When she said the word "marriage", I also lost interest in her at the same time.Whether it's her ample breasts, long beautiful legs, and smooth and delicate skin, she looks like just a part of the model in the display kitchen window. I let her see my disappointed expression and got out of bed.Putting on and taking off the boxer briefs on the side, looking at the mirror and arranging the messy hair. "What, that expression!" She sat up and brushed her long hair with her hands. "You don't need to put on such a blatant and disgusting face." I didn't even feel like answering.Look at the alarm clock, it's five minutes to eight in the morning, the time is just right.I cut off the switch for the alarm to go off in five minutes.

"I'm already twenty-seven years old," I said, and she continued, "I should ask such a question, right?" "As I said, I never thought about getting married," I said with my back to her. "You mean you don't think much about it. It doesn't mean you don't think about it at all." "Is that right?" Anyway, that's all there is to it, and it would turn into a boring thing to argue to the end.I started doing my push-ups on the side of the bed.Rhythm is very important, exhale when exerting force.Follow the instructions of the gym trainer completely.

"Hey! Are you angry?" I won't answer because I won't be able to count how many push-ups I did.Twenty-eight, twenty-nine, thirty, it's starting to be a bit difficult here. "Then I want to ask, what are your plans for me?" When I reached the forty-second time, I fell to the ground. I lay down on the ground, put my feet under the bed, and prepared to do sit-ups. "Nothing in particular. I just like you and want to hug you, so I fuck you. That's all." "So you didn't think about getting married." "I should have said it at the beginning. I haven't thought about it. I'm different from you. I never thought about it. Not now and not in the future."

"What if I tell you I hate this?" "I can't help it! Then go find the man you want to marry. With your conditions, you can find it very easily." "So you're tired of me?" "That's not the case. We've only known each other for three months. But since we have different ideas, we have no choice but to give up." She fell silent.I don't know what she is thinking.A woman who is so proud of herself should not spit out any inappropriate words.I started doing sit-ups while she meditated.Men over 30 are prone to belly fat, so this is an indispensable exercise every morning.

"I'm leaving." She said and got out of bed.Pretty much the same answer as I expected. Just as I was doing my sit-ups, she started getting dressed.Black dress.There is no touch-up makeup, and a bag is in hand. "I'm not going to call! She left the room after leaving that sentence. I just lay on the side of the bed and listened to the voice. "Although she is a woman with a good figure, that's all I can do. It's understandable to say that I love her body, because I really don't have the idea to spend my life with her. Of course, as long as I'm perfunctory about getting married After a while, there is still a way to continue to communicate with her, and it would be fine to break up when you get bored, but this approach does not match my personality. It is not because I am afraid of uneasy conscience, but because I am annoyed. So far, I have talked about it countless times In love, there is no lack of experience of accumulating lies and compromises and continuing to communicate, and in the end, I have practiced kung fu not to get into trouble.

When taking a shower and shaving in front of the mirror, the matter of the woman who just went out was forgotten, and the names of two other women were replaced in his mind.One is a model just entering the industry, and the other is just an ordinary office lady.I know the mobile phone numbers of these two people, but I have never called them.The model did call several times.Speaking of which, the office worker among the two is my favorite type, but the last time I drank together, it didn't make me feel particularly excited, and I didn't have the urge to use various means to get her.However, it's not that this office worker woman doesn't reach that level, but that she doesn't have the time.

Fry a ham and egg, bake a toast, and warm a canned soup.Recently, the intake of vegetables is not enough. There should be cauliflower in the refrigerator. I decided to put a bunch of cauliflower to make a baked rice tonight. While putting on my suit, I turned on the computer and checked my e-mail. There were several work-related letters.The rest are all spam, including a letter from a lady from a club I went to a few days ago. I will kill it without even reading it. It was just past nine o'clock when we left.It took more than an hour from waking up to going out, it seems that the use of time is still not very good.It takes seven minutes to walk quickly to the subway station.

