Chapter 20 Chapter 20 Transmutation

Wind! It's not so much wind as fire.After enduring the city in the suffocating heat for an entire afternoon, at dusk, it finally went mad! Hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrlyly hot airflow roared out from the hot throat, in an instant, flying sand and rocks, There was a lot of dust.Looking down from the top of the Huamao Bridge, the roads, buildings, cars, pedestrians... have all been frosted, rough and blurred.Occasionally, I saw a plastic bag slowly flying by, as if someone had spit into the air, it was so dirty that it made people sick; all the trees were like crazy women shaking their green hair so horrible that they were about to fall off their scalps, Newsstand hawkers were crying like pregnant women, chasing the scattered newspapers; the traffic that was already congested became even more congested, and the long queues of cars all honked loudly to cheer for the strong wind; The wind boiled every sweat gland, but because of the hot wind, it melted the skin, blocked the pores, and the sweat that was forced to a dead end overflowed angrily under the skin, boiling the blood. It's like dog meat in a stew pot, constantly gurgling... The wind brushes the ink to the sky over and over again with invisible hands.As a result, the darkness was covered and superimposed layer by layer. When the wind slowed down, it quickly solidified into large groups of dark clouds, covering the entire sky, continuously pressing down, pressing down... When the strong wind started its hoarse roar again , the huge cloud cluster was crumbling, as if it could crush the trembling city below into powder in an instant! Against the heavy dark clouds, Huyanyun stood on the top of the bridge, gazing westward motionlessly with.In the past, when he was in a bad mood, he liked to stand on the bridge and look into the distance.What remains in Lei Rong's memory so far is his helpless sigh: "When I feel depressed, look at the sea and the starry sky, it will be much better. But here is too far away from the sea; the sky of the city has long been seen. I can't see the stars. I have to climb to a high place and look into the distance..." "Will it be better in this way?"

"Maybe it will be better!" He smiled a little confused, "It's just... just telling myself: the road is still far, far away; the world outside is still very big..." Sometimes Xiangming would accompany him Walking on the bridge is mostly in the evening.Every time, he looked at the vehicles moving slowly like asphalt under the bridge, and the crowd walking numbly, and asked the same question tirelessly—"Are they about to die, or are they already dead...they Have you thought about these questions?" There was no answer.Looking up, the city, the sky, the clouds.Now, standing on the top of the Huamao Bridge, standing in the hot and violent wind, standing under the thick dark clouds, what is he thinking?Lei Rong, Lin Xiangming, Liu Simiao, and Ma Xiaozhong have stood by his side for a long time, just like him, staring at the sprawling and hasty city under the bridge, they all feel an indescribable feeling. Confusion and depression filled his chest like a lead weight, so he was silent, silent... "Wang Jun caught it?" He asked, so suddenly. "No, we shot him to death." Xiang Ming said, and then told the whole story in detail, including the arrest of Xu Cheng just now, "It's just that Wang Jun didn't admit that he killed Chen Dan and kidnapped the little girl." Guo." Hu Yanyun said "Oh". "Why did you come to the top of this bridge?" Lei Rong said, "You're in a bad mood again?" There was no answer. "Huyan, what's wrong with you? Are you worried about Xiao Guo? Although Wang Jun was shot dead, as long as we try our best to interrogate Xu Cheng, we can always find the place where Xiao Guo was detained..." "It's useless!" Three words burst out from between Hu Yanyun's lips and teeth.He seemed to realize that his voice was too loud and his tone was too heavy, so he glanced at Lei Rong guiltily, but repeated clearly in a low voice: "It's useless." "It's useless..." Lei Rong was stunned, "Why?" Hu Yanyun didn't dare to look her in the eyes, shifted his gaze to the bottom of the bridge again, and then said slowly: "Because... because whether it is Wang Jun, or Hou Linli—even anyone in Xu Cheng's group No one is the real culprit who killed Chen Dan and kidnapped Xiao Guo." "What?!" Everyone exclaimed in unison! "I just said in the city bureau that Xiao Guo's reasoning hides a very serious logic. Wrong. In the middle of the speech, Bai Baiyu rushed in and disturbed."

"What's wrong?" Lin Xiangming asked in surprise.Hu Yanyun said: "Can we reach a consensus on the following: People from the Xu Cheng Group have only one motive for killing Chen Dan: that is, through the bugs hidden in the flowers, they learned that the self-care platform for paralyzed patients will soon be put into use. Chen Dan is likely to 'tell' the key evidence against the murderer, right?" Everyone nodded. "That's wrong." Hu Yanyun said, "I remember that the paralyzed patients took care of themselves on the platform. The head nurse Yu only told a few of us in the nurse's lounge, and later Liu Simiao accidentally said in the corridor I made a sentence, at best, count Populus euphratica, Bai Tianyu, and Wu Jia who were present at the time. People in the Xu Cheng Group didn't know about it. And when Liu Simiao said it, the door of Room 112 had already been locked. The head nurse closed it. I tried it later, as long as the door is closed, talking in the corridor can’t be heard clearly inside, let alone a bug hidden in the flower stem. In this way, people from the Xu Cheng Group , there is absolutely no motive for killing Chen Dan." Everyone stared wide-eyed for a while, unable to speak.Hu Yanyun went on to say: "Of course you may say that it is possible that Xiao Qiao or Pan Xiuli talked about the self-care platform for paralyzed patients when they were chatting in room 112, or for other reasons, which caused the Xu Cheng Group to report to Chen. Dan made a murderous move. But what I want to tell everyone is that even so, the Xu Cheng Group will never send someone to kill Chen Dan in the middle of the night on July 10!" "Why?" Lin Xiangming asked. "Because it's not necessary at all." "It's not necessary at all?" "Yes, it's not necessary at all!" Hu Yanyun said, "After Chen Dan was transferred to the ICU, I asked the head nurse Yu a question in room 112: Chen Dan , Is she really dangerous? The head nurse Yu replied: She, it seems likely that she will not survive tonight... This conversation, people from the Xu Cheng Group must have heard this conversation through a bug. So since Chen Dan's probably I can't survive tonight', even if the Xu Cheng Group really wanted to kill her, after listening to this conversation, why would it be necessary to send a killer to venture into the small white building where the police are on duty, and kill Chen Dan—isn’t that superfluous? ?” The car passing behind muffled, as if it was about to break the bridge, made a vicious rumbling sound, which made people panic.

