Chapter 20 Chapter 19 Heaven

I'm not dead yet. I watched the world I was familiar with distorted, deformed, and changed colors before my eyes, but I didn't die. I feel like I've been physically pulled out of the world, along with a sense of normalcy.This process only took a few seconds, maybe even shorter, but the helpless suffocation seemed to be frozen in an iceberg for a hundred years. Then, all of a sudden, I loosened up again.I know, I can move again. But what is going on with me now?How can my sense of existence be so strange?I mean, in a normal state, you know how you exist, like standing and sitting or running.But now, my posture is probably standing, but I can't feel the weight of my whole body on the soles of my feet, I can't feel air on my skin, and my blood doesn't seem to flow, and there is silence in my body.When these feelings are present, you are usually not aware of them, but when they are not, everything is wrong.

The world I see is completely different, the colorful colors are gone, and the world is composed of colors that I can't describe.blue?Ash?Or it's not even a color at all. I seem to be still in that corn field, but what did the corn stalks, leaves, and the two figures named Xue Ying and Zhou Xianxian look like?It's hard for me to describe the world I see. The large corn leaves are moving, not because of the wind. The edges of Xue Ying and Zhou Xianxian's images are also changing, just like the focal length is constantly changing.These objects are composed of curves, each of which is a three-dimensional geometric shape, and these geometric objects cannot block my sight. I can see the things behind the two figures, one tall and one short in front of me, but of course I can’t see clearly. It is a shadow that overlaps and changes.

For Xue Ying and Zhou Xianxian, I no longer existed in that world. I looked at them and said a few words, then turned around. "Hey, hey!" I yelled, but they couldn't hear me, which, although expected, made me panic.My voice when I opened my mouth also changed. I think I still have air in my body, so what I heard was the sound of the vocal cords vibrating the air in my throat, just like when I covered my ears to death.My breathing has also changed, I can't exhale air, and I can't inhale anything. This is just doing this action habitually, but I still don't feel suffocated.

I think I am no longer in the original world. I thought of He Xi, who would rush into the nursing home with a group of policemen in a short time.Those policemen don't have the heart to help them worry now, but He Xi... Through many corns, I saw Xue Ying and the two were going away.I want to catch up, one step, I only took one step, and the scene in front of me changed completely.I don't know how long I've been in this world. There is absolutely nothing here that can record time. Time here seems to have completely become a feeling in the soul.Maybe it's only been a dozen hours, or a few days, but I think it should have been more than ten days, maybe a month.

I already have a little clue about this weird world. I seem to have stepped into the world of three-dimensional computer graphics, and although it is still a little different, this is the closest analogy I can think of.The world I live in seems to be empty.I can see the houses, tables and chairs, people walking on the street, but I can't touch them, and they can't see me. The spatial composition here is very strange, and I haven't been able to find any spatial rules so far.I once tried to stay at the door of a cafe for a long time, watching people coming and going, trying to distinguish between men and women, and guessing whether a woman is beautiful, but after taking a step, I was in the sea.A seabird swooped down in front of me like a sea and picked up a big fish. I thought it would not be far from the shore.My body undulates slightly with the sea water, but it will not be unstable because gravity does not exist here.I don't know how it stands, and I don't know why it doesn't fall.I just know that if I move a step, even if it's only a centimeter, I'll be somewhere else.

"Ah——" I yelled, there was no sound here, and I had to yell myself after a while, or I thought I would go crazy. But is there a difference between being crazy and not being crazy? I don't know when I will go crazy. When I am not crazy, I try to think about where I am. I once suspected that I was dead, and this is the world after death.But then I thought no, not because I was obsessed with life, but also because I didn't meet another person in this silent place.If I were a spirit body after death, then I should have encountered many souls who passed away before me. There is no sound, no substance, no rules of space, and the passage of time may be different—although I don’t know the exact evidence, I always feel that when I move the position and the scene in front of me changes, the time of these scenes is not the same. Not following the previous ones.When I went from Beijing to Tokyo in one step, maybe a second, maybe three days.For me, time is passing by at an imperceptible speed.Yes, I'm sure time hasn't stopped for me, because I finally feel a little stuffy.It's a breath of oxygen I took before entering this world, it's consuming, I don't know how much longer it will support my body, it's by no means infinite.

