your family, what are your plans?" "Not yet, I'm still confused, but I know one thing very well, that is, I didn't go to school, have nothing to do, and no one to play in the UK, so there is no need to go."

"Why don't you just have a showdown with your mother, explain the truth to her clearly, and let you develop freely according to your own interests. This is the correct way to solve the problem." "This is the correct way for foreigners to solve problems. It is not suitable for China's national conditions, at least not suitable for our national conditions." "My parents are not foreigners either." "I think your family is basically similar to foreigners." "Really can't try it?" "Really not, I've thought about it. There are only two outcomes for the showdown now. One is that she is mad, and the other is that she sends me back to take the Cambridge exam again. I guess I'm crazy."

"Then how long do you want to hide it?" "Let's keep it a secret for a while, and then I will negotiate with her after I figure out what I want to do." "Are you going to let me harbor you forever?" "The only ones I can trust are you, Qingchu, and Xiaomi. They both live in my grandma's house. Only you have the conditions to harbor me." "I have no choice, do I?" "You can't do nothing. I'll pay your rent and cook for you, isn't it okay?" "Then I have a personal chef?" "Yes, yes, and the level is not low."

"Okay, the rent is exempted, and the living expenses are AA." "Row!" At noon the next day, Lei Lei, who was working day and night to catch novels, was awakened by a strange sound while she was asleep. Her personal cook, Li Pili, was dragging a landscape display board taller than a person into the guest room. Lei Lei was startled: "What are you doing? Where did you get such a thing?" "I picked it up. You woke up, and you just came to help me carry it into the house." "Do you still have the problem of picking up trash? If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have taken you in, and then turned my place into a garbage dump."

"You just like to pick up junk. I want it to be useful. I wandered around many sales offices and finally found it." The two carried the landscape display board to the small balcony of the guest room. The display board was covered with green grass and tall buildings in the depth, creating a sense of tranquility.Pili adjusted the angle of the exhibition board: "Go to the desk and help me see, does it look like the green grass outside the window?" "Then how bad my eyesight is." "Of course it's a bit fake to look at it this way. If you look at it through a computer camera, wouldn't it be pretty foolish?"

Lei Lei suddenly realized: "I want to deceive your mother, right?" "Smart! Do you think it looks like the British campus scenery?" Lei Lei turned on the computer camera, and in the MSN video window, there was indeed a green campus scenery: "It's okay, let's make do with it, anyway, your mother has never been to the Cambridge student dormitory." The effect of the man-made Cambridge scenery is quite adequate. Yang Er saw from the computer video window that the dormitory in Perak is well-equipped and the scenery outside the window is pleasant, and he was completely deceived by the false prosperity: "It's really good! Mom has a task for you, hurry up and talk to Xu Zhimo's Bridge of Sighs Take a photo and show it to me, isn’t it difficult?”

"It's easy! I'm going to class, and I can't be late for the first class." Pili turned off the computer and threw his head on the table, "Where can I take a photo with the Bridge of Sighs?" Lei Lei hit the nail on the head: "You have embarked on a wrong path. Next, you will continue to cover up the last lie with one lie." The relationship quickly heats up, Zhou Jin invites Qing Chu to his home and cooks for himself.Home is the best way to get to know a person. Qing Chu wanders in the mansion, feeling the more private Zhou Jin.Several black and white old photos are displayed on the bookshelf: a group photo of Zhou Jin and his mother in the 1980s, as well as images of Zhou’s mother in her youth and Zhou Jin’s school days.Suddenly realized: why is there no photo of Yu Huan?I searched all the corners, and finally saw a stack of old photo albums. I took them out to look through them, but there was still no Yu Huan, but in some places in the album, there were obviously blank spaces where the photos had been removed.Yu Huan is the past that Zhou Jin cannot forget, and the present that Zhou Jin still cares about. Why is there no trace of her here?

During the meal, Qingchu couldn't help asking: "After Yu Huan, have you ever loved other women?" Zhou Jin shook his head: "Except for you." "Alone for ten years? Why? No one else attracted you?" "No, there have been other women, but I'm not sure whether they like me or my external objects?" "Then can you be sure?" "It's still to be explored, but one thing is certain: You're not doing it for my money." "Sounds like a skeptic." "What is a skeptic?" "There is a complex emotion about the relationship between love and wealth. The more wealth you have, the lower your trust in feelings. This is usually the case for people who have been hurt and have psychological shadows."

