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Chapter 4 Section 3

spring river 赵淑侠 10559Words 2018-03-22
When I came to the gate, I took a closer look at the name tag, but I didn't expect that the words on it were not "Baker", but "Wang Hongjun, Doctor of Medicine". This was beyond his surprise. Why did the house of Baker's family belong to Wang Hongjun?Thinking about it again, he also understood that Wang Hongjun, like many successful international students, must have settled abroad and bought the house of the Baker family. "It's really unexpected that this guy, Old Wang, can get into such an exquisite house. It can be seen that the world still belongs to silly happy people." He thought not convinced.

After ringing the doorbell, a middle-aged woman with black hair and black eyes and an oriental appearance came out. "Is Dr. Wang at home? I'm his friend." "The doctor just came back, you wait, I will report." The woman said in very poor German.The weird eyes looked from his head to his feet, and then from his feet to his head, and he took a few extra glances at the big baggage behind him. "What's your name?" "My name is—" He was terribly disgusted with the woman's attitude, but he couldn't help but answer. What he didn't expect was that answering his own name was also so difficult.Who is he?Liu Lang?Or Liu Weizu?He has been Liu Lang for ten years, and Liu Weizu has long since disappeared in this world, denied and rejected by him.Reluctantly, when he came to Heidelberg, the situation changed completely. It seemed that the environment forced him to return to his original silly and happy state. Even Mr. Claus remembered that he was Liu Weizu. This... who is he?

"Don't you even have a name?" The woman was a little contemptuous. "If you have a name, I will have a name. My name is Liu Lang." He still insisted on being Liu Lang. "Okay, just wait!" The woman entered with a cold face.After less than two minutes, a voice was heard: "It's Liu Lang, who is this? I don't have a friend named Liu Lang!..." Following the voice, Wang Hongjun's short stature and rosy round face appeared.Seeing the person dressed as a homeless man standing outside the door, he seemed to see a monster flying from the sky, and the eyeballs behind the glasses stared like two longan. "you--"

"Old Wang, do you still remember me?" "Liu Weizu, how could it be you?" Wang Hongjun rushed over in a hurry, tightly grasping his non-lifting left hand with both hands, shaking it non-stop. "What Liu Lang? Just kidding, are you trying to tease me? God, what kind of dress are you wearing? It's very modern! You're still a miserable green boy!" Wang Hongjun pushed him into the room while talking. "Come in, come in. Oh! I didn't expect it to be you, alas..." "I didn't expect you to still live in the old place." In front of Wang Hongjun, he couldn't do without admitting that he was Liu Weizu.Into the house, put down the backpack bag.

"I didn't expect that I would live here just to try my luck?" "It was the guy named Klaus in 'The Student Prince' who told me." Liu Weizu followed Wang Hongjun into the living room, and suddenly remembered to ask: "Who is that woman who opened the door? I'm not allowed to come in at the door, you want to report first?" "That's Mrs. Songda, the servant. Who told you to dress so trendy, she's afraid!" Liu Weizu sat down on the sofa, looked around the walls for a while and said, "You're doing well! Employing servants, being a famous doctor, and buying fancy villas."

"Anyway, it's better than the best! The famous doctor doesn't dare to be a doctor, he just tries to be a responsible doctor. I didn't buy the house, but Lord Taishan gave his daughter as a dowry. I married Elizabeth, don't you know?" "Are you married to Elizabeth? When did it happen?" Liu Weizu was so surprised that he almost jumped up from the sofa. "History, history, it has been eight years, and even the child is seven years old. Elizabeth went to pick up the child from the piano teacher's house, and will be back in a while. Alas, where have you been all these years? Good one People seem to disappear from the earth at once." Without waiting for Liu Weizu to answer, Wang Hongjun opened the door of the wine cabinet, pointed to the twenty bottles of various wines inside and asked, "Would you like some wine?" What? Cordial, kirsch, perry? If that's not exciting enough, I have whiskey, too."