Hu Yanyun went on to say: "Through deduction, Xiao Guo listed three characteristics for the murderer: 1. He lived in the 'temporary residence' in Wright Town; 2. He had entered the small white building and knew that the door on the right was broken; 3. He is left-handed. Only Wang Jun fully meets these characteristics, so he is the real murderer. But these three characteristics-the three rulers used to measure the murderer, are the scales really accurate?" "First of all, what Xiao Guo proposed The question is: How did Chen Dan come to Villa No. 24? She reasoned that no rhinestones were found, etc., and concluded that Chen Dan was unconscious when he was brought to Villa No. 24, and there were no ruts near Villa No. 24, so Chen Dan was She was dragged to the 'temporary residence' by the murderer in a car, and then carried into Villa No. 24 after getting dizzy——I disagree with her conclusion, because Chen Dan still has a 'secret passage' to Villa No. 24, I will tell you later Let me tell you again..." "But we found out later that there is indeed a 'temporary residence' in the small town of Wright, and we also found the chainsaw where Fanny was dismembered in this 'temporary residence'!" Lin Xiangming Say. "I don't deny that Wang Jun is the real murderer of Fanny, but did he really kill Chen Dan?" Hu Yanyun shook his head, "Let me first talk about the other two characteristics of Xiao Guo Kailie's murderer: Xiaobailou does not know that the door on the right is broken; he is left-handed." "Just yesterday afternoon, I went back to Xiaobailou with Nurse Xiaoqiao, and something happened. Nurse Xiaoqiao helped me open the glass door When I got started, I stretched out my right hand to the broken right door, which reminded me of a person, that is Ma Xiaozhong..." "Me?" Ma Xiaozhong pointed to his nose, and the monk of Zhang Er touched it. No brains. "Yes, it's you." Hu Yanyun said, "Among the members of our task force, you run the most frequently in Xiaobailou, but I remember that every time you almost knocked down the broken right door, you were next to the nurse. The lesson from nurse Chang and Xiao Qiao. Why? Because people’s memory is not so good, and because we always have this kind of thinking about broken doors: Today is broken, maybe it will be repaired in two days? So I will still push it next time." "Hmm!" Ma scratched his head while laughing, "It really happened." "But on the night of July 10, the murderer didn't push the right door, not even once. He If he is right-handed and pushes when he goes in, the right door should be tilted inward; if he is left-handed, he should push the right door when he comes out, and the right door should be tilted outward. But the door is neither outward nor inward,” said Hu Yanyun. , "Xiao Guo's conclusion is: the murderer has been to Xiaobailou, so he knows that the door on the right is broken. I agree with this. But I also find it a bit strange: how can the murderer have such a good memory? Why doesn't he think like 'bad' like ordinary people The door has been repaired'? His behavior seems to be deliberately avoiding the right door, as if he is trying to put the characteristic of "the murderer has entered the small white building and knows that the right door is broken" into the arms of the investigators. Because if there is no With this feature, we cannot lock the suspects within a certain range; with this feature, combined with left-handed reasoning, Wang Jun has become the biggest suspect."

"What I want to explain is: there was a man who broke into Xiaobailou with a knife and came to Chen Dan's ward, but was frightened away by Pan Xiuli. When this man fled, he pushed the right door outward, which is only left-handed. So I believe he is Wang Jun. But another problem came up. Pan Xiuli said that he held a knife and stood in front of Chen Dan's hospital bed for a full 30 seconds - Xiao Guo also noticed this at the time Suspicious point—there is a nurse outside who may come in at any time, but he actually stood in this room for 30 seconds without doing anything, so what is his purpose?" Hu Yanyun shook his head lightly, "I thought After a long time, I suddenly came up with a very ridiculous answer: he has no purpose at all." "He has no purpose at all?" Lei Rong repeated his words, confused: "What do you mean?" "It means, Wang Jun It is likely that he was deceived by a phone call in the name of a doctor, for example, that Chen Dan wanted to see him in the hospital. Chen Dan's breasts were cut off, which aroused the police's attention to the town of Wright. Let's visit the town at night , He was also arrested in the city bureau for assaulting the police. He really wanted to know what was going on, so he put on sunglasses and a knife and went. These are the most basic means of concealment and self-defense, which is enough to prove that he He didn't take it too seriously." Hu Yanyun said, "As a result, he was stupid as soon as he entered the ward. Chen Dan, who was in a coma, couldn't possibly want to see him. He instinctively realized that someone wanted to frame him, so he drew the knife in his hand. , but Pan Xiuli mistakenly thought he was going to kill someone." "After I figured this out, I began to re-examine the whole case and found more and more suspicious points." Hu Yanyun frowned and said, "For example, the small town of Wright It was the place where Wang Jun killed Fanny. Why did he murder Chen Dan here and call the police to attract the attention of the police? Isn’t this a fire? Another example is the thigh bone found at the scene where Chen Dan was cut. It was proved to belong to Fanny. If the murderer wanted to frighten Chen Dan, it would be much more convenient to use the bones of other animals. Why did he take the thigh bone from Fanny's broken body and put it on the scene? All of this , all have a certain 'deliberate' atmosphere. Yes, it is these two words-deliberately!" "I didn't find the answer until I read the file of 'The Unknown Female Corpse Case on the North Bank of Tonghui River'. The file records: On the mound where Fanny's dismembered body was found, three footprints were found. Among them, the first and second footprints belonged to the same person. Pick marks, this is the performance of small feet wearing big shoes. Si Miao, isn’t that the case?”

Liu Simiao nodded. "What is valuable is that Si Miao wrote down her doubts on the paper attached to the back of the file: the first footprint was left when searching for the location of the buried corpse, the second footprint was left when the corpse was buried, Then why did the murderer make the third trip? He should stay away from the burial place to avoid suspicion!" Having said this, Hu Yanyun let out a long sigh, "Si Miao, Si Miao, you've already thought of this , why can’t I think one more step, the answer is right in front of my eyes: the third footprint is of course left when someone took Fanny’s thigh from the body bag and put down the matchbox...” “Huh? Liu Simiao widened his eyes in surprise, "Why did he do this?" "Let me ask you a question first." Hu Yanyun said, "Why does he put down a matchbox every time he commits a crime?" Lin Xiangming answered for Liu Simiao: "Suspect No. 1 is an organized criminal. Put down the matchbox, and use the degree of burning of each match in the matchbox to remind the police that he will continue to kill people!" "Xiangming, You are only half right." Hu Yanyun said, "He put down the matchbox for another important purpose, which is to let us 'link' each case together, thinking that these cases are all done by the same person, It was a serial murder case. Putting Fanny’s thigh bones at the scene where Chen Dan was circumcised was also for this purpose. Later, the police discovered that the bag containing Fanny’s dismembered body was not immediately related to the case of Chen Dan’s circumcision. Is there a case yet? When we found Fanny’s bone fragments on the chainsaw in Villa No. 20, which was the ‘temporary residence’, didn’t we take it for granted that Chen Dan’s case was also solved?” Lin Xiangming said: “Then , What is your conclusion?" Hu Yanyun said slowly: "Although the scratch on the mound is very small, I saw another figure. I have a vague feeling that the real suspect No. 1 is not Not Wang Jun—more precisely, not Wang Jun alone. Wang Jun killed and buried Fanny, and later killed Juanzi, and he did it. But digging the thigh from the mound, It was another person who put down the matchbox at the crime scene and killed Chen Dan. This person was behind the scenes, appearing and disappearing like a ghost. He was the real planner, implementer and manipulator of Chen Dan's case. He used the matchbox , femur, or even deliberately cut off Chen Dan’s breasts with his left hand, deliberately directing our attention to Wang Jun and Xu Cheng Group, and we—even Wang Jun—were really like puppets, being captured by him. Whether it's Xiangming's trespassing into Mansion No. 2 and almost being dismissed from office, or Xiao Guo's reasoning pointing out that Wang Jun is the real culprit, it's all caused by this ghost!"

