Chapter 3 Chapter 2 The Distant Past

When Yoshiko Kusada saw that person, I did. Although many years have passed, when I want to recall that event, I can still vividly remember the situation at that time. That was a long time ago.That was when I first entered the university. The university I attended was a famous institution with students from all over the world and well-equipped dormitories.In the same dormitory as me, there is a very silent person, his name is Fang Tian. Fang Tian is a sick man, his skin is pale and slightly cyan, and his face cannot give people the slightest favor, so he is very lonely, and I often see him looking up at the sky , You can often look at it for three or four hours without feeling tired.

When he stared blankly at the sky, he always hummed a very weird little tune. Several times, I asked him what kind of folk song it was, and he told me that it was a place far, far away. the minor. And Fang Tian, ​​who is not popular with others, stayed in our dormitory.The main reason is that in our room, the other two students are athletes and their brains are not very developed, while Fang Tian's homework is the best in the school.We are all amazed at his cleverness. We were studying mathematics at that time (later I thought I didn’t have a genius in this field, so I changed the department), Fang Tian’s most difficult problems were as simple as we solved an equation once, so he almost became two sportsmen. Amateur tutor of athletes.

In the first half of the semester, there was nothing to describe, and the second half of the semester started less than three days ago. That day, it was a hot afternoon, and I was the only one in the dormitory, when an athlete suddenly ran in with blue lips.He still holds a tennis racket in his hand. As soon as he came in, he panted and asked me: "I... just now I was playing tennis with Fang Tian." I flipped my fan and said, "What's the fuss about?" The man sighed, and said: "Fang Tian fell down and broke his knee, and the blood that flowed out of him, alas... his blood..." When he spoke up to this point, his eyes bulged angrily, and he looked very angry. terrible.

I was taken aback and asked, "Did he fall hard? Why didn't you inform the school doctor?" As I said that, I jumped up from the bed and rushed outside.Before I came to the tennis court, I saw Fang Tian walking forward. I saw a handkerchief tied around his knee, and hurriedly went up to him, and said, "Did you hurt yourself? Do you want me to accompany you?" Are you going to the school doctor?" Fang Tian was stunned suddenly, and said, "How do you know?" I said, "It was Lin Wei who said it." Lin Wei was the name of the person who ran in in a panic just now.Fang Tian's expression was even more nervous, he held my arm, his hand was cold, and said: "What did he say?"

I said: "It's nothing, he said you fell down." Fang Tian's behavior was very strange, he sighed, and said: "Actually, Lin Wei is a good person, but he is too unfortunate." I was startled for a moment, and said: "Unfortunate? What does that mean?" Fang Tian shook his head again, and didn't continue talking. We were talking while walking towards the dormitory. When we reached the door of our dormitory, I stretched out my hand and pushed the door open.Alas, after pushing open the door, the scene at that moment is really something I will never forget.I saw Lin Wei sitting on the edge of his own bed.

He was facing us, desperately holding his razor, cutting his own neck! Thick blood gushed out like a slurry, already dyed the lower part of his face and his right hand an ugly red color, but he still kept cutting.And on his face, there was an extremely strange expression. Lin Wei is committing suicide! This is simply impossible.He is a typical optimist, who believes that when the sky falls, there are also people who are supported by elders.If this type of person committed suicide, all the people in the world would have died long ago. However, Lin Wei was indeed committing suicide. Not to mention that I was young at that time, even in the years to come, I have never seen anyone cutting his own throat so hard.

I don't know how long I stayed there, all I know is that I was like a nightmare, I wanted to scream but couldn't, when I screamed, my first sentence was: "Lin Wei, what are you doing?" When people are in an emergency, they will say stupid things. This sentence I said at that time is an example.Lin Wei didn't answer me, I rushed to his bedside, grabbed the razor, his body fell back, and I tried my best to rescue him. Fang Tian stood behind me, and I heard him say: "He...he is a good man!" That was the second time I heard him say that.Although I feel a little strange and incomprehensible, under such circumstances, no one would go into such a meaningless sentence.

I shouted loudly: "Come on! Come on!" In less than three minutes, the whole dormitory was in a commotion. The dormitory warden's face was so ugly. I have a very vague impression of what happened next. I only remember that Fang Tian and I were interrogated by the police station. Suicide rescued. There are many bizarre legends about Lin Wei's suicide in the school. Some said that there were ghosts in the dormitory, and some said that Lin Wei had a crush on a certain girl, so he committed suicide. After more than half a year of uproar, he slowly calmed down.After Lin Wei recovered from his injury, he did not come to school again, and lost contact with him.

Half a year later, it's time for winter vacation. Most of the classmates have gone home. The dormitory is deserted. Ice skating on campus.On that day, we were still skating as usual, we circled the ice rink and turned in circles. Suddenly, Fang Tian in front turned to the side, and then, with a "slap", the knife on his right skate was broken in two due to the sudden side of his body, and the broken part, It flew up and just hit his thigh. As a result, Fang Tian naturally fell on the ice.I quickly slid over and saw that Fang Tian's right hand was pressing on the wound on his thigh, and there was blood gushing out between his fingers, and there were also blood stains on the ice, which was nothing strange at all. , Skating injuries are the most common trivial things on the ice rink.

