Chapter 50 Chapter 50

Dai Xi was very busy every day in Beijing, and more than two weeks passed in a blink of an eye.It's the weekend again, but Daixi is busier than usual.It was nearly July, and the graduation recruitment and company promotion activities of major colleges and universities were all concentrated during this period, basically on Saturdays and Sundays. I have to organize a special graduate promotion meeting for the newly established R&D center, and I am extremely busy. At nearly twelve noon on Sunday, a large group of students walked out of the small auditorium on the Changping Campus of Beijing University of Chemical Technology, chattering away.The West Bund Chemical Graduate Meeting held here in the morning was quite successful. Dai Xi didn't feel hungry until all the people had left and the small auditorium was empty.

There were also two Beijing colleagues who came together. The three of them cleaned up the scene together, sorted out the resumes collected today, and walked towards the playground together talking and laughing. "Daisy, let's go to the student cafeteria for lunch! It will take at least an hour to go back to the city." "Okay, I'm starving to death!" "Daisy, why do you carry such a big bag everywhere, what kind of treasure is in it?" Dai Xi smiled and squeezed her eyes, just as she was about to trick them into guessing, the phone rang.She slowed down to read the text message, and suddenly whispered: "Oh, I can't have dinner with you. A friend happens to be in Changping and asked me to meet."

The two colleagues nodded and sighed: "Big beauty has dinner wherever she goes, so why don't you go back to the city by yourself?" "No problem! See you at the company on Monday!" Dai Xi hurriedly waved goodbye to them.She had to go away quickly, otherwise it would be difficult to hide her flustered expression and the tears that were about to come out of her eyes. She ran directly to the north gate of the school, and immediately saw Li Weilian standing under a big locust tree.The sun at noon in June in Beijing is very hot, but not scorching, and the occasional breeze brings pleasant coolness.Dai Xi slowed down unconsciously, the shade of the tree fell on him, covering that well-defined face in the deep shadow, making her unable to distinguish the expression on his face for a while.

She finally came across from him. "Hello, Daisy." "Hello, William." Now Dai Xi could clearly see Li Weilian's face.She stared at him intently, eager to see if there was any change in his appearance, but she realized in vain that her own observation power was so lacking in him.Every time I saw Li Weilian, it was like meeting Dai Xi for the first time. Apart from the growing kindness and sympathy brewing in her heart, her understanding of him as a person was as vague as before, even though he was actually standing there like now. In front of him, Dai Xi is still uncertain.

Dai Xi lowered her head, she still couldn't merge the reality of him with consultant X.Although they are clearly one person, although there have been many collisions between them, how close she is to him in the spiritual world, is how far away she is from him in the reality under the sun.She had so many things she wanted to say to him, but she couldn't say a single word at this moment. "You spoke well this morning." After waiting for a while, Li Weilian spoke. He must have thought a lot. "Are you listening too?" Dai Xi asked back with a smile. To this day, the communication mode between them seems to remain the same - the president and the subordinates.So be it, as long as he likes it.

"Yes, get in the car." Only then did Dai Xi notice the black Volvo parked under the tree, and she glanced at Li Weilian. "Let's go eat first," he said. Dai Xi stopped suddenly: "Where are you going to eat?" "I don't know, just look for it slowly." Dai Xi walked towards the car hesitantly, regretting all the time in his heart, how nice it was to go to the student cafeteria with his colleagues just now, now it's over, as long as he is with him, he will immediately forget the meal, but his stomach is good Hungry…… Li Weilian opened the car door for her, and waited for her to sit in the passenger seat before saying, "Daisy, it's wrong for you to do this."

The noon sun shines through the leaves, turning into dots and lines of golden light on Li Weilian's face. Dai Xi was surprised to see that he smiled: "Because I made two mistakes, you lost confidence in me. Dai Xi Hee, if you were a psychiatrist, this attitude would drive patients to their knees." He took a paper bag from the back seat and handed it to Dai Xi: "Sandwiches and coffee, just sit in the car and eat." The sandwich was delicious and the coffee was still hot.Dai Xi wondered while eating, where did he get these?There is not even a convenience store around here.She poked her head out of the car and asked Li Weilian who was standing behind the car: "What about you? Don't you want to eat?"