And this world is connected with the normal world.Everything I saw was what happened in the normal world, even though there was no sound, shape, and color. Zhou Xianxian wanted me to "do not exist", and then I became what I am now.If a person cannot be seen, heard, touched, discovered in any way, does he exist?Even if he still exists, but to others, he no longer exists. Maybe this is Zhou Xianxian's ability, just saying that others can't see me, can't touch me. In terms of being invisible, today's science is making the invisibility cloak a reality.I know that more than one research group is doing experiments in this area. The invisibility cloak that is now made can make the wearer almost transparent, because the clothes deflect the light. When you look at the clothes, the light is actually A curved line is drawn on the clothes, so that you can see what should be hidden behind the clothes.I don't think I would be too surprised if there is a power that can make objects deflect light to achieve the effect of invisibility.A person's spiritual stance has been proven to be capable of many incredible things.But what if not only deflecting light, but also bending space?Imagine that something is still in this world, but the space that originally contained it, suddenly circles in front of it, the space bends in front of it, and the people in the space also bend like a needle, never Can't feel this thing anymore.

Wait, space bending, this reminds me of something, it's the one I read not long ago. It introduced Einstein's general theory of relativity, saying that a massive object will bend the surrounding space, and the space next to the black hole will bend, causing light to slip.That's why scientists have the wild fantasy about wormholes - to go through a hole through a curved space, and when it comes out at the other end, it will be far away. what is it then?What lies beneath the curved space?Is this my current world? In fact, I know that in general relativity, although there is curved space, there is no space other than curved space. Space is not a piece of paper that can be raised. This metaphor is not accurate.

But this ghost place I am in now, although I call it a "place", it is not necessarily a space, the only thing that is certain is that it is outside the original normal space, I am outside the curved space, so I What can be seen is the undulating earth and objects that change shape. I am in a subspace next to the normal space, or I don’t need a space, I can use a force field to call it. The time and space rules of this place make me completely confused. Maybe it’s just because there are more other things in the world I live in. A benchmark that doesn't exist here. In my world, to locate an existence, one needs to determine the spatial position and temporal position.The spatial position consists of three dimensions of length, width and height, so it is a four-dimensional world.

In my current world, it is obvious that length, width, height and time cannot locate my existence at all, so there must be other benchmarks that I have not found. This is a multi-dimensional world, maybe five-dimensional, maybe six-dimensional, maybe only four-dimensional—a different dimension from length, width, height, and time. When I thought of Duowei, I was standing on a street.Somewhere in Europe, I think, there's a guy sitting on a street corner, playing a violin. Every step I take will change the world. I have let the galloping bison pass through my chest on the prairie; I have seen a woman take a bath in the bathroom. In the trunk of the car.I'm used to the ever-changing and undulating curves, and I can quickly tell what is in front of me, but this kind of progress can't make me happy at all. I watched everything from the sidelines and felt like a ghost.