"Let's have some whiskey!" "Whiskey? It really takes three days for whiskey to be admired. It has improved to this level? I remember that you used to drink only small portions of beer." Wang Hongjun's excitement has always been at a climax, his voice has always been so loud, and his smile has always been so excited. "Once upon a time!" Liu Weizu smiled indifferently. "This moment is also that moment." He took the whiskey handed by Wang Hongjun, and drank half of the glass as soon as he raised his head. "So enjoyable!" "Look, isn't this style a drunkard?" Wang Hongjun poured himself half a small glass of cherry wine, and then sat on the sofa opposite. "Hello! Really, where have you gone? Where have you come from?"

Liu Weizu took a sip of whiskey, smacked his lips, stroked his mustache and said: "I come from somewhere on earth." "Nonsense, who didn't come from the earth? Could it be that I came out of the heart of the earth? Why haven't I heard any news from you for ten years? Where did you sneak off to?" Liu Weizu put the wine glass on the coffee table in front of him, retracting his long legs. "I've been to too many places, North America, South America, Asia, Africa, Australia, the Near East, all the places you can name." He gestured and grinned teasingly. "Look, am I not really from the earth?"

"Is it true that you still like to joke?" Wang Hongjun looked at him dubiously. "Okay! Let me believe you, but why are you running around like this? Don't you become a tramp? Or do you have something else to do, to be a great traveler?" "My ass doesn't want to do it either. I'm a homeless man running around, so I even changed my name to Liu Lang." Liu Weizu took out a box of cigarettes as he spoke, took out one, lit it, and took two puffs before asking; "It's okay to smoke. Right? You don't care, do you?" "Oh, you smoke." Wang Hongjun touched the neatly combed hair on the back of his head, hesitated for a moment, and then went to open the other door of the wine cabinet.Find a small saucer among a row of china for drinking tea. "No one in our house smokes, and we don't even have an ashtray. Let's use this teacup saucer instead!"

Liu Weizu took the plate, smoked slowly, and occasionally flicked the burnt ashes into the plate, with an air of indifference.He didn't speak, and Wang Hongjun didn't say anything, just sat opposite and watched silently.That gaze was clearer than words, full of surprise, prying eyes, and doubts; perhaps a little worried or fearful.Liu Weizu is not stupid, of course he sees everything in his eyes. "What are you looking at?" He deliberately frowned in confusion. "Oh! Weizu, I don't know you anymore." Wang Hongjun sighed deeply.Liu Weizu suddenly appeared in such a posture, which really surprised him. Liu Weizu's sentence "I don't even want to do it", he especially didn't like it.In fact, saying the word "fart" is by no means worth making a fuss about. He himself would say that the problem is that it is a bit strange to say it from Liu Weizu's mouth. He never said such words before.

"Haha, Old Wang, I surprised you!" Liu Weizu said with a loud laugh nonchalantly. Wang Hongjun didn't answer, but still watched him silently, trying to connect the "Liu Lang" in front of him with the previous Liu Weizu. At that time, the classmates all knew that Liu Weizu was born in Jianyue's family, and his every move, every word and smile, maintained the gentleness of our son.He has a calm temperament, studies hard, has good grades, and treats people with kindness and courtesy.Occasionally, when the classmates talked and joked together, they slipped their mouths and added a sentence or two of foul language. He just pretended not to hear it, and never echoed "Saye" - at that time they called vulgarity "Saye", and one of them liked to say A classmate who speaks foul language, they call him "expert in wildness".He pays attention to manners when he eats, even if he eats the buffet of 50 cents a meal in the student cafeteria, he does not lose his noble demeanor, he looks like a gentleman who enjoys luxurious dishes in a big restaurant.He pays attention to the cleanliness of the appearance, and the trousers are always ironed straight. Even if he wears a jacket casually, the jacket will be smoother and cleaner than others, and the quality of the jacket will be higher.His financial situation is much better than others. When other classmates are busy working after school to maintain their studies, and even find it difficult to buy a train ticket, he