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Chapter 15 Lu-1

summer of birds 京极夏彦 12303Words 2018-03-22
I was being chased while scurrying among the buildings with multiple structures.Looking back, you can see the partners were killed one by one.I stopped breathing, arched my body, pretended to be dead, and looked at that quietly.However, if you can't see clearly, it must be due to the cloudiness of your eyes.No, it was dark, very dark. Compared to me who grew up in the city, I have never experienced such a degree of darkness. At night in a foreign land, let alone electric lights, there is no light from torches.There are leopard-footed mosquitoes.No, it's not a mosquito, it's an insect of unknown origin. If you don't pay attention, it will lay eggs under the skin.

The squad was all wiped out.All but one of the subordinates died.Is it my responsibility? What is that frightening voice?Is it a bird? ——The birds in the forest also sing at night. There is a man.It was very dark, so I couldn't tell who it was. Just wait until dawn.You can't tell the left from the right, and if you step into the cemetery, it will be miserable. --stayed till morning.Will be caught by young soldiers, do you want to be a prisoner and be insulted?Or would you rather kill yourself?The captains of other troops did the same.This is called Yu Sui! The man with a high-pitched voice said.I don't want to die.

Suddenly feel scared.I usually hate living like that, and want to escape this tedious daily life with all my heart, that is to say, this me who always wants to die. - You have done something irreparable.I can no longer retreat, so I can only live forward. The high-pitched voice announced so.What is the name of this narrow escaped subordinate? something irreparable. The broken waist is like a wax craft doll, the white skin is cold and cold, and then, red, red blood. I want to destroy something.Although it is easy to break, once it is destroyed, it will not be restored again. Must be fast, can't stay here, cowardly I must escape.

where to goThere!The torii of that four corner lamp shrine.But don't you have to walk through a cemetery to get there? --doing what? My body was unable to move, my feet got stuck, and the darkness entangled me.Such a degree of darkness has never been experienced before.No, not right!It was the same on that day, that, that summer night. "Wow!" The subordinate who had escaped from death peeped at the soldiers sitting behind him who should have died with puzzled expressions.Atsuko Chuzenji was next to them. "Oh, have you recovered?" Kiba—this guy's name is Kiba—said in a high-pitched voice, and handed me the handkerchief.

"You're sweating a lot. Do you have a cold? Actually, I'm waiting for you to wake up, can you talk?" Using Kiba's hand, I stood up.is in bed. "I had a dream on the battlefield. The night the enemy attacked, my master and I ran away." Since I woke up so suddenly, I still remember that part.But I don't think that's all.Disgusting dream.After asking the time, the soldier, no, it was Kinoshita, told me in a restless tone, it was eleven o'clock.Ah, the vague answer.After a while, I fully recovered my memory. "Eleven o'clock, you, is it night? Or daytime?"

"Hey, you've been sleeping here since you lost consciousness last night. It's eleven o'clock in the morning!" Kiba said.By the way, I still clearly remember what happened just before losing consciousness.Even if the eyes are not closed, they can be reproduced like a movie. Kyogokudo's hand is holding a wind chime, which has been hanging under that guy's eaves.The screen fell down, and Kiba and the others rushed in almost at the same time, and the ambulance squad in white medical uniforms swarmed in with stretchers.Kinoshita cut Naito's arms upside down, who was shouting loudly and behaving violently.Even so, Naito still wanted to escape, struggling with his hands and feet and resisting awkwardly.The petrified old woman, protected by Aoki, kept crying meaninglessly.Kiba seemed to be saying something to the dean who was standing in a daze, his face completely pale, but the old man didn't seem to be listening.Ryoko, what happened to Ryoko?Kyogokudo walked in front of me with a death-like expression on his face.On the other side of the open door, I could see the dazed face of Atsuko Chuzenji.Kyogokudo looked at me slightly.

——This is what you expected, are you satisfied? In my gradually blurred consciousness, I searched for Ryoko, Ryoko... Ryoko smiled. These must all have happened in mere seconds. "All those involved are in a state of insanity, so they don't understand what happened at all. However, since a corpse has appeared, we can't let it go like before. As a stopgap measure, first use this place as the search headquarters, I also asked for assistance. Since this morning, appraisers have also entered the room to investigate, but the overall picture of the matter is still... No, I can't even tell whether it was a murder or a corpse abandoned...? No, because in the room, So it’s not abandoned!”

