Chapter 191 Chapter 191

He turned his back to her again and raised his foot to leave. Nan stood up abruptly: "Don't leave later." He didn't look back: "Speak." "I wait……" "Don't wait." Before she finished speaking, he said, "I know that you are good to me. I don't know how long this life can last. But if I live, you come here to find me and ask me to do it. Anything is fine, as long as you say a word, my life is not mine anyway, if I can repay it to my brothers, I will repay it to my brothers, if I can repay it to you, I will give it back to you..."

Tan Fang finished speaking and left.Nan Yi stayed in his seat, feeling numb from his neck to his ears.In his head, he seemed to see Xiaofeng again, with twisted braids, a round body, wearing a small flower jacket, negotiating with Nan Yi, never giving up in his mouth, beautiful and powerful, but this girl is gone now, her body is rotting in the mud Inside, only the hair remains.how old is sheBesides "Xiaofeng", does she have another name? At this point, she thought of Tan Fang again. Every time they met, she didn't know whether he would live or die next time, so every time it was like picking up a bargain.But now it's not the same as before.In the past, Tan Fang wanted to survive, but now he has nowhere to go, he has put his life aside, and is willing to die for revenge!Like those knights in the book who are determined to become legends, there is a kind of fateful sadness and heroism.

Looking at his bandaged hands, Nan Yi became more and more discouraged: These are ordinary hands. They will hurt if they are injured, and they will be afraid that they will cause more trouble if they are injured. The same is true for their own life. Safety first, so Mediocre and dull.She painfully discovered how ashamed of this security and mediocrity she was now, and she was powerless to get rid of it.This sense of shame and powerlessness towards herself made her extremely irritable, as if her heart was repeatedly tormented by fire on both sides.She hates everyone around her, and when she sees them, she seems to see herself in the mirror: her parents, sister, and Mingyue.She frowns at them and yells like a mad kitten that can't get away.

It is said that that night, the irritable Nan Yi was turning the pages of the book with his mouth in his room, when a servant knocked on the door and came in: "Second Miss, Master Shao Qi is here. He said he wanted to see you." Nan Yi thought, this man hasn't seen you for a long time Appeared, came to look for her suddenly, didn't know what the trick was, so he put on the robe slowly, and came out to meet Shao Qi with his arms outstretched. Shao Qi was drinking tea and eating snacks in Mr. Liu's study. When they met each other, they were a little strange: Shao Qi didn't know about Nan Yi's hand injury, but Nan Yi saw that Shao Qi was black and thin, as if he had changed. A person, he was still wearing the original shirt and trousers, but it was empty, like someone else's clothes hanging on his body.But the person has a playful smile on his face, his eyes move wildly, and he is in great spirits.

"What's wrong with you?" Nan Yi asked, "Where have you been all this time?" Shao Qi put the last piece of snack in her mouth: "Why did you find me?" Nan Yidao: "No. I didn't realize there was someone like you until you came here." Shao Qi never heard her preemptive confession: "I'm busy with a big job. I asked you something, and you gave me an honest answer." "What's the matter?" "What exactly do you do at the newspaper? I'm talking about specific work." "Writing work." Nan said. "to be honest."

"Proofreading the manuscript." She was a little shameless. She had been in this position for three or four years.