The company is in the port area.Located on the ninth and tenth floors of the fifteenth floor are the offices of the "Cyber ​​Planning Company".I take the elevator on the tenth floor. Walking to his seat, he saw a note saying "Please come to my office and come to Kotsuka" pasted on the computer.I put down my briefcase and head straight up the aisle. The door to the president's room was open.If the door is closed, unless it is a very urgent matter, there is no way to see the president.Come and say that if the door is open, you can see him anytime, anytime.This is Kotsuka's style.

"The rest will be left to you. In short, don't use that designer again." Otsuka said to the female staff.After the female employees answered that they knew, they walked out of the president's office, and when they turned around, they nodded lightly to each other to say hello. "Is she really the producer responsible for developing new video game software?" "Yeah, video games are quite difficult," Kozuka closed a table of documents. "Close the door." Whether it was a big money-making case or something serious, he seemed hesitant to say it.I close the door and approach his desk.

"News from Rixing Automobile." The forty-five-year-old president spoke. "Is it finally decided? Then the first official meeting will be next, and I can accompany you at any time this week." But Kotsuka just sat there, shook his head expressionlessly and said: "not like this." "Isn't it the car park thing?" "It's about this." "So, does it mean that it will take some time to decide?" "so it is……" "Plan aborted." "Ah?" I didn't understand what this meant, so I took a step forward.No, I know exactly what that means, I just can't believe the over-the-top results.