The person playing the violin sat diagonally across from me, his arms were shaking slightly, although I couldn't see the strings clearly, they were too thin, but he was obviously playing the violin.No one stopped to listen, but he still seemed focused. So I thought of strings. Am I supposed to be on a string? The violin player stopped, leaned the violin against the wall, then raised his head and looked towards me. His eyes passed through me and landed on a certain place. I felt something was wrong and turned around, but I didn't know what he was doing.Then, his expression changed. Only small movements on the human face can make completely different expressions.I can see that his expression is different from just now. My observation ability is much stronger than when I was first dragged into this world, but I am really not sure what his expression means now. But I guess, is that doubt?My God, isn't he looking behind me, but at me?Did he even notice my existence? I no longer exist in the normal world, but I am not completely out of the normal world either.Not to mention what I saw, every step I take will lead me to a new place, but it will not let me go into the air or under the ground, which is enough to prove the influence of the normal world on my current existence, the two worlds, There must be some intersection. There are six billion human beings alive, and it's not just Zhou Xianxian who is different from others.I have come into contact with quite a few strange people, and maybe there are some people, like the violin player in front of me, who can perceive my peculiar existence.Since it can be noticed, there is a glimmer of hope for leaving. "Hey, hello!" I yelled loudly, the voice rolling in my ears like thunder. The violin player looked at me for a long time, then shook his head, packed up his things, turned and left. This is the only hope I have encountered, how can I allow him to disappear in front of my eyes like this?I couldn't help catching up, and in one step, I arrived in the vast forest and mountains. I slowly squatted down and sighed, but no air came out of my mouth.I cried, tears gathered through the lacrimal glands, but could not come out of the sockets.Nothing in my body can be released, leaving traces in this world. I don't understand the laws of this world, but it doesn't prevent me from expressing my emotions by crying. If you don't cry all the time, you will lose your life, and if you don't stop crying, you are not a man.Feeling that it was almost done, I let the tears that didn't flow out slowly subside from the lacrimal gland-this was a feeling I had never felt before, and I reconsidered the issue of Qi Chaoxian. The two cornerstones of contemporary physics are general relativity and quantum physics. General relativity explains the macrocosm, and quantum physics explains the microcosm. However, these two theories are incompatible with each other and contradict each other. All physicists have always dreamed of being able to Find a theory that can unify these two theories, superstring theory is the most famous hypothesis. According to superstring theory, the world is actually composed of strings.The new types of elementary particle gates that are passing through the collisions in the particle accelerator are just the strings vibrating in different ways and showing different images. Because of my inertia, I went to the Internet to check some superstring theory information.I didn't read it carefully, and it would be flattering to say that I have only a half-knowledge.I remember those popular explanations that superstrings are tiny closed loops that vibrate forever.The superstring and the real space are vertically intersected, but it is not four-dimensional, and its dimension is much higher than that of the normal world, at least nine dimensions. No one can imagine what the nine-dimensional world looks like.But how many dimensions is the world I live in now?Indeed, in the hypothesis of superstrings, strings are as small as elementary particles, but in such a world of at least nine dimensions, the rules of space have completely changed.The so-called "one sand, one world" may mean that when the size exceeds a certain limit, the size is meaningless.So, maybe I'm really on a certain chord. I looked up to the sky, there is no sky in this world.The depression in my whole body is already obvious, so obvious that I will think of it if I am not careful.Based on my experience of holding my breath in swimming, I have already used half of this breath.If death is the end point, I should be able to last longer, well, I still have two-thirds of the time to use up this breath. What the hell is the use of all these things I'm thinking about?Am I being deflected from space to outside space, or am I standing on a string? Does it matter whether I can go back to the world with air and take a breath? How long did it take Watt to discover the kinetic energy of steam to create the steam engine?Even if I have a mind as great as Einstein's, how long will it take me to understand the laws of this new world?How long will it take to figure out a way to apply the law to get out of this world?And I only own two-thirds of the time. When I was only half breathed, I negated all the results of my previous thinking.What is going on in this world, it's useless to figure it out, I have to change my mind, I just want to get out, get out! It is not that no one has gone out of this world, although he was dead when he went out. It was the dead baby who appeared in a foreign country.He was brought into this world from the womb by Zhou Xianxian.Even the umbilical cord was split by Zhou Xianxian based on herself.He crawled in this world for a long time, but finally the corpse appeared in the normal world. How did he get here? There is no life similar to me in this different world, and the life