"Qingchu, you are too translucent and sharp, and you often go straight into people's hearts without detours." "Tell me like a dagger." "No, it's a mirror. When people want to avoid it, they can't see themselves, but they can see it through you. If they want to avoid it, they can't avoid it. Can you stop being so sharp?" "Did I hit the mark?" "Do I look like someone with a psychological shadow?" "No, but if I have the same experience as you, it's normal to leave a psychological shadow." Zhou Jin smiled wryly: "Shadow? What is it? I can't see its shape, I can't feel its existence, but it's like bacteria, floating in the air I breathe and melting in my blood. Do you know Qingchu? You are shining into my life The sunshine in the sky brings me hope, but it also leaves me nowhere to hide.”

Qingchu smiled: "Just now I saw the photos on the bookshelf, I like how you used to be." "Is there any difference between me now and in the past?" "In the past...it seemed very simple." "How can it not be pure? At that time, there were only ideals and love in life. Now, if you want to have a quiet and pure love, don't you know if it's a luxury?" "Why does it sound like a pessimist again? It seems that my sunshine is not enough for you. I want to know everything about you, including the past, present and future, especially the past. Can you tell me about it? For example: You and Yu Huan."

Mentioning Yu Huan, Zhou Jin deliberately avoided: "I don't want to talk about her." "why?" "It's not pleasant to talk about her." "There are photos in those blank spaces in your photo album? Is it Yu Huan?" "right." "Why take away her photos and leave none?" "I don't want to remember her." "I don't understand why, she has influenced you to this day..." "That's why I don't want to continue to be influenced by her. Qingchu, she is the person I don't want to recall the last ten years. Maybe the past experience was too tragic. I hope I forget it. Do you understand?" Qing Chu seemed to understand but didn't understand, the topic about Yu Huan came to an abrupt end, and the originally good atmosphere gradually receded after running aground like the tide of the beach. It wasn't until he sent Qingchu back downstairs to Lang's house that Zhou Jin broke the silence: "I'm sorry." "It's okay, I just want to know more about it, it's up to you to say it or not." "Qingchu, let me explain why I don't want to mention her more. My world is divided into two parts, the past and the present. Yu Huan represents the past. Whenever I return to Xitang, I can't help but go back to the past. For me , that world is more painful than happy, I don’t even want to remember it, but the environment forces me to immerse myself in it. So when I return to reality, I hope to be isolated from memories. You said: People live in the past, and they can’t live in the present Good. That sentence went to my heart. If I want to live happily, I must forget the past. Can you understand that?" "I didn't expect that the past left such deep scars in your heart." Zhou Jin embraced Qingchu in his arms: "This is why I like you. I hope to be sunbathed by you every day in the future, and to bask in the shadows on my body for many years." "Aren't you afraid that I'll be too eye-catching and dry you out?" "I have already started to worry about this. By the way, I would like to invite your family to have a meal on the weekend." "You want to see your parents so soon?" "I'm anxious, you have such a big family, I wish I could integrate into it sooner." "Our family is full of women! Mr. Qian Zhongshu said: 'A place with a lot of chickens and ducks has a lot of manure, and a place with a lot of women talks a lot'." "I'm so looking forward to it." The topic shifted smoothly from the gloomy past to the bright present, and both of them felt relieved.Qingchu felt that maybe he should erase the past of Yu Huan and Zhou Jin from his mind, but could her brightness and sharpness really erase the shadow in his heart?Before falling in love, Qingchu never thought about the special features of her femininity. Now, she needs to discuss it with a close bystander: "It looks like, do you think I understand it?" "well." "Then am I sharp?" "Not sharp." "Am I tough?" Xiao Yang stretched out his finger to poke Qing Chu's body: "It's not hard, it's quite soft." "I'm talking about the feeling of people. Am I not too gentle? Not round enough?" "You said that, then you are tougher than me, and not as moist as me." "Fang Yu said you are soft?" "He must think that I am neither soft nor hard, just right." "Women are too hard, isn't it good?" "It's not very good, Zhou Jin picked you?" "No, that's why he likes