"The other party has asked for a suspension. The plan for the car park must start from scratch." "What... what a pig's head!" I thought it was Otsuka's malicious joke, but I couldn't tell from his expression that there was any kind of lightheartedness.I had a feeling of backflow of blood, as if my body temperature had risen by two degrees. "I can't believe it either," Kotsuka shook his head. "It's only at this point that I call a stop." "What's going on, can you please explain?" "I will clarify the details tonight. There will be a meeting tonight. But even so, as far as the other party is concerned, it is just a routine final notice." "Is it completely starting from scratch? Or is it just that the possibility of realization is relatively low?" "The possibility is zero. The plan for the car park is already useless." I clenched my right fist and punched my left palm. "It's come to this point, why suddenly..." "The person in charge is also quite confused." "That's for sure! After all... do you know how much time was spent on this project..." "It's not about money, is it?" "Well, yes! That's true." Kozuka scratched his nose. I put my hands in my pockets and walked up and down the desk. "Nixing Motors said that they wanted to hold a large-scale event at the same time through the new car launch event held by Jiushi. They also wanted to take this opportunity to greatly improve the image of domestic cars, so they wanted to hold an event like an auto show, but We don’t want to be just a showcase, so we have to rely on our ideas. Isn’t that what they say?” "of course." "Not looking for a big company, but looking for a medium-sized company like us. Apart from budgetary considerations, I just hope to have some brand-new ideas. That's what I said." "It is as you said." "However, it's all right now. The whole plan has been completed, and they backed down just waiting for them to issue the password for execution. Is this the Sunstar car that is proud of the world?" "Okay, don't be so angry. This is one of the largest cases we have received so far. I know you put a lot of effort into it. However, the client ran away by himself, and there is nothing we can do. This kind of There will still be afterward.” "Such things happen again and again, I can't stand it!" "I am the worst one. Because of this incident, I have to recalculate my career plan. Rixing said that he will give us some other cases, but don't expect too much." "Anyway, it's just asking us to find idols to take some pictures. I'll go to the meeting tonight, okay?" "Ah, that's not necessary," Otsuka stretched out his outstretched right hand in a stop gesture. "You will only quarrel with them when you go. If we just retreat like this, we can still have a favor." This is very similar to the practice of Kotsuka in business.I realized again that he is not a creative person but an operator. I sighed and asked her again: "So the special case team is disbanded?" "It has to be like this. I will send you an email tonight after I ask the ins and outs, and you can send a notification to other members based on the email." "There must be someone more angry than me." "Probably." Kozuka shrugged. I stayed at the company until the evening that day, but I couldn't do anything.why?This question kept churning in my chest.I left work early and went to the gym. After riding the bicycle for about 40 minutes, I was sweating all over my body, and there was still a long way to go before feeling refreshed.I did some weight training as if I was desperate, but it only increased the soreness. In the end, I only did about 70% of the usual training and went to the shower. Just as I was walking out of the gym, my mobile phone rang.The number displayed on the screen seemed to be in my memory, but I couldn't figure out whose number it was. "Sakuma? Me! Otsuka!" "Ah, President. Have you finished talking with Rixing?" "It's over. I want to talk to you about something. I'm in Roppongi now, do you want to come over?" "Okay, where's the offer?" "'Sabina,' you know." "Yes, I'll be there in thirty minutes." I hung up the phone, just at this moment a taxi came over, I raised my hand to hail a taxi. "Sabina" is a club run by a health food company to avoid taxes.I've been there two or three times with Otsuka.This store is nothing but spacious, luxurious, and there are more reception ladies.The interior decoration is like an over-decorated cake, which just looks like a pile of money, which is unappetizing.I kept thinking that if I were to do it, I could make a very noble club for half the budget. Get off the taxi, take the elevator next to the building and go upstairs. At the entrance of the club stood a waiter dressed in black and a tall blonde girl.The man in black saluted in an overly polite tone, while the blonde greeted in broken Japanese. "President Otsuka should have arrived." "Yes, President Otsuka has arrived." After entering the club, it is divided into left and right sides. To the left is the general table seats, and to the right is the bar.I was led to the right.But it was impossible for Kotsuka to sit at the bar and wait for me.There is a room in the night, which is a VIP room for special guests.Speaking of which, Kotsuka was not a particularly important guest of honor, it was just that he had some unreasonable privileges because of his acquaintance with the councilors.Otsuka is now also helping the congressman as his image strategy consultant. In the room, Otsuka and two girls are drinking Hennessy ON THE ROCK.When he saw me, he raised his hand slightly. "I'm sorry to have called you here in particular." "No, I am also concerned about this matter." Kotsuka seemed to be quite understanding and nodded. The reception lady asked me what I would like to drink and I replied pure. There is also a dedicated bar in the VIP room. The receptionist brought a brandy glass from the bar and poured it into Hennessy, but I didn't feel interested and took a sip of it right away. "I'm sorry, the two of you have something to say." After Otsuka finished speaking, the two blonde girls walked out of the room with social smiles. "How is it? I asked. "Well, I generally know what's going on. It seems that the important cadre meeting decided to stop