bought a brand new car.In short, Liu Weizu is the young master among them, and some people who are joking call him "the young master's student" and "Mr. Liu".Later, everyone discovered that he liked to row a boat on the Naka River alone, and also liked to write new poems, paintings, watercolors and portrait sketches, so they gave him the nicknames "Liu Talent" and "Miserable Green Boy". Liu Weizu was cautious in speaking, he didn't speak much on weekdays, and most of the friends he made only reached the level of a gentleman's friendship and stopped moving forward.He was Liu Weizu's only bosom friend at that time. Liu Weizu is very proud of his family background. During the conversation, he often can't help revealing the sense of superiority of the children of a wealthy family, as well as respect and love for his family.When the classmates chatted together and talked about some events in modern politics, Liu Weizu would tell some unheard insider news, followed by a note, either "my grandfather was involved in it", or "my grandmother told me Mine", at that time, other than admiration, there was nothing else to say. In some aspects, Liu Weizu tried his best to hide himself. For example, in terms of making girlfriends and love, he gave people a very mysterious feeling. Back then, Liu Weizu was a bachelor with the best conditions. Many girls fell in love with him, including Chinese and Westerners.But Liu Weizu was not very enthusiastic about them at all, and even had some contempt, belittle, respect and disdain for them.Even if they are close, they always stop at a certain level, and they no longer communicate with each other in depth.Therefore, it also hurt the hearts of several girls.Liu Weizu's style made him very disapproving, and he asked several times, why is this so?Especially that time when Liu Weizu and Heidelberg were the most prominent and were chased by many male classmates. Lin Bi, a female classmate nicknamed "Jade Girl", traveled together for nearly three months and was regarded as a couple by everyone. Liu Weizu But like the previous two times, it suddenly became cold and rarely dated Lin Bi. For a girl like Lin Bi to be treated so ruthlessly, not only did she feel extremely humiliated personally, but it also hurt her self-esteem. Most of her classmates complained about her and criticized Liu Weizu a lot.Some people say that he is a hypocrite, some people say that he is a psychopath, some people say that because he was born into a wealthy family, he has a subconscious psychology that does not value the existence of others, and of course there are many people who say that he is ruthless and cynical.On this matter, he had a long talk with Liu Weizu. "Why would you do that? You shouldn't play with other people's feelings." Liu Weizu frowned and pondered for a while, then argued with a wry smile: "I'm not playing with anyone's feelings." "Do you still want to deny it? Let's not mention the past, how do you explain what happened to Lin Bi? Do you know that you hurt someone's heart?" He said in a muffled voice, rather unhappy. "I know, that's why I quickly made up my mind to end this matter, otherwise she will take it seriously, and I will cause even more trouble." "How do you say that? You mean you were not sincere from the beginning?" "I can't be sincere, and I dare not be sincere." Liu Weizu said confidently. "Let's hear it, why can't and dare not be sincere?" He held back his breath and looked at Liu Weizu's handsome and melancholy face. "Because—" Liu Weizu lowered his head and thought for a while, then raised his head as if very excited and said, "Old Wang, don't worry about my success or not? Whoever criticizes me, let them criticize me! I have no sincerity. , I don’t believe in love either. It’s not that I don’t believe in love because I was born without sincerity. Now! I don’t think it’s possible to believe in love with sincerity.” "You mean, you once fell in love sincerely, but she left you?" Liu Weizu only glanced at him, and didn't answer, obviously acquiescing. "What kind of girl is she? Where is she now? How was the whole process?" Seeing Liu Weizu's depressed expression, his tone has changed from harsh to sympathetic. "Is she? She's already someone else's wife." Liu Weizu waved his hand to stop him from asking any further questions. "Old Wang, don't ask, it's not worth mentioning at all." "Hmph, if it's really not worth mentioning, you wouldn't be bitten by a snake once, afraid of grass ropes for three years, and dare