Chapter 45 Section forty-fifth

If Nuo Dafeng is the earth, then what is the fulcrum between us?Not Liu Xin, she said that she only had the chance to look up to those two Japanese.How on earth should I move the earth?I am also confused!Because of Nuo Dafeng, Liu Xin and I met again, which is also a happy thing. Since I invited Liu Xin to eat KFC once, Liu Xin called me frequently again, always asking me out for something, and asking me to drive to the gate of their factory every time, but because I don’t know how to drive, I was also afraid of meeting Masayoshi Wu, so I always failed to meet her demands, but I really liked eating and shopping with her.I really like the way she holds my hand and looks at me smiling, but in my heart, I never think of her as a girlfriend, because I know that she and I are two parallel lines that cannot intersect, If you forcibly pull them together, the two lines will be deformed, and they will never be able to return to their original straight lines.

After Haifeng's collective rectification, the cooperation of the factory is much better than before.Although the business department is more strictly managed than before, because I am relatively young, I have a lot of time to spend with my colleagues after work. I am their boss at get off work and a brother after work.Through everyone's sincere cooperation, the performance has also made breakthroughs, and some salesmen have developed major customers one after another.However, the internal competition in the factory is still very fierce, and many salespersons have been eliminated, which is basically reduced by half on the original basis. However, the performance has not declined, but has been steadily increasing.

Time passed in a hurry, and in a blink of an eye there was a coolness again, and the birthday came without knowing it. Autumn is a harvest season, many people like this season, and I finally reaped the fruits of success in Dongguan in autumn.I withdrew 20,000 yuan in cash from the bank and called all the brothers in the business department. I didn’t disclose that it was my birthday, but just drank with them crazily. let go. After the meal, I asked them all to drive back, and I took a taxi to Jiahua Hotel alone, and I wanted to enjoy the dignity of Jiahua.I used to come here to spend public funds. I never thought that I, Han Yu, could finally enjoy Jiahua in style in my zodiac year.I opened a deluxe room and lay quietly on the bed, covering my face with banknotes.If this moment can be photographed, the photo must be Han Yu who is full of tackiness and smell of copper, a bit like Zhou Xingchi looking at the gold bar and giggling.If one day, I have five million, I really don't know how else to live.Maybe I can't live anymore, my pure heart has been completely distorted by pressure and life.I'm not a saint, perhaps so tacky that I'm not even an ordinary person.My heart is too numb. Looking back at the humiliation of my birthday a year ago, the scene of being humbled for money is like a dream. I used to be poor and white, and today there are finally six digits lying on the bank card. Who knows the bitterness of it? .Let the tears sway unsatisfactorily, and quietly lick the wound alone, no longer want to control, no longer deliberately strong, no longer want to put on a hypocritical mask.

The night in late autumn is lonely and silent, but there is no way to seek a kind of tranquility in my heart.I am like a seabird in the sky above the sea, I really want to escape from that sea, escape from that emptiness, flap my wings desperately, struggle and shout, but my strength is too small, the sea will not go away because of my sadness Pity me, the sky will not help me because of my pity, I need to rely on myself, although I know that I can't escape from reality, but I have not given up, I am looking for opportunities again and again, fail again and again, continue again and again!

I dialed the number that I have dialed countless times, but the result is still a shutdown this time. I know that I will no longer be able to keep up with her pace. end.I turned on the computer and looked at the webpage I hadn't been on for a long time, but this time I saw the shocking news that Lin Si was getting married!And a man I met through a family introduction!She said that she has no love, and no longer expects love. She is very satisfied. The day of her wedding will be her last day on this website, and then she will disappear from my world completely, so that her unforgettable love for me will remain in my heart forever .

I was alone again. I think of my parents far away in my hometown, how are they?The moment the phone was connected, I burst into tears again.My mother worriedly asked me if it was not good in Dongguan, and if I was not good, I would come back.The father just said deeply: "Han Yu, there are many hardships in a person's life. Don't lose the motivation to move forward because of temporary difficulties. A man has no tears. Your tears can only flow in your heart!" Love my mom, love my dad so much, I miss you so much, especially today! Liu Xin once again asked me to treat her to a big meal, and she wanted to tell me an important secret she discovered recently!

I rushed to Nuo Dafeng non-stop, does she know the inside story of Nuo Dafeng's recent order? After Liu Xin gave me a satisfying meal, she naughtily scratched my nose and told me something that I couldn't believe. It turned out that she accompanied a high-level colleague from a department of their factory to Shanghai to participate in an international exhibition. When she opened the room, she found a close photo of me and her in the colleague’s wallet. She deliberately asked the colleague, how old is the boy in the photo? So silly, is it her boyfriend?Her colleague replied that it was the person she loved the most in her life!

I hurriedly asked Liu Xin: "What's the name of that colleague of yours?" Liu Xin seemed to understand something from my eager eyes. She looked at me blankly, and it took a long time before she said two words: "Huang Mei." Liu Xin questioned me: "Why didn't you tell me you have such a good girlfriend?" Regardless of the sporadic rain falling outside, I rushed onto the street, leaving Liu Xin and the driver stunned behind. They would never understand why I was so excited and embarrassed! Huang Mei, it turned out that you were right in front of my eyes, but I never realized that this was the biggest mistake in my life.

If Liu Xin wasn't the mysterious person who helped me behind Nuo Dafeng's scenes, then Huang Mei's "suspect" is now the biggest.But how can I prove it?Maybe there is no need to prove anything, at least I want to thank her!The most important thing now is how do I contact Huang Mei?Go directly to Nuo Dafeng to find her?Too hasty!It's not appropriate to ask Liu Xin for her number, or to call her directly!The half a year since Huangmei left me is like half a century, I can't wait any longer, I want to know Huangmei's current situation immediately, whether she helps me or not, it doesn't matter, is she happy now?Does she still hate me?Will she come back to me?I asked myself silently in my heart over and over again, how should I persuade her to come back to me, I can't do without her!

I didn't ask Liu Xin about Huang Mei, I didn't want her to know too much about me, I didn't want to see her curious eyes, and she works in Nuo Dafeng, and she is Miss Liu's sister, I think I am Haifeng's manager cannot let my personal affairs affect my work or my future.