Chapter 22 final scene

After entering the lab, I still couldn't make up my mind. Is it advisable to forget everything to eliminate the pain left in the heart after being baptized by painful old events, sad past, and bitter experiences?Shouldn't human beings spend their whole lives holding this kind of pain? It is true that betraying his best friend and taking his lover, he ended up in what amounted to suicide, but I try to forget what a despicable act it was when it never happened in the first place! But, is it good for me to remember these? I gave up my union with Mayuko, since Tomohiko has suffered that kind of crime, it is impossible for me to continue to associate with her without any scruples.She must have had the same considerations as I did.

In other words, we got nothing at all, but just lost a good friend. Discarding memories is nothing more than self-gratification, I feel. Ever since Mayuko suggested me memory modification, I have been thinking about this issue all the time, but my thinking is just spinning in circles, and I haven't come to a final conclusion. She hopes to revise her memory, make everything a blank sheet of paper, and start over from scratch. Despite some hesitation, I said yes and am here today.Me, Mayuko, and a Vitec technician. "Excuse me, can you leave us alone for a while?" I said to the Vitec technician.He nodded slightly and walked to the next room.

"Are you still hesitating?" Mayuko asked. "I don't think it's the right thing to do" "Incorrect for what?" "To myself..." Then Mayuko shook her head, "That's not me, but the memory of my own existence. Everyone is bound by this memory, both of you and me." "To change your memory is to change yourself" "I hope you modify it, and I will modify mine too." Mayuko stared into my eyes, trying to infect my heart. I looked away from her and looked at the experimenter's chair. For a moment, I seemed to feel that Zhiyan was sitting there.

"Is it okay to sit like this?" "Well, let's relax" "I want to ask you one last question" "Say it" "At that time, you were on the opposite tram, and you were looking at me, right?" Mayuko slowly blinked her eyes. "I did watch it" "Sure enough..." I breathed out, "I wanted to ask a long time ago." "Then, I'll put the helmet down." "Wait a little longer" I spread my hand to stop her. "What's wrong?" Mayuko asked worriedly. I looked at her and said: "I'm a coward"

She lowered her gaze and was silent for a moment.Then on her raised face, the eyelashes were wet. "Me too" Mayuko lowered her helmet. My eyes were surrounded by darkness.