The wind was originally a little weaker, but suddenly broke out again, but this time, it blew away the diffuse dust and lifted the light yellow veil covering the world! Everything seemed to have been washed in spring water, Very clear.The dark clouds are so low that you can touch them with your hands, and there is a faint thunder sound from the gap between the clouds and the sky, which is very dull and depressing, like a firepower test before the war.Liu Simiao sighed: "I really didn't expect this case to be so complicated." "Indeed, this case is one of the most complicated and difficult cases I have ever encountered." Hu Yanyun's tone was calm and hidden. With a touch of sentimentality, "Frankly speaking, if the real suspect No. 1 stopped after cutting off Chen Dan's breasts, then I really couldn't do anything, but then he killed Chen Dan—it was he who killed Chen Dan The process, let me see his true face!" Everyone's eyes were full of surprise. "The key to solving the case lies in Guo Xiaofen's words - 'The murderer entered an empty room after killing someone, and his purpose is nothing more than two: either to take something away, or to put something down.'" Hu Yanyun's voice was dignified, "When Xiao Guo found the bug from the flowers, we all thought that the murderer entered 112 to take the bug, but I have already reasoned just now, precisely because of the bug, precisely because of Xu Cheng The group could hear the conversation between head nurse Yu and me about Chen Dan's life-threatening situation, and they would not send anyone to kill Chen Dan. This brought a problem to us again: the murderer ran to room 112 to do it during the tense killing process. What?" "I thought about this question again and again, and Guo Xiaofen's words still echoed clearly in my ears—"The murderer entered an empty room after killing someone, and his purpose was nothing more than two: to take something away, Or put something down.' That is to say, the key to reconnaissance is to find out what is missing in the small white building. So I checked Room 112 again yesterday afternoon, and finally found that there is indeed something missing ——The audio disc of "Black Sunday"!" "I couldn't figure it out at the time, what did the murderer do with this audio disc? What do I think, I racked my brains, but there is no answer." Hu Yanyun bit his knuckles , as if meditating to himself, "But no matter how you say it, you must rule out the possibility that everyone who has been in and out of Xiaobailou took the audio disc one by one. As a result, after asking around, no one admitted that they took it. I believe that one of them is lying, the audio disc must have been taken away by him, and he doesn't want me to know about it, because the answer to the murderer's true identity is hidden in this seemingly inexplicable move!"

"As a result, this afternoon, I heard a piece of news that shocked me: Bai Tianyu admitted that he took the audio disc, and the reason was just that he was afraid that Chen Dan would be frightened again..." After Hu Yanyun finished speaking, it seemed that he was throwing himself at himself. Throwing a handful of soil, there was a sudden silence.The dark clouds are like anger.The sound of thunder, like the sound of waves, rolls in and goes away. "Say it!" Ma laughed and stomped his feet anxiously, "You just keep talking!" Hu Yanyun sighed: "What Bai Tianyu said, to me, is like a bolt from the blue! I have to face such a cruel In other words: the murderer neither took anything nor put anything down, and it was meaningless for him to go to Room 112... I finally realized: we all may They were all trapped by Guo Xiaofen's ecstasy array." "Guo Xiaofen's ecstasy array?" Xiang Ming shook her head, "I don't understand." Hu Yanyun said: "I'm not exaggerating at all, Guo Xiaofen accidentally She set up a big ecstasy for herself and all of us! I want to repeat Xiao Guo's words again—"The murderer has finished killing people and entered an empty room. His purpose is nothing more than two: either Take something away, or put something down.' There is nothing wrong with the back of this sentence, but there is a big loophole in front." "What loophole?!" Liu Simiao felt: Hu Yanyun's reasoning is simply crazy! "Guo Xiaofen The words imply such a meaning: the murderer first went to the ICU to kill Chen Dan, and then entered Room 112." Hu Yanyun spread his hands, facing everyone and said: "But, who can tell me: why the murderer is not advanced In room 112, I went to the ICU and killed Chen Dan?!" "Ah?!" Everyone was stunned, looking at each other, unable to say a word.After a while, Liu Simiao, who was puzzled, said, "Even if it's what you said, what's the difference? The murderer went to room 112 first, and the reason should still be that he wanted to take or put down something?" "No!" Hu Yanyun raised his head abruptly, his eyes were like torches, "If the murderer is in the advanced room 112, and later went to the ICU to kill Chen Dan, there would be another possibility!" A flash of lightning, like a golden sword, The cloud layer like a beast's spine was split, and the edge of the broken cloud was bright red.

"What's the reason?" Liu Simiao's voice trembled.Hu Yanyun said: "He...was...wrong!" Crack! A deafening thunderbolt sounded overhead! The bridge trembled violently as if it had been cut in half, and the car windows on the road buzzed like smashing Voice.Everyone on the top of the bridge was heartbroken, and no one heard Hu Yanyun's words clearly. "What did you say?!" Liu Simiao yelled, "Say it again!" Hu Yanyun said word by word: "He-went-wrong-room-room!!" Six Words are no less than thunder.respite.Between the lips and teeth, the air is like a gossamer.It seems that I am exhausted from running, but I can't see the end... I still have to run.continue. "He went to the wrong room because he didn't know that Chen Dan was transferred to the ICU." Hu Yanyun said, "This makes me conclude that the murderer should be such a person: 1. He has entered Xiaobailou and knows that the right door is Bad—Xiao Guo’s reasoning is still valid; 2. He knows that the self-care platform for paralyzed patients will be put into use soon—otherwise, he can’t understand why the murderer didn’t do it long ago, but wanted to kill on the night of July 10; 3. There was no alibi on the night of July 10. 4. The most important point—he didn’t know that Chen Dan had been transferred from Room 112 to the ICU.” “Next, I’ll take the above four conditions and apply them to those who used to enter and leave Xiaobailou. Let's see who can fit all of them." "First of all, it is the Xu Cheng Group. Thanks to the help of the bug, this group knows that Chen Dan has been transferred from Room 112 to the ICU, but they don't know that the self-care platform for paralyzed patients will soon be invested. Use, you can be sure that none of them will be the real murderer." "Then Bai Tianyu, Xi Ning and several other classmates who visited Chen Dan in Xiaobailou. They went to the cash drawer together in the middle of the night on July 10th. Singing, this alibi is very reliable, and they can be removed from the suspect list." "Next, I want to focus on Wu Jia." Hu Yanyun said, "Wu Jia's behavior on the afternoon of July 10 , very suspicious, that is, when the head nurse talked about the self-care platform for paralyzed patients, he eavesdropped outside the door. As early as in college, I knew that this teacher appeared to be sanctimonious on the surface, but in fact he had abnormal experiences with many female classmates Whether he has anything to do with Chen Dan is doubtful. However, according to the conditions I listed, although he meets 1 and 2, he was present when Chen Dan was transferred from Room 112 to the ICU, so he would not go to the wrong door. In addition, Bai Tianyu testified that when Chen Dan was murdered in the middle of the night on July 10, Wu Jia was smoking on a bench by the flower bed, and using the speed limit signs for motor vehicles on campus, I tested Bai Tianyu's eyesight in a small way. Very good. And I asked the school cleaner, he did sweep a lot of cigarette butts on the bench by the flower bed on the morning of July 11."