"What happened to Kyogokudo?" "That guy quickly hid. Where did he go...?" "Sorry!" Chuzenji Atsuko said apologetically. "Anyway, I want to do some research, but I don't know what to ask...so I'm here waiting for you to wake up." I gradually realized that the room I slept in until now seemed to be one of the new buildings of Kuonji Hospital. "The old woman is extremely hyperactive, the old man is slightly incompetent, and Naito is already crying and screaming, in a half-crazy state where he can't do anything." "Miss Ryoko...?"

"Ah, my sister is quite normal, but she doesn't say a word. Heh, no matter how strong you are, it's okay to encounter such a situation. Let her rest in the room, of course someone is watching." Aoki poured water in a cup and brought it over. After I drank it all, I remembered what Kyogokudo said: ——I don't know whether what you said is of any value as evidence, but you must testify in the future! I see.Kyogokudo had anticipated the current situation. "Sir, didn't you hear anything from Kyogokudo? What happened to the whole procedure yesterday?" "What, that guy said that there will be a dead body today, and some people may be injured, please bandage them. There will be some people who want to escape, don't let them get caught. The secret signal is the sound of wind chimes—"

"Then, that wind chime is not a spell, but a code to inform you!" "Of course. He said that if it's a wind chime, you can hear it no matter how loud the rain is. The door is closed too tightly, so I can't hear it, so I will open it a little, and keep your ears close!" I remembered Kyogokudo's carefully closing the door.Immediately after that, Kiba and the others, led by Atsuko Chuzenji, entered the dormitory and stuck close to the crack of the door.Response action should be considered very early. "That's the only procedure. I haven't heard of anything else, but even though there will be a corpse, it just rolls down in the middle of the room unexpectedly! Also, I really didn't expect the situation to turn out like that, it's really confusing."

"However, everything that Kyogokudo predicted came true." We were silent. "Anyway, let's hear all about what happened in the study!" Kiba said with a very weak body. "Then, are you saying that the corpse was born by that woman?" Before I could finish my sentence, Kiba banged loudly on the armrest of the chair. "Is there such a ridiculous thing? Sekiguchi, you are not insane, are you? If you are joking, I will put you in prison first!" Kiba stood up. "I'm telling the truth. Kyogokudo's stomach exploded the moment Kyogokudou finished chanting the mantra! Then... that corpse was born." "Isn't it something that can happen physically? No matter how big the stomach is, is it big enough to hold a grown man? This is not in line with common sense." "That's true. But, it's much bigger than normal pregnant women." "That's not the question." Atsuko Chuzenji stepped in.Her face was a little pale. "It's more physical than biological. In short, this is something that cannot be imagined by the common sense of the real world we live in." "It's really unimaginable. But, I saw it. If it's not the case in general, where did the corpse come from? You also know that there is only one exit from that room and similar exits, and you are there , the corpse can’t be moved in.” "You can put it in beforehand." Kiba took out a crumpled cigarette from his pocket and put it in his mouth.But it seems that there is no match, so I can only hold it in my mouth, and the fire is not lit. "That's impossible! Who, for what, wants to do this? And, if this is the case, then you will know it immediately when you enter the room." "Isn't it hidden somewhere indoors?" "It's impossible if you don't play tricks. But I don't think that room can perform such a trick that a corpse suddenly appeared in the middle of the room!" correct.That appeared suddenly.No, it was born.Isn't the evidence of it just that the skin is smooth and slimy and glowing like it is wet? "But, according to what you said, didn't Kyogokudo say something about the barrier? Is there some trick in it?" ——The boring enchantment is surrounded. Kyogokudo has indeed said so.But even if there is any trick, I don't think that just reciting the incantation will solve anything. Chuzenji Atsuko put his hands on his chin just like his elder brother, and stammered: "Even if you believe what the teacher said... if you use a supernatural