first." "I know this, I want to know the reason." "The reason," Ozuka shook the glass, and the ice cubes made a sound when it hit the glass. "It takes so much effort to do such a thing, but the effect must be seen. Simply put, that's it." "Can't see the effect? ​​Whose judgment is it? It is the effect of the evaluation that says to do it!?" "It seems that tactful statements can't convince you, so I'll just say it straight. The person who has objections to the car park proposal is the newly appointed vice president, Mr. Katsuragi." "Katsuragi, is the president's son...?" "It's Mr. Katsutoshi Katsuragi. It seems that he alone said that he wants to start all over again." "It's just because of the whim of the president, the content we have spent several weeks planning has been written off, isn't it?" "That man is not a young man who is not popular. He has accumulated a lot of practical experience in business and sales, as well as publicity and other departments. After that, he was sent to the US branch to receive on-the-spot technical training in marketing. Although he is young, He became the vice president at the age of less than fifty, but apart from the fact that he is the son of the president, no one dares to criticize him for not being strong enough." "Mr. Otsuka, have you seen him tonight?" "See you. There are eagle eyes. I really lost to him, a person who doesn't smile at all." Probably really overwhelmed by the opponent's momentum, Kozuka poured the contents of the cup into his body in one go. "It's over, here comes the dictator." I also reached for my brandy glass. "Mr. Katsuragi mentioned that he would give us another chance." "Oh!?" I held the cup in my hand and looked at my young president's face. "If that's the case, it's a different matter. We'll revise the plan carefully, and this time we'll make a plan that won't let him find any shortcomings." "Of course that's the intention, but the other party put forward two conditions. One is to put environmental protection issues in front of the consideration, not just exhaust emissions and energy saving, but also to be able to show that Sunstar Motors is in the manufacturing process. Environmental issues have been taken into consideration.” "Sounds like it's going to be a dull thing. Well, what's the other condition?" "Hmm... well..." Kozuka poured wine into his glass, and seemed to deliberately not look me in the eye. "How about another condition?" I asked again. Kozuka sighed before speaking. "The team members were all replaced. Especially the team leader Shunsuke Sakuma, he said so." Although I heard my own name clearly, I couldn't immediately understand the meaning of the words.No, it was because I heard my own name that I couldn't accept it! "Replace me?" "Mr. Katsuragi seems to have thoroughly investigated your current case. He made a conclusion based on the results of the investigation. Listen carefully, this is not what I said, this is what the vice president of Katsuragi said of." "Please tell me!" "Mr. Sakuma's approach is very novel. It may be able to attract the attention of the public in a short period of time, but it lacks a long-term vision. His project has a simple and easy-to-understand feature, but it cannot deeply grasp people's hearts. Based on amusement parks The idea of ​​having a new car event is not new and superficial. Sunstar hopes to sell cars and make people buy pride at the same time, but there are no customers who go to amusement parks to get pride. Hope to give it to People who can 'see the future beyond the future'—the above are what Mr. Katsuragi said." I held the cup in my hand and didn't move. I just felt full of anger and humiliation. It seemed that if I made a sound, I would roar, and if I moved my body, I would definitely drop the cup. "Did you miss anything?" Otsuka asked me.I shake my head. "It means that Sakuma of cyber planning is incompetent..." "It's not that serious. It's just a different policy from Mr. Katsuragi's." "Isn't that the same! Mr. Katsuragi must want to say that he is the best." I drank the brandy in one gulp, and the spicy stimulation rushed all the way from the esophagus to the stomach. "In short, for us, we can only accept such conditions. I will talk to Sugimoto tomorrow." "Will Sugimoto take my place?" "It has to be like this." "Shanmu who specializes in concerts!" I smiled at him, bluffing with a half-hearted smile. "That's all for now." "I get it all." Then he stood up. "How about a little more drink? I'm just here to accompany you to drink." "Please don't force it." I gently raised my hands. Kozuka nodded slightly, whispered "It's a little bit reluctant", and drank the wine in the glass at the same time. After walking out of "Sabina", I didn't want to go home immediately, so I went to another bar that I had been to a few times.Sitting at the end of the bar, gulping down a glass of straight bourbon, the feeling of swallowing lead still persists.I can't deeply grasp the movement of people's hearts, my thoughts are superficial, and I hope that next time I can hand it over to someone who can see the future after the future. Every word and every sentence of these words has disrupted some of my inner balance. Are you kidding me, I thought.It has been four years since I jumped out of a large advertising agency. During this period, none of the products I planned were sold.I dare to say with confidence that no matter whether it is an item or a person, whether it is a treasure or a garbage, there is no one that is not for sale! ?A person who can't grasp the heart's movements deeply, how can he have such ability! My mood was not redeemed, but my head was already at a loss, and I walked out of this store.As soon as I got out of the main road, I stopped a taxi. "Where are you going?" the taxi driver asked me. Kayaba Town, I should have answered this way, because my apartment is there.However, at this time, my heart was attacked by a sudden impulse, or it should be said that I had evil thoughts.I answered the driver in this way: "Go to Denenchofu!" I added: "Where is the house of the chairman of Nissei Motors, Katsuragi Shotaro? It's near there." "Oh, that's a big house!" The driver knew the place. -------------------------------- Note: