Chapter 14 Love

In the fifth grade, Jiang Lingxiao suddenly wanted to transfer to the city to study.When saying goodbye, Caicai was in her room, and she gave Caicai a smiling doll. "Caicai, look carefully, this doll is a bit like me. If you miss me, you can talk to her softly at night, then, no matter where I am, I can hear your voice." Caicai didn't pick up the gift, but ran home like a fly, rummaged through the box, and finally found a small basket full of dust, which was full of small pebbles. She gave the small stone to Ling Xiao, then hugged the doll, and walked home slowly, thinking that she would never be able to hold hands with Ling Xiao on the road again, thinking that she would never be able to draw and play together in class. Heart slowly sad up.

Girls of the same age have grown up and become more familiar with the world, but she is still an ignorant child who maintains a ignorance of the world and the world. Indifferent, boys of the same age don't care much about girls anymore, she becomes very lonely and becomes a withdrawn child.The strange thing is that she doesn't seem to think it's wrong, as if it's a matter of course. She sat at the desk and went through one lesson after another.Without the lubrication of Ling Xiao, the classmates thought she was weird and arrogant, so they gave her ugly nicknames, called her black, and also called her black girl, because these are the names of toothpaste, and wicked boys are far away. Calling her toothpaste--"Brush, brush, brush, get your teeth white, use Negro--toothpaste...", which made her feel deeply humiliated, but helpless.

But these are just external affairs, which cannot affect her joyful state of mind. She ignores the whole world outside her body and focuses all her attention on her heart. Fengmei, water ducks and swans swam from afar and sang loudly from time to time, making her unable to calm down. She prefers to be at school than at home.She took each class with great interest, and she was also happy during the recess. She often ran out by herself and stayed by the pond alone, watching the dragonfly with its small body, spread its orange wings, and land gracefully and quietly on the pond. On the tip of the grass, the water spider has long legs, and it paddles quickly on the water.Sometimes she walked into the small biological garden of the school, smiled and smiled at a rose flower foolishly, put her nose up and smelled it, and then looked up at the hibiscus tree, watching them gradually change color, She looked surprised.The classmates looked at her from a distance and couldn't understand her behavior, but she smiled herself, as if she was enjoying herself.

The strange thing is that the teachers like her very much, not only because of her good grades, but also because of her pure heart in class, she is more focused in class, and she is very interested in every subject. It seems that the writing itself has affected her. She is fascinated by all the sentences written in words, which makes her always retain a childlike curiosity and inquiry ability about all human knowledge. She answers questions loudly in every class, drawing inferences by analogy , each answer is unique and novel, she is a natural student, she has an impressive score in every test.

Time passed quietly and quickly, like deep flowing water, turning her into a flowery girl, but she remained indifferent, letting the water of time flow through her body.She was pleasantly surprised to see the changes in herself, but she didn't understand why. No one told her that the rainy season had come, and she was going to go through a difficult time, from a child to a woman. The sky was always blue, the clouds were sometimes white and sometimes dark, the sun hid itself, and it began to rain.But she also likes rainy days, she is born with a strong love, and she is also deeply attached to the worst days.The days are long and lonely, and the chores and homework are never done.The first menstruation stained her trousers red, and she screamed in fright. Many girls of the same age had experienced it at that time, but no one paid attention to her, and no one sympathized with her.The classmates stayed far away from her, and they gathered together to whisper, as if she had the plague.She thought she was going to die, but instead found a strange composure at the thought that everyone was going to die one way or another, and that it wasn't a big deal that she had such a strange disease.What's so scary about dying now?

That day after school, she soaked in the river water, holding on to the back anchor of the cargo ship moored on the bank with her hands, letting the running water flow over her body, washing away the blood on her body.She soaked in the water until it was dark, watching the colorful clouds in the sky fade away, and a few stars appeared. This process of nightfall made her sad and made her nostalgic. Her heart was full of strange sadness and desolation. She felt that she needed a Embrace, she needs someone to hold her tightly, she needs love, why no one loves her? On a cloudy Sunday, she sat on the back of the teacher Chen's bicycle and went to the town center primary school to participate in a math competition.Teacher Chen left beforehand and told her to come back after the exam.She nodded in agreement, and the exam bell rang. The bell of Central Primary School was a burst of pleasant electronic music, which came from the speakers above the classroom——Caicai froze for a moment, she was used to Jiangcun Primary School hanging under the old banyan tree. I can't help but feel that such a modern ringtone is a bit frivolous and a bit unreal.But before she had time to think about it, she was stumped by the math problems on the test paper.She tried her best to solve one problem after another—she felt that she had never encountered such a difficult problem, like a maze, which drew her into the whirlpool with a force she couldn't understand.When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, she couldn't solve the last question, so she had to watch helplessly as the invigilator took away the papers.She felt that her self-esteem had been hit—since she was in school, she always scored 100 points in math tests or exams, except for the occasional careless miscalculation.She likes to read math books, from what she has learned to what she has not learned, from the first page to the last page, she can understand every example in the book, she also likes to do math problems, and likes to take exercises She will do every question along the way.

She was walking on the road blankly, the sky was thundering and lightning, and when she reached the door of the Xinhua Bookstore next to the supply and marketing cooperative, raindrops like peanuts sifted over her head. The children on the road ran up and hid in the bookstore.It rained for a long time, from heavy rain to moderate rain, and then to light rain like dense sand.She stood on the bookshelf and read the storybooks with comic books. After flipping through the whole set, the rain didn't stop.From time to time, adults on bicycles would come and take away one child after another.In the end, only she and Su Fanxing were left in the bookstore.

She didn't know his name was Su Fanxing at first, if he hadn't walked up to her and took the initiative to talk to her, she would never know this in her life. "Hey, my name is Su Fanxing, how about you?" Cai Cai recognized him, he was the boy sitting next to her during the exam just now.She hurriedly asked him the solution to the last question, but Su Fanxing said that he couldn't solve it: "I only did half of it." He took out his pen and drew a picture on the paper. "You drew it wrong." Caicai grabbed the brush and drew another one beside her.

"I see, you are so smart!" Su Fanxing quickly listed a few sets of formulas, and then immersed himself in the calculations for a while. The seemingly difficult problem was solved effortlessly. It was still raining, and they walked along the eaves of other people's houses. In the dripping rain, they had to speak loudly so that the other party could hear them.Su Fanxing is studying in Central Primary School, and her parents both work in Guangzhou. When they came to the end of the row of eaves, there were two paths ahead. They waved goodbye, one forward, one to the right, and rushed into the rain nimbly.

The dense summer drizzle watered her somewhat excited mood, she was very happy!She ran so fast, all the way through the rice fields, through the sugar cane forest, and ran into the path planted with old banyan trees in Jiangcun, and ran back home.