me." "Oh, God is merciful. If you have any shortcomings, he will give you a market. There is no limit to the road." "I'm so miserable?" "It's okay. You still have at least two choices. You can either choose Zhou Jin, who knows that there are tigers in the mountains, and prefers to travel in the mountains, or Gao Qi, who has a tendency to be masochistic, and the prime minister can pull a boat." "Oh, it's not good to be soft, and it's not good to be hard. It's hard to be a woman who is neither soft nor hard." "It's even more difficult to be a strong woman who is soft and hard." The news that Zhou Jin was going to invite the whole family to dinner caused small waves in the heartless Xiaomian's heart, which spread to Fang Yu's head. "Fang Yu, Zhou Jin is going to invite our family to a gathering this weekend, so he will make his official debut." "Light it up." "What about you? How about going to show up with Zhou Jin too?" "Do you think I can make a good appearance with him?" "It's true, then forget it this time, I will plan one for you later." "Are you so anxious to let me see my parents?" "I want them to know that I have come to Beijing for such a long time, and I have not come in vain. Although I have not gained much in my career, I have gained love." "Aren't you afraid that people will compare your love with Qingchu's?" "Comparison, I'm not as good as Qing Chu, you are not as good as Zhou Jin, isn't that normal?" "You're in good health." "Hey, actually, I don't think you're worse than Zhou Jin at all, you're all different." Fang Yu was moved by these words, but he had his own thoughts: "Yang, I don't want to see your family now." "You don't want to be responsible?!" "Don't mess with Qin Xianglian. I'm asking you to give me two years. After I've made myself bigger and stronger, I'll see them again, and I'll let you have some face." "Then I have to wait two years?" "Don't wait for me, what about your ideal? What about your ambition? Take advantage of the two years we have been in a hurry, struggle!" "Okay!" Xiao Yao took out his phone and pressed it, "I'll set a reminder on the phone, once every two years, you come with me to see your parents." Qingchu and Xiaomian are developing love, but Pili can only develop friendship, following Lei Lei's ass all day long, seeing that the idol novel is about to be published, she completely turns into a lace girl: "Great idol, I will buy it when you sign it." One hundred copies." "After the play, it looks like a babysitter." "Interview, how did you think of writing a novel?" "When I first returned to China, I didn't know what to do for a while. I supported myself by programming for a software company. I hung up on the Internet to write stories for fun. I accidentally wrote it as a serial, and the click rate was very high. Later, the publishing house smelled it and came. It was born. My first novel." "He Zhe, you are a writer, you are awesome! What is your major in university? Chinese? Music? How do you know how to program? It's too mysterious!" "I studied computers in America." "Ah? Are you being kicked?" "I'm in the same situation as you. My mother chose my major for me. I don't like computers, and I don't like the United States, so I came back in the first half." "Why do our mothers all make the same mistakes? The wrong river is probably too crowded for them alone." "Actually, I can't blame them all. At that time, I didn't know what I wanted to do. The road gradually became clear when I was walking. Later, my mother saw that I really didn't like it, so she didn't stop me from dropping out of school and returning to China. , Let me live, I have already thanked her for her great kindness." "Then your mother is much better than my mother. At least she doesn't insist on her mistakes. My mother can't recognize her mistakes at all. She lives in paranoid self-confidence and feels that she is always great and right." "Then you should use your actions to make her realize her mistakes early and call her back to the ranks of normal people." "Hey, I'm still confused about how to act in the future. Going all the way to Heihe is happier than standing at the crossroads. You are happier than me." "What do you think is happiness?" "Happiness is 'cats eat fish, dogs eat meat, Ultraman fights little monsters', doing what one likes to do is called happiness." "Then you also go to do what you like, and you will be happy." "What I like is too far away from me." "How far is it? If you go there, it will be nearby. I've been talking about opening a restaurant all day. Do you have any specific plans?" "When I think of being a chef and serving customers in my own restaurant, I