Chapter 89 Chapter 88

Gao Wuyong came three or four times to ask me for an answer, Qiaohui would help me every time and said perfunctorily: "I haven't figured it out yet, give it a few days." As soon as he left, Qiaohui tried to persuade him, from the child to the I, Ama, talked about my dead mother-in-law, and finally moved my sister out again in tears.I can only promise her that I will take a closer look.Afterwards, I always resisted, procrastinating and refusing to read it, and I always felt that this title meant that I would be tied to this Forbidden City forever from now on.Although I knew it was inevitable, I always resisted it in my heart.

Qiaohui sat on the edge of the kang without moving for a long time. I called her several times, but there was no reply.I put down the book in my hand and said: "Don't be upset anymore, go and get the list, I'll read it right away." Qiaohui still sat still. I straightened up, pushed her and said, "What are you thinking about?" She looked up at me and bit her lips without saying a word, and said after a while, "It's nothing." Then she got up and went to get the list.I shouted: "Come back, if you have something to say, make it clear. It's better for two of you to think about it alone. At least you can discuss it with each other."

Qiaohui stood for a while, went to the door and lifted the curtain to take a look, then turned around and sat down next to me, and said in a low voice, "Bafujin wants to see Miss." As long as we are in the Forbidden City, there will never be a quiet life, I smiled wryly and said: "We owe her a big favor for my sister." Qiaohui said: "I think so too, not to mention that she is also my half master for so many years, it is really hard not to pass on her message." I said: "Let's meet once we meet! But if you turn around and let the emperor know, everything It's all my own idea, I want to see Fujin myself." Qiaohui nodded uneasily with a little bit of fear.

I lightly shook Qiaohui's hand to comfort her, thinking of Yutan, my heart ached, and I made up my mind that unless I died, I would never let you hurt Qiaohui again. Qiaohui helped me to walk in the imperial garden, I said with a smile: "I'm only a few months old, I can't even see my belly, I can walk by myself." Qiaohui said: "You are a healthy person now , I'll hold it up more securely." I had no choice but to let her go. Bafujin came to meet her, Qiaohui hurriedly greeted her, and I wanted to salute her, but she turned sideways to avoid it and said indifferently: "Although I haven't passed the light yet, she is the emperor's woman after all, and I can't bear your salute." Qiaohui Hui's face was flushed red, and she said anxiously: "The emperor is about to confer the title of young lady." I smiled and glanced at Qiaohui, I wasn't even embarrassed, she was ashamed for me.He shook her hand and motioned her to stand aside.

I looked at Bafujin with a smile and asked: "What's the matter?" Bafujin said with a faint smile, "A few days ago, the emperor issued a decree to reprimand the master, blaming the instigation of the tenth younger brother's stay in Zhangjiakou." I mused You will ask, "Isn't it?" Bafujin looked at me with a smile and said: "It's true that this matter is not entirely what the tenth brother meant. Although Xu Guogui's dog slave deliberately provoked him, the tenth brother got on with him, but it's not enough to stay for so long, but it's not the master's fault either. Meaning. Master now takes these things very lightly, and doesn't care about the ups and downs. He said that the emperor ordered him to do things, and he would do it if he wanted to cut the noble. He even persuaded the ninth brother not to confront the emperor. At this point, what is there to argue about? But just like this, the emperor still refuses to let me go." I asked with a little anger, "Why did you do this? Don't you know that this will anger the emperor?"

Ba Fujin snorted coldly: "The emperor is testing us step by step, suppressing us, and we give way again and again but he always pushes forward. Instead of doing this, let's see how ruthless he can be." I stared at her, and said solemnly: "If you expect to see an emperor who is soft for the historian's judgment and the evaluation of future generations, it is a big mistake. If you do this, it is only to make him bear the reputation of torturing his brothers, That price is too high. The reputation in the history books is important, but how can it compare with your own life?"

