Chapter 51 Section 36

In the afternoon, while I was working, I was thinking about what happened that night.That scene has appeared in my mind countless times, and I probably won't be able to get rid of it in this life—if I still have the so-called "life". I dismembered Mako's body in the small bathroom, and it was too troublesome to drag the whole thing away. The saw I used to cut off the dog's head two days ago was rusty and blunt to use. After cutting, I put the body parts into black plastic bags one by one.I didn't even dare to watch horror movies before, but now I have no fear.I probably can't say that, the me now is not the original Naruse Junichi.

Even I, who killed her with my own hands, can hardly identify her head. It turns out that people change so much after death. Is this because of the deformation during the sawing process?I gave one last kiss and put her head in a plastic bag. The next night, I borrowed a car from Yukio Usui next door and went out to bury it.Recently, Usui always saw me as if he saw something unknown, and he seemed a little reluctant when borrowing a car.But the key was given to me anyway, probably due to the abnormal pressure emanating from my body.When he saw me carrying the plastic bag into the car, he asked, "What's in it?" I said, "Don't worry, it's not rubbish." He murmured, "I'm not worried about that." My young master would never have dreamed of it, you provoked me to be careful to chop you up like this - I cursed viciously in my heart, got into the car, and started the engine.

I went to the factory first and stole a shovel from the warehouse, the kind that can be used to shovel snow in winter, and no one would care if I lost one. I've already figured out where to put the body.I recalled the time when I borrowed a car from Usui and went for a drive with Megumi in Chichibu.We drove into the woods where no one would go, and had sex for the first time in a car.Hugging in a narrow car is much more difficult than imagined. I did it, but I was worried about whether someone would come. Hui... Thinking of her makes my chest ache.How is she now?I used to regard making her happy as a dream, but now, that time seems to be a distant past.

I parked the car at the place where I had memories with Ah Hui, walked more than ten meters into the woods with a shovel, and picked a place with soft soil to start digging.I don't expect to go undetected forever, just to buy a little time. I don't know how long it took, but I dug about one meter deep. I took the plastic bag and poured the contents into the pit.It was pitch black, with only the dim light of the flashlight, so I didn't feel that I was burying Naoko Tachibana's body. I dug up the soil and tidied up the surface. The protrusion was obviously unnatural, and the soil might look more abrupt when viewed during the day.But there are few people here, and even if some people find it strange, they probably don't expect that there are dead bodies buried there.That's it, I'm satisfied.If it was discovered immediately, it would be fate.

The plastic bag I tossed in a garbage bag at a park on my way home, the shovel in a recycling point.Probably no one would doubt these things. I parked the car in Usui's parking space and dropped the key into his mailbox.By the time I got home from all this, the alarm clock was already pointing to two o'clock in the morning. It’s okay if you can’t escape—thinking back to that night, I said to myself.After a little use of my brain, I realized that I had made several dangerous mistakes that ordinary criminals would never make.For example, if someone picks up a plastic bag, they will probably notice the blood and body fluids left in it, so they call the police, and the police will conduct a search as it is related to a certain crime.If the mutilated body in Chichibu Mountain is found after a long time, the connection will be established.If the blood type is the same, the fingerprints left on the plastic bag will be taken seriously.Also, people looking for Tachibana Naoko's whereabouts will doubt whether the dead is her.Even if the corpse has decomposed, it can't be judged from the appearance alone, maybe it can be judged by comparing fingerprints, or judging from the traces of dental treatment.In short, relying on scientific investigation, the deceased will be identified as Tangerine Naoko.Then, finding the source of the fingerprints on the plastic bag will become the focus of the investigation, and all people around Naoko will be investigated for fingerprints.Once the police find that the fingerprints on the plastic bag match mine, they will call me as a major suspect.

Even if the situation does develop like this, there is nothing I can do. I have no fear of being arrested.It's just going to jail, it doesn't matter even if you are sentenced to death, people will die anyway, it's just sooner or later.Life is not something worth racking your brains to prolong, not to mention that I am becoming Kyogoku. It's just that I'm still cherishing the little consciousness of Naruse Junichi, and I want to keep Junichi's feelings for as long as possible until I lose my freedom.If I can't stop the pace of personality change, at least I want to slow it down.