am fascinated, but when I think about the troubles of opening a restaurant, I am afraid." "I just want to eat meat and don't want to be beaten, I seriously despise it!" "I just feel that it is extremely difficult to realize my ideal, and I am not ready yet." "There is no difference between difficult and easy things in the world, only whether you want to do it or not. Do you want to do it or don't want to do it?" "I want to do it." "Then do it, don't be afraid of trouble." Sometimes the power of music is stronger than words. When Pili was watching Lei Lei and the band members rehearse in the bar, he was hit by a song called "I'm Not a Random Flower". "I have decided to be a dreamer, an unrealistic person, even if the blue hair turns into white snow, and the wrinkles gradually climb up the once smooth face, even if the dream in my heart can never be realized. "I wish I was special and possessed magical powers, because long ago, an unforgettable voice woke me up and led me through the fog of reality where I found my true self. "So I know that I am not a random flower, only blooming for the sound of dreams..." Pili was very excited: "Leilei, I was hit by you, this song seems to be sung for me, I am not just a random flower, I also want to bloom for my dreams. Tell me, am I a person who can accomplish things?" "From the current point of view, no." "You hit me at the start before I even moved, I need confidence!" "If you want to support me, just prove to me that you have the qualities necessary for success: persistence and perseverance, and the ability to never look back even if you hit a wall—determination." "How to prove it? Why don't you test me." Lei Lei recalled Pili's meat-hungry traits: "From now on, no meat is allowed for a week." "Huh? What kind of test is this?" "Daily behavior is the most accurate yardstick to measure a person. Details determine success or failure. Come on?" "Come on!" For the ideal, why not spend a few days without food?Everything is easier said than done, and the days away from meat and meat will be like years, and every day I will chew on all kinds of vegetables and leaves, and I will endure the inhuman torture of watching Lei Lei munching on steak.Finally, three days later and one month later, when the dark wind was high, Pili was so troubled by the gluttons in his belly that he couldn't bear it, so he sneaked out and rushed to the nearest KFC.Just as she was eating the fried chicken drumsticks that she usually dismisses, Lei Lei, who was following her, caught her. Lei Lei announced on the spot: "You are a person who lacks perseverance and cannot accomplish anything." Pili's ambition became vulnerable in front of fried chicken legs, and Pili was dejected, and ate two more chicken legs. On the day of Zhou Jin's banquet, Yang Yi was dressed in full costumes, and used the vision of an image designer to pick out the clothes of each family member. "Qingchu, are you planning to wear this outfit to Zhou Jin's banquet? It's too casual." "I see him like this every day." "Not today. This is Zhou Jin's first official meeting with our family. It's a bilateral meeting! Go back to the room and change into that white suit. It's generous and steady, and be quick." Turning around, he saw Lang Xinping, "Mom, wear this suit." The suit is too old-fashioned, now young people wear plain clothes and old people wear gorgeous clothes, you wear that red Chinese-style gown!" Seeing that it was her turn, Xiao Mian said with trepidation, "Auntie, just guide me which outfit to wear, and I will wear whatever you want me to wear." "You are all in casual clothes. Girls should have one or two sets of formal clothes, so that they can handle grand occasions like today." "Isn't it the first time for me to catch up with such a grand festival?" "Oh, forget it. Qingchu, you borrow a sample set." When Yang Er entered the door, he was overwhelmed by a row of women in costumes: "Hey! Are you going to a luxurious party?" Yang Yi stared straight at Yang Er: "Why are you dressed like this?" "Did no one inform me in advance that I was going to wear formal clothes?" "Do you need to be reminded in advance? Don't you have many sets of clothes that can meet customers?" "Didn't my mother forbid me to do business at home?" "That can't be dressed like Auntie in the vegetable market." "I, I... It's not like what you said, is it? Are we going to have a state banquet today?" Sample: "Second Aunt, Auntie is ruthless, she transformed us all, and you are the only fish that slipped through the net." Yang Er: "Then I'll take you back to my house first, and go change a set?" Yang Yi was impatient: "Oh, I don't have