Chapter 43 Chapter Forty-Three

Li Weilian is also very happy to have such a simple partner.Together, they went to the flea market to search for dilapidated second-hand bicycles, repaired them by themselves, and actually built two pretty good mounts.In summer they rode bicycles to the beach to swim, and when the weather was cold they couldn't go into the water, so they went for a drive along the coast.Occasionally they would pick up a girl in the back of the car and send it back after some rough-and-tumble, not really.Li Wei was especially favored by women wherever he went, and Zhou Feng was also a handsome young man. The few female workers in the factory had long been eyeing them, but unfortunately neither of them worked hard.Zhou Feng already had a fiancée in his hometown who had been engaged since he was a child, so honestly he would not dare to make a mistake.And Li Weilian's mind is devoted to pursuing the beauty of the medical school. Of course, only Zhou Feng knows this secret, because Li Weilian goes on a date with the school beauty every week, and it takes more than ten hours to go back and forth. He often needs his juniors to cover for him. .

Li Weilian became more and more busy, and his foreign language ability was discovered by the leader.In addition to his duties, he also has to accompany foreign experts and translate foreign language materials.He applied for the university's self-study exam again, and squeezed out time to review his homework and take exams, almost to the point of forgetting to eat and sleep.Even though he was so busy, Li Weilian did not relax his pursuit of Wang Jingyi at all, so Zhou Feng became Li Weilian's most effective helper, working tirelessly to cover for him.Of course, Zhou Feng was willing to do things for his senior brother, and he admired Li Weilian so much.In his eyes, Li Weilian seemed to be a superman, with inexhaustible energy and wisdom.Zhou Feng knew that his brother and himself were two different kinds of people, he served Li Weilian with the most simple emotions, and never thought of anything in return.

Facts have proved that Zhou Feng's contribution is definitely worth it, and what Li Weilian gave him in return was the grace of saving his life. It rained heavily again.The Star Ferry jolted through the waves.Li Weilian was sitting on the starboard side, facing the direction of Kowloon, the bright lights of Hong Kong Island were quickly left behind, bright or dim under the washing of the night rain.Li Weilian never looked back, he only saw the torrential rain on the sea, pouring down like the most violent pain, just like his mood when he saw that video. At that time, he instinctively called Zhou Feng, wanting to ask him why he did this.If the other party is not Zhou Feng, or this little brother with whom he had the most pure friendship, then no matter what blows he receives, Li Weilian can deal with it calmly, but when it comes to Zhou Feng, he cannot remain calm.

With Zhou Feng dead, Li Weilian no longer needed to face him face to face.From the moment he heard the news of Zhou Feng's death, Li Weilian blocked all memories about this person. If the truth never had a chance to be clarified, why not let it go.However, can he really let it go? He can't let go.The calm sea surface in the heavy rain, this scene seemed to bring the curse from the bottom of hell, and let him see Zhou Feng's face: Song Yindi was so graciously holding the vegetables for him that her whole body was about to stick to him, and Zhou Feng sat down. Grinning next to him, as if wearing a clown mask... After the initial period of relationship with Song Yindi, he began to deliberately neglect her, until one day Zhou Feng said to him: "Yindi wants to invite you to play at home. "At that time, he was a little surprised and wanted to see Zhou Feng's expression when he spoke, but looking forward from the back seat of the Mercedes-Benz, he could only see the back of his head in black... Later, he became more and more unable to control himself. When he was extremely anxious, Zhou Feng would always ask, "Would you like to go to my place?" He stared at the back of the head protruding above the driver's seat, and gradually got used to seeing it as Zhou Feng's other face... …

Zhou Feng died with a blurred face, but the shame did not disappear, and it will haunt him for the rest of his life. Rainwater was pouring in through the porthole, and his right shoulder and arm were quickly soaked.He remembered a book he had read, which said: Satan likes the calm sea in the rain the most. He closed his eyes - Li Weilian, you are Satan, you are the devil. That was a day he would never forget in his life. The sea surface of Hangzhou Bay under the heavy rain was as isolated as a prehistoric place, even if he was abandoned on the edge of the whole world, it would be nothing more than that.From that day on, he fell madly in love with the sea in the rain, fell in love with the loneliness like death, and no matter where he went, his heart never left there.

He hadn't seen her for more than three years.In the past three years, he spent so much effort to forget her - he worked and studied hard, and he devoted all his true feelings to pursuing Wang Jingyi. Only he himself knew that everything he did was to get rid of missing her. It is a love-hate longing, stronger and more enduring than simple love. Three years passed, and he thought he had succeeded in forgetting her.His love for Wang Jingyi is bold and passionate, full of youthful passion, and when they hug each other and look forward to the future, he is full of confidence in his own life.

An unexpected accident crushed all his expectations. He had to beg for help from the mother he hated, and he had to leave the country with a hurt body and a broken heart.Health, future, studies and love all abandoned him, and he was only twenty-one years old this year. During the days waiting to go to Hong Kong, his heart sank into the deepest darkness. The factory-run hospital of Jinshan Petrochemical was located close to the sea. At that time, it was the hospital with the highest level and the most complete facilities in the entire Jinshan area.He has been living here since he was injured, and even after he applied to go to Hong Kong, the factory union still gave him special preferential treatment for continuing to be hospitalized on the grounds of his "sacrificing himself to save others".

He has lived by the sea for nearly half a year, watching the sea change from shimmering in June to gloomy in November, just like his mood.At the beginning of December, he finally got approval to go to Hong Kong, and he will be able to leave soon. Just the day before departure, she came. It started to rain heavily that morning. The freezing rain in late autumn in Shanghai can chill people to the bone. The coldness flows everywhere with the rain, seeping through every crack in the door and window, and there is no way to hide.After lunch, the rain became heavier and heavier, the sea was gray and dim, and the world was confused.

When she arrived, she was completely soaked, like a drowned rat.From downtown Shanghai to Jinshan, she must have driven for a long time in the rain. Although she was holding an umbrella in her hand, water was still dripping from head to toe, and soon formed a small circular water under the ground where she was standing. depression. He sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her, without saying a word for a long time.After not seeing her for three years, her face had changed a lot. The wet hair was sticking to her forehead in a mess. He keenly noticed the deep wrinkles on it. Her forehead, which was always as clear as a girl in the impression, no longer existed.The thick black cotton clothes were wrapped around his body, like a big rough cloth bag, and the original elegant dress and graceful figure were gone. He suddenly realized what an old woman she was!

The sharp stabbing pain shot straight from the wound in his lower back to his heart, and he took a big breath. ——What are you doing here? I, I'll come and see you... She replied timidly, subconsciously raised her right hand, and then he saw that she was carrying a large net bag, fruit, canned food, and other things, stuffed to the brim. —Thank you, you are very kind. She smiled sadly, and put the net bag on the wooden table next to her. I heard you are going to Hong Kong?when are we leaving? ... She was still standing, and he didn't ask her to sit down. --tomorrow. tomorrow? !So quickly... She raised her hand to cover her slightly parted mouth.

What a familiar movement, the elegant behavior that he loved so much, only a true lady like her can have... The wound hurts sharply again, and his eyes turned black for a while. Willian.She called his name with a trembling voice... Once you go to Hong Kong, I will never see you again in this life. --Oh?I thought we would never see each other again. no!She yelled, as if she was about to cry, but she unexpectedly smiled apologetically and affectionately—Villian, in the past few years, I, I have not missed a single day.I really didn't know you were hurt, I... --How are you? She froze for a long time and stopped talking, just staring at him. ——Even if you knew that I was injured, you would not have come.This is not the first time you have escaped, I am not surprised at all.But you came to see me today, I really didn't expect it.What are you doing here?You want to see my joke, right?See how miserable I have been since we parted?Or do you want to say something phony to me one last time?From now on, you don't have to be condemned by your conscience anymore? Cruel words gushed out of his mouth, and she was already pale, but neither shed tears nor refuted, and stood motionless in the middle of the small puddle, listening and watching.Is she submissive?Still speechless?He couldn't understand her expression at this time, her eyes were clearly burning with raging fire, not like sadness but like joy, not like parting hatred but like crazy love!He couldn't take it anymore, the loneliness, despair and fear that had been suppressed in his heart were about to burst out, he gritted his teeth fiercely, and continued! —and now you have seen it all, and what I have become!Even if I go to Hong Kong, my injury may not be cured, maybe I will become a paralyzed person from now on, I am only 21 years old this year... If it is not because of you, I must be studying hard in college, how could I come to this kind of situation? A place to work as an apprentice?I won't suffer such a serious injury!I study day and night, take self-study exams, and I have four courses left to get my undergraduate diploma, and now it's all over!If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have to live such a difficult life!and also…… He couldn't go on talking, and there was also love. His three years of true love were in vain. He was looking forward to using that love to replace this one with her, and it was gone. —You came to see me today, and I am very grateful for your kindness.But where were you when I was in the most pain, loss and helplessness?Why didn't you show up then? !Stop being hypocritical, your hypocrisy is disgusting.You'd better go, since we were fine three years ago, why bother to come here today?You are right, we will never see each other again in our lifetime after I go to Hong Kong, which is exactly what I hope! After he finished speaking, the sound of rain outside the window broke into the house immediately, and there was also the echo of the heavy rain splashing on the sea. There was a lot of noise around, but how quiet it was! She raised her head, tears streaming softly down her cheeks.Don't worry, Willian, you'll be fine, you'll be fine.I'm relieved to see you today, I... I'm leaving.Willian, take care of yourself. He didn't remember how she left. He didn't see it until a long time later. There was only a pair of muddy footprints in the middle of the small puddle.At this moment, he felt his face was wet and cool, and raised his hand to wipe it off, only to find that tears were streaming down his face. How did that happen?Even when he saw off his parents and siblings at the train station, when he learned that he had lost the chance to take the college entrance examination, when he heard the doctor announce that he might be paralyzed for life, and when he received Wang Jingyi's letter of resignation, he never shed a tear , what happened today? He thought, probably because of the heavy rain on the sea, he looked out the window, the beach was so barren that there was not a tree, not a piece of grass, and there was not a single figure, only the rainwater falling continuously from the dark cloud rolling sky, The surface of the sea gathered into a boundless fog. He just fell in love with the calm sea in the rain, and he became a devil just like that... "Sir, sir!" Li Weilian opened his eyes suddenly, and at some point on the bench opposite, a pair of young Caucasians sat.The blond girl among them was calling him softly in English, her blue eyes full of concern. "Sir, are you okay?" She looked at his face and asked worriedly. He pressed his temple: "It's okay, I'm just a little seasick. Thank you." "Seasick..." The girl breathed a sigh of relief, "The wind and waves are a bit strong today. But," she looked outside, "I'll be on the shore soon." Li Weilian nodded and smiled at the two young men: "Yes, we're almost there."