Chapter 55 Section 38

"Hey, Mom, it's me. Well, it's in Tokyo now. Is there anything strange going on with you? Huh? The police? Why did the police come to me? Whom? They said so. What? My phone number here? No, it’s so annoying when the police come, just make up an excuse. Mom doesn’t need to call me, I will call if there is something to do, and besides, I am always outside during the day... I don't know about this either, how can I decide when to fight back as soon as I come out? Okay, hang up, and call tomorrow." After hanging up the phone, she turned around, "Did you hear that?"

"It seems that the police have come." I put down my brush and lay down on the bed. It has been two days since the identity of the corpse was found out, so it is not surprising that the police started to focus on me based on some clues.Even if there are no clues, my whereabouts are still very suspicious. The police must be looking for me everywhere. In this way, the people around Ah Hui will be the first to be suspected. "You're fine here, I didn't tell anyone." "Do you have money?" I asked. "Don't worry, there's still a credit card."

I got up from the bed, took my wallet, and threw the debit card in front of her: "There are about half a million in it, take them all out." I said the password.This kind of memory is still there, but I am gradually not Naruse Junichi. "I'll go later and buy some food." She picked up the card. I picked up the brush and faced the drawing board.The scenery outside the window is half painted.In the past, when drawing, there would be a symptom of ignoring the space on the left side, but this time there was no such tendency.It’s not that the condition is getting better, it’s just that the ability to draw on the right side is disappearing, and there seems to be a balance on the surface—the level of painting can prove this. I just mechanically arrange the four-corner buildings on the screen, maybe elementary school students can do it It's better to draw, and I'm having trouble even getting this far.Just draw what you see as it is.Ordinarily, there should be some stored drawing skills, but once I pick up the pen, I can't know how to start, and I have no sense of what I want to paint.

I forced myself to move my resisting hand, and continued to paint the rubbish painting in front of me.How would my old self draw—that’s all I could think of, and paint while I thought about it.I was sweating profusely.The more you draw down, the more ridiculous the picture becomes. What makes people desperate is that they don't know what's wrong.The blood surged up, the heartbeat accelerated, and the whole body was hot as if on fire. I threw away the paintbrush, picked up the drawing board with both hands and smashed it hard on my knees.The drawing board is broken, the knees are covered with paint, and the painting is of course useless.

Ah Hui said: "Let's rest for a while—" I threw the broken drawing board over: "Don't bother me, shut up! Hurry up and go shopping, and buy a new drawing board by the way!" She wanted to say something, but picked up the broken drawing board and went out the door silently. I threw myself on the bed again.The eyelids are heavy, and the head is as big as a bucket, probably because of the lack of sleep in the past two or three days, after all, I only slept for an hour or two.I can't sleep for hours for no reason at the thought of how little time is left.I was afraid that when I opened my eyes again, the whole world would have changed beyond recognition.

I slowly got out of bed and squatted on the floor.In the corner of the room stood the red piano.When packing luggage in a backpack, why not put it in the first thing. I sat in front of the piano, tapped the keyboard with my index finger, and played the known pieces intermittently.Without a few keys, the song almost broke halfway through.Even so, the sound of the piano is like a special medicine, which calms my heart down, and I even hope that I will play like this forever.But I put aside the piano and pulled the blanket over the bed to cover my brain.You can't let the piano take your heart away. Every time you hit the keyboard, Naruse Junichi's brain cells will disappear a little bit.

That night, a strange piece of news was broadcast on TV: Tachibana Naoko's clothes were found about one kilometer away from where her body was found. That's weird, I've already disposed of the clothes. The announcer went on to say that the saw used to cut the corpse was thrown nearby, the surrounding grass was trampled, there were traces of several people walking, and some witnesses claimed that they saw a red car entering the mountain on the night of the incident, There were several young men and women sitting in the car. I see the reason for the ridiculous evidence and witnesses: "It's a disguise."

"Pretend?" Ah Hui tilted her head. "Someone is moving." "Someone?" "I don't know the real face of those who want to successfully advance brain transplant research, but one thing is certain, they are desperately trying to erase my crimes." "But," she licked her lips, "if the police investigate seriously, they will be able to see through the disguise immediately? Otherwise, they can commit any crime they want." "Seriously?" I snorted coldly and turned my face away. "It is impossible for the police to be honest. When some kind of powerful force is activated, the police are always included in it."

"So...you won't be arrested by the police?" "The police won't catch me. It's a script from those bastards, and the script ends with me dying in some unexplained accident." "It's okay, as long as I'm here, I won't let them succeed." I scoffed at her naive idea: "There is no choice but to kill myself before they come." "you……" "Did you buy the drawing board?" "Here it is." I opened the paper bag and stood the drawing board in front of the window.Now all I can see are the lights of the buildings.

What should I draw?I want to die with the heart of Junichi Naruse, what should I draw?