"One more thing." Hu Yanyun said, "Xiangming, do you still remember that we read a mystery novel before, "The Misplacement of Witness and Murderer" by Japanese writer Hidesuke Tsumura?" Lin Xiangming thought for a while, Nodded: "I remember." Hu Yanyun said: "The story told in that novel is roughly like this: A is the real murderer, and he has no alibi; B is the main suspect of the police, but he has sufficient alibi. A In order to avoid suspicion, he proved to the police that when the murder happened, B was with him. On the surface, he gave B an alibi, but in fact, he made an alibi for himself indirectly. His trick made the police Great confusion." "Well, this is indeed the case." Lin Xiangming said, "What does this have to do with Teacher Wu Jia?" "Two people, Bai Tianyu and Wu Jia. Alibi, he said he saw Wu Jia by the flower bed at the time of the crime; Wu Jia didn’t have an alibi, if he was the murderer, when I asked him if he saw Bai Tianyu at the same time, he should have said ‘I saw it’ In this way, he also has an alibi, but his answer is 'I sat in the flower bed thinking about things, and I didn't see anyone'. One sentence negates his alibi, which shows that he has no ghosts in his heart. So I immediately concluded that he had nothing to do with the murder." "So it is." Lin Xiangming let out a long breath. "Another suspect that is no less suspicious than Wu Jia is Hu Yang. He has had relationships with the kidnapped Zhang Na, the murdered Chen Dan, and that neurotic Xi ​​Ning." Hu Yanyun paused, and continued: "He had entered Xiaobailou and knew that the right door was broken. Perhaps from what Liu Simiao said accidentally, he also guessed that the self-care platform for paralyzed patients would be put into use soon, but he knew that Chen Dan had been transferred to the ICU. In addition , he still has a sufficient alibi. And this proof is in a cup of tea." "Tea?" Everyone was confused again.Hu Yanyun said: "On the afternoon of July 10, we went to Xiaobailou and saw Populus euphratica standing on a ladder repairing surveillance cameras, and Xiao Qiao standing under the ladder with a cup of tea in his hand. When we entered the nurses' lounge , she poured each of us a cup of boiled water. I was curious at the time, we are guests, and the maintenance personnel are working. Normally, it should be reversed: she should make tea for us, and pour a cup of boiled water for Populus euphratica—the minimum Limits, it’s okay to treat everyone equally, why is our 'treatment' worse than Populus euphratica? I am a 'small-minded person', and I smell a special smell from the tea, that is the sweetness of women when they are in love."

"Unfortunately, I have to admit that Hu Yang, a serious mature man who takes playing with emotions as his main form of entertainment, is still very attractive." Hu Yanyun said mockingly, "Little Qiao also unfortunately became his prey. July At 12 o'clock on the night of the 10th, Xiao Qiao, who said she was going to eat supper, actually went back to the dormitory to have a tryst with Populus euphratica who was waiting there. Kui, the autopsy results proved that his death time was very early—earlier than Chen Dan, so he could not be the real murderer of Chen Dan." "There are also Pan Xiuli and head nurse Yu, who not only know that Chen Dan Room 112 was transferred to the ICU, and an important feature helped them get rid of the suspicion, that is - figure." Hu Yanyun said, "Compared with the murderer captured by the surveillance camera, Pan Xiuli is too fat and short, and the head nurse is too tall. It's very good, it's uneven, don't say it's summer, it's winter, no matter how many layers of clothes she wears, it's hard to change her body shape, an ordinary white coat can't hide it at all. What's more, if she wants to kill Chen Dan, there are plenty of ways , it’s enough to use some hands and feet during the rescue, at most it is a medical accident, there is no need to take risks in disguise in the middle of the night..." Above the head, there was