Li Weilian shook his head, still standing silently. Dai Xi looked at him from the side-view mirror, feeling uneasy and alienated like floating clouds... She was full, Li Weilian let her sit in the driver's seat. "Come and drive." "Okay, where are you going?" "Anything. Go wherever you want." And so they hit the road.Dai Xi started to worry, should I drive back to the city directly?But that's obviously not what he meant.She glanced at her side, Li Weilian stared ahead without saying a word, Dai Xi didn't ask any more questions, and drove towards the highway.

Because they are already in the suburbs of Beijing, avoiding the traffic from the city, the roads are rarely smooth.Today's weather is so good that people are happy. The blue sky and white clouds seem to relieve the heaviest melancholy.Dai Xi made up his mind and drove with all his attention for a long time, while the people around him remained silent.She looked at him quietly several times, only seeing the heavy shadows under the black eyelashes. "Control your speed, Daisy, you always have a tendency to go too fast." Just when Dai Xi believed that Li Weilian had fallen asleep, he suddenly spoke.

"Are you used to driving fast in America?" "Neither..." Dai Xi began to sweat while holding the steering wheel, "Last time in Hong Kong, I, I drove like this." Li Weilian straightened his back: "I was so drunk last time, I don't even know how you got me back to the hotel. Your car is very good, but please note that this is not the United States. If it is in the United States, I can give it to you." Buy a Porsche." "What do you want that for?" For some reason, Dai Xi was a little annoyed by his words. "When I can't move anymore, let you take me for a ride."