effect that does not conform to common sense, then assume that Mr. Mu Lang is pregnant in Miss Ganzi's belly. If so... when did Mr. Mu Lang die? When did you get pregnant?" Did you live when you were pregnant? Or did you put it in your stomach after you died?" At first, Atsuko Chuzenji spoke calmly, but later, his tone became confused. "Teacher, was Mr. Mulang born after he died? Or did he die after birth?" "what?" I never thought about it.The moment I saw that, I only realized that it was a "corpse", that is, born after death.No, it should be said that Corpse Birth is closer.I truthfully said what I thought, but the birth of a corpse was really contradictory. "Then, are you saying that Kuonji Koko hid the corpse in his belly? Indeed, as a hiding place, it is the best place to hide, and he couldn't find it. But how did he put it in? Like a popular magazine? What kind of magic is written?" Kiba began to feel anxious.But Kinoshita immediately got angry with Kiba's cigarettes, and the expected outbreak of anxiety was finally avoided. "Or it went into the stomach alive and died before it came out? The corpse is definitely not decomposed. If it died immediately after disappearing, it would turn into bones, at least it would become a mummy. But no matter how you look at it, it looks like someone who died recently. Well... So, is Mu Lang alive in the womb? That's impossible. Ah, how boring, crazy! Completely crazy!" After Kiba asked and answered, he became anxious again. "Don't you know when to speculate about death? And what's the cause of death...?" Atsuko Chuzenji asked. "Satomura is doing the autopsy right now, and I'll let you know when it's over. Satomura is being careless, but he's glad he's concentrating on the autopsy." Rimura String City is a reliable forensic doctor.He has strong abilities and a very gentle personality, but he is a weirdo who prefers dissection to eating three meals.In order to suppress Kiba's anxiety, Kinoshita poured tea from the teapot and handed it to him this time.The stubborn subordinate trembled a little. "Mr. Kiba, this is not our job! Let the monk or someone else deal with troubles and vengeful spirits." It is not commensurate with the huge body, and I am afraid from the inside. "This must be the work of the husband who was killed. After possessing the baby, he became like himself! "Tired", after being killed by her husband, the ghost takes revenge. Kabuki uses this story as a script. "Abyss" means the abyss of pain and despair. , to avenge the murder of his wife and concubine!" It was a waste of effort.As a result, what Kinoshita himself said made Kiba explode. "A dead body appeared, this is our job, Aoki!" Aoki, who had been staying in the corner of the room with nothing to do, was quite surprised by the sudden yell, and looked back with his eyes wide open. "Hi, what's up?" "Don't answer like a student. Well, um, Naito, go and see how Naito is doing? Bring him here if he can talk." "Do you want to investigate?" "Don't ask so many questions, go!" After throwing out the instructions like a roar, Kiba sat down heavily on the chair again. After about five minutes, Aoki came back.Then, Naito, who seemed to be hugged by two police officers, came in, and now he looked like a disabled person. "Can you talk?" Kiba asked.But Naito didn't seem to hear it, and Naito shouted instead of answering: "Where is the prayer teacher? Call the prayer teacher! I didn't do anything, I didn't do anything! It's terrible, save me, and exorcise me!" A day ago, he should have advertised himself as a pragmatic intern, but now he has completely shattered his autonomy. "Be quiet! If you tell the truth, I will do all the exorcism and prayers for you!" After Kiba's intimidation, Naito seemed to have collapsed, slumped limply on the chair and became docile.Much like a ditch rat. Kiba ordered Aoki to take notes.It was really abrupt to say abruptly and began to listen to the context of the matter. "Let's start with what happened last night. Although you are a doctor who failed the exam, do you still remember that incident? ...Hey, answer it!" It wasn't just Naito who was shaken by Kiba's scolding, but at least the detectives, Chuzenji Atsuko, and me were all sensitive to a little stimulation, and everyone was very disturbed. "First of all, that corpse. Where did the skeleton of Kuonji Makiro come from?" "That's not Mu Lang! That guy is alive, he's alive!" "That's still the