endless thunder, like a drum beating, as if urging something, but above the bridge, Hu Yan Yun suddenly fell silent. "It's over?" Lei Rong asked.He shook his head. "It's not over yet, just keep talking. Why are you always hesitating?" Lei Rong said, "You haven't told us who the murderer is?" Ma Xiaozhong counted with his fingers, "It seems that all the suspects People, Hu Yanyun used the 'conditions' all over again, and none of them met all of them." "Could it be that there is no murderer? Chen Dan committed suicide?" Liu Simiao sneered, "That's really strange." Hu Yan Yun glanced at her and closed his mouth tightly, his upper and lower lips clenched together like teeth. "Huyan." Lei Rong called softly, "You just say it." Hu Yanyun looked at her with painful and helpless eyes, Lei Rong suddenly remembered that when he was young, when he did something wrong and asked for forgiveness, That's the look. "Okay..." Hu Yanyun said, "What Ma Xiaozhong said just now is not wrong. After all the suspects have been denied the possibility of crime one by one by reasoning, I have to face a painful However, there is a choice that must be made: to expand the suspect target to every member of the task force who has visited Chen Dan in Xiaobailou many times and learned about the case." "What?" Ma Xiaozhong yelled, "Are you sick?!" "Ma Xiaozhong!" Lin Xiangming said, "Let Hu Yan talk." "Xiangming, thank you." Hu Yanyun said, "I'm sorry, please forgive me. No matter what the result of the reasoning is, please forgive me. Because... because I am a reasoner, I just want to find the truth of the matter." In an instant, it was cold.The wind, like a heat wave, suddenly cooled down, blowing on the body, exuding a damp fishy smell.That's how it feels at the seaside, on the eve of an approaching storm. "Is our boat about to be overturned? Will someone fall into the water?" Lei Rong thought, her heart tightened suddenly.Standing on the gray bridge, she couldn't help but clung to the lead-coloured railings, like a seasick person clung to the railings of a ship. "The first target I suspect is Guo Xiaofen..." "Fuck!" Ma laughed and interrupted Hu Yan rudely: "You are really fucking crazy! How can you suspect Xiao Guo?" "Why can't I doubt Xiao Guo? If it weren't for the night of July 10th when I drank in the small shop downstairs until 12:30—the shop assistants can attest—then I would have doubted even myself. The premise of the reasoning is Doubt everything." Hu Yanyun said coldly: "Although Xiao Guo disappeared, it can be understood that she used this method to make herself a victim and get rid of criminal suspicion." "You are crazy, you are absolutely fucking Crazy!" Ma said with a smile, with foam spraying from the corner of his mouth.Hu Yanyun ignored him, and continued: "Of course, Xiao Guo is not the murderer. On the afternoon of July 10, she did not go to Xiaobailou with us at all, and she worked overtime at the newspaper office to write manuscripts that night, and never left the newspaper office." , this can be proved by her colleagues who worked overtime with her." "Second, Liu Simiao." Hu Yanyun said, "Although Liu Simiao meets the conditions 1 and 2 and has no alibi, she saw it with her own eyes. Chen Dan was pushed into the ICU from 112. This alone, she will not be the murderer who went to the wrong door. And——sorry, my evaluation may be a bit rude: Si Miao's figure is better than that of the head nurse, even if Putting on a white coat, she can't pretend to be a murderer." Liu Simiao sneered. "Sister." Hu Yanyun called Lei Rong, "You never went to Xiaobailou before Chen Dan was killed, and you never met Chen Dan, so you can't kill her, and the same goes for Deputy Director Du and Section Chief Lin. .” Lei Rong smiled wryly. "As for you, Ma Xiaozhong—" Hu Yanyun said (Ma Xiaozhong glared at him fiercely), "You were there when Chen Dan was transferred from Room 112 to the ICU. Besides, your body is about the same as Pan Xiuli, and the surveillance camera The murderer photographed here is