Chapter 81 Chapter Eightieth
"Ruoxi, be obedient! Get up and drink some porridge." I closed my eyes and didn't listen.Yinzhen sighed and said: "Ruoxi, I know you are sad. But you keep silent all day long, can your sister feel at ease underground?"
Heart throbbing, he opened his eyes and looked at him and said, "Will you let me send my sister back to the northwest?" He said, "Ruoxi, I have promised you everything I can, but this is absolutely not." I closed my eyes Close your eyes and ignore him.He said: "I have already removed your sister from the royal genealogy and allowed Fu Ling to go back to the northwest for burial. I just told you, Ama, to bury your sister and Evergreen Mountain in secret. Ruoxi, I can do it." It's all done!"
"Why can't I send my sister back? It's not a big deal." Yinzhen was silent for a while, then put his head on my face and said, "Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that you won't come back after going to the northwest." I stared sideways into his eyes, "I know that you, like your sister, don't like the Forbidden City. I'm afraid that after you return to the world you dream about, your heart will never come back. Ruoxi, you Amma and the younger brothers will definitely handle it properly."
The slight fragility in his eyes made me nod slightly.He was overjoyed and hurriedly said: "Get up and eat something." I helped him sit up.
I asked: "How about Qiaohui?" Yinzhen said: "Thirteenth brother puts one hundred and twenty hearts into his work, is meticulous in thinking, smooth in means, and not revealing anything." I said: "Of course I know that Thirteenth Master will I'm just worried about Qiaohui's mood. She grew up with her elder sister and has been with each other for many years. Once her elder sister left, she placed an order. There was no reason to stay in the Eighth Master's Mansion. She returned to my Ama. Because of my aunt, Qiaohui herself is unwilling. Losing a loved one and suddenly going to the strange Shisan Ye's house, the pain and hesitation are probably not something outsiders can understand, "
The two were talking, Cheng Huan poked his head outside the curtain and rushed in.Holding my leg, I shouted: "Auntie, are you feeling better?" Cheng Huan's attachment and love were all over his face, and I felt warm in my heart, and I smiled and pulled her to sit on the stool, "It's much better!" Looking at Yinzhen with pouted lips, he said, "Uncle Huang has refused to let me see Auntie these few days, saying that Auntie is sad and wants to rest. But Auntie laughed when she saw me."
Cheng Huan helped me pick up a bunch of dishes with a flattering face and asked: "Auntie, will you not be sad to see Cheng Huan?" Cheng Huan will not be sad."
Cheng Huan yelled loudly, and said to Yinzhen: "Uncle Huang, did you hear that? You must let me see my aunt in the future." Yinzhen looked at us and nodded with a smile.
With Cheng Huan's gags and soft words, I unknowingly ate half a bowl of rice more than before.Yinzhen praised Cheng Huan a few words, Cheng Huan even gave me the cutest expression in the world, and Yinzhen and I couldn't help laughing.
After taking a bath, she was dressed in moon white clothes with magnolia flowers embroidered with silver thread on the cuffs. She loosened her hair and put it in a bun. She inserted the hairpin and was cutting candle flowers with scissors when Yinzhen lifted the curtain and entered.I asked puzzledly: "Have you finished reading the memorial?" He looked at me with a slight smile and did not speak.His eyes are as gentle as water, layer upon layer, strand by strand, entangled me little by little in his net.My heartbeat suddenly became rapid, I stared blankly at him for a while, turned my head forcefully, pretended to put down the scissors inadvertently, and accidentally caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror flushing.
He hugged me from behind, leaned over and whispered in my ear: "I want you!" My head was blank for a moment, my body was stiff, and my whole body was hot and cold.He put his hand under my armpit and lightly unbuttoned his clothes. I suddenly turned around and faced him, with my hands resting on his chest, just panting.
He frowned slightly and stared at me for a while, then suddenly smiled and said: "Don't be afraid, we will take our time, and you will always be willing." I looked at him nervously.
