Chapter 17 Section 12

I'm glad I haven't forgotten the way to the apartment, and the scenery on the street is the same as I remember, and it's also kind of familiar to see the middle school students who squeezed the bus and cross the sidewalk in groups. I really felt like I was coming home. Turning across the main road, there is a row of small new houses in front of you.This area has developed rapidly in recent years.Straight ahead is the apartment where I live.The house has two floors, and it is a simple building made of iron frames and synthetic resin boards.Usually there are always two or three housewives standing and chatting in the parking lot, but not today.I climbed the stairs to the front of the room and heard the sound of a vacuum cleaner coming from inside.Opening the door, I saw Ah Hui's back in an apron.

She turned off the vacuum cleaner and looked back at me: "Welcome home." "You asked for leave?" "The boss asked me to come back early. It's too pitiful to let you sleep in a dusty room." "Thanks." I took off my shoes and entered the house, looking out the open window at the scenery. "Relieved?" "Well, but it's always a little weird." "what?" "I'm used to seeing the scenery here long ago, but it's like seeing it for the first time, no, it's like people who see it for the first time think they've seen it somewhere before... This kind of situation seems to be called... a déjà vu effect. "

"Oh" Ah Hui seemed to understand my feelings, and came to see the scenery together with me. "Probably because I've been in the secret room for too long, everything looks fresh." I justified myself, looking around my room, the first thing I noticed was the easel by the wall, on which there was a self-portrait of Ah Hui sitting on a chair reading a book Painting, only half painted. "It has to be finished." Ah Hui put his hand on my shoulder. I looked at the painting I drew a few months ago, but unfortunately I didn't think it was good, and I didn't express anything.

"No." I said, "This is not going to work at all. There must be something wrong. It's not vivid at all." "Really? I think this painting is pretty good." "It's just imitation, it's better not to paint." I turned the easel to the back.Looking at it seems to make me unhappy. "It's the same as that one." A Hui said, "I'm talking about a sketchbook. You see, the brushwork becomes different as you get to the end. It must be because your feelings have changed." "Oh," I nodded, "maybe." "Now you must be able to draw better pictures. You've shed your skin."

"That's fine." I smiled and kissed her cheek. When my lips left, Ah Hui had an expression of wanting to see through my eyes. "What's the matter?" I asked. "Well, it's not a big deal." After she finished speaking, she stared at my face again, "You still have a little bit of someone else's brain in your head, right?" "Yes indeed." "But Ah Chun...it's still Ah Chun, right?" "What are you talking about. I am who I am and not anyone else." "However, what if the whole brain is replaced? Would that still be you?"

"Well..." I thought for a while and replied, "Probably not, of course it was the original owner of the brain." "Oh..." Ah Hui's eyes wandered uneasily.I can understand what she is thinking.That's her problem now, and I've got another thing in mind, but I don't want to touch on those right now.She probably felt the same, and changed the subject with a smile: "By the way, we have to celebrate." "Just the two of us." I hugged her tightly again to prevent any ominous things from appearing in my mind. There was a knock on the door, and when I went out to look, Usui next door was standing there smiling.

"It's back, it looks good." His face was blue, his eyes were bloodshot and swollen, and he looked more like a patient. "When I first heard about the accident, I even thought, I'm afraid it's more than auspicious." "I heard that you passed the words to Ah Hui." "Because I can't remember who else to notify." "You still play this?" I made ten keyboard movements.Usui's only hobby is computer games, and he can often hear voices. "Well, I'm so sorry for always quarreling with you." He scratched his head, and realized that he had become serious, and you really became more energetic, and felt more like a man than before. "

Ah Hui and I looked at each other for a moment, then smiled and denied lightly: "It's nothing like that, it's just an illusion." "Oh?" Usui tilted his head. That night, I hugged Ah Hui's body for the first time in a long time.Don't let the downstairs hear the movement, we are always very honest.I was on top of Hui, looking at her face, to climax. At that moment, one thing came to mind. I have to forget about it, it's not supposed to be, it's just because my emotions are a little different from the past, I think about strange things.It must be so.

But this idea is still lingering in my mind.The next morning, when I rubbed my sleepy eyes and looked at Ah Hui's face, I thought so again—— If only the girl didn't have freckles.