definitely not you." Everyone was waiting for Hu Yanyun to continue reasoning, but—but he closed his lips again.Dry lips, a trace of blood oozing from the lip lines.Silence... Silence?how can you be silent ! For a second—or half a second, everyone on the bridge was stunned! You can't be silent! Why are you silent at this time! What does your silence mean? ! It's like a rope around the neck, getting tighter and tighter, until it reaches the skin, the flesh... and finally reaches the bone, creaking.suffocating. "Huyan!" Lei Rong couldn't help shouting angrily.Since she was a child, she had never spoken to this little brother in such a harsh tone: "You haven't finished reasoning..." The latter sentence was almost uttered in a pleading voice. "There is another person..." Every word Hu Yanyun uttered seemed to be coughing up blood, "There is another person...he came to Xiaobailou and knew that the right door was broken. He knew it from the head nurse. He heard that the self-care platform for paralyzed patients was going to be put into use. He witnessed Chen Dan's frantic struggle, but because of the order of his superiors, he left Xiaobailou early, so he didn't know that Chen Dan was transferred from room 112 to the ICU. Something..." The wind whipped up Xiangming's beautiful hair, silky and fluffy, like a cloud forgotten in the sky at dusk. "Who is he?" Lin Xiangming asked. "It's you—Xiangming." Hu Yanyun raised his head, staring into his eyes with a glint of water, "You are the real murderer who killed Chen Dan." The sound of thunder, wind, wheels, and the vibration of the bridge... ...all the noise disappeared, as if being filtered.The world became very quiet and quiet, the broad shadow of the dark cloud covered the sleeping world like wings, everything was silent, everything stopped, everything was like the early morning of winter, so quiet that it was white in a trance.You - nonsense! A heart-piercing cry came out from Liu Simiao's ice-cold body! Lei Rong almost shed tears, she remembers hearing this every time when she asked the family to claim the nameless corpse Terrible voice. Liu Simiao's face was pale, trembling all over: "It's impossible for Xiangming to kill a...a woman like that, why did he kill her? What qualifications does she have for Xiangming to kill her?!" "I'm just guessing , Guess..." Hu Yanyun didn't dare to meet her knife-like gaze, "After the murderer suffocated Chen Dan with a pillow, he put the pillow under her head again. In this small movement, it shows that ...It's a kind of guilt, a kind of helplessness, a kind of...a kind of love and pity." "Nonsense!" Before he knew it, Liu Simiao had already stood in front of Lin Xiangming, as if wanting to use his flesh and blood Blocking the rushing magma, "You said Xiangming would fall in love with Chen Dan? How is that possible!" Then, she took Xiangming's arm and said, "Let's go! Leave this lunatic alone!" Lin Xiangming didn't move,他轻轻说了一句“思缈，等一等”，然后心平气和地对呼延云说:“呼延，你说我是凶手，那么我杀害陈丹总要有一个理由，一个动机吧？”“你割掉陈丹的乳房是什么动机，我还不知道。”呼延云说，“但是你7月10日杀害陈丹的动机，我却是知道的。”“你说说看。”“我相信你在割掉陈丹的乳房时，是化过妆的，fbi训练出的高级探员，易容术的水平非常高。所以你根本不担心陈丹后来会认出你。”呼延云说， “但是白天羽曾经讲过，陈丹的听力非常好。而7月10日下午，一连串的巧合，使陈丹听出了你。”“听出了我？”呼延云说:“白天羽一声惨叫，奔出了112房间，因为他发现陈丹很恐惧的同时，看到了张伟贴在玻璃上的脸，就想当然地以为陈丹恐惧的原因，也是害怕张伟那张丑陋的面孔。而张伟告诉我，他从外面往里看，陈丹的脸'并没有侧向我这边'。换句话说，陈丹并没有看到张伟——那么她究竟在恐惧什么？”他停了停，接着说:“在调查的过程中，我发现一件很奇怪的事，白天羽说陈丹当时'害怕极了，身子一个劲儿地哆嗦'，张伟说陈丹当时'身子发抖，还不住地畏缩'……”“这又怎么了!”刘思缈咬牙切齿地说，“和香茗有什么关系？” “无论白天羽还是张伟，他们给我传递的是同样的信息——陈丹很害怕。我问他们陈丹还有没有别的动作，他们都说没有。”呼延云说，“这就让我起疑了，因为当我跟在香茗身后走进112房间时，看到的陈丹不仅仅是恐惧，还有挣扎，那挣扎太剧烈、太疯狂，以至于伤口裂开，渗出鲜血。我在这挣扎中得到一种印象是——陈丹很绝望，她似乎是发现了残害她的凶手，要和凶手同归于尽!”“什么原因让陈丹恐惧？又是什么原因让陈丹挣扎？当我躺在112房间的病床上时，突然'听懂了'，那就是香茗的脚步声。”呼延云说，“我们可以回想一下，那天下午112房间里的场景:外面天昏地暗，风声大作，屋里阴沉憋闷，陈丹被困在病床上一动不能动，一定程度上，'还原'了她被割乳那天傍晚的情境。如果香茗只是普通的走路，陈丹未必能听出。但是恰巧在此前，马笑中撞翻了小乔拿的两瓶药液，一地玻璃碴子。而香茗在上面走过，清醒中的陈丹一下子就听出了，这正是在地下室走在碎玻璃上的凶手的脚步声!她顿时感到恐惧……”“但这时她还仅仅是恐惧，因为香茗走到一半，没有进112就回到了护士休息室。等白天羽一声惨叫跑出112，恐怖的气氛使陈丹的精神紧张得像一根快要绷断的弦，就在这时，她听到那脚步声再次响起，踩在碎玻璃上，没错，就是那个凶手，越来越近，越来越近……突然出现在门口。她一下子惊呆了!她看到了谁？”呼延云有些激动，“她看到的是那个也许曾经爱过她，把她从24号别墅救出，给她最后希望的人!