case. Didn't you yell out in fear of the haunting? The haunting might be a ghost. But, isn't Kuonji Makiro dead? Didn't you also see the corpse? That's why I feel horrible. Bar?" "That's not that man's body! Please don't be fooled. It's an artificial human created by that guy himself, and then let the stem be born. Scary guy, terrible...!" "...An artificial human can do anything. Did you see the time when the stomach was broken? Anyway, you mean, the dead skeleton was born from the stomach of the stalk, right?" "The belly split... the stalk's belly split...then it rolled down, that man-made...!" "So, you didn't see the moment of birth, did you? You didn't see the big dead baby wearing glasses and clothes, collapsing through a woman's belly and coming out, right?" Kiba's mischievous description may be due to his bad mood, Atsuko Chuzenji pressed his mouth. But... I did not see that moment.No, probably no one saw it, since everyone in attendance was confused.No... no one saw it. The screen, the screen is blocked.I saw that after the screen fell down.The one who can see the whole picture without being blocked by the screen is—— ——Kyogoku Hall.Then-- ——Liangzi. Suddenly the door opened. "Are you still talking about those silly things?" It is Kyogokudo.He was wearing a different yellow kimono with tea-brown checked cloth from last night, and he was holding a kimono in his hand. "Hey, Kyogoku! Where have you been?" "Because I was drenched in unclean blood, I went back to take a shower first, rested for a while, and then came out after washing the dirty kimono, starching and ironing it. Hey, I went to drag this witness who was too lazy to go out. .I will not do something unreasonable to make the police angry.” Behind him stood Enokizu. "It's Reijiro, I think I'll have to call you sooner or later." Enokizu looked like a child who just woke up, his face was a little swollen.ah!I greeted you in a sluggish way, and dressed like a nobleman from the Taisho era who was going to a ball.Because all the natural enemies had arrived, Naito became more limp and shrank.The two eccentrics walked in as a matter of course, and sat on the two chairs that were almost ready. "Hey, Kyogoku, what did you mean when you mentioned something boring? It disappeared like smoke in the secret room, and after a year and a half, the corpse emerged from the woman's belly... What an unheard of thing. , you actually said you were bored?" Kiba stood up again, walking up and down, repeatedly accusing and asking questions.Enokizu followed Kiba with his eyes, leaned his face forward as if looking down on someone, and said: "What nonsense is Master even talking about? Sekiguchi-kun, it's not enough for you to perform so hard, and the curse still can't be undone?" "Kyogokudo, I don't understand what you said. Indeed, as you predicted, the plot went smoothly, but the puzzle is even more unpredictable." Moreover, I originally told Ryoko that I would let her get what she wanted, but in the end, I did the opposite.This home has been tantamount to collapse. "If you know something, stop beating around the bush and tell me quickly! How did Mu Lang disappear, where and when did he die, and how did the body come back? Can you explain? I don't believe in wraiths, man-made humans, etc. Yo!" Kyogokudo slowly inspected everyone in the room with his gloomy expression, and said bluntly: "It didn't disappear, and it didn't go anywhere." "Because Fujimaki actually died there already!" No one understood what he was saying.The silence lasted for more than thirty seconds. "That day, he died at that place in that room... until yesterday, it has been placed... the meaning of Mr. Mu Lang's disappearance...?" The first to understand was the speaker's clever sister. "Ah, so that's how it is!" "That, that's impossible! There are so many people in that room... I'm in it too!" "This statement is not correct. At least Ryoko, Sister Keiko and you were the only ones who entered that room, and then, only Tokizo and his wife. The dean probably won't approach, and the chief purser will stand at the door at most. That Mr. Naito, even I'm so scared to knock on the door, I won't poke my head in." "However, Kyogoku, on the other hand, didn't five people enter the room? Yesterday..." "Yes, to be honest, I didn't expect to perform that farce yesterday. Tofu, you did such a bad thing to Miss Ganzi. I didn't expect her body to bear such a serious burden!" "Brother... so, what