time, let's do it, anyway, you are a supporting role today, and you are not meeting your son-in-law. Hurry up, hurry up, let Zhou Jin wait for us, it will be rude, it seems like neglecting others, hurry up !quick!" Yang Yi coaxed the children out of the house like ducks, and hurried to the restaurant. When they arrived half an hour early, Yang Yi regretted again: "It's not good to come early, it seems that we are not prudent and lose face." Yang Er: "It's you in the early days, and it's you in the evening. I think you are more active in meeting your future son-in-law today than you were when you fell in love with Zhao Zhihua." Lang Xinping: "Who knows? I don't know if it's Qingchu talking to someone, or her?" Just as Xiao Dian wanted to see the menu, Yang Yi snatched it away: "We can't order, it's impolite to order, Zhou Jin treats guests, we can eat whatever is arranged." Sample: "Grandma and Second Aunt Qingchu, I think I'd better go home, Auntie is so creepy, I'm more nervous than interviewing for a job!" The female generals of the Yang family chattered for a long time, and when the appointed time came, Zhou Jin did not show up, and Yang Yi said again: "It's time to arrive, what's the matter? The master is late for the treat, and it is also a kind of neglect to the guests." Yang Er: "Elder Sister, let us all have a meal together today, but you are a state guest ceremony, and the standards are different." Zhou Jin is not a person with bad etiquette, but he was late today, Qingchu felt something was wrong, and muttered, Zhou Jin called: "I'm sorry Qingchu, I'm going to the airport now, Xitang called just now, saying that Yu Huan is in an emergency, I have to Hurry up and apologize to the whole family for me." Yang Yi put her ear to listen to the general idea, her face darkened: "What's going on?" "There's something wrong with Yu Huan, he's going to Xitang." "Who is Yu Huan?" "Mom, don't worry about it." "What do you mean I don't care about it? You agreed to invite us to dinner, and you have to explain clearly if you change your mind temporarily, right?" Lang Xinping: "Forget it, there must be an emergency, and no one did it on purpose." Sample: "Then shall we eat or not?" Yang Er: "They're all here, and they're still dressed like this, so don't be spoiled." Sample: "How about Auntie, you can treat everyone to a meal." Yang Yi was reluctant: "Auntie treats guests, and Auntie pays the bill." With question marks in her heart, Yang Yi couldn't eat well, and she spent the whole meal judging her face. The more she was judging, the more ugly her face became. After she fully understood the ins and outs of Yu Huan, she felt as if she had smashed the seasoning shop in her heart: "Why don't you Didn't you tell me earlier? If I had known there was another one lying there, I would have..." "Why don't you support me and him so actively?" "Anyway, you have to be careful about this." "I've always been very cautious. Yu Huan has been lying in bed for ten years. To be honest, I really liked Zhou Jin since I knew about it. I think he is a person who attaches great importance to feelings, and that's why he did this." "That's what I said, but in the future you two are going to get married, and you're always lying like this one. Are you two or three? Don't you think it's awkward? You need to find a divorced one, so you can't wait to get married." Maybe it's a child, that's great, a big living person lying down. Aren't you afraid that she will affect your relationship?" "I'm afraid I won't be with him." Lang Xinping: "This is a problem left over from history. Qingchu has known it for a long time. She has judgment, so don't get involved with it." "She is very naive emotionally, and she doesn't realize the seriousness of this problem at all. In the future, facing such a person, she can't be pushed away, can't get rid of her, can't talk to her, and don't worry about it, what should I do?" "Mom, what do you mean? Do you want me to withdraw now and not get along with him?" "I didn't say that, but I was worried for you. Zhou Jin's condition is really ideal, why is there such a trouble? Otherwise, you and him can develop slowly and observe the future development situation." Lang Xinping: "Why do I think you're so unkind? Just think about what's right for you in everything." Yang Yi: "I'm not doing it for myself? I'm worrying about her future happiness." Sample: "To be honest, Zhou Jin's behavior is really touching. Seeing how kind he is to a vegetative now, you will know how kind he will be to Qingchu in the future." Yang Yi: "That's not necessarily the case. It's still a distraction. In his heart, who is more