Last night, I was looking at the photo album until late at night.The parents in the photo are still so young and healthy.I have a lot of pictures from my baby days that show how blessed I was to be born.Then came elementary school and middle school. I was very small, and I always lowered my head when taking pictures. I said to myself, this is my past.I try to remember what I did as a child, what I did in high school, what it was like.These memories are like a section of a story I have read before. Although it has no sense of reality, I can still recall it. I kept flipping through the photo album, and when I got tired, I took out the address book, which contained the names of people I had met in the past, arranged in alphabetical order.I turned back from the beginning and recalled the encounters and exchanges with them.I said in my heart that the things I have done in my memory are unbelievable to me now, but they are indeed my actions, just as the photos posted in the album are undoubtedly my own.

I tried it a while ago, and today I decided to go to the video store on the way home to borrow comedies I've seen.Maybe I won't find it funny, but I will laugh when I see the place where I should laugh, even if I force myself, so maybe I will feel really ridiculous. The plan was slightly disrupted.After get off work, I was stopped by someone as soon as I left the factory gate.The sound came from a car parked beside him. "Can I interrupt you for a while?" It was Ruosheng. Seeing the people involved in that operation, I feel so disgusted that I want to vomit.I wanted to say that I don't have time to talk to people like you, but after a little thought I said, "I only have thirty minutes." Anyway, it was about Naoko, and I was about to ask him too.

He said, "Get in the car." I got in the back seat. He drove in silence, as if he had already thought about his destination.I let him drive forward. The car was parked near a building site, surrounded by trucks and bulldozers, but no one was there. It seemed that work had stopped today.No wonder, no one will be seen here, and the secret conversation is perfect. "Where is Tang Yuan?" I asked while looking around the car.It must be the one where he asked Ruosheng to bring me here. But he said: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't want you to see the teacher, I was the only one looking for you. Professor Tang Yuan and the others warned me not to approach you in the near future." When he turned around, the expression on his face was "can't be careless".What he said was ridiculous.

"What do you want from me?" I put on a posture. A fierce look appeared on his face nervously: "What did you do to her?" "she?" "Don't pretend, I'm talking about Xiaoju. Did she go to your place three days ago? Then she disappeared." "Where has she been to me?" I crooked my mouth, "What are you doing?" He shook his head impatiently: "Don't waste time, save the boring nonsense. She approached you in order to collect information about you, and even used her body as bait. This is what I'm talking about."

"I admit that I have been meeting with her, but she didn't say anything about collecting information, saying that she was worried that I would come to visit often." Hearing this, he waved his hand: "You don't take her words seriously, do you? Anyway, we know that you met her, and we also know that you met three days ago, and then she disappeared. Of course I doubt that you are right What did she do, what did you do to her?" I leaned deeply into the car seat: "I don't know." "It's impossible, tell me the truth!" "I don't know." I said, "I can understand if the police ask this question, but why you? If you know that woman has been to my house, just tell the police no? Then the police will come to ask you the question just now." ?” "We can't do that, we have worked very hard for this!" His temples were moving, "Probably you have also heard what Professor Tang Yuan said. Brain transplantation research has a strong background. According to their requirements, the research must be done in a place that does not cause conflicts." It goes smoothly under the premise, and no accidents are allowed. If the first brain transplant patient actually went crazy after the operation, it would be the most fatal. Do you understand? You must be a kind and good young man in the future, so we will discuss the matter of Xiaoju I also decided not to contact you in the near future, otherwise it will be troublesome for the police to keep an eye on you. For the same reason, we also kept Xiaoju's meeting with you a secret." "In other words, everything depends on your arrangements." "If you can be honest, we don't have to work so hard." "You ran to meet me like this, and you don't hesitate to work so hard that you are in danger of being ruined? Why did you disobey Tang Yuan's order?" Hearing my question, he immediately avoided his eyes and glared at me again. "Oh," I nodded, "you have a crush on that woman." "People like you don't understand how I feel. Come on, tell me what you did to her. Where did she go?" "Find the woman you like by yourself." I said slowly. His face was tense: "you killed her?" I met his gaze silently.He seemed to have been confirmed, his face flushed red, and his facial muscles trembled: "Sure enough, I killed her." His expression was unusual, and he probably had a considerable amount of mental preparation to control himself. "This kind of conversation is boring and boring. I'm leaving." I opened the door and got out of the car. At this time, he said behind his back: "I must kill you." I turned around and said, "Come on."