not even talk about love. Hey! Poor green boy, how can you be so weak and vulnerable? Alas, young master, you are really a flower in a greenhouse, a golden boy in an ivory tower that has never seen wind and sand, look at me—” "Yes, I see you," Liu Weizu raised his voice, pretending to be Jiangbei accent: "I left my hometown together with her. We walked for three months on the road. We have suffered all kinds of hardships. It is considered that we have suffered together. When we arrived In Hong Kong, we have no money on us. I used the money from selling blood to buy meat buns for her. As a result, she met a man who worked in a film company, and she became a star with him, and said goodbye to me from then on. You see Was that a big blow to me? I was only nineteen years old that year, and I was so sad that I wanted to jump into the sea—" Liu Weizu paused, and said in his original voice, "Old Wang, why don't you dance again?" It's a joke. "Because——Liu Weizu, let me tell you, my heart and eyes were completely dark at that time, and I felt that there was no hope at all in life. I might as well jump into the sea to feed the fish, and it would be over. I sat by the sea for a day, watching people come and go. In the past, when I studied the faces of those people, looked at the clothes and expressions of those people, I suddenly felt that maybe everyone has unbearable pain, and they all have to live. If others can live, why can’t I? From that moment Since then, I vowed to live a good life. What happened in the past! Even if he died yesterday." He said and looked at Liu Weizu's mocking face. "Liu Weizu, you should also live with this attitude. Let the past go. Don't use that standard to judge what is happening now. If you really fall in love with that girl, you can love her with confidence. Don't be afraid. of." "Old Wang, you are mistaken. I am not afraid of anything. I have lost confidence in women. I think they are all liars. As for the woman who lied to me? I don't think she died yesterday. I hate her." Liu Weizu said emotionally. "If you really loved her, you wouldn't hate her." "It is precisely because I have loved her sincerely that I hate her, hate her hypocrisy, and hate her for ruining my life." Liu Weizu's fair face blushed a little because of excitement, but he was silent for two minutes. Three minutes later, he returned to his usual elegant and educated appearance. "Forget it! What's the point of discussing this? Don't worry, I won't mess with this kind of thing again. I have more important things to do. The most important thing is to get my degree quickly." "Read it out, go back and inherit your father's career?" He remembered Liu Weizu mentioned it once. "Yes, to go back and inherit my father's career and make our Liu family more and more famous. This is my goal. Lao Wang, to be honest, the love of a woman is not reliable, but the love of parents is reliable." Liu Weizu Seriously.He listened to Nene's words: "I believe what you say, but it's a pity that my parents died too early, especially my father. I haven't seen it, so I haven't enjoyed that kind of love." "Old Wang, the love of parents is the most honest and noble in the world. Although my mother died early, my father and grandmother made up for everything, and my stepmother also gave me maternal love. Old Wang, you don't understand this kind of feeling, I I love my family, I adore my father, respect and love my grandmother, I will do what they want me to do, and never let them down." Liu Weizu was very emotional and moved. Having said that, Liu Weizu still can't seem to completely let go of Lin Bi.They are disconnected, sometimes close, sometimes estranged.Lin Bi went to their residence several times to look for Liu Weizu, and there were rumors among female classmates that Lin Bi had become very depressed because of love.In short, their love seems to be very painful.Liu Weizu was still unable to make up his mind, could not make up his mind, and was always suspicious and wary.And Lin Bi has a deep love for him.If Liu Weizu hadn't left without saying goodbye and never returned, perhaps Lin Bi would not have married her current American husband. Liu Weizu left Heidelberg quietly during that summer vacation, and no one thought that he would never come back.He once wrote a letter to Liu's family in Taiwan, asking Liu Weizu why he didn't return to Heidelberg to continue his studies?Many letters were sent, but there was no reply at all.After a long time, he suddenly received a letter