But I was stunned! The blood gushing from Fang Tian's fingers, and the blood falling on the ice, are all blue! The color is so dark blue that it looks like a bottle of blue ink has been poured out! I immediately remembered what happened half a year ago. Half a year ago, Lin Wei rushed back to the dormitory from the tennis court, and shouted at me: "His blood...his blood..." At that time, he didn't finish his words, and I still didn't understand. What did Lin Wei's words mean? At this time, I understood! At that time, Lin Wei must have seen that the blood flowing out of Fang Tian's body was so dark blue in color, so he was taken aback and ran back to the dormitory.

And when he saw me and wanted to tell me what he saw, he thought it was too ridiculous, so he didn't go on.And now, I have also seen that strange fact! I was stunned for a while, and said in a low voice: "Fang Tian, ​​your blood---" Fang Tian looked up at me, I suddenly felt dizzy, and fell on the ice on one side of my body!I always thought that the sudden dizziness at that time was the result of the reflection of sunlight on the ice. When I stood up again, Fang Tian was no longer on the ice rink. There was a person walking out in the distance. It seemed to be Fang Tian. I yelled a few times, but I didn't see that person turn his head. I looked down at the bloodstains on the ice again, trying to determine if it was my eyesight just now.However, there were no traces on the ice, neither red blood nor blue blood. Naturally, I was not in the mood to continue skating, so I took off my skates, put them on my shoulders, and went back to the dormitory. As soon as he entered the dormitory, he discovered that Fang Tian's bed had obviously been flipped hastily, and his carry-on luggage—a small iron box that had been placed beside his bed all along—had disappeared.I sat down on the edge of the bed and thought about what I saw just now. I don't think I can get dazzled, but isn't it incredible that people have blue blood? I thought for a while, and I couldn't help but think of Lin Weilai again.Lin Wei committed suicide suddenly—at that time, when I thought of the word "suicide", I felt a strange feeling in my heart. Suddenly, I felt that suicide was not a terrible thing. At that moment, I felt that suicide was like falling in love with a girlfriend. It was extremely easy, so I might as well try it again! I looked up at the window sill, and it immediately occurred to me that if I hanged myself there, I would surely die.I lowered my head and looked at the skates on the ground. The knife on the skates was shining coldly, and I suddenly thought, could this skate be used to end my own life? I recalled afterwards that my situation at that time was completely like being hypnotized, and the thoughts produced were not my own! Of course I would never have thought of suicide.However, when I thought that the skates on the soles of the skates could end my life, I bent over to pick up the skates, and aimed the tip of the skates at my forehead. A very wonderful and unbelievable feeling, smashing the tip of the ice skate to my forehead! This time, if I hit it, I must have died by then, but at that very moment, someone suddenly shouted: "Wesley, what are you doing?" It was a woman's voice calling me, and it was in the corridor outside the door. I was shocked immediately. After the shock, I was like waking up from a big dream. In a short period of time, I didn't know what I was doing when I raised my skates high and pointed the tip of the ice skate at my forehead of! Of course, I immediately understood what it was for, I wanted to commit suicide! I felt cold all over my body, and at that moment, three girls in colorful padded jackets rushed in and shouted, "Wesley, teach us to skate!" I am really grateful to them, because they saved my life . But I have never talked to them about it, because it is something that I can't explain. I followed them and came to the skating rink again, and didn't return to the dormitory until noon. I was thinking quietly by myself, I knew the reason why Lin Wei suddenly committed suicide on purpose, he couldn't help it, just like the situation when I wanted to commit suicide just now! But why, after seeing Fang Tian bleeding, both Lin Wei and I had such a strong intention to end our own lives, and we actually did it! I didn't dare to stay in the dormitory any longer, so I moved to a relative's house in the city that day, and didn't come back until school started. I never mentioned this to anyone, and since that day, I have never seen Fang Tian. Fang Tian didn't come to class again, and I don't know where he went. Afterwards, I gradually forgot about it, because I felt that everything might be a coincidence. I suddenly thought of committing suicide that day, probably because of the strong influence of the sun, which caused an abnormal psychological reaction, and I also He concluded that the blue blood he had seen was probably vertigo.Fang Tian's no longer appears, and I attribute it to coincidence. If Yoshiko Kusada hadn't told me the reason why she suddenly slid down the hillside, I would have completely forgotten about it! But now, I remember the whole thing again.On my way back to Mrs. Teng's hotel alone, facing the heavy snow, I thought about every detail of the past in detail. I hope that my advice to Yoshiko Kusada tonight is all nonsense, and I hope that Yoshiko Kusada will borrow some relaxing records from the hotel after listening to me, and immediately fall asleep after listening to it.I hope that everything I imagined is all unfounded. I lowered my head and continued to walk forward. When I was about to reach Mrs. Teng's hotel, I suddenly heard a police car whining in the distance, piercing the silent cold night. My heart beat wildly, and I couldn't help shouting in my heart: "No! No! It's not Fangzi, it's not something happened to her!" I immediately turned around and ran forward!