在极度的痛苦和绝望中，除了自杀式的挣扎，她还能怎么样？她还能怎么样!”一滴水，落在香茗洁白如玉的面颊，慢慢地滑落，融化似的，像一滴泪。“而你在她的目光中，一定看出她识破了一切。瘫痪患者自理平台马上要投入使用，陈丹一旦'说出'真相，你就彻底完了。”呼延云艰难地说出最后几个字:“所以……所以你就杀害了她!” “证据呢？”香茗凝视着他，“你有什么证据？”呼延云沉默不语。“证据？”香茗又问了一句。“这都是他的胡猜!”刘思缈凶狠得像冬天的母狼，她再次拉住了香茗的胳膊，要拉着他下桥。“香茗。”呼延云的目光和口吻都像在哀求，“你了解我的……”香茗的口吻，平静如水:“请出示证据，否则，你刚才讲的一切，仅仅是推理……”呼延云伸出了手指，指向停在路边应急车道的“巡洋舰”。“香茗。”呼延云低声说，“凶手当时戴着橡胶手套、口罩和医生帽，穿着白大褂，脚上套着蓝色布制鞋套，急匆匆地走出医院。上了车，把车开到荒僻的地方，然后摘下手套、口罩和医生帽，脱下白大褂，最后摘掉蓝色布制鞋套，并付之一炬……应该是这个程序吧？”“如果我是凶手。”香茗说，“应该会这样做。”“那么，现在这巡洋舰的刹车和离合上，一定还留有你犯罪的铁证。”呼延云说。“什么铁证？!”“β-葡聚糖静脉营养液。”呼延云说，“杀害陈丹的时候，凶手不小心打碎了β-葡聚糖静脉营养液的瓶子，那么鞋套上肯定沾上了营养液，我想他在匆忙中，应该先坐进车以后才摘的鞋套，这样一来，刹车和油门上一定也沾上了这种黏附性很强的液体。现在，我们如果在'巡洋舰'的刹车和油门上检验到这种营养液的成分——这种营养液全市都断货了，仁济医院只有一瓶，洒在陈丹被害的icu地面的液体在现场封锁前就被潘秀丽擦干净了，'巡洋舰'的车钥匙又一直在你的手里——你能向我们解释这是怎么回事吗？”电光闪烁，照出香茗那惨白的脸。紧接着，头顶一阵清脆的雷鸣，听在耳中，仿佛天地间一片打碎玻璃的声音。“还有小郭，只要她被救出来，也可以指证你……恐怕她无意中觉察了你是真凶，才被你绑架的。但是我了解你，香茗，无论你出于什么理由残害陈丹，但是你绝对不会伤害一个无辜的人。所以你今天的行为太反常了，十万火急地要把徐诚重新缉拿归案，表面上看是要寻找小郭失踪的线索，事实上我认为，你是要阻挡徐诚参加地铁贯通仪式，使这个仪式中止。”说着，呼延云又将手指指向桥下的华贸地铁站，“因为小郭和章娜就在施工时留下的侧洞里，一旦仪式启动，侧洞被封，她们就没命了……我虽然不知道你打算怎样处置她们，但是我坚信她们还活着。” 灰白的地面上，顷刻间，落满了豆大的雨点。香茗仰起头，闭上眼，雨打在他皎洁的脸上，溅起碎玉似的花。空气中充满了潮湿的气味儿。下雨了，终于下雨了……他长长地、舒畅地吁了一口气:“呼延留下，你们其他人……先下桥去吧。”一直拉着他的胳膊的刘思缈，神情僵冷，像被封冻了千年的雪女。听到香茗的话，突然惊醒了似的，打了个哆嗦，扑在香茗的怀里将他紧紧地抱住，一句话也不说，泪水滚滚地、无声地滑下面颊。香茗轻轻地抚摩着她的长发。秀发上的水珠，沿着修长的指尖滴落，犹如珠帘线断。刘思缈闭上眼睛，长长的睫毛颤抖着。在美国留学那么多年，今天，是你第一次抱着我。“思缈，和大家一起下桥去，好吗？”香茗轻轻地说，怕吵醒她的梦似的。思缈恋恋不舍地松开手，离去前，只说了一句话——“记得我。”然后就头也不回地和蕾蓉、马笑中一起，向桥下走去。华贸桥的桥顶上，只剩下了两个人。四目对视，中间隔着雨幕。很近，又似乎很远，很模糊，又似乎很清晰。“其实，从你加入专案组的那一刻开始，我就知道，我输定了。”林香茗对呼延云说:“你的推理水平还是那么好，简直就像亲眼看到了似的。”呼延云没有回答。他只是凝视着香茗，被雨水打湿的目光，痛楚而陌生。“你是从什么时候开始怀疑到我的？”香茗比他更从容。呼延云慢慢地说:“娟子曾经告诉过小郭，贾魁和陈丹在夜总会里推搡过。陈丹恶狠狠地跟贾魁说，他的死期快要到了!贾魁很害怕。小郭以为，贾魁怕的是陈丹刚刚傍上的王军，这是不可能的，否则，为什么贾魁还要一而再再而三地去经常能撞见王军的天堂夜总会？找死吗？那么，谁才是让毒品贩子兼老江湖贾魁害怕的人？我当时的直觉是:应该是一个警察，而且不是个身份普通的小警察——这个人才是陈丹倚仗的后台。” “还有，7月10日夜里12点31分到39分，小白楼出现了短暂的空白期，小乔和丰奇都不在，而就在这短短8分钟的时间里，凶手毫无阻挡地实施了杀人。事后的调查表明，小乔和丰奇的离开纯属意外，根本没有凶手的操纵。那么凶手尽管化妆成医生，也应该很紧张、很警觉吧，可是在监控摄像机上，我们看到的他非常从容。我想了很久，原因只有一个，凶手的身手非常好，好到根本不在乎有没有人把守、值班，遇到阻挡，放倒就是，在所有进出过小白楼的人中，只有思缈和你有这样的身手，连王军都不敢如此地肆无忌惮。”“但是最终让我把怀疑的目标锁定在你身上的，是小郭推理时提出的那个问题——陈丹是怎么到达莱特小镇24号别墅的？小郭说现场勘察的结果，别墅附近没有发现任何汽车轮胎的痕迹。其实是有的，只是谁也不会注意到。”呼延云说，“那就是你那辆'巡洋舰'的车辙。6月18日夜里，你用这辆车将昏厥的陈丹送到莱特小镇西墙外，背进地下室囚禁。6月19日傍晚再开来，割下她的乳房。离开后，再以'接到报警电话'为借口，带着警员，开上'巡洋舰'赶到西墙外，即便侦察中发现同一种车痕轧过两三道，也会以为是警车找路或者倒车导致的。”“厉害!”香茗长叹一声。“香茗……”“嗯？”“我说的对吗？”“什么？”“你杀陈丹是因为……因为感情的事？”“也可以这么说吧。”“香茗!”“嗯？”“别再……你他妈的能不能别再伪装了？!”一声怒吼!乌云被吼声震得一颤，落下了更碎而更密的雨。一双红得像要迸出鲜血的眼睛，两片微微颤抖的嘴唇。对不起，呼延……我该说什么呢？你想知道什么呢？知道了又能有什么意义呢？我从来都不会解释我自己的啊。从小到大，我记忆中最深刻的，就是在白炽灯下，爸爸妈妈无休无止的争吵，地上除了各种被砸得粉碎的东西，还有他们的影子像离开水的泥鳅一样抽搐、甩动，而我只能躲在黑暗的房间里低声抽泣。你肯定不了解在已经破碎而勉强维持的家庭长大的孩子，是一种什么样子，就像是被柜门碾住了的手指头，咯吱咯吱越压越紧，疼啊疼啊，流血了骨折了，就是不能松开，如果松开一点点，也是为了下一次咯吱咯吱压得更紧，更疼，直到骨头坏死……变黑。 我就是那根被柜门碾住的手指，我就是那块坏死、变黑的骨头。后来他们终于离婚了，都嫌我是个累赘，我就跟着奶奶过。在奶奶的嘴里，妈妈是天底下最坏最坏的一个人，她做了对不起爸爸的事情，和别人在一起了。所以尽管大家都说我长得很好看，上学时那么多女孩子给我写纸条帮我包书皮约我逛公园请我看电影，我都懂，但我都拒绝了，因为我很害怕很讨厌女人，我一看到女人接近我，就清楚地听到了柜门碾来的咯吱咯吱声。和你在一起的高中三年，是我一生中最快乐的时光。你那么高傲又那么正直，你坚信人生没有解不开的谜，你相信自己的智慧能战胜一切困难。我跟在你的身边，不仅有强烈的安全感，而且还惊讶地发现，原来推理能剖出人心最深处的黑暗，发现导致我们每一个人痛苦的根源，也就是说，如果我也有你这样的本领，就能走出一直煎熬着我的心的家庭破碎的阴影。我想活在阳光下，活得快乐一点，像你一样敢爱敢恨敢哭敢笑——这成为了我报考警官大学的最重要最直接的原因。可是，我们都太单纯太幼稚了。大学时代，为了揭开那些残酷的真相，你经历了许多坎坷和磨难，甚至被当成精神病人。我永远不会忘记赴美留学的前一天晚上，我去你家看你，你刚刚因为殴打那个无耻的学生会主席，被学校开除。屋子里一片黑暗，你坐在窗台上，把自己沉浸在溶溶的月光里，头发蓬乱、目光如裂地背诵着什么，多年以后，我才知道你背诵的是鲁迅先生的《墓碣文》:“有一游魂，化为长蛇，口有毒牙，不以啮人，自啮其身，终以殒颠……”我害怕极了，怕你疯，怕你死。其实我知道，你会死——但不会疯，你到死都会是这个世界上最清醒的人。在机场告别的时候，你给我留下的最后一句话是“不要再回来了!绝对不要再回来了”!说完你转身就走。我呆呆地望着你的背影，泪流满面……四年后……我还是回来了。 许局长的信任和期许，让我的心中充满了理想和期待，要在遏制国内犯罪上大展身手。对美国——我已经厌倦了。在匡蒂科市的联邦调查局行为科学组总部，每到夜晚，我打开窗帘，黑暗和夜风一起涌进房间，我就看到那些像腐臭沼气一般的物欲，无限地膨胀着，膨胀着，遇到一点挫败，就沉在下水道中，变成黑色的、血腥的、舔着毒舌的暗流，一有机会，就漫溢出地面，变成一起起凶杀、强奸、放火、抢劫、吸毒、滥交……我不喜欢那里，尽管我要研究犯罪，但是我希望和犯罪保持一定距离，而不是生活在其中。回国之后，我才发现，短短数年不见，这里已经变得和美国如此相像。激增的杀人案件，累积如山的命案卷宗，面对着它们，我经常有万劫不复的沉重感。那些残忍的杀戮方式，那些将无辜者折磨致死的花样手段，是你想都想不到的。人们都变成了失去所有感觉的低等生物，只能凭着最最原始的本能活着，比如……比如没有爱情的性交，比如没有理由——甚至连借口也不需要的杀戮。我想，一定是有问题了，一定是出了什么问题了!但是我找不到症结所在，唯一的期望是你能告诉我真相。可是回国后，我听说了你的事情，很痛心，也很不以为然，不过是一个长相一般、品质低劣的女人，值得你那么痛不欲生、终日酩酊吗？我找你聊过，我想劝你回来，我需要你这个朋友，我需要你的智慧，需要你不畏惧任何黑暗的勇气，可是不行，你变老了，才26岁，但是你已经很老很老了。老到……老到我在你的眼中看不到明天。我孤独极了。这时我遇到了陈丹……就在一年前，就在这样一个下雨的日子。那是个雨夜，我从三个流氓的手中，把她救了出来。她惊恐万状地看着我，然后扑到我的怀里，哇哇大哭。