signed by Liu Meina. When he opened it, it turned out that it was from Liu Weizu's half-sister. She said that he had received the letter to Liu Weizu, but Liu Weizu was not in Taiwan. He only stayed at home for a week and left without saying goodbye, leaving a letter when he left, declaring that he would not return to Heidelberg to study, nor would he return to his home in Taipei.The family didn't understand why Liu Weizu did this?There was no way to find out his whereabouts, and the whole family was anxious and suspenseful about it.In the end, Liu Meina asked him if he had any news about her brother? He was extremely shocked by Liu Meina's letter, and he hurriedly replied: "Since Liu Weizu left Heidelberg, he has lost contact and has not heard the slightest news about him, but he will try his best to inquire. If there are any clues or news, he will notify her immediately. He also comforted everyone in the Liu family, saying: Don't worry too much, Liu Weizu is a filial person who takes care of his family, and leaving is just a momentary whim, and he will definitely come back soon. After sending Liu Meina's letter, he immediately drafted a letter draft, made more than 20 copies of the letter draft, and distributed it to Chinese alumni associations in European countries and several states in the United States, asking them to pay attention to Liu Weizu's people?Not long after the letter was sent, some classmates replied to the letter, saying that they had indeed inquired carefully, but no one had ever met Liu Weizu. Of course he knew that such random inquiries without direction would be like a blind man looking for a way, and there would be no results, so he had no choice but to give up. Since then, he has not heard any news from Liu Weizu. At the time, this incident shocked the entire Heidelberg.But people are forgetful, not to mention that every few years there is a new batch of people. The old international students return to Taiwan after completing their studies, and those who do not return to Taiwan have gone elsewhere to seek development.The new international students come here for a few years with enthusiasm and ideals.Then, the new becomes the old and leaves again, the old replaces the new and starts again, the years pass by in a hurry, and Liu Weizu's name is no longer mentioned... "You have become too much. I can't connect Liu Weizu at that time with Liu Weizu today." Wang Hongjun finally sighed. "We will definitely not be able to connect together. Liu Weizu is a Pianpianjia son, and Liu Lang is a homeless tramp." Liu Weizu took a sharp puff of cigarette, and slowly exhaled a long string of smoke rings. "Old Wang! I advise you not to waste that effort." "Yes, yes, I won't waste that effort." Wang Hongjun could only smile wryly.But he still couldn't help asking curiously and concernedly: "What are you doing now?" "What are you doing? You've got me stuck. To put it mildly, he's an artist! An artist wandering around the corners of the earth!" Liu Weizu laughed at himself, and then hummed the song "Song of the Vagabond". "Where are you going? What are your plans for the future?" Liu Weizu stopped humming and said, "I want to go to Paris, but I don't have any plans. I'm just living a life of idle clouds and wild cranes!" "Why go to Paris without any plans? There is an opportunity there?" "Paris is the place with the most chances for homeless people like me. I can set up a stall on the banks of the Seine, draw a portrait of someone passing by, or draw something like Chinese flowers and birds It’s impossible to make a good living, but I just want to keep my breath so that I don’t starve to death, and I can do it.” Liu Weizu used two fingers that were yellowed by smoke to pinch the cigarette from his mouth, After speaking, he put it in his mouth again. "Have you been to Paris before?" "I've been there." Liu Weizu puffed on his cigarette, and mockingly said: "That kind of life style is something that serious people like you can't live, but with his cuteness, at least he can be true. In that environment In this society, no one has to be hypocritical. Jiantouman would be a ridiculous figure in that society. Of course, sometimes lying cannot be completely avoided. For example, a woman who is so old that she has passed her pussy I wish I could draw her as a young beauty. If you don’t draw her according to her wishes, you won’t get any money. You can’t count on the money to buy wine, eat meat and smoke cigarettes. So I have to draw her as her daughter’s