Chapter 96 Chapter 95

The voice gradually faded, and one turned over and fell asleep.I stood up and walked to the couch, the corners of Fourteen's eyes were wet, I don't know if it was wine stains or tears.Wiped him with a silk cloth, took off his boots, covered him with a quilt, and Fourteen murmured, "Huang Ama, why? Did I do something wrong?..." I held the handkerchief tightly, and whispered to Shishi: "I'm sorry!" Turning around, I whispered to Qiaohui, who was packing up the drinking utensils: "It's late at night, let's just rest! I'll do these things tomorrow."

He and Qiaohui put a screen in front of the bed, and I lay down and rested myself.Still subconsciously muttering in his mind, "Don't invite the long tassels, take the Tianjiao species, and roar the west wind with the sword." 'A night of light sleep, only a sigh'Happy in a hurry'! It was still dark outside the window, and when I heard Shisi turning over to ask for tea, I quickly put on my clothes and poured him a cup of tea.As soon as I walked back to the bed, he suddenly laughed, "I was so drunk that I thought it was a dream, but it was you who fed me tea." I said, "It's not yet dawn, let's sleep again!"

After a while, I heard the sound of him turning over. He asked in a low voice, "Are you asleep?" I said, "No!" He asked, "You still don't sleep much?" I said, "Yes!" He said: "I didn't understand why you couldn't sleep well at night before, but now I understand. When I was in the northwest, I fell asleep as soon as my head touched the pillow, and I often had to be called by the guards to wake up. When I woke up, I only felt that it was dawn just after falling asleep Not to mention falling asleep now, I still have dreams, wake up several times a night, and often feel that I have slept for a long time, but the sky is still dark."

I opened my eyes and stared at the top of the tent without saying a word, dreaming and dreaming, it was hard to say desolate.Fourteen asked: "Do you remember when you first saw me?" I thought for a while and said, "It seems to be in a pavilion." Fourteen groaned: "Everything is wrong in Changmen, so why come together?" Different return! The phoenix tree is half dead and after clearing the frost..." I continued: "The white mandarin duck flew away without companionship. On the grass on the original, the morning sun is exposed. The old habitat and the new ridge are nestled together..." With a sigh, my sister finally got what she deserved willing.

Fourteenth said: "I saw that you were reading such mourning poems at such a young age, and your face was sad, and it was not 'sorry for writing new words'. It was really sad in your heart. At that time, I didn't know about your sister. , and joked about it to my starling, now that I think about it, how desolate my starling was when he repeated the phrase 'the white mandarin duck flew away' in a low voice." The sky outside the window was getting white, and the two were silent.Fourteen suddenly laughed and said, "You promised me to sing on my birthday back then! It hasn't been fulfilled yet." I laughed and said, "The little girl who didn't understand anything back then was frightened by Master Fourteen's words, what? Do you dare to agree?" Fourteen said with a smile: "You don't come here! After I said a few words, Brother Ten didn't want to. Besides, it depends on your fighting spirit afterwards, can I still scare you?"

I just smiled with my head on the pillow, and Fourteen also laughed, "You didn't see yourself when Brother Thirteen picked you up. I didn't think about it at the time. Later, I wanted to laugh again. The headdress was crooked, and the bun fell apart. , the hair is all glued to the face, and the whole body is ruined, but I still think of myself as a tiger." The room was getting brighter and brighter, and both of them laughed out loud in the morning sun.Fourteen smiled and asked: "I heard that Brother Ten mentioned that you cheated me of a request, did Brother Ten honor it?" I was stunned for a while, then remembered, and said with a smile: "I have already forgotten it myself!" Si sighed lightly: "Then I'm afraid I will only owe you in this life! You can always fulfill what you promised me?" I said: "The Fourteenth Master has an order, how dare you not obey it. This year's birthday has just passed, and next year's Definitely sing. But when the time comes, you won’t be allowed to dislike it!”

From then on, Fourteen would rest on the couch in my house every once in a while, and the two of them chatted through the screen, sometimes recalling the past, the two of them were sometimes sad and sometimes happy; sometimes he would tell me about Northwest China. I was fascinated by the local conditions and customs, and would often tell him about the Northwest in my memory. He also listened carefully. When the two of them talked about the melons and fruits in the Northwest, they were both drooling with greed. If it is fully ripe and picked, the taste will be far worse.I would ask him with a smile: "The folk customs in the northwest are simple and simple, and women are passionate and unrestrained. Is there a girl who can throw fruit for you? Is there a private meeting at night?" Fourteen laughed so hard that he smashed the couch, "I am looking forward to it. It’s a romantic story, and it can also be famous in history. Unfortunately, I don’t know why, when the girl sees me, she either giggles or turns around and runs away. But there are bearded men who keep pulling me to drink, and I can only look at the low soldiers Talking and laughing with the girls one by one, what a pain in my heart!" I laughed so hard that I could only rub my chest.

When Fourteen talked about the Northwest, he was always full of witty words, and even a little story he described could make me laugh and lie soft on the bed.The laughter of the two of them in the deep night was exceptionally sweet. Chen Xiang didn't know the details, but was just happy, and asked Qiaohui in a low voice: "We will have a little master to serve us soon, right?" "Qiaohui!" and comforted Chen Xiang: "Don't take it to heart, Qiaohui will just talk about it." Chen Xiang said with a pale face, "I don't dare to do it anymore." From then on, I understood that children are a taboo topic.