important, my daughter or Yu Huan?" Lang Xinping: "So you will compete with a vegetable." Sample: "Auntie, don't worry, I will guarantee Zhou Jin, if you don't believe me, let Qingchu Zhizhi show him alone..." Yang Yi: "Ah bah!" No matter how lively they were talking, Qingchu had already gone to Xitang in his heart, and Zhou Jin promised to call, but there was no news at night, maybe he was facing some kind of predicament and needed her by his side, so Qingchu decided to go to Xitang. Qing Chu and Zhou Jin's extraordinary love situation made Xiao Mian quite envious. Love should be full of twists and turns, ups and downs, and vigorous like in movies, so that it is enjoyable, delicious, and not in vain.Inspired, Xiaomi decided to go to the car dealership to accompany Fang Yu to work overtime, and test his love for her by the way: "I want a plant, can you treat me like Zhou Jin?" "Why do you always test my will with such perverted questions?" "I mainly want to test your feelings for me." "Can you use other tests?" "I really envy Qing Chu and Zhou Jin's vigorous love, it's very high, we are too ordinary." "Are we still ordinary? I abducted you from Ningxia and traveled all the way to Beijing. Since then, we have formed an indissoluble bond. It's more like a movie." "It's a movie, and the two of us are at best a small piece." "simple is the best." "I'm still looking forward to being vigorous." In response to Xiaomian's expectation, it descended from the sky with great vigor.Three men broke into the car dealership and went straight to Fang Yu: "You repaired my POLO half a month ago, remember?" "Remember, I did it." "Have you ever taken the car out?" "No." "Fart! At that time, it took a week to pick up the car. I thought it was wrong. When I went back, I found that the odometer had run 200 kilometers too much. I wanted to forget it, but I sent it to the 4S shop a few days ago. They said that a large piece of paint was rubbed off the car. I made up for it!" Xiao Mian understood that it was the POLO used as a racing car. Fang Yu refused to admit it: "I don't know what's going on." "Stop talking nonsense, pay 10,000 yuan, and forget it." "Ten thousand? How much is your car worth?" "No, right? Then we'll grab it!" The two sides were at war, and the three of them picked up tools for repairing the car on the ground and blocked the door. A vicious fight was inevitable.Fang Yu first wanted to protect Xiaomian: "She has nothing to do with this matter, you let her go, and we'll talk about it when it's over." Sample: "I'm not leaving!" "Stupid you? If you're told to go, go!" "I can't leave you alone, we have to be together no matter what we say!" No one had the patience to wait for the two of them to come to a conclusion. The guy swung at Fang Yu, and Fang Yu pushed the sample away. With a one-on-three, he quickly lost.Seeing that Fang Yu was at a disadvantage, Xiao Yang came up with a savage temper, picked up the iron rod, and swung into the enemy's line without thinking about his own safety. Swipe harder.The woman was desperate, but the other party was scared, so she threw the guy and ran out.The enemy retreated, threw the small iron rod, and slipped to the ground.Fang Yu picked up the bloody sample and rushed to the hospital. An hour later, Xiao Sample wrapped his head, Fang Yu wrapped his arms, and a pair of wounded and sick cuddled each other, waiting for the results of Xiao Sample's brain CT.Fang Yu: "Isn't it enough for us this time?" "enough." "Are you high?" "High." "Tell you to run, will you run?" "When you asked me to run away, I thought you were very handsome. Now that I have written back, I want plants. You will definitely treat me like Zhou Jin." "I also saw it today. You are really not an ordinary woman. I am relieved. Are you still dizzy? Ouch, I am really worried about the brain CT results, so don't hit me." "I just said that you look like Zhou Jin, and I lost the chain. I don't have a plant yet." "Sensitive period, don't always scare me with plants." Gao Qi took out the report for them: "The CT results came out. There is no intracranial injury, only skin trauma. There is no major problem. You don't need to stay in the hospital for observation. I will go to the pharmacy with you in a while and prescribe all the medicines that need to be changed in a few weeks. Come out, Xiaobian is a nurse anyway, you two change dressings and bandage each other at home, so you don't have to go to the hospital." Sample: "Gao Qi, you are so kind, because of you, I am closer to the hospital than when I was a nurse." Gao Qi: "Try not to kiss here in the future." A group of female generals from the Yang family came