"What?!" Dai Xi thought there was something wrong with her ears. She didn't wait for an answer, only continued silence. He must have heard it wrong, Dai Xi warned himself not to think wildly, they had set off for nearly an hour, and the road sign ahead said - Huairou. "It's about an hour more," Daisy said. Li Weilian gave a "hmm", but still didn't ask the destination, it seemed that he really didn't care where he was going. There were a dozen cars lined up in front of the toll booth, and Dai Xi stopped the car: "I promise not to speed, you can sleep for a while." When she got close to look, she couldn't ignore the blue and black under his eyes. "I really want to, but I guess I can't do it. I haven't been able to sleep every day for more than two months." "Where's the medicine you took?" "threw." Of course Dai Xi understood why he would do this. She dragged her large backpack from the back seat and took out a small medicine bottle: "You can try this, it should be better than the original one." Li Weilian looked at the English on the bottle: "I got it from your father?" "Yes." Dai Xi continued to take out the medicine bottles from the bag, and handed them to Li Weilian one by one, "There are several other types of sedative and anti-anxiety medicines, all of which have the least side effects. But... unless you are particularly uncomfortable, Try not to eat them, or you can ask me first, it's safer." "In addition..." It turned out that Daixi's big backpack was a mini pharmacy that even included vitamins.It wasn't until she passed the toll office and started on the road again that she nagged and finished introducing the contents inside. Li Wei even weighed the weight of the backpack, raised his eyebrows slightly: "It's really heavy. Dai Xi, am I so fragile in your eyes?" "It's not that you're weak..." Dai Xi replied softly, "It's that I can only do this." "But you didn't know you would meet me in Beijing?" Dai Xi smiled, a double image appeared on the road ahead, and she blinked quickly.In fact, these days she carries this big bag no matter where she goes, Shanghai or Beijing, there is no difference.In Dai Xi's heart, she has long been waiting for such a meeting. As long as she can see him, she must never miss the opportunity. She must do something for him, even if it is a little. Li Weilian didn't ask any further, but closed his eyes wearily.How tired is he?Dai Xi didn't dare to ask, she could only concentrate on driving, trying her best to drive the car as fast and steadily as possible. They didn't speak again for the next hour's drive.It wasn't until Dai Xi drove the car into the parking lot that Li Weilian asked, "Where is this?" "Red Conch Mountain." "Do you want to climb a mountain?" "I don't care..." Dai Xi followed Li Weilian up the mountain, "This place is far away from downtown Beijing, so I think there will be fewer people and the air will be fresher." There are indeed fewer people, but with the excellent weather on the weekend, there are still tourists everywhere on the hiking trails winding up the mountain.Fortunately, the towering ancient pines and vigorous wisterias on both sides of the mountain road are still isolated from the hustle and bustle of the world, and only the murmur of the mountain stream, the chirping of birds, and the bells of the temple come from the distant mountain tops. After walking for a short distance, a winding mountain wave appeared in front of the left, floating lightly into the small Bitan.On the fork road behind the pool, there are jagged rocks, lush vegetation, and the forest is more wild. Li Weilian took the lead and turned on the side road, and now the two of them went around to the back of the mountain stream. On the trail ahead, there were occasional laughter from mountaineering tourists, passing by through the water mist. "Why did you come here?" Li Weilian asked. "When I was in college, I came to Beijing to play, and my classmates took me to the temple above, so I remembered it." Dai Xi was a little embarrassed, "You said to go casually, and I can't think of other places. Is it not good here?" "Very good. It's a pity... I probably can't climb the mountain." Li Weilian looked around and sat down on a slightly flat rock. It was cool in the mountains, but it was shaded here, and Dai Xi felt very comfortable with the chill all over.But when she saw the beads of sweat on Li Weilian's forehead, her heart trembled suddenly—serious insomnia made his physical strength worse than she imagined. Dai Xi was very annoyed, and stomped her feet fiercely: "It's all because of me. Well, I keep making mistakes..." Li Weilian's expression was very relaxed: "Why did you make a mistake?" Dai Xi froze for a moment, she clearly felt a kind of prudent questioning, a kind of implicit reproach. "Is there anything you want to explain to me, Daisy." After more than two months, she finally waited for this moment.But what could she explain?Dai Xi saw the backs of Meng Feiyang and Ke Yaping leaving side by side. "I can't explain it." Dai Xi raised his head, his eyes were a little blurry, "I can only say that what happened was definitely not my intention... I'm really, really sorry." Li Weilian looked at her quietly for a while: "Daisy, you have the responsibility to explain the matter clearly. It is very sad that a person cannot live in a conspiracy without knowing it." Dai Xi didn't answer. He waited for a moment, then said, "Then what should I do? If you can't explain it, can I still trust you?" Dai Xi bit his lip, he was always so sharp, he would not let others go easily, and he would never let himself go. "I'm sorry..." She couldn't think of anything else to say. "Dai Xi, do you know why I gave you half a million dollars?" Li Weilian suddenly changed the subject. "Ah?" Dai Xi didn't understand what he meant, why did money get involved?She really hates talking about it. "I gave you that money because I never trusted you." Under Dai Xi's shocked gaze, Li Weilian said calmly and wearily: "When I got your resume for the first time, I was very interested in your status as a graduate student of Professor Higgins. Professor Kings's treatment, but in fact my