Qiaohui turned around but stopped me and kept saying good things about Shisi, as if she really wanted to persuade me to have a baby.I didn't want to make her feel more guilty, so I didn't want to tell her that it was impossible for me to have any more children.He just smiled and said to her: "I know what's going on with me. Don't we agree? As long as I'm happy." Qiaohui frowned slightly after hearing this, but stopped talking. The plum blossoms have just fallen, and three or two impatient apricot blossoms have been scorchingly picked in the rain curtain. The tender white petals support the delicate yellow stamens, soft and fresh.Perhaps because of the hot springs, the geothermal heat is strong, and the few apricot flowers near the lake bloom especially well.A pool of spring water that is warm and cold, reflecting the snow and flowers on the bank, is shrouded in misty rain like a veil, full of spring.

Qiaohui held an umbrella to help me admire the flowers and said: "Miss, you have been in a bad mood recently, and you can't stand standing in the rain for a long time, go back and rest! This flower will bloom after it fades." I sighed secretly in my heart. Flowers are similar every year, but people are different every year.On the face, he responded with a smile: "Let's go!" After entering the room, Qiaohui rubbed the ink and practiced a few words with concentration, and the thoughts in her heart eased slightly.He held the snuff bottle casually in his hand, and put a thin blanket on his body to quietly watch the misty rain outside the door.The rain that day was much heavier than it is now. He walked in from the heavy rain wearing a black cloak, and inadvertently resolved a conflict for me.The scenes that seemed to be unnoticed at that time became extremely clear in the memories over and over again.I can even recall the pattern of the wet cuffs on the inside of his cloak.

He picked up the snuff bottle, looked at it carefully, and couldn't help laughing again.The laughter has not yet fallen, but the mood is suddenly like misty rain outside the door, and the three puppies are fighting, one of which has passed away, one is imprisoned, and the other is sitting here waiting for the flowers to fall. "Master!" Chen Xiang gently shook me awake and said, "Master, go to bed and rest when you're tired! This place is facing the wind, so it's easy to catch cold." I shook my head and said, "I'm not sleepy." Chen Xiang looked at me and hesitated to speak.I laughed and said: "Speak directly if you have something to say!" Chen Xiang said: "Do you want to ask the doctor to take a look? My servant sees that the master often dozes off recently. Sometimes I just finished talking, and then I turn my head and fell asleep. The servant heard... Listen Say you sleep more when you are happy." I smiled slightly and said: "I know you are doing it for my own good, but you just need to do your own thing well." Chen Xiang hurriedly said: "Yes, I understand." Qiaohui put the umbrella outside the door, and came in with a large branch of apricot blossoms in her hand. Chen Xiang smiled and praised, and hurried to find the bottle.I said: "Why bother? I made another trip on purpose." Qiaohui said with a smile, "I think Miss likes it, so pick it up and show it to Miss. You won't have to stand in the rain for a long time." The same charming smile flashed across my mind. Holding the woman holding the apricot flower, she hurriedly waved it away, watching Qiaohui and Chen Xiang's flower arrangement intently. My body is getting lazier, and I often wake up until dawn at night, but during the day, I often lose my mind while talking, and I don't know anything.Even Fourteen felt that something was wrong, so he ordered a doctor.After a few days of delay, I finally failed to hold Shisi back and let the doctor see it. After changing three or four doctors, they all said the same thing, "The oil is exhausted and the lamp is dry." Fourteen went from the initial shock and anger, to the final pity and pity. The head is still smiling at me.I held Qiaohui's hand, feeling guilty in my heart, she sent my sister away, and now she is sending me away again, the pain is extraordinary. The strength in my hands is getting weaker, and I can't practice a few words every day.The longing has nowhere to go, it spreads from the heart to the whole body, day and night, it is nothing but him.Only after I leave him do I know that I am full of his imprint, write his words, drink his tea, use his favorite porcelain style, like his favorite flowers, hate the sun, like light rain... In the early morning, in the white mist, Yinzhen was dressed in a black robe, standing on the top of Jingshan Mountain overlooking the entire Forbidden City. I was overjoyed and ran towards him, calling out 'Yinzhen', but he never looked back, and I No matter how I ran, I couldn't get close to him. All I was left with was an indifferent and lonely back. I am anxious and sad, and I have nothing to do.Qiaohui woke me up with a light shake, and while wiping my sweat, she asked, "Did you have a nightmare?" "Sorrow arises from love, and fear arises from love. There is no worry when there is no love, so where is there fear? Therefore, don't love, and parting from love is suffering. If there is no love and hatred, there will be no bondage." I only think about it. Leaving love can be unfettered, but what about hate?Is that a greater bondage?Regret?Does that make the mind restless day and night? I was stunned for a while, and then ordered: "Help me grind ink." Qiaohui persuaded with a smile: "Stop practicing today, and write when tomorrow is better." I said: "I want to write a letter, you Prepare the paper for me." Chen Xiang helped me to get up, I thought for a while, holding the pen and writing, writing on and off, writing on and off, it took most of a day to finish writing. Yinzhen: Life is a dream, Baiyun Canggou.Wrong, wrong, right, right, kindness and resentment, in the end, the sun and the moon are silent, and the water passes without a trace.Those who are hard to give up are just a little obsession!When a person said the word "want" in an understatement, he had already held the key to open my heart; The door was opened; when he shielded me and turned his back to the arrow, I will never forget it in this life.After that, it was right and wrong, but it got deeper and deeper. At this point, do you still want to ask Ba Ye? From love to hatred, from love to hatred, from love to delusion, from love to thought.After the farewell, hatred and obsession have all turned into lovesickness.I don't know if you still blame me and hate me at this time?Annoy me anger me?Under the wisteria frame, the moon is cold and the wind is clear, between the pen, ink, paper and inkstone, Ruoxi has no emperor, no fourth elder brother in her heart, only take away my soul, Yinzhen!Lovesickness looks at each other but not blind date, love turns to be passionate and tired, and the song is soft and heartbroken.The words on the red paper are blurred towards the wall, and we meet again in the depths of the Qulan, looking forward to your arrival every day. Ruoxi