Bafujin half-raised his head, staring at the sky and said: "The emperor has completely ruined my life. The ancestor emperor started, and he intensified. All the documents were checked and destroyed by him, and the officials in the court pondered his intentions." The mind goes around finding faults, impeachment at every turn, some might as well say it is bigger, and others can be caught in the wind. All in all, half a lifetime of hard work has no merit at all, and I have never done a single practical thing for the Qing Dynasty." Ba Fujin shook his head and smiled and said, "If you think that I expect those historians to judge right and wrong for us, then I have read all the books from childhood to adulthood in vain. In the Spring and Autumn Period, there are Dong Hu's straight books, Sima Qian's eternal history pen and eternal articles, Although Ban Gu and Fan Ye were a little inferior, they still acted straightforwardly. Chen Shou had something private to Wei, but he never deleted it ignorantly. But since Tang Taizong Li Shimin came to the throne, history has become the history of the emperor, which can be tampered with by graffiti at will. Throughout the history of Xuanwumen The official history of the change is only the "National History", "Gaozu Shilu" and "Taizong Shilu" edited and edited by Fang Xuanling and others. The new and old "Tang Shu" and other official histories in the future are all based on these. I read this passage carefully in the past. History, even in barnyard history, can’t find any words that are not conducive to Li Shimin. You have to admire Taizong and his historian’s thoughtfulness. The change of Xuanwumen was described as Li Shimin’s repeated concessions. His brothers wanted to kill him, but he had no choice. In order to discredit the other party, Li Shimin made up such an absurd plot: Li Shimin went to the Hongmen Banquet in person, drank his brother's poisonous wine but did not die, he just vomited blood, but it was this Li Shimin who "vomited blood" two or three days later In front of the Xuanwu Gate, he pulled a strong bow and shot his eldest brother Li Jiancheng. If the historical facts are true, I can only lament Li Jiancheng. Only use private goods from the street, or Li Shimin is really an incarnation of Tianlong with abnormal endowments, he vomits blood and fights without dying, and he can also plan to kill his brothers."

I was speechless, and Ba Fujin covered his mouth with a light smile and said: "If there is really an elixir of life, I really want to know how our current Emperor Yongzheng will explain everything he has done. We will be said to be How insidious and vicious, how it hindered him from punishing us for the wish of the world." After a long while, I slowly said: "The flaws do not conceal the virtues. Although Taizong made a mistake in this matter, he still created a prosperous age of Zhenguan, and the emperor will do the same in the future. But since you don't want this in your heart, why do you want the tenth master to stay?"

Ba Fujin suppressed his smile and said: "As long as he is allowed to test our bottom line, can't we test how he plans to deal with us? If he really intends to confine us to death, then we might as well announce the decree early and give it a good time. Why bother?" Playing a game of cat and mouse? If it weren’t for my master’s calm detachment, I would have been driven crazy. You don’t know the pain of living under the knife point every day. You know that the knife will fall sooner or later. I will fall. There was still fear before, but now I feel that it is a relief to fall early."

Cat and mouse?Life under the knife?My mind was in confusion, and after a while I would ask: "Since you didn't ask me to plead for Master Shi, what exactly did you want to say?" Bafujin looked at me with a smile and said, "I learned something strange from my ninth brother. "My heart hurts, I don't know how Master Jiu felt when he heard about Yutan, but does he feel any pity? Bafujin said: "The emperor hates us so much now. Apart from the years of hostility fighting for the throne, another important reason is probably because the master failed to design him back then, but let the thirteenth brother be imprisoned, and made him be cautious for many years. But you are so smart, have you ever wondered why the master suddenly attacked him who was still friendly back then? If it was only for the throne, why didn't the master target the third brother who was equally low-key?"

