Chapter 16 Section 16

After taking a shower, Huang Mei didn't even look at me, and got into her quilt without taking off her clothes.I took a peek at her, she seemed to be sleeping soundly, but her uneven breathing had already betrayed her.Just had a shower and I know she's not asleep right now. I was afraid of disturbing her dream, so I got out of bed lightly and closed the door. The moment I went out, I even felt that Huang Mei had straightened up, looking at me with disappointed eyes when I left. There is still a lot of traffic outside the hotel, and there is no sign of late night at all.I went to a convenience store and bought two bottles of water and a little food. When I checked out, the colorful condoms on the cash register were so dazzling. I dropped the money and took a box in a hurry. I am afraid of seeing that contemptuous look from the cashier. Although I am an adult, and this is not a shameful thing, the fear in my heart is still full of my fragile self-esteem.

Back in the room, I knocked on the door, I knew that Huang Mei would not be able to sleep tonight.She turned around and lay down again without saying a word. I tried to break the embarrassment and searched for various topics. Huangmei has completely lost the eloquent style of the past.I said all kinds of jokes, but they all looked so pale at this moment, and she never smiled.Time passed like this, minute by minute, but the atmosphere was much more relaxed than before. When it was almost three o'clock, I climbed into her bed, and she didn't show any reluctance.I hugged her and lowered my head to kiss her cute little face. She resisted a few times and responded enthusiastically.

"Do you like me? Do you know what I like most about you?" Huang Mei finally broke the silence first. "I don't know, I know you are very good to me, and I will take good care of you in the future." I don't know how to answer her sacred question. "I like your truthfulness, your persistence, your wisdom, and your seriousness. Do you think I'm a casual person who can fall on your bed so quickly?" She looked at me as if very Want a satisfactory answer. I didn't answer, I pinched her small nose and lowered my head again, moving my hands around her body, but when I was about to take off her clothes and go further, she resolutely stopped me.

"Shall we stop here? I believe that one day I will be your person. I am not a particularly conservative girl and will not restrict you too much. It's just not right now. Don't you just hold me like this Okay?" Looking at her serious eyes, I felt that I had become a wolf, full of greed, and I really shouldn't have thought that way just now.I hold her again, I must respect her, I cannot possess her in a hurry because of my own desire, and I cannot destroy her because of a moment of childishness. ... That night, we hugged each other and slept like this. Although it was short, it was very sweet.When I went back to the factory in the morning, I took out the unopened box of condoms. I shook my head and smiled and threw it into the trash can.