Chapter 31 Section 6

The feeling in my heart is very complicated. The first thought, of course, is to be happy.What could be more gratifying than my first job as a detective?The content written in Jiang Ma Changguang's book fully meets the requirements of the client.The next step is to organize it into a survey report.If you are lazy, just photocopy the fourth chapter of "The Middle Ages Called the Warring States Period and Xiaofu" to him.At the beginning, I thought that this case had no clue, and it might not be easy to solve, but I didn't expect it to be settled in just three days.This sense of accomplishment makes me very refreshed.

But on the other hand, I feel very uncomfortable.If Baidi and the others really don't want the world to know the existence of ancient documents, they should do their homework!If you don't check it yourself, you just want to push the problem to others. It's really disgusting.I have to investigate things that others have already investigated. This breath is really hard to swallow.In the words of Minister Konya, he might say, isn't this great?With no effort at all, the rewards slip into your pocket.But I'm different. I want to do something more like a detective.I don't bother to do a job like this that doesn't require brainpower or face difficulties directly, but can be done by borrowing a book to read it, no matter how easy it is.

besides…… I found that there was still an incredible emotion in my heart, which was different from those emotions just now. I have a bad habit, that is, I will think about some things.And this bad habit usually leads to two conclusions - one is that the thing I hate the most is that my own destiny is in the hands of others, and the other is that the thing I hate the most is that I control the fate of others.I am bound by these two conclusions, neither want to be ordered by others, nor do I want to order others. As a result, I can't get high or low, and I haven't had a stable job until now.If I could get rid of these two bad conclusions earlier, I might have been admitted to university earlier, and now I can find a stable job!Or, if I really don't like to get along with people so much, I might as well find a place to live in seclusion in a deep mountain, and live a self-sufficient life, which is better than now. My man, sadly, I don't have the courage.That's why I'm never up or down.

That's why I want to be a detective.In this world, no matter the employer and the worker, the husband and the wife, the resentful and the resented, each controls the other's destiny.And the task of the detective is to solve the problems from the perspective of a third party on behalf of the parties when the fates of these people are intertwined with each other, and when there is a crisis, and at the same time collect the due rewards. Also acceptable. Therefore, according to this conclusion, I really can't stand the kind of people who completely entrust their fate to others and have no opinions of their own.It's not that I look down on this kind of people, but I think they are really aliens who can allow such things to happen.In my opinion, people who depend on their brothers and sisters to earn a living are like soldiers who volunteer for service. I can't bear it.Whether it is the complete dependence on brothers and sisters or the absolute obedience to the chief, although these behaviors are not enough to negate their existence value, but if I want to live such a life, I don’t want to kill me.

In other words, even in the next life, the next life, and the next eight lives, I don't want to become a person who was dominated in the feudal era.The kind of character who must obey the orders of the ruler and can only be squeezed obediently... Just thinking about it makes one's scalp tingle. But Jiang Ma Changguang's works completely subverted my thinking.The characters described in his book, in order to survive, had to take up arms, and in order to be able to use force legally, they planned carefully in advance and exchanged money for their lives. Their vitality was very strong, tenacious. Reached a terrifying state.

In this case... In this case, it is acceptable. And Jiang Ma Changguang also used his own way to commemorate them, which is the exchange Bon dance that I hate the most... I see. I only have a half-knowledge about everything, no matter what field I am in, I am only half a bottle of water.Because I just knew a general idea about everything and went on to do it. I never thought about getting to know anything in depth. That is to say, I have never had the experience of implementing knowledge in everyday life. "...This guy is full of geniuses..." I couldn't help admiring, and at the same time turned "The Middle Ages and Xiaofu Called the Warring States Period" to the next page.Suddenly remembered something, so I raised my hand.

"coming." I read this book at "D&G", so the clerk rushed over immediately. "Give me a special coffee, please." "Okay, a cup of special coffee!" Jiang Ma Changguang's other books may also mention things related to entrustment.So after I finish "The Middle Ages and Xiaofu Called the Warring States Period", I plan to read all the other four books. Of course, it is undeniable that I actually want to enjoy the pleasure of implementing knowledge in my daily life a little more.