from afar, and the demos were frustrating: "Fang Yu, this time you have to show up early if you don't want to appear." At this juncture, she was still thinking about worrying, "It's broken, the shape is not convincing enough .” Fang Yu is not worried about the appearance: "Don't think about conquering, think about how to explain it." Before he had time to think about it, Yang Er rushed to the face of the sample: "How did you make it like this? This blood is yours? Did you hurt your head? Did you have a concussion?" Sample: "There is no second aunt, nothing happened, just a little skin trauma." Yang Yi: "Skin trauma bleeding so much?" Sample: "It surprised everyone. I really didn't have any problems. The CT results are here. Everything is normal. If you don't believe me, you can ask Gao Qi." Gao Qi: "It's nothing serious, just a few stitches." Yang Er: "What the hell did you do? You got into a fight? I'll settle the score with you when I get home. Oh, Gao Qi, as long as our family has a relationship with the hospital, we have to bother you every time. We're ashamed of ourselves. .” "It doesn't matter. Being a doctor is troublesome every day. If there are too many lice, I am not afraid of being bitten." "That won't work. We can't just bite and don't give, and come and go without being a gentleman. In this way, do you have a girlfriend?" "not yet……" "Whether you have it or not, I will cover all your underwear in the future." Yang Yi: "Yang Er, you see you make people feel embarrassed, Gao Qi, when will you have time to come over? We haven't invited you to dinner yet." The parents are all stars, highlighting Gao Qi's popularity, while Fang Yu is ignored like air. Sample: "Grandma, Aunt and Aunt, let me introduce you, he is Fang Yu." Yang Er: "Who is Fang Yu?" Fang Yu: "I'm a small friend." Yang Er: "Friends? What kind of friends? Boyfriends and girlfriends?" Sample: "Yes." Fang Yu finally became the focus, but what he got was gunfire. Yang Er didn't look at him well: "It's just you? I haven't broken up with you yet. Is it just because I hang out with you all day that people get caught?" Did you open your head?" Fang Yu: "That was an accident." "Any accident has a premise, and being with you may not be an accident." "Second aunt, it's not bad for Fang Yu, what a surprise." "You little boy, I'm not talking about you. When grandma let you stay, she gave your mother a guarantee. Didn't you make us unrighteous by doing this? How can grandma explain to your mother? Yang Shan is not here , I’m going to act for her for a few days, from now on, you can’t meet him anymore, go home and put in confinement, when your mother comes, let her decide how to deal with you.” No matter how much Xiao Mian objected and resisted, he still looked back at every step and was dragged away by Yang Er. Fang Yu was left where he was, with only Gao Qi's sympathetic eyes left beside him. Lang Xinping thinks that Yang Er's treatment of Fang Yu is questionable: "Are you being strict with other children?" "I'm still being strict? That boy looks like a gangster at first glance, and Xiao Xiang is with him, so he can't go further and further down the road? To deal with that kind of child, you have to contain them in their buds like the autumn wind sweeps away fallen leaves. Throw the boy away first, wait for Yang Shan to come, and then send the sample to Ningxia, and we will be at ease." "How do you look like someone who sells educational ideas all day long?" "To deal with different types of children, you have to use different methods. For this one, you have to cut melons and vegetables." Sitting in Yang Er's car, Xiao Dang lost his freedom, Fang Yu chased him out, and the two only had time to glance at each other through the window before they were separated by the speeding wheels.However, it was this eye that gave Xiaomao great courage to deal with the coming harsh situation. Qing Chu and Zhou Jin are also facing a harsh situation: Yu Huan suffers from kidney failure and needs a kidney transplant. However, due to the weakened immune system and lack of recovery function, even a kidney transplant may not save life. The best result is to maintain it.The doctor thinks that the rescue value is not great, and Zhou Jin needs to carefully consider whether to change or not. Looking at Yu Huan, who was covered with tubes all over his body, Zhou Jin suddenly asked Qingchu: "Do you think she is living so painfully, does it hurt? If she gives up, is it a relief for her? From a rational point of view, maybe I insist on saving her. It's pointless, the result may be futile, you know, it's not money that makes me hesitate. What I want to know