He lowered his head and pondered for a moment before asking: "Ruoxi, do you still remember the agreement between us? Be honest with each other!" I thought of the word "want" he said so calmly many years ago, and my heart warmed up, with silk in my eyes. Nod with a smile.
He also said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Then tell me, what should I do to make you not resist? Ever since you lived in the Hall of Mental Cultivation, I have always felt that you are close to me and resistant to me, so I haven't asked for it for a long time. You, I want to wait until you can only be close without resistance. But when I saw Cheng Huan and you smiling at each other yesterday, I don’t want to wait any longer. I want you to have children for me. I want to see you laughing with them Look, that is the happiness in my heart."
My mind suddenly became chaotic. I resisted because I knew the ending of everyone in front of me. Even though you are so gentle now, I am still afraid to face your cruelty in the future.Intellectually, he knows that the whole thing cannot be judged by right or wrong, but when he thinks of Eighth Prince, he cannot accept it emotionally.After being silent for a while, I said nonsense, "I want to be a queen!" He frowned, then opened it again, and said calmly, "Are you trying to get rid of me on purpose?" I turned my head, sat on the chair and said, "I am I want to be a queen!" He walked up to me and said, "I can't agree to this matter. The queen and I have been married since we were young. We have a gentle and peaceful temperament, and we never go beyond the rules. Besides, her child died early, and she has no children yet. , I can't hurt her anymore."
"Then you are not allowed to call Nianfei again." He took a deep breath and said, "I can't promise this either, Ruoxi, don't deliberately make things difficult for me." I raised my chin slightly and asked with a smile: "Then what can you promise me? "
He stared at me expressionlessly for a long while, his eyes gradually became painful, he squatted down slowly, put my hands in his palms with both hands, put his head on my knees, and said, "Ruoxi, even if I am the Ninth Five , but I also have a lot of entanglements, I can't do whatever I want, I am cruel to myself a lot of times, sometimes I ask myself what do I have? The thirteenth brother was imprisoned for ten years for me, and he could kill him alone Hu, but now he is full of illnesses, younger than me, but weaker than me. You are not better than him. Many times I dare not think about these things carefully. I am actually very afraid. What do I have? What I have now is the whole world, but you don't value these things at all. All I can give you is my heart. I want you to accompany me. In this Forbidden City that seems to be full of people but empty, some You can understand things that cannot be said to others."
He looked up at me and said, "I haven't named you yet, but I just want to see you from time to time. Once you have the title, you will live in your own palace. If I want to see you, I have to flip the sign and send eunuchs to summon you." .Now you and I can face each other every day. Do you understand?"
"If you are worried that there will be a harem fight in the future, I can assure you that I will never let such a thing happen." I bit my lips and said nothing, he stared at me and said: "There are thousands of officials in the Qing Dynasty. I can manage everything, but I can’t control the concubines in the harem? In history, the harem disputes are caused by several reasons. Some are because the emperor is weak and unable to manage them; some are because the harem disputes represent the interests of the court. Fighting each other, the emperor just wants to sit back and watch them fight and restrain each other; some are just too lazy to control. But I will definitely take care of it. I ordered people to kill palace ladies, in fact, I am killing chickens and monkeys. No matter who they are, if they want to secretly inquire about me I will never forgive you lightly!"
"Ruoxi, do you still want to reject me?" He looked up at me halfway and asked, with a gentle look on his face. At first glance, his eyes seemed to be helpless and hesitant like a child's. Sliding down, kneeling on the ground and hugging him tightly.
He chuckled a few times, and suddenly picked me up from the ground. I was anxious and shy, and whispered: "Why are you so impatient? I'm not ready yet." When you are close to your eyes, you are quick-witted, but you always go back and forth when you do things normally, and it is difficult to make a decision. Tonight, you promised me, but if you don’t sleep for a while, you should be hesitant. I still' There are flowers that can be folded, and they need to be folded!"
As he said that he had already put me on the bed, I was nervous, scared, and vaguely looking forward to it. I was a little ashamed, a little shy, and I didn't dare to take a breath. I just closed my eyes tightly, feeling that he was lighthearted. Kissing my earlobe, while unbuttoning my coat...