do you want to do...?" "Open the door, hey, look, I was going to do this. If I did this, Naito-kun would run away there, so I rang the wind chime to call the police. However, I didn't expect that there was a screen and I couldn't see clearly. , I had no choice but to lure everyone in, but I didn’t notice that this move would have too strong a medicinal effect on people below the headmaster!” "Just push down the screen quickly." "If you do this, the curse of the gate will not be broken!" "Do not know what you mean." Wrinkles gathered on Kiba's forehead. "Only the Kuonji sisters and Sekiguchi can't see that corpse. I want him to see it!" What is this guy talking about?I'm the only one who can't see the body?This is not magic and ninjutsu! ……Enchantment……?By the way, is there some invisible wooden fence around it?Is it Qimen Dunjia's spell or something? "Kyogokudo, then, the barrier you mentioned is aimed at us?" Kyogokudo raised one eyebrow and looked at me. "The barrier I'm talking about refers to the folding screen. It's just troublesome because of the folding screen." "Then... when I first went in, there were no screens or anything, but there were no corpses either!" "have it!" Enokizu said.Kiba asked back: "Have it?" "Have!" I feel intense dizziness. "Sekiguchi-kun, you did see the corpse, you just didn't realize it!" What?The room slowly rotated, and the whole world was crooked. "You, the description of this building is very detailed. I can clearly reconstruct the appearance of the building in my mind just by listening to you. After actually visiting, I was shocked by the accuracy of your description. One jump. But there is only one place, the part that I don’t understand, is the floor of the study. The door, the walls and bookshelves, the ceiling, the footstool, the desk, the bed and the sideboard, the cross-shaped fluorescent lamp...everything It's all clear. But only the floor is so blurry that it's impossible to grasp anything from your words. When you enter a large room, the floor will not be out of sight. Then, whether you are conscious or not, the situation becomes You didn’t say it even though you saw it. I thought it was weird so I thought about it. Then I remembered that you only mentioned one sentence about the floor.” Kyogokudo pulled his hand out of his arms, touched his chin just like what his sister did just now, this is his proud gesture, and said: "Didn't you say that something like a fruit knife is shining? That kind of thing won't fall off. It's a fruit knife stuck in Fujimaki's belly." what! Inside me, I'm broken.As if the effects of the anesthesia were wearing off, the inside of the eyeball collapsed with a muffled sound.yes…… Fujimaki died there at the beginning! Nothing.What was born was a corpse, I knew it from the beginning! "Enoki, Enoki-san, then..." "Hmph. After opening the door, there are corpses. It's not the bee head that can't be found. I never thought you couldn't see it." ——Guankou, look at that! ——The only thing left for us to do is to call the police! "Enokizu-san, then, then, at that time..." "By the way! I didn't hear the voice of Aden calling me at all. However, it's incredible that I only heard the sound of cicadas and the wind. Although my ears can't be closed, I can't hear Aden's voice alone. So, I think it is It might happen that you can’t see the corpse when you open your eyes. That’s why I suggest going to Kiba.” I thought only Enokizu saw it.In fact only I can't see it. "Is there such a thing...?" Aoki said: "It's hard to believe!" "Thinking that such a thing will not happen is possible! Sekiguchi-kun will understand. The reality we see, hear, and feel is not reality. The brain will reconstruct the selected information according to its discretion. But if If there are some elements that have not been formed, then the person himself cannot perceive it at all. Because even if he has memory, he cannot enter the stage of consciousness.” "Ah... what we see and hear is all fictional reality. I can't tell whether it's real or not..." I live in a fictional reality of "no corpses".That was... the appearance of a ghost. "The brain has been damaged. For example, it is just unable to recognize people's faces, and only lacks the concept of 5 in the number. In fact, there are indeed such interesting cases. Take the illusion that we think we are living in reality as an example, In fact, we only live in our heads. The reason why this