on earth thrown here will die one day.There is a hypothesis that after death, they will be automatically excluded back into the normal world. The corpses of those people "disappeared" by Zhou Xianxian have already rotted in some desolate places and no one claims them; another hypothesis is that some kind of Under the conditions, I can go back alive, just like I was brought in.Before the two worlds, the barriers were not so strict. The last time I met He Xi, she told me that the French police had still conducted some inquiries with Veronique after the case was closed.Veronique has been certified by doctors to have certain mental problems, so her statement made it difficult for the police to tell the truth.But now it seems that those contents have a reference value for me. Veronique had previously maintained that the two dead babies in the refrigerator were twins she had delivered herself at home.She strangled them after delivery, kept them frozen in the freezer, and looked surprised when the police finally told her that DNA tests revealed that one baby was hers and the other wasn't. Veronique then tried to recall to the police the night she killed her child. It was a night of lightning and thunder.One after another of pale light outside the window cut the night sky into pieces, and the sound of thunder made the pots and bowls in the house tremble.Veronique panicked and gave birth in the bathroom, took the baby out and put it in the kitchen sink.She hesitated whether to kill the child, wandering round and round the house.This is not the first time she has done this. Asking the reason, this requires a psychologist to conduct a long abnormal psychoanalysis.In short, Veronique again made up her mind to kill the infant, returned to the pool, strangled the baby in the pool, and strangled a baby beside the pool.And the latter seems to be dead.Her emotions and thoughts were messed up at the time. She vaguely remembered that she had only given birth to one child, but who knew, there were two babies in front of her eyes. Doesn't this mean that she gave birth to twins? It wasn't until the police told her that only one was her own flesh and blood that she realized that she had really only given birth to one, and the other baby that appeared in the kitchen was not hers. The French police couldn't believe what Veronique said. On a night of thunder and lightning, this woman gave birth to a son at home with a stranger in her belly. After walking around the house a few times, they found that there was another son. How could this be possible? But I believe. The baby who was thrown into another world by Zhou Xianxian returned to the normal world on such a night. What is so special about such a night? The answer is obvious - lightning. Lightning with great power.Such lightning can connect two worlds in an instant! If I can find a strong thunderstorm area before I use up the remaining half of my breath, there may be a chance of survival.Let me be struck by lightning, I have never thought in my life that one day I would pray devoutly for such a wish. In the next time, I kept walking, step by step. Cities, villages, deserts, seas, hills... I began to feel dizzy, which was caused by lack of oxygen. Gradually, my legs felt weak, how many steps can I take? It's not that I haven't been to places where it rains. If it doesn't rain heavily, maybe when the rain stops, there may not be a few lightning bolts.I can't wait, I don't have that long to start. The clock in my body is slowly but surely walking towards death. The clock in my body is slowly but surely walking towards death. After this step of selling, my whole body tensed up, and the slow ups and downs of my heart also accelerated at this moment.It's not just because of the storm I've seen, but also, when I step out of this, I feel a little different in the world. It is no longer dead silence, but there are faint pulses.This is the impact of the powerful energy turbulence in the center of the storm in the normal world on the other world. This shows that my guess is correct. The world I see in front of me is more chaotic, and I have already adapted to the changing curve, but at this time, the fluctuation of the curve is stronger than usual, and it is difficult to tell where I am for a while.The storm was so strong that even in the normal world I would be blind. Suddenly, something pierced the chaotic curve of the rain curtain and flashed sharply. I couldn't see the white light, but I knew it was lightning!Not only did I see it, but I also felt it, that obvious wave was not enough, I needed stronger lightning, more terrifying lightning, sharp enough to pierce the damned world I live in through the lightning! I wait, before I run out of oxygen, for the thunderbolt that will set me free. I stood, not daring to move, for fear that if I was not careful, I would change to another place.The scene in front of me can gradually be distinguished a little bit. In a very close place, a long conical thorn rises high and pierces into the sky. What I stepped on is not like an ordinary scene, but seems to be It was a disk-shaped object, and when looking around, it seemed like nothing could be seen except the rain. Where is this?Before I could figure it out, the lightning I was waiting for came. Before that, the fluctuations were already unusual. If the curvilinear fluctuations I saw represented a force field, then the force field suddenly trembled at this moment, as if I had a premonition that in the low sky, in the dark clouds, there was a A huge energy is waiting to explode. Suddenly, a thick electric dragon with teeth and claws swooped straight down. Violence I had never felt in this world nearly knocked me backwards.In an instant, all the curves in front of him were divided into two by the electric dragon. At this moment, I have no doubt that I will go home.