我抱着她，哄她笑，雨停了，月光洒在她湿漉漉的脸上，犹在不停抽搐的小鼻子，就像白色蝴蝶的翅膀，一扇一扇的，我一下子就痴了。 我要送她回家。她说:“我没有家……”我问她怎么回事。她就跟我讲了继父杀害她妈妈的经过，她一点都没有掩饰身体被玷污的事情。甚至还告诉我，由于贫困，她一面上着大学，一面到夜总会做小姐挣钱的事情。我惊讶极了，呼延，如果你看到那个夜晚她楚楚动人的神情，还有脸上浮动着的纯洁的光芒，绝对不会想到她是一个那样的女人。但是我把她送回学校，告别的时候，还是发誓，不能和这样的一个女人纠缠在一起。我必须远离她，今生不再见她。谁知她记下了我的手机号码，在接下来的一个月里，每天都打电话给我，就说想再见我一面。到了最后，她在电话里一句话也不说，就是不停地哭泣，那种哭声，就是石头人也会心碎。隔着电话，我仿佛又看见了她那像白色蝴蝶的翅膀一样一扇一扇的小鼻子，结果……我违背了自己的誓言。我永远也忘不了再见到她的那一刻。她站在一棵粉盈盈的大榕树下，远远地看到我，眼里立刻就泛起了泪花，我傻呆呆地站着，手足无措，结果她扑了上来，一股香气涌进了我的怀抱，我感到一阵眩晕，紧紧地抱住了她。然后……然后她做了一件我一辈子都不会忘记的事——她在我的胳膊上狠狠地咬了一口。疼得我龇牙咧嘴，但是我不敢挣扎，牙印清晰极了，渗出血来。呼延你看，我的胳膊上现在还留着这个牙印。从小到大，我身边的女孩子，都在向我展示她们多么可爱，多么美丽，或者多么优秀，但是陈丹……她用这个“咬”的行为告诉我——她需要我把她留下，纵使是身体上的一段伤痕。我们在一起了。最初的那些日子，甜蜜而美好。有时我发现她捂着小腹疼得一身冷汗，知道是过去生活糜烂导致的，就带她上医院检查、治疗;有时她说一句脏话，我会沉默到让她觉得异样，从此很长的一段时间她都不再讲那样的语言;有时她叼起一根烟，我会把烟从她的唇间拿下，丢进垃圾桶;有时她看见一个妈妈抱着孩子嬉戏，会怔怔地哭泣，我就抱着她，任她的泪水打湿我的肩膀，我用强有力的臂膀告诉她，一切都已经过去了，我将为她驱散过去人生道路上的阴霾，把她从弯曲、泥泞的人生轨道上，拉回布满温暖阳光的正途。 但是有一点我是做不到的，那就是她的吃穿都要最高档的，很快我的积蓄就为之一空。呼延，你要知道，我只是个警察，而且还算得上廉洁奉公，我根本没有多少钱，我的可怜的薪水还要赡养我那含辛茹苦、而今已老态龙钟的奶奶。当我真诚地把这一切告诉陈丹，希望她生活节俭一些时，她不停地冷笑，最后说了一句:“没钱你玩什么女人啊？”我惊呆了!我震惊的程度，不亚于你刚才推理出凶手走错房间时，头顶那一声震耳欲聋的霹雳!难道，我付出的感情，在她看来，和其他人没有任何两样，只是……只是玩女人？!很快我知道了更加让我痛彻肺腑的消息，原来就在她和我热恋的日子里，居然依旧在瞒着我，到夜总会里当小姐，和别的人——任何付得起钱的人，发生关系……“你怎么能这样？!”我愤怒地朝她怒吼。“大家不都是在玩儿吗？”她无所谓地笑着，点上一根烟，“何必那么认真？”我被扔进无底洞了，我在黑暗中不断坠落，坠落，坠落……我想放弃，可是我又恋恋不舍，因为我付出的是有生以来的第一次爱情，谁知道竟然是这样的结果。我的心在流血，陈丹很清楚，可她还在一刀一刀地捅过来，旧伤未愈又添新伤。有时在街上，我看到她被一个嘴脸粗鄙的男人揽在怀里，有说有笑地走着，手里拎着刚买的名牌服饰，看到我，她满不在乎……终于有一天，我发现，伤痕累累的心灵，已经变成了血肉模糊的一团。这样下去，我会死掉的。我找到陈丹，劝说她——甚至是恳求她，结束把自己当成玩物的游戏，像个人一样活着，但是没有用，她只是冷笑。后来我说，在雨夜里我救过你一次，这回你能不能良心发现，救一救我？她说:“对不起，我没有心。”我感到自己像被一锤打碎的瓷瓶，哗啦啦地粉身碎骨。而也就在这一瞬间，那些惨无人道的罪行，那些最为恐怖变态的谋杀，它们埋在地层深处的、污秽得汁液淋漓的根源，像暴露在探照灯下一样明明白白。一切就在简简单单这四个字之中—— “我没有心”!没有心的人，不再是人，所以，无论杀人，还是被杀，都成为了理所当然的事情。我不知道该怎样形容自己的痛苦。我懂得了你的绝望，你的酩酊，那不是为了一个女人，而是为了所有美好梦想的彻底破灭，为了自己在丑恶现实面前的一败涂地，无路可走。我想起了你背诵的《墓碣文》中的一句:“抉心自食，欲知本味，创痛酷烈，本味何能知……”真的是“抉心自食”啊!还记得在冥山骨灰堂咱们的一段对话吗，我对你说:“我和你一样，也有感情上的洁癖，黑暗中，就剩这么一缕皎洁的月光，还被践踏……”你点头了，你还记得。那么，你应该不会忘记我接下来的话吧，那段话貌似劝你，其实是讲我自己的啊——“我不希望你就此沉沦，变成一个对世界充满仇恨的怪物，成天想着报复那些伤害过你的人，用别人的鲜血弥合自己的伤口，最后你会发现，那注定是对自己的反噬，把自己的心、血、肉都一寸寸撕裂、咬碎，那太痛苦，太痛苦!”真的，我说的正是我自己，正是对《墓碣文》最好的注脚——不是吗？!“有一游魂，化为长蛇，口有毒牙，不以啮人，自啮其身，终以殒颠……”在无数个失眠的黑夜，在钢针插入骨髓般的创痛中，我咯吱咯吱地抉心自食，当我把自己的心快要吃尽，当我也变成了没有心的人的时候，我清楚地听到了自己嬗变的声音:寒光闪闪的獠牙从牙缝中顶出，背脊上生出吸血蝙蝠式的、骨骼上覆盖着灰色皮膜的翅膀，血一点点变冷，甚至变成了和鲎一样几近黑暗的蓝色……我要报复!我是犯罪学的专家，在这个世界上，我非常清楚，除了你呼延云，我所做下的案子，没有任何人能够破解。而你，已经成了浸泡在酒精里的“废人”。那时，陈丹被徐诚“包”了。这个人，是我最仇恨的对象。他干尽了坏事，却倚仗着欺诈、剥削积累起来的巨大财富，拥有至高无上的社会地位，甚至法律也对他无能为力。但是我知道，森林里最凶猛的野猪，也敌不过一个小小的陷阱，而我要亲自为他挖掘这个陷阱。 我花费了大量的时间观察他和他的走狗们的行动规律，莱特小镇、天堂夜总会、贰号公馆……凡是他们经常涉足的地方，我化装之后，都追踪过、探测过、观察过，我要寻找到那个可以置他们于死地的“死穴”。一个深夜，我看到王军把两袋东西埋在了通汇河北岸的一个土丘上。我的直觉告诉我，他埋下的可能是尸体。等他走后，我换上他穿的那种号码的鞋子，模仿他的步态特征，上去刨开土，打开袋子一看，居然是碎尸——一个大胆的犯罪计划立即在我心中形成了。我迅即把一截大腿从袋子里拿出，将正好带在身上的天堂夜总会的一盒火柴全部倒出，把其中一根架在两块石头间划燃，从头烧到尾，火柴棍很粗，燃烧后也很结实。然后我就将这根碳化体放回火柴盒，再放上4根没有燃烧的。将火柴盒放进装尸袋，再把袋子埋回去。开始实施计划之前，我决定还是给陈丹一个机会，最后的机会。我想看看她还有没有的救。6月18日傍晚，我化妆成一个富商的样子，在一个酒吧里找到陈丹，仅仅在一起跳了个舞，喝了瓶红酒，我就对她说:“有没有兴趣来点更刺激的？”由于我刻意改变了声音，她根本听不出来，立刻向我飞着媚眼:“刺激？你能给我多大的刺激？”……她没有心。后来的事情，正如你推理的那样。我亲手割掉了她一向引以为傲的乳房，折断了她的手骨，往她的嘴里灌硫酸……我要让她尝尽求生不得求死不能的痛苦。那一刻报仇的快感，真是用语言都无法形容的啊。有一个刹那，我的冰冷、僵硬的心，下意识地颤抖了一下，那就是当她在救护车上醒来，目不转睛地望着我，不停地流泪，被抬进手术室的一瞬间，被泪水泡得发肿的眼睛，还湿漉漉地盯着我看……我想，我也许做错了。但是谁怜悯过我呢？我狠下心来想。按照计划，我会像走在队列最前面的向导，将警方的全部注意力一点点引向徐诚和王军。但是我万万没有想到，张伟那个混蛋的一则报道，居然引发了白天羽的表弟的魔性，他开始了一场疯狂的变态割乳杀人!看着一具具惨不忍睹的尸体，一个个还没有绽放就凋零的生命，我感到天旋地转，摇摇欲倒!死了这么多人，流了这么多血，谁的罪？谁的罪？呼延你刚才说过一句话，我绝对没有想伤害任何一个无辜的人——这是真的啊!可我还是不能原谅自己，尽管我疯了似的缉捕真凶，但在我内心的最深处，有一个声音，一个高亢得湮灭不掉的声音，一直在喊:真正的凶手，是你!是你!是你!我不敢闭上眼睛，因为那些血淋淋的无辜者的尸体，总是会浮现在我的脑海之中，她们身上受的每一刀，归根结底，都是我捅下去的啊! 中间还发生过一件事，现在也可以告诉你了，贾魁也是我杀的……什么？你早就猜到了。我和陈丹交往的最初，一直隐瞒着身份，因为我隐隐约约觉得，和一个做小姐的人谈恋爱，不是什么光彩的事情。后来她还是知道了。案发后，我知道她有写日记的习惯，害怕她在日记中写到和我的交往，害怕日记本落在警方手里。所以才和思缈一起去华文大学，在她的宿舍，得知日记本失踪，我十分震惊，这等于在我的脖子上套了一根不知何时会勒紧的绞索。经过仔细查寻，我得知了日记本被贾魁用重金买走了。于是在警方搜查贾魁租住房屋的前夕，将日记本偷走了。那个日记本上，几乎每一页纸都布满了坑凹，那是被泪水打湿的结果，在上面，陈丹写下了母亲惨死的经过，写下了对贾魁刻骨的仇恨，写下了她如身陷地狱一般不得解脱的痛楚。看完日记，我感到从头寒到脚，如坠冰河。我忽然觉得，其实我们每一个人都是受害者，然后再用伤害别人来解脱自己的痛苦。这个世界好像一个血的漩涡，人们都在其中搅拌着，谁也逃不出去……我把贾魁诱骗到椿树街那栋灰楼的402房间，在他当年杀死陈丹母亲的地方，亲手杀死了他。本来，我想等陈丹康复后，把她接回家里，养她一辈子。只有残缺的她，才能永远为我所拥有。我这种心态，真的是畸形了吧。但7月10日下午，当我冲进112房间的时候，我从陈丹仇恨的眼神、疯狂的挣扎中，知道她认出我来了，她在我的胳膊上，用指甲掐出血来，正如当初的牙印。我没有办法，我必须杀