incident is so weird is that there are multiple people who can’t see the corpse. In addition, there is an outsider among them—Seki Kou Tsubasa, so it is even more complicated. If only one If people just get crazy, it will become a boring case that can be solved!" "How about the servant couple? You said that they seem to have entered the room too..." "Of course they saw it. That's why they couldn't stand the abnormality and resigned! It should be the couple who moved the bed where Ms. Ganzi slept into the study. Putting their own bed next to the husband's dead body, etc., in terms of ordinary people's feelings , is more than abnormal, crazy!" "Is this also the reason for the exceptional gag money?" "It's different. The purser who pays the money doesn't know the situation." "yes?" "I think that the couple just kept their mouths shut out of the loyalty of needing to repay the kindness they have received through the ages. If the purser wants to gag, that's another matter." "What? The baby incident?" "Ask her in person later!" "...Hmm....But I still can't let go of it. Even if such an unreasonable thing happened, why did it only happen to Ryoko, the sisters, and this muddled writer? Also, why was the corpse left for a year and a half Still as fresh as alive? And... Speaking of which, what is it that is in the belly of the girdle?" "Yeah, that's no ordinary pregnancy!" After Kyogokudo frowned impatiently, he scratched his hair now. "As long as you understand the whole picture of the incident, don't care about this kind of thing! If you stick to a small part--the commentary, you can't finish it in a few days. I am neither a critic nor an editorial board member." "I still don't understand the full picture of the matter! What is Takako pregnant with? Why did it split?" "Hey, why do you keep thinking in an impossible direction? It must be "pregnancy imagination"! No matter how late the delivery period is, the human placenta cannot last that long! If the placenta is necrotic, the fetus will die, and the mother's body will also die. It’s impossible to be okay. If she’s been pregnant for twenty months or something, if it’s not a scam or suffering from other diseases, then it must be a pregnancy imagination! The rupture of her stomach is because she has regained her sanity.” "Then, there's nothing in that stomach?" "Yes. Full of regret and hope, and Fujimaki's unfulfilled dream." Kyogokudo is rarely poetic. "Kyogokudo, you... When I told you about this, did you think so?" "Since there is too little information, it is impossible to say for sure. But it can be said this way. And if it is not pregnancy imagination, it may also be pregnancy delusion." ——The baby is in the womb, did you talk to you? "Oh...? Are you trying to confirm whether Ms. Megumi is pregnant or delusional...?" "Hey, Sekiguchi, imagining, delusional, what's the difference?" "Imagination of pregnancy is a kind of neurasthenia caused by strong desire. I have the illusion that my body is pregnant. In fact, it is not, but the same symptoms will appear as when I was pregnant. On the other hand, delusion of pregnancy is holding that there is a life in the body other than myself. It’s a delusion that I’m wearing.” "Isn't it the same?" Kyogokudo added: "Pregnancy delusions. Strictly speaking, it is not necessary that the other person in the body is a baby. There are also cases of the savior, Mizuko, and ancestors. Therefore, there is no need for sexual intercourse, and the signs that appear in the body are also subtly related to pregnancy. It's different. The characteristic of this time is that other people living in the body will frequently start talking to and ordering the host. This phenomenon is very close to "possession". When possessing, it is something from the outside, That is to say, another person possesses the body to replace the person. This is the type of complete personality replacement. In other words, it can be largely divided into continuous possession in which the consciousness of personality is completely interrupted, and even during the period of being possessed, There are still two kinds of simultaneous possession in my consciousness. In the latter, I feel that I have been captured and manipulated by someone. Pregnancy delusions are similar to this, but the difference lies in whether it is possessed from the outside or It’s just sprouting from the inside. At this time, it’s harder to deal with than pregnancy