My heart tightened. She thinks that Eighth Master dealt with Fourth Master for the sake of love between men and women?But if you look closely at her face, it doesn't look like that, besides, the situation back then could not be settled within two or three years, and I was not with Fourth Master at that time.I asked lightly, "Why?" She laughed and said, "This matter is ridiculous. That's why it's ridiculous. I heard from the ninth brother that someone reminded me more than once to pay attention to the Fourth Prince, and even mentioned a long list of names. He was skeptical, but he chose to deal with it in order to be safe. In this way, the emperor seems to hate the wrong person, and the thirteenth brother can't blame the master for ten years of suffering, but someone else was the one who started the pupa." My heart fell in a hurry, as if I was stepping on the flat ground, and what I fell was a cliff with no bottom, so dark that I couldn't see the bottom, my body was trembling, and I was about to fall. Ba Fujin supported me, and said with a smile: "Guess the emperor knows about this. Is it more sad or more angry?" I pushed her away, hugged the tree trunk next to me, and the eight blessings stood beside me and said: "You entered the palace from the Baylor Mansion, and you have been favored by the Lord for so many years. , He wants you to break up with us, how can it be so easy? By the way! The ninth brother wants me to tell you a sentence, 'If we have a lot of pain, you must bear five points.'" After finishing speaking, no more Just ignore me and walk away. Qiaohui half hugged and half supported me, and asked with a crying sound: "Miss, why is your face so pale, why are you uncomfortable? Let's go to the imperial doctor right away." I shook my head, motioning her to go back first. When I entered the house, I looked at the low threshold, but I didn't even have the strength to step over it. I stumbled and almost fell.Qiaohui hugged me tightly, her face pale.Qiaohui put me on the couch, helped me drink a few sips of hot tea and asked, "Miss, can I order someone to call for the imperial physician?" I closed my eyes and shook my head, my internal organs were burning, and despair and guilt filled my whole body , it was overwhelming.I was always worried about the ending of the eighth master, but I didn't expect that this ending would be brought about by myself. If it weren't for me, maybe he wouldn't plan to deal with the fourth master, maybe everything would be different.Thirteen years of suffering was actually caused by me alone, and Luwu, if it wasn’t for me, Shisan would not be imprisoned, then Luwu would not be with Shisan, she would always be far away Watching Shisan silently, there is no need to throw himself into the river because of the dilemma in the end.What have I been doing all these years? Qiaohui cried: "What did Fujin say? Miss, if you are sad, just cry out! Don't scare Qiaohui. I'd better go to the imperial physician." I said: "Qiaohui, please let me be quiet. The doctor can't see my illness." Qiaohui suppressed her crying, and sat on the couch to accompany her. The light in the room was getting darker, Mei Xiang came in and asked what to have for dinner, Qiaohui lit the lamp, and begged: "Miss, let's have dinner first!" The side kowtowed desperately, crying and begging: "Miss, please. Back then, the master did not speak, move or eat. Miss, the big things are not as big as children, Qiaohui begs you!" Mei Xiang saw that something was wrong and left early.I propped myself up vigorously and said, "Qiaohui, it's not that I don't want to eat, but that I really can't. How about this, pass on the food first, and I'll try to eat as much as I can." As soon as I finished speaking, I fell limply on the couch.Qiaohui's face was full of tears, her cheeks were flushed, and she hurried to the outside of the curtain to call for instructions. Before dinner came, Thirteen came.Mei Xiang came in and said, "The Thirteenth Lord came to see my aunt." I jerked my body, shrank into the couch, and said in a low voice, "Just say I fell asleep." Mei Xiang bowed her head and exited silently. Thirteen lifted the curtain and walked in, and said with a smile, "I even have a day when you shut the door. Brother Huang, don't you think I'm the only one who loses face." I turned over and fell asleep facing the wall. Thirteen stood still and asked Qiaohui, "What's the matter?"Thirteenth said: "Ruoxi, if I have done something wrong, you can just tell me. Is there anything we can't talk about?" I was trembling all over, my heart was like a knife, I turned around and propped myself up, Qiaohui hurriedly took the pillow for me to lean on.I waved to Qiaohui, she bowed to Shisan and then withdrew. "It's not that you did something wrong, it's me, it's me!" Shisan was slightly taken aback, dragged a stool and sat by the couch and asked, "How do you say that?" I looked at Shisan carefully little by little. The body with gray hair, the vicissitudes of the eyebrows and the corners of the eyes, the pain deep in the eyes, the tears streaming down, Thirteen said: "Ruoxi, what's the matter? You are torturing three people at the same time, one is deep The one who loves you is your child, how can you bear it?" I said: "Today I met Ba Fujin." Thirteen asked with a tense expression, "What did she say?" I wiped my tears and said, "She told Jiuye a word: 'If we are very hurt, You must also accept five points.'