Chapter 50 Chapter Forