Chapter 34 Thirty-three, impulsive

When we returned to the room, Mei Xiang had already fallen asleep.Beside her, the things that had been taken off were piled up casually. "Hahaha, Xiao Meixiang is not wearing anything!" "You mustn't look at her!" I yelled suddenly.Mr. S's mocking laughter came from the bottle. "Oh, Mr. S, you're back." Mei Xiang said in a sleepy voice.Suddenly, I felt the blood rushing up. "Mei Xiang! I'm here too!" I tried to keep my voice down, restraining my anger. "Don't you say 'you're back' to me too?" "Ah? Didn't I say it? Then I'll say it now."

"Okay! What's the use of talking now!" I put the bottle containing Mr. S next to Meixiang's pillow. "Since you like Mr. S so much, then you two should be together! Mr. S also said that Mei Xiang is cute." I feel my head getting confused.The body and the mouth are not in control. "I seem to be disturbing you, let's leave!" After I finished speaking, I walked out of the house, and when I reached the door, I turned around and said to Mei Xiang, "Be careful, you may not know it yet, Mr. S—" "Stop it!" Mr. S yelled.There was hostility in that voice.I didn't continue talking and adjusted my breathing.But immediately I was full of anger at my behavior, Mr. S has become so weak, but I was shocked and terrified by his words!This shames me immensely.

"I'm going downstairs," I closed the door, ran down the stairs, and sat down on the last flight of stairs, with countless thoughts in my head.What am I doing?I really don't understand.Just feeling disgusted and angry with everything around me. Sitting on the stairs, the coldness of the stairwells came from below.I stretch out my hands and cover my buttocks.I don't know why, but I suddenly remembered the scene when Meixiang came out of her mother's belly.The lobby of the hospital floated in front of my eyes.That was three years ago.Closing your eyes, the scene appeared more and more clearly.Yes, at that time, I was the same as now, sitting on the bench in the hospital with my head bowed.

——Are you worried—— Dad patted the back of my neck.Back then Dad's eyes weren't as sleepy as a tortoise's now.His eyes were clearer and firmer then. --It's fine.Absolutely no problem.That's what the doctors said.Didn't you also hear-- Dad laughed.That laughter is so nostalgic, echoing in the silent hospital corridors.In the distance came the sound of a child running in slippers, which sounded like clapping hands. ——You're going to be an older brother soon.You have to be stronger——Dad gently stroked the back of my neck and shook me gently.It's always like that when Dad jokes with me.I also let my body rock back and forth with Dad's arms, and at that moment, I always felt very at ease.Dad must have known how I felt, so he always reached out when I needed him the most.Rocking me gently. --It's fine.No problem at all.Mom will be fine, and Meixiang is also———Meixiang——

I looked up and looked at Dad's face. —Oh, yes, I haven’t told you yet— Dad looked down at me, his eyes narrowed. — This is the name given to the baby.I decided after discussing with my mother a while ago—oh, is it?The baby in the mother's womb is a girl——I don't know yet—— Dad's tone was very relaxed, and he smiled. — We asked the doctor not to tell us the baby's sex.So don't know yet.It's just that your mother said that the baby in her womb must be a girl.Mom is like this, as if she understands it in her heart.Dad thought so too.Have you noticed that your mother has become gentler than before recently?That's the proof that a girl is going to be born—I suddenly looked forward to it.Before that, although I realized that I was going to be an older brother, I never thought that there would be a younger brother or younger sister who would treat me as an older brother. ——Yes, Meixiang.awesome--

——You have to treat her well in the future——————————————————————— I opened my eyes and could see the wood grain of the floor between my knees.The dried snot stuck to the underside of the nose.I scratched it off with my nails, then got up and walked towards the entrance, put on my shoes, opened the door, and looked up.That guy should still be there.