." Thirteen was silent and asked: "Does Brother Ninth know about you and Brother Ba?" Deliberately hiding it from Master Jiu. Only Master Shi, who is shallower, is not very clear about this, but he should know it in his heart." Thirteen hesitated for a while, then lowered his head and asked, "How far did you and the starling reach? Could there be... could there be a physical relationship?" It slipped through my mind, and my heart was even colder, but I said unwillingly, "Is this important?" Thirteen's face turned pale, and he raised his head and said, "They didn't dare to mess around with this matter, and angered Brother Huang. First of all, the starlings were unlucky. They would not use this matter to hurt Brother Huang unless it was absolutely necessary. Besides, as far as I guess, this is definitely the case. It's just Brother Nine's own intention, and with mynah's character, I will never agree to him doing this. I can talk to mynah first. If it's just for this matter, you can relax and let me handle it." One wave of ups and downs and another wave, I lay my head on the pillow and burst into tears, Thirteen, I don't deserve you to treat me like this!Suddenly I felt pain in my lower abdomen, my eyes turned black, I was paralyzed on the couch, thirteenth panicked, I hurriedly picked me up and shouted: "Ruoxi! Ruoxi!" while shouting to the outside world: "Quickly send the imperial doctor!" Qiaohui rushed in, rushed to the bed, her face was pale, and she screamed, "No!" Immediately, she knelt down, kowtowed and begged desperately, "Bodhisattva, please! You have already taken the master's child, so let the young lady go!" Go! Qiaohui is willing to endure any suffering, and from now on she will fast and burn incense every day." Thirteen's face was pale, and she urged people to call the imperial doctor. I opened my mouth wide, just panting, and after a while I cried, "I can't keep the baby!" Thirteen suddenly lifted the thin blanket, my skirt was completely red, his hands were trembling, and he shouted, "Where's the imperial doctor?" Before the words were finished, Yinzhen and the imperial physician rushed in one after another. Thirteen hurriedly got up and moved away. Yinzhen hugged me and asked Thirteen angrily: "What's the matter? I ordered you to persuade people, is that how you persuaded me?" Wei Wei After Thirteen answered, he hurriedly told Imperial Physician He: "No matter what you do or what you want, nothing will happen." After the imperial physician took the pulse, his face turned pale and his hands trembled slightly. Nothing is allowed, otherwise you will all be buried!" Then he said to Shisan: "I am in a hurry, yes..." Shisan hurriedly said: "I understand." Thirteen deliberately used 'I' instead of 'chen' younger brother'.Yinzhen nodded slightly and said nothing more, both of them stared at the imperial physician. Imperial Physician He ordered people to dispense the medicine with a trembling voice, and immediately kowtowed heavily to Yin Zhen and said, "I can only try my best to keep you." I let out my breath and passed out immediately. Under the endless green grass and the tile-blue sky, there are many beautiful bubbles floating from nowhere. Because of the sunshine, they become colorful and dazzling, and there is a rainbow in each of them.In the sky, on the ground, fluttering, like a dream, I smiled and chased the beautiful bubbles, jumped, and even flew up, my body was as light as these beautiful bubbles, I laughed and played with the surrounding bubbles , They are like elves, I chase them and run, I stop them and play again.Laughter filled the world. Time seems to stay at this moment forever, with no beginning and no end. When I am tired of playing, I sleep against the bubbles. When I wake up, I fly around in the rainbow of bubbles, jumping up and down. This is the end. Laughter suddenly stuck in my throat, and the bubbles that were playing with me burst one by one in the sun. I watched in horror as the bubbles that had been with me since I was born here were destroyed one by one, and the gorgeous rainbows left me in an instant. And go, I yelled to stop them, but they shattered in my hands, leaving only the wet and greasy wreckage on my hands, my hands trembled, the originally warm and moist sunlight became cold and merciless, my body was sore Invisibly, several big hands pulled me in different directions, and I seemed to be torn apart like a bubble immediately.When the last bubble was destroyed in my hand, I screamed and fell from mid-air... "Wake up! Wake up!" I felt a person rushing to the bed, and just about to touch me, the person who was putting a needle on my body stopped me: "Your Majesty, don't touch me!" The pain on my body became bigger and bigger, and the figure in front of me also It is becoming more and more obvious.I stared at Yinzhen, Nanke Yimeng, when we met again, your face was covered with dust and your temples were like frost.The two looked at each other softly, with infinite pity and compassion in each other's eyes. Imperial Physician He put incense on my pillow, and just as Yinzhen was about to speak, Imperial Physician He said: "Your Majesty!" Yinzhen hurriedly shut up, and I stared at him for a while, exhausted, my eyes gradually closed, under the benzoin In the gentle breath, fell asleep again.