mental state is quite bad, and I am getting more and more signs of losing control, and your appearance has given me a glimmer of hope. Therefore, I decided to recruit you into the company, and I hope you can help me I have helped. But after all, what I want to reveal to you is my most private secret. I must confirm whether you are 100% reliable, so I launched a series of tests on you: The meeting is the first time, and the trip to Hong Kong is the second time. I will reveal some of my secrets to you step by step, and observe your reaction, so as to judge your reliability... I thought everything was in my hands, I It is easy to advance and retreat. But what I never expected is that you have got my case from Professor Higgins, and based on the few words I revealed, you have connected me with the case quite astutely. This makes me very happy. Surprised and worried, my most private weakness is completely controlled by you! Dai Xi, you are the only one in this world. Frankly speaking, if it is not for a coincidence, I would never allow such a thing to happen, you are still far away Far from being so trustworthy to me. I must guard against the risks it entails, and that's why I gave you the money." Dai Xi was dumbfounded. "Don't understand yet?" He smiled lightly, "If you are a link in a certain conspiracy, or if someone wants to obtain the secret in your hands, the only condition they can offer you is money. But I It is absolutely certain that no one will offer a price higher than half a million dollars, not to mention that I promise you future promotion and development. Dai Xi, from the perspective of interests, as long as you take my money, you will have no Betray me again for any reason." The sound of the mountain waves flowing loudly resounded and became deafening.Dai Xi stared at Li Weilian. In the past two hours, she seemed to have become familiar with the person opposite, a real person, but suddenly shattered like a phantom. "Daisy, I am a businessman who is good at calculating, and I have always been quite successful." Li Weilian looked at her and shook his head self-deprecatingly, "But this time I miscalculated, even half a million dollars did not buy insurance for me. .” Anger and grievance rushed to the top of her head - trust, this is the trust she regarded as a treasure, she even did not hesitate to hurt Meng Feiyang's feelings for this, it turned out that it was just her own wishful thinking! Dai Xi turned and left.The water droplets splashed from the mountain stream splashed onto her cheeks like cold tears.She gritted her teeth and went back. Li Weilian was still sitting on the rock, watching her go and return calmly. Dai Xi asked: "Just because the business failed, so you asked for the money back, right?" "My loss is heavy and irreparable at all." Li Weilian replied lightly, and even smiled, "Besides, I don't want to go back." "It's you who didn't let me transfer all the money. I never wanted that money!" Dai Xi was furious. "You don't want to treat me either?" Dai Xi was stunned for a while: "...I thought about it, but I can't do it." "why?" She looked into his eyes. In the past, she didn't dare to look directly into his eyes, because the attraction and separation in them were as strong, which made Dai hope afraid.But at this moment, in these eyes, Dai Xi only saw the honesty that made her feel distressed. If you can't buy it for $500,000, it's even more impossible to buy it for $50,000.They came to a consensus - trust is priceless, fragile, but real. Dai Xi took two steps forward and stood in front of Li Weilian: "I have something to tell you." "Say it." "Actually, I think... in your current situation, psychotherapy is not necessary." "Oh?" Li Weilian showed a slightly surprised expression. Dai Xi should use the most professional attitude to tell the next words, so as to be more convincing.But she didn't have any other way to relieve her nervousness except staring at the second button under the collar of Wei Lian's polo shirt. "According to Professor Higgins' diagnosis, you do have... well, some kind of addiction." Dai Xi took a big breath, "This addiction makes you deviate from social life psychologically and behaviorally. The norms violate certain human ethics and moral boundaries, just like drug addiction and gambling addiction, the possible adverse consequences are predictable. Therefore, experts recommend that you receive treatment, and you yourself have the desire to get rid of this The control of addiction, I remember very clearly that day, after you called me to 'Shuangmei', you told me at night in the company, you don't want to make a mistake." "But there was still a mistake, and it was a big, big mistake. Both social norms and moral boundaries have responded strongly to your actions, you..." Dai Xi raised his head, mustering up the courage to look into his quiet face. In the deep eyes, "You have lost too much and suffered a great blow. I... know all about it. However, social and moral norms have always been relative. How many times has human society experienced moral The adjustment of norms. How many behaviors that were once regarded as taboos have been declared as basic human rights by later generations. Even in contemporary times, the norms that apply to the president and husband are by no means so for an ordinary single Strict. Therefore, as far as your current situation is concerned, you can treat yourself more tolerantly, and there is no need to worry about those things." In the ensemble of birdsong, wind, bells and springs, the silence in the mountains is like the sunshine on the wisteria in the afternoon, making people forget all kinds of things in the world. Dai Xi's words fell for a long time before Li Weilian breathed a long sigh of relief, and he smiled again: "Dai Xi, you have confused me. Do you want to say that I am such a poor guy who has nothing, connect It is also superfluous to receive psychological treatment, but to do whatever you want, break the can and break it... Oh, yes, give up on yourself! That's what you mean." He understood her perfectly, but continued to ask for proof-cautious fellow, cunning fellow, odious fellow!