Chapter 36 Section thirty-six

I didn't know about Lin Si's departure until the next day. She left Yantian Toys and left alone sadly. No one saw her off or kept her.The colleagues in Yantian Toys all thought that Lin Si got some benefits from the factory and accepted it as soon as it was good. In fact, I know that Lin Si at least has nothing to do with Haifeng.Lin Si is a girl who is highly responsible for her work, otherwise her work pressure would not be so great, she wears a mask and lives falsely at night.No one in this world used to understand her, but I finally understand it now, because she chose to escape from life and left me. I only truly understand her when she leaves, just like when Huang Mei leaves me, I really understand her. know what she wants.

Lin Si's mobile phone has been turned off, and turning off the mobile phone is equivalent to disappearing. I received a letter from Lin Si, maybe this is the last message she left for me.The sky blue envelope and the grass green letter paper reveal her sadness and expectation.Countless heart-shaped patterns left beautiful two Chinese characters and a row of English: Han Yu, I will has been loving you! There is a website address left in the lower right corner of the letter paper. It can be seen that she has spent her whole life trying to make me understand this mysterious webpage deeply.

I'm already slowly licking my wounds, Lin Si's past is still hard to erase in my mind, but her departure quietly awakens the love for her that remains in my heart.The time with Lin Si is happy. Although she has too much past, she is romantic and gentle, and she also has the right to pursue love.Love is priceless, she chose the initiative at the crossroads of love, but she still failed.The reality of Huangmei is in stark contrast to Lin Si's mistyness. If Huangmei is the sky above my head, Lin Si is undoubtedly the most beautiful white cloud under the sky. The webpage that Lin Si left for me is a simple personal webpage that she made during her rest time.Although the webpage is short, it can be seen that she has put in a lot of effort, and perhaps she has predicted that this day will eventually come.The music on the front page is a simple MTV composed of Qi Qin's classic "Don't Let My Tears Stay with Me Overnight", plus photos of her and me. Under the melancholy music, a few lines slowly flashed, which is touching Text:

Through Lin Si's webpage, I finally know a real Lin Si.Lin Si is pitiful, and she is even more pitiful when she falls in love with me.She pursued her love and silently supported me.Lin Si knew about my relationship with Huang Mei for a long time, but she never mentioned it to me. She loves me and cares about me. She asked Manager Liu if I have a girlfriend. Manager Liu told her that I have a close relationship with Huang Mei. She didn't want to destroy the beautiful dream in her heart, and continued to pretend that she didn't know anything.Lin Si also knew that I was having fun outside, but she never asked. She understood me, and she didn't want to lose me. She clearly remembered in her diary that one night, she called me and heard the phone call. The lady over here made a silly voice, but she could only cry secretly, pretending not to hear, she didn't want to expose my fragile dignity.She has been giving herself a chance, and she is also giving me a chance, but in the end we didn't grasp it!

Lost a Huangmei who could share joys and sorrows, and then lost a Lin Si who could share honor and shame.I was lucky to meet two nice girls.I too was unlucky, having lost one and another.My love is destined not to be a smooth road from the very beginning, full of twists and turns.When love races against time, it finally loses to time, and loses so embarrassingly. Lin Si is getting farther and farther away from me, but her figure is getting clearer and clearer in my mind, and she has a tendency to occupy Huang Mei's position. If one day, there is a chance to meet Lin Si again, I will definitely say to her sincerely, I love her, I regret it so much, I am willing to be the flower protector waiting by her side forever.But is it possible?I have no idea.My love, like the fallen leaves, will never return to the branches.