Chapter 33 Section 5

Naoki: How are you? Time flies so fast, and this year is about to pass again.What kind of year is this year for Naoki?I'm here as usual.Some of the people I knew were let out, and some new faces came in.Speaking of which, an interesting guy came in last week.Looks like the famous actor Shimura Ken.Everyone asked him to imitate Ken Shimura.At first I seemed reluctant, but it didn't seem like I really didn't want to do it.Such a guy, it's kind of surprising to ask why he's in here.People can't be judged by their appearance, that's really the case.I want to tell you carefully, such things are not allowed to be written.Let's talk when we get out of here.For some reason, the topic of "going out" has increased recently, probably because Naoki wrote such a thing.Speaking of which, in the letter last month, I wrote that after I go out from here, I will go to visit my mother's grave first.I'm so glad you can say that.Of course I plan to visit my mother's grave, but I should go to the Ogata family's cemetery first.Make a new apology in front of Ogata's tomb, and then go to other places.

Why are you writing about what happened after you got out of prison?There are still several years to go.I try not to think about those things.No matter what, do your best and enjoy every day.But Naoki has even considered what will happen to me after I get out of prison, I'm really grateful.It's still good brother!I really want to thank my mother again for giving birth to a good brother for me. Since the beginning of this year, I have written back to me earnestly every month, and I am very happy.Frankly, this used to feel a little lonely.However, don't be too reluctant, the work of the electrical store is very busy, so be sure to pay attention to your body!Just write me back when you feel like it.

It's getting cold, be careful not to catch a cold!Let's talk about it next time. Takeshi Takeshima Naoki's hand holding the letter trembled when he saw the familiar and somewhat boring words.A bunch of questions were swirling in my mind.Why is the letter to myself here?What exactly is Gangzhi talking about?What happened to last month's letter? But looking at the recipient's part on the envelope, it's easy to think of the answer.The address written on it was Miko's apartment, and the words "transferred by Shiraishi" were written on the back. In other words, Tsuyoshi thought this was Naoki's new residence and sent the letter here.Why does he think so? There is only one answer.

At this moment, I heard footsteps going up the stairs.Zhigui turned his face to look, and saw Yu Shizi.She had a look of joy on her face when she saw him. "Zhi Guijun, you are here!" She ran over, "What's the matter?" "Well, what's going on?" Zhigui stretched out the envelope and letter paper in front of her eyes. Yushiko's expression darkened all of a sudden, she just lowered her head and blinked. "I'm asking you what this is? Tell me!" "Let me tell you slowly, can you come in first?" She said, opening the door. "What are you doing on your own..."

"Please," You Shizi turned her head and looked at him with pleading eyes, "come inside!" Zhigui sighed and followed her into the room. Yushiko took off her white coat and immediately stood in front of the pool. "Naoki-kun, can I have coffee?" "Tell me quickly! What's going on?" Naoki threw the letter paper and envelope on the ground. Yushiko put the kettle on the fire, silently picked up the letter paper and envelope, carefully folded the letter paper into the envelope, and inserted it into the letter bag hanging on the wall next to the phone.There were already a few of the same envelopes in there, all in Naoki's very familiar handwriting, probably all addressed to him.

"I'm sorry!" She knelt down on the ground and lowered her head. "What are you doing, this is. Such a solemn apology is disgusting." Yushiko exhaled. "I know it's my own doing, but I don't feel like I've done anything wrong." "You wrote to my brother without telling me. You made it look like I moved here and asked my brother to send the letter here. Is that right?" "Legally, it's wrong," she said with her head down. "It's also wrong as a person. Send a letter in my name, and read brother's letter casually."

"That," Yushiko seemed to swallow, "every time I open a letter from your brother, I always feel a little sorry. But, if I don't read what your brother wrote, I can't write a reply." "That's why you said why did you do that? Yushiko communicated with my brother in my name. What exactly is she trying to do?" "But," You Shizi raised his head slightly, and didn't look at Zhigui's face, but he could still see that her eyelashes were wet, "Zhigui, because you said, I will never write to my brother again, new I didn't tell my brother my address."

"What does that have to do with Yumiko?" "It doesn't matter... But then, isn't he sad? He was originally a brother, the only relative in this world, but he no longer contacts him." "I said before that I want to sever ties with my brother. I just want to stop sending letters from my brother. I want to live in a world where I have nothing to do with my brother." "If you insist on doing that, what's the point?" "I don't know what it means. I just don't want to be looked at in that way anymore, and I don't want to be discriminated against by others."

As he yelled and said this, he was suddenly taken aback.The word discrimination he just said was like a needle piercing deeply into his chest.He remembered what President Hirano said to him just a few hours ago. Yushiko raised her head slowly, tears streaming down her cheeks. "Even if you hide it, it won't change the reality. No matter how Zhigui-jun struggles to escape, it's useless. It's better to face it than to do that." Her words hit Zhigui's heart again.Yes, so far, I have taken it for granted that others are wrong, and lived like this.In the future, on the premise of no longer avoiding discrimination, we must explore how to survive and work hard to achieve it!Just made up my mind.

Naoki kept his mouth shut, knelt down in front of Yushiko, and put his hand on her shoulder.Seemingly surprised, she opened her eyes wide. "Sorry!" he muttered shortly. "Huh?" Yushiko opened her mouth. "I didn't intend to say these words today. I came to thank Yushiko." "grateful?" "The letter to the president, the person who wrote that letter was Yushiko, right?" "Ah..." She really wanted to figure it out, and nodded slightly, "Then, maybe it's just meddling..." Zhigui shook his head. "The president came to see me. And he told me a lot. I understand some things, and I was too self-righteous before I understood."

"So, you won't lose your temper because of me writing a letter to the president?" "Well, and..." Naoki cast his eyes on the letter bag, "I may be wrong to be angry because you wrote a letter to my brother. Maybe only my letter can bring comfort to my brother in prison." He said Looking at Yumiko who nodded silently, she added: "But, it's not my handwriting, why can't my brother recognize it?" So she smiled and pointed to the table. A simple word processor sits on the desk.