most is how you and her feel, she can't answer me, but you can, what do you think?" "I don't know how to answer you. I'm not her. I can't replace her feelings. I can't tell you whether it's painful for her. I'm not you either. I can only tell you what it means to you to face such a person for ten years. Empathy, can't comment, let alone help you make a decision. The only person who has the right to decide this matter is you." "The first time I came here, you were a bystander, but this time is different, you are all my future emotional sustenance, I only care about your feelings, if Yu Huan will always exist in our future life, don't you mind? I should have put all my affection on the person I love now, but my former lover is lying here, and I have to spend a lot of time, energy and of course money to keep her alive. If I can save her this time, she will still Lie down all the time, don't know when it will be the end, in that case, can you accept it?" "If I was just a bystander, I would be moved by your behavior, but now I am not. Seeing you treat her like this, I have a very complicated emotion. I can't explain it. It is impossible to say that I don't mind, but I do." If so, what do you mind? Zhou Jin, do you still love her?" "I love you now." "If a miracle happens one day and she wakes up, what will you do?" "Then I love you too!" "With your words, I don't mind anything." "Thank you Qingchu, if I tell you: In the past, especially now, I had the idea of ​​giving up her more than once, maybe I will be free, will you think I am unreasonable?" "No, I can understand that you've done enough and good enough, but I have a gut feeling: you're not going to give up." "Every time that thought comes up, it just flashes through my mind. I don't allow myself to think that way. Yu Huan died once. As long as I have the ability, I don't want her to die again." "Hasn't this been decided? In fact, on the way to Xitang, I said to myself: When I met you, she was lying here, just like a part of you. When I accept you, I also accept her existence." , I will try my best not to mind, no matter what you do for her, even if a miracle happens one day and she wakes up, it will not change my feelings for you." "Every time I come back to face her, I feel in a trance. I have to leave for a long time before I can extricate myself from that kind of emotion that seems to be a world away. This time it is more serious. I feel that I am about to suffocate. Until you come and smell your breath, Only then did I regain my normal feeling and feel a little bit of happiness. Qingchu, I love you." At this moment, hugging the tired and fragile Zhou Jin, Qing Chu has no doubts about her position in his heart, her mother's worry is unnecessary, the silent Yu Huan belongs to the past, and she owns his present and future. With the support of Qingchu, Zhou Jin made the decision to replace Yu Huan with a kidney. What he has to do now is to wait for the source of the kidney.The two returned to Beijing and met Fang Yu downstairs with gauze wrapped in his hands. Qing Chu: "Fang Yu, why are you here? What happened to your hand?" Fang Yu: "I can't see the demo, she's in confinement." It was only then that Qingchu learned about the heroic deeds of Xiaoyan, and she and Zhou Jin went upstairs with the task of trying to release Xiaoyan.As soon as he entered the house, he saw Gao Qi sitting in the living room, surrounded by three women. When Yang Yi saw Zhou Jin, she immediately dropped Gao Qi: "Oh, Zhou Jin is here! Mom, this is Zhou Jin." Lang Xinping: "Hello, I really just came out after a thousand calls." 周晋:“姥姥好,您这么说我更内疚了,阿姨、姥姥,我今天特地来跟大家正式道歉,那天情况实在突然,虽然青楚已经对你们解释过了,但我还是要当面说声对不起。” 杨怡:“没关系,来日方长,以后咱们在一起的时间多的是。” 周晋:“就这周末吧,我安排全家再聚一次,这回就是下刀子,我也不会失约了。” 高齐骤然从天上掉到地上,巨大落差让他对那天方宇在医院的心情感同身受。 青楚给周晋、高齐做介绍:“高齐是我大学同学,北大医院医生。这是周晋。”没有附加解释,足以说明两人亲密关系。 高齐能做的,就是保持风度和周晋握手,然后向大家告辞:“姥姥、阿姨、周晋,你们慢慢聊,天伦之乐我就不打扰了,先告辞。” 青楚把小样往外推:“小样,赶紧送送高齐。” 小样莫名其妙:“为什么是我送?” “人家是来看你的,”小声提醒,“方宇在楼下呢。” 小样立刻热情万丈:“高齐,我送你!” 失落伴随高齐一起下楼,并在小样尖叫着扑进方宇怀里时达到极致,眼前热情燃烧的一对,视他为无物。 小样:“想死我了,两天不见,跟两年似的!” 方宇:“你头上伤口还疼吗?” “看见你就不疼了,你手呢?” “看见你,我哪儿也不疼了。” “小样、方宇,我走了。”高齐连孤单的背影都无人欣赏。 “方宇,我妈说话就要来了,怎么办?” “我来就是为告诉你:谁来也不好使,我跟你好定了!” 两人忘情拥抱,小样在方宇怀里一声尖叫:“哎呀!不好,高齐全看见了。” “他看见什么了?” “在楼上刚受完青楚周晋打击,下楼又看见咱俩,他孤苦伶仃一个人,太可怜了!” “你还顾得上操人家心?” 小样就这么善良,自顾不暇还要分出精力同情别人。为做好高齐的感情善后问题,她做青楚工作:“我觉得你该去和高齐谈谈,至少安慰他一下,你不也反思自己有点硬吗?” “你觉得我对他软点,能安慰他吗?我说:'高齐你别难过,天涯何处无芳草,你一定能遇到一个好女孩,过上幸福生活,我就没有这福气了'。” “太虚伪,还不如不说呢。” “那不得了?现在对他最好的安慰,就是有个女孩说'高齐我爱你!'你愿意说吗?” “不就一句话嘛,有什么了不起的?要说了不用负责,我就去说。” “你还真侠肝义胆,不过弱弱地提醒一句:说完得承担后果。” “那我还算了吧,唉!我忍不住为高齐嗟叹,那么好一个人,怎么就没好报呢?” “别忙着替人家发愁了,你和方宇的强大阻力马上要出现,明天你爸妈就到了。” “我不怕,我的爱情我做主!”
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