imagined, and there are occasional times when you have to drive away the possession. Especially the rumors of possession inheritance in this family…” "Is Ohuber possessed...?" "Yes. And, probably because Ms. Kazuko and Fujimaki didn't have the necessary sexual negotiation for the imagination of pregnancy, so I'm even more worried." "No... huh?" Kyogokudo did not answer this question. "However, after talking to me, it doesn't look like a pregnancy delusion. Therefore, I judge it to be a very special pregnancy fantasy." "Just by imagining, can the human body change into that appearance?" Aoki said. "Imagination may be a little inappropriate in terms of performance. This is also a kind of virtual reality. The brain sends a lying signal to the body. The reason for this is that when the desire is very strong, it is called pregnancy imagination, but imagination is not I will get pregnant. And...Miss Keiko is a very special case. She is pregnant after removing the result of childbirth, in other words, she hopes to "continue pregnancy". So the result is that the body can't bear it. The reaction to the stimulation I gave is so... Intense... I must have reached the limit of my patience. To be cautious, it is correct to notify the ambulance team." Jingjitang's eyes were a little sad. "Stimulation... Brother, what did you do?" "I created a situation close to reverse hypnosis, allowing her memories to fly back to the past. The weirdest thing about pregnancy imagination is the mind... It can also be called the will and the soul. In terms of the mind, there is a strong desire unconsciously, and the brain deceives the mind after receiving it. , is a double structure similar to a deception. The more complete the deception, the more satisfied the mind is. Of course the brain knows it is a lie. Therefore, the only solution is that the brain drags the evidence of the hidden lie onto the stage of consciousness. After the mind discovers the deception, the body will quickly return to its original state. Because there is no need to deceive. Generally, after ten months and ten days, she will not give birth. Although she doesn't like it, she knows the truth, but she is different. She As far as common sense allows, hope to continue to conceive forever. However, lost common sense along the way...Fortunately, she clearly remembers the day when it happened. I think, as long as consciousness goes back to that time, it will naturally be known .” "Mu Lang disappeared... no, the day when he was killed?" "Before then." "But... wanting to keep getting pregnant... I really don't understand. Do you mean hoping to get pregnant on the premise of not giving birth?" "some." Kyogokudo looked at Naito and said: "She doesn't want to admit to 'something' she committed!" Naito didn't move, and didn't blink. "Is that the matter of 'killing your husband'?" Kiba stared at Naito and said. "It's a bit different, but the result is the same. However, she didn't want to get rid of the crime, it's better to say it's an outpouring of love. For that distorted expression of love, it's really a miserable way to correct it!" "Miss Genie...do you love Mr. Mu Lang? Bro..." "In layman's terms, yes. Yeah, in order to make it so, evidence is needed, and that is the fact of pregnancy. To her, pregnancy is just the "result of sexual intercourse". Only pregnancy is sexual intercourse with her husband...love. exchanged... evidence." "Naughty..." "How is fornication? Thinking of sex as the ultimate expression of love requires sex as a proof of serious love. It's not for lustful pleasure. Quite a special imagining of pregnancy, I think. That's the point. She doesn't strongly expect to be pregnant, but the fact that she had sex with her husband in the past. In other words, what she wants is "evidence of love intercourse." But it didn't happen, so I used pregnancy to try to remake the past I lived in. In other words, it was the removal of the reason. Because if I had sex with my husband, that kind of thing would not have happened. So for her, childbirth is the end of everything Get in touch." "That's what I don't understand." "For my husband, Mu Lang, sexual behavior is nothing more than 'leaving children and grandchildren'. It is the unique mission of a creature to pass genetic factors to the next generation, and the matter of having children is the ultimate expression of love. Yes, he thinks so Yes. For him who has this kind of thinking, childbirth