Chapter 55 Section 3

A few days later, Zhang Dashan came to see me, stood at the door, did not enter the house, looked at me for a long time, and then asked, "Did you know in advance that something would happen to the lakeside building?" I don't know how he found out.Dashanzi, I grew up with him, and I know him too well, but he looks simple, but he is actually extremely smart, and I can't hide anything from him.I could see from his eyes how much he wanted me to shake my head, but I felt that I shouldn't lie to him anymore. I lowered my head and told him the whole story, even the loudspeaker didn't It was too late to take it away...

He listened silently, then turned around and walked away slowly.I looked at his back, feeling like a knife was piercing my heart. I really hoped that he would scold me for using him, get him involved in a huge murder case that had nothing to do with him, and face the danger of imprisonment or even the death penalty at any time. He slapped him, but he didn't, he just walked away so lonely, straight to the grassland, dragging a long shadow, like a wounded bear. Soon, I heard that he was engaged to the second daughter of Lao Qi's family in the east of the township. I knew that he must hate me.

Yesterday, I accidentally got on his minibus and heard his heartbreaking words. Old people always like to say: the night is the day.There is a sense of hope in it, but I know my fate, I don't have daytime... Do you remember your mother?She waited so foolishly for one person all her life, who in our village would not say that she was mentally ill, who would not say that she was fighting against fate?In fact, I have admired her since I was a child. The tears of people of their generation are hot, and the blood of our generation is cold-but I can’t do what she looks like. I waited, but fate told me Said: don't wait...

But, Zhang Dashan... No, Dashanzi, do you know, in fact, I... Shaoling rushed into the township police station, and bumped into a person who was going out. She wanted to go in again, but was stopped by the person, "Chen Shaoling?!" She took a closer look and found that it was the woman in white who was rescued by herself and Zhang Dashan that night while standing on the national highway!At this moment, she was wearing a black police uniform, with a stern look in her eyes.Shaoling was stunned, "You...are you a policeman?" Liu Simiao introduced her identity, "Thank you and Zhang Dashan for saving me, without you, I would have frozen to death that night."

Shaoling seemed to have seen a life-saving straw, tightly grasping Liu Simiao's arm and said: "Officer Liu, we have saved you, now, I beg you to save Zhang Dashan, please, he is Innocent, he doesn't know anything, he was completely dragged into the water by me, the real culprit is me! It's me!" Liu Simiao's expression became very gloomy, she clasped Shaoling's wrist, and whispered: "Shaoling, don't do this, don't be like this..." Shaoling bent her knees and knelt on the ground with a plop, "I beg you, I beg you, Police Officer Liu, please spare Zhang Dashan! It's me, it's all me, my mother died, my nursing home I'm also broken, I just want to ask Li Jialiang and Jianyi Company for an explanation, who knows that so many people will be killed?! I'm just a common man, I don't dare to make trouble again, please spare Zhang Dashan, you want Take me away, sentence me, shoot me, I admit it all, let Zhang Dashan be spared..."

As she spoke, she burst into tears. The cries shook the entire township police station. Chu Tianying, Li Kuohai, Luo Luo and other police officers all came out and stared blankly at the scene.Liu Simiao gave Shaoling a hand to help her up, glanced out of the corner of her eye, and immediately said sharply, "What are you looking at! Go back to my room and work!" The police officers were so frightened that they dispersed immediately.Liu Simiao exerted all his strength and almost pulled Shaoling from the ground, dragged her all the way to the yard, dragged her into the gold cup as evidence, and closed the door with a bang.

"Chen Shaoling!" Liu Simiao said viciously, "You bastard!" Chen Shaoling stared at her blankly, not knowing why she scolded herself. "Zhang Dashan was just a manslaughter, which is a negligent death, and it has the nature of self-defense. He will be released after a few years of sentence. He went to the lakeside building last night to blow up the infrasound while the police were evacuating. After being arrested by us, he has always claimed that you were coerced by him. From the beginning to the end, he just didn't want you to go to jail-if a person is willing to give everything for you, the only thing he hopes , that is, you don’t let him down! Do you understand?!”

Liu Simiao's eyes turned red as he was touched by some of his words. How could I not understand, how could I not understand... Since I was in school, he just chased me every time I played catching people; Cai Jing poured it into my bowl; and after he smashed the Honda and was sentenced, I went to visit him in prison, but he refused to see me even if he died; even after he had an accident in the lakeside building, he stayed away from me again and hurriedly talked to Lao Qi’s family. My daughter is engaged... I understand, I understand. Tremblingly, Chen Shaoling took out a one-month pass folder from her pocket, took out a crumpled origami hidden inside, and slowly opened it... It was the lyrics copied by Zhang Dashan, and she had been carrying it with her for so many years. left her side.

Thick wormwood burns like wildfire, Cooking smoke accompanied by mist covered the eyes. Is your shadow faintly in the distance? In the twilight I look around-- looking for you, Like a goshawk looking for a rock. The cow-dung fire in the hearth is extinguished, A lonely harness pole in the corner, The sound of the bell is you driving the sheep home late? With bated breath I listened— in love with you, Just like a horse loves the grassland. I have no herds of sheep, I have no silver saddle, The past makes me frown, Fate has kept me silent. I lay down silently in the dark— Shaoling looked at the lyrics, and a big teardrop hit the paper, smearing the last two lines, as if blurring the whole world.With a thought, it has been a thousand years...