age In this way, she will be happy, and she may give a little more money if she is happy. This money is not honorable, and it is a lie money to put it bluntly. Her portraits are all gone, and I will never see her again in this life, so I just forget about it, just pretend that I have never done it, and it will be. If I am asked to sleep with such an old woman, I will If you don’t want to, it’s okay to draw a portrait, and you can only lie to this extent.” When he said this long paragraph, his face was full of laughter, scolding and indifference, but the deep desolation could not be concealed in his voice. . Wang Hongjun listened intently with a dignified expression, and after a while, he said leisurely: "Wei Zu, what is this all for? A good person, why did he suddenly take a 180-degree turn? Become like this? Really unexpected, really unexpected." "Life is a farce full of strange peaks, and there are too many unexpected things." "Listen, Elizabeth and the others are back." Wang Hongjun said suddenly.Following his words, he ran into two children, a boy and a girl. The girl hugged Wang Hongjun's leg and screamed, "Daddy, help me, Mitch wants to tickle me." "Katia and Mitch can't make trouble, there are guests here!" Wang Hongjun held a child in one hand, and pointed at Liu Weizu on the sofa. "Uncle Liu, in Chinese." The two children bared their mouths with missing front teeth, giggled for a while, and called "Uncle Liu" at the same time. "They can also speak Chinese?" Liu Weizu pointed to the two children in surprise. "I can speak, and I can recognize a few words. I teach, and Elizabeth also teaches, you know? Elizabeth studies in the Department of Chinese." Wang Hongjun couldn't help smiling proudly. "She worships Chinese culture, so it doesn't matter if she doesn't marry a Chinese." "Elizabeth majored in Chinese? I didn't expect that." Liu Weizu was really surprised. He stared at Mitch and Katia for a while, and then made a new discovery: "Huh? Why do these two children look so alike? " "They are twins. Katia is half an hour older than Mitch, and she is a sister. You see how easy it is to give birth once, and even have children." Wang Hongjun patted Katia on the top of the head, and then patted Mi Qi. Chee's head. "Go and play! Tell mom that there are guests coming." Before he could finish his sentence, the two children ran out again. "Everything about you is ideal." Liu Weizu said almost enviously. "It's more than enough than the best! It's not easy to get a share of ordinary people's happiness." Wang Hongjun sat back on the sofa, feeling quite touched. "The most difficult stage was finally over. At that time, I just got my degree and worked as a doctor in the hospital. Elizabeth was still studying, and a pair of twins were born. We are not rich in experience, time, and money. Fortunately, Elizabeth At home—" Just as Elizabeth was talking, Elizabeth's tall figure appeared at the door. "Elizabeth, do you still know this person?" Wang Hongjun pointed to Liu Weizu. "I—" Elizabeth was obviously surprised by the arrival of this uninvited guest, stared at it for a while with suspicious eyes, and said, "Isn't this Mr. Liu Weizu? Isn't this the talented and miserable young man among you? Weizu , I never thought you would come to Heidelberg again." She said in Chinese with a foreign accent. "I was going to Paris. The train passed by here and ran down." Liu Weizu stepped forward to shake hands with Elizabeth. "I'm going to take the night train later—" "Why are you leaving? Stay here. I haven't seen you for ten years, how can you leave as soon as you come." Before Liu Weizu finished speaking, Wang Hongjun interrupted him, saying that there was no room for discussion.Then he said to Elizabeth: "Elizabeth, Zuo Zu is our old friend, since he's here, he wants to stay at our house for a few days to catch up, isn't it?" "Oh——" Elizabeth smiled subtly, and took another quick look at Liu Weizu's whole person. "Of course, my dear, Weizu is our old friend. We will stay with him for two days. I will help Mrs. Songda prepare dinner." After Elizabeth finished speaking, she turned around and went out, leaving Liu Weizu and Wang Hongjun in the room.Liu Weizu thought that Wang Hongjun would continue to inquire about his activities over the years!Unexpectedly, Wang Hongjun didn't ask any more questions, and only talked about the current situation of his former classmates.Why Lao He went to the United States, Xiao Zhang was proud of himself after returning to Taiwan, and became the director of the department, Jin Rongzhi was a famous lawyer in Taipei, Yuan Datou was a professor at Soochow University, Guo Xinzhi taught Sinology locally, and originally studied engineering in Kaslu Chen Guangming got married recently; he still remembers some of them, but he can't remember the faces of some of them.Of course, he also played it lightly, talking about Lin Bi's marriage to an American businessman four years ago. From the attitudes of Wang Hongjun and Elizabeth, he could tell that today's Liu Lang was someone they thought was weird, scary, and not too daring to touch him. It is not easy for a secular person to be brave enough not to save face if he wipes it out with one stroke.If he was still the old Liu Weizu, a young master, a son, a gentleman wearing a mask, maybe they would be too scared to welcome him. Thinking of it like this, Liu Weizu couldn't help but feel some uneasy anger rising in his heart, and also had some mischievous thoughts. "Old Wang, when I arrived in Heidelberg, I was very emotional and very nostalgic. Maybe I really want to stay for a few more days to find the old days!" He lit a cigarette and smoked slowly.Secretly spying on Wang Hongjun's reaction. "You stay for a few more days. I have to work tomorrow, and Elizabeth has something to do. I can't accompany you. You can go shopping by yourself. Anyway, you will revisit the old place. You know the place. I will be free in two days. I want to have a good time with you. Long talk." Wang Hongjun said with confidence. Liu Weizu took a puff of cigarette vigorously, sat up straight on the back of the sofa, and said in a mocking tone: "I know all the places, but I can't go anywhere without money. To be honest, Lao Wang, half of the purpose of my coming to Heidelberg to find you is to borrow money!" Liu Weizu didn't feel embarrassed at all, and asked to borrow money outright, which really surprised Wang Hongjun.He hesitated a little, and said: "Okay, wait a minute, I'll go get the money." Wang Hongjun pushed open the bedroom door and saw Elizabeth changing clothes inside.Before he could speak, Elizabeth said to her face: "Hongjun, you want to leave Wei Zu to live in our house? Haven't you noticed that he is no longer the person he used to be? I think he has become a hippie. How dangerous it is to keep such a person at home." "He has changed so much that he has become a homeless man. I think this is very abnormal, and there must be some reason. So I want to help him, persuade him, and hope that he will not go on like this. Elizabeth, the ancestor is ours. Friends, we can't watch him degenerate, can we?" Wang Hongjun said as he took out a key to open an extremely beautifully carved mahogany cabinet standing in the corner. "Elizabeth, Liu Weizu has no money, you don't object to me helping him?" He discussed apologetically. Elizabeth was silent for a while with a gloomy face before reluctantly said: "If you want to help him, you can help him! I have no objection. But how could a good person be reduced to such a state? I really can't think of it." Wang Hongjun took the money and went back to the living room, and saw Liu Weizu taking a picture frame to look at it carefully.He leaned forward, only to realize that it was the one on the bookshelf. It was a group photo of seven or eight classmates during an outing, with Liu Weizu in the middle. "See? At that time you were a little boy." Wang Hongjun said jokingly. "Yes, yes, boy, young master, wit, hey! We will meet him." Liu Weizu placed the frame of the mirror heavily on the tea table at hand, and spread his hands. "If there is a God or a Bodhisattva in this world, I would like to thank him sincerely for freeing me from that deception. Unfortunately, there are no such gods and ghosts in this world, so I don't need to thank anyone, as long as Glad I am, glad I am truly free." "Do you like your current life? Feel free?" Wang Hongjun couldn't help asking. "I don't necessarily like this kind of life, but how can I live this kind of life? Old Wang, let me tell you, after a person sees through what is true and what is false, he can no longer deceive himself. Freedom? ?I am confident that I am much more free than you guys, but I can’t get 100% freedom. Pharaoh, people can’t get 100% freedom under any circumstances. Unless there is only one person in the world, they will always be affected. Influenced by others, once influenced by others, freedom will be compromised. That's why I always say that it is impossible to be completely free." Liu Weizu spread his hands again, shrugged his shoulders, and made a helpless expression. "This is the tragedy of human beings, there is no way." Wang Hongjun listened expressionlessly, then smiled reluctantly and said: "People can't be 100% free. For example, I really want to go out with you tomorrow, but there are patients in the hospital waiting for me to go to the doctor, so I have to go to the hospital instead of playing with you. It's Freedom is deprived, but the responsibility is fulfilled, so it can be regarded as a harvest." He took out a small roll of banknotes from his trouser pocket and handed it to Liu Weizu. "This is five hundred marks, you can use it first!" "Oh——" Liu Weizu took the money and stuffed it into the back pocket of his jeans. "I despise money, but sometimes I really can't live without it. If I don't have it, I will starve and freeze. Oh—I have been hungry and I have been cold." Wang Hongjun sighed vaguely, not knowing what to say? Because Wang Hongjun will get up early to go to work in the hospital tomorrow, and they will go to bed before midnight. Liu Weizu was placed in his original house.He was lying on the bed, turned on the bedside lamp, and had read the two aviation edition Chinese newspapers given to him by Wang Hongjun without missing a word—every time he got a newspaper given to him, he never missed a word. From the beginning to the end in one go.Are you saying that you don't recognize that there is a home there?But it is difficult to really let go, there is always such an unexplainable concern in my heart, what a contradiction! He yawned, turned off the light, and prepared to sleep well all night.But after tossing and turning for more than half an hour, it turned out that there was no intention of falling asleep at all.So he fumbled to turn on the light again, simply sat up leaning against the wall, lit a cigarette and smoked slowly.He sucked it really slowly, and it took him a long time to put it on his mouth to take a puff.When not inhaling, the corners of the mouth on both sides drooped heavily, making the whole mouth into a bow shape, a lot of pain and depression came out from the corners of the mouth surrounded by messy beards, along with light mist smoke. His big eyes no longer had that playful and mocking expression at this moment, what was revealed in them was shocking emptiness and despair.He quietly scanned every corner of the room. The cabinets, bookshelves, and writing desks standing in the dark corners were all used by him when he was a student ten years ago, and they were still in their original places. with.And the bed that Simmons slept on had lost its elasticity, and he had slept on it for two years.Entering this room, it seems that the time has returned to more than ten years ago, or time has not advanced at all, and it has remained at that stage.In this room, he seemed to see the former Liu Weizu clearly.Liu Weizu sat on the padded swivel chair in front of the desk, looking cleanly dressed, with red lips and white teeth, looking at Liu Lang who was leaning on the bed and smoking a cigarette with strange eyes, as if asking: "Who are you? I don't know you. you." "Then who are you? I don't know you either!" he heard himself mutter. Over the years, one of the things he has worked hard to do is to get rid of everything related to Liu Weizu, and he does not want to think about Liu Weizu again, because every time he thinks of the good son, good grandson, good student, good youth, and good lover—— Liu Weizu used to be an affectionate and good lover—everyone Liu Weizu had a special kind of anger and a special feeling of self-pity.He hated those who deceived Liu Weizu, and pityed the innocent young man who loved those around him with 100% enthusiasm, but reaped shameful deception.Also despise this vulgar, hypocritical, ridiculous society.He affirmed that Liu Weizu was a victim of this despicable society and despicable interpersonal relationships.Not only did he refuse to be a victim long ago, he also didn't want to think of that poor and sad victim again. Today, he is Liu Lang, a homeless man with no past and no future.每当人们问起:“你?从哪里来?”他大半会说:“我从地球上来。”当被问起:“你到哪里去?”他总是回答:“我自己也不知该往哪里去,走到哪里算哪里。” 十年来他习惯了流浪的生活,街边的长凳上、河边的草地上,都能使他从黑夜睡到另一个明天,但现在睡觉的这个柔软的床,到底比木凳和草地舒服得多了。躺在这软绵绵的、暖和又舒适的床上,回到这间被欺骗被愚弄的刘慰祖住过的屋子,他那颗打定主意流浪到底的心仿佛又回了笼,千头万绪,多少悲伤、可耻、令他愤恨的往事又如潮水般的汹涌而来,想挡也挡不住。他想装做不认识那个坐在转椅上的刘慰祖,可是刘慰祖已经认出他来了。刘慰祖笑吟吟的走向坐在床上的流浪汉,两个影子重叠起来了……
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