is, in a sense, a conclusion, and it can also justify the reason for "denying future sexual behavior." What a waste!The two people's ideas actually diverged to a chilling degree. "Miss Keiko has been pregnant with a child that will never be born, is it to obtain the "unobtainable happiness" that I have lived in? Then, at the same time, have you rejected the current "unallowable situation"?" "Very serious resistance to reality. But... the power to crush everything in an instant is "Mu Lang's corpse"! The reality of Mu Lang's corpse has brought her complete despair in everything in the past, present, and future. That's why Takako can't see that. "Imagination of pregnancy" and "disappearance of the corpse" are a group. For the brain, it is similar to showing signs of pregnancy. No, what is more serious than this is "continuously ignoring the existence of the corpse". This most important subject." Kiba hummed. "However, if it is discovered by a third party, it will be over. But it is very ironic that the continuous pregnancy that she arranged in that room, Tofu, was not discovered by anyone, fortunately or unfortunately. This is the reason why she was pregnant for too long Reason. But... due to my tricks, her brain can no longer deceive her. When facing the reality, her body quickly returned to its original shape...the abdomen that has reached the limit of endurance..." "Ahhh!" Naito screamed. "Even if I don't do anything, Ms. Keiko won't be able to last for a few days. Because the body bears the burden of performing reverse hypnosis to the extent of deceiving children, it will crack... But... I thought that there is no other better It’s a good way to suffer.” Kyogokudo lowered his eyes in annoyance. "What is the reality that I don't want to admit at this point? What happened? What did that woman do to her husband whom she loved so much?" Kiba looked at Naito again. "Just started……" Naito spoke: "The one who came to lure me in the first place... Now that I think about it, I did something crazy." Naito said unexpectedly calmly.Compared with Naito in the past, it makes people feel that he is in the most stable state now. "When I came to this Kuonji house...it was about the first year of the war...it was already ten years ago. Because...my mother died after I was born...I don't know when my father died. When I有记忆开始,就住在妓院的二楼。抚养俺的养父母夫妻两人,从事的是转卖妇女给妓院的人贩子工作。粗野、下流、贫穷,不过,倒送俺去上了学。为什么?因为和人谈妥了条件,和一个每个月带着钱来的奇特的人。」 内藤抬头望着木场,那双眼睛仍然充血,但业没有错乱的样子。 「是的,俺的养育费是从别的地方来的。那两个家伙常说,你是生钱的鹅。当俺还是小鬼的时候,也不懂那意思,呵呵呵……!你们想钱从哪儿来的?每个月悄悄拜访妓院的出钱的人啊,是谁呢?是这个家的太太!」 「这里的……事务长,为了你,送了钱给那对夫妻吗?为什么?」 内藤怀念似地眯起眼睛。 「那时候的太太可漂亮呢。总是打扮得很端庄……每个月就那么一次,我会从隐蔽的地方偷看。我曾想……如果这个人真是我母亲的话,那该有多幸福呀……!然后有时又想,也许是真的。」 然后微微笑了起来。 「不过,想错了。好像俺真正的母亲在这家医院生下俺后,不知遭到什么事故死了。父亲也因此上吊了,所以医院在赔偿……养父母这么说的。很奇怪,医院其实没有赔偿的理由,能想到的……是不太能公开的医疗上的失误吧!到底是什么事故,到现在都还不知道。总之,那两个家伙很敏感地噢著钱的味道,头脑不清地收养了远亲的俺!」 内藤说到这里,吐了口大气。 「但战争一开始,不知发生了什么,人贩夫妻抛下学生很快逃走了。正当十九岁时,就在已半陷入自暴自弃的俺住的地方,太太来了……是第一次说话。令人吃惊的是,太太表示要照顾俺,有两个条件,一个是贯彻以主人的远亲身分诈欺这件事,然后等不久成为医生后,再当入赘女婿。俺回应了两个条件。然梭俺就在这家药臭味的医院过起日子来了。」 「做入赘女婿是条件呀?」 「呵呵,院长不知道俺的来历。不,可能有些察觉吧,总之俺很高兴。只要能离开妓院那沾了男女情交味道微脏的榻榻米,哪管是做医生什么的都可以做,不过之所以愿意还有一个理由,知道吧……?女儿啦,呵呵呵。」 内藤扭歪了嘴唇似地嘲弄著自己,笑了。 「爱上梗子了吧?」 「不对,大错了。俺迷恋的是凉子!」 内藤模仿木场的语气玩笑似地说道,但语尾颤抖着: 「俺对她一见钟情。但是凉子很冷淡,在俺的面前,直到现在连一次都不曾笑过。而且,太太也不知为什么对凉子很生疏。一问之下,才知道因为她无法生育,所以凉子决定一生不嫁,俺的对象是梗子。」 「你对梗子的看法怎样?」 「也不是讨厌。但那个在富裕家庭长大天真烂漫的千金小姐,和俺怎么都不相配。俺被不知哪儿有阴影、很安静……对了,看起来像母亲……的凉子吸引了。和真正爱慕着的女人的妹妹结婚一起生活等,那不等于拷问吗?俺犹豫了,但是……出征回来以后,事情整个变了。」 「因为藤野牧朗的出现吗?」 「是的。世间一般人都说俺受了损失,俺很懊恼,其实不对,俺的内心高兴者呢。也许因此能跟凉子结婚也说不定。」 「关于牧朗入赘,事务长怎么想呢?老太婆希望你做入赘女婿吧?」 「和院长之间好像起了很激烈的争执,结果向钱屈服了。战争的打击太大。太太向俺低头道歉说,会照顾俺一生,会替俺找老婆要俺忍耐。俺……说无所谓、让凉子和俺结婚。可是当俺这么说以后,太太满脸变红说不行,如果是其他事情什么都听俺的,唯独这一件不行、绝对不可以。俺又一次感到绝望了!」 "why?" 「不知道为什么呀!俺束手无策茫茫然地过日子,考试也落榜了。不久,梗子和牧朗结婚了,俺对那两个人毫不感兴趣。但是……从俺的房间能很清楚地听到夫妻的声音,因为是夏天,窗户打开著的关系。那是结婚以后大约经过一个月的时候吧……并不想听……却听到了呢。是内容很反常的会话。」 「反常……?」 「嗯,反常。不是空谈,当然也不是吵架。刚开始很快就结束了。感觉是梗子一味地在指责,照惯例原因一直是牧朗,那家伙一说什么,梗子就发怒。发生龃龉增加,每过一天梗子就愈激烈。」 「知道内容吗?」 「大概呢。刚开始,梗子说以前的事不记得了,牧朗为了让她回想起来说了很多,但那家伙的说话方式老是畏首畏尾,连身为外人的俺听了都会生气。不是有那种愈想讨人欢心,愈道歉就愈惹人厌烦的家伙?他就是那种男人!」 「说了很多什么话?」 「记得在那棵银杏下见面的那晚的事吗……之类的,记得这梀建筑物后面小房间发生的事吗……?」 银杏树是他在日记写的授子银杏,亦即第一次约会的地点吧。这核建筑物后面的小房间……是那个「密室中的密室」这件事吗? 「嘿,说了很多唷。梗子似乎一件也不记得,不久就疯狂地对待牧朗。于是,一直到提到情书后,梗子的焦虑到达了最顶点似的。」 情书终究是关键吗?内藤继续说道: 「一个说我写了信,一个说不知道,会话内容像平行线。不久,发出吓人的声音。梗子粗暴的行为好像就从那一天开始。那是……对了,刚过了八月吧,从那以后每天晚上十二点过后,直到接近天亮,简直就像发情期的猫吵架似的天翻地覆。」 「十二点过后?那么晚才开始?」 「我后来才知道,那家伙每天到十二点为止,都会关在那间研究室,做不知什么的研究!一直都这样非常的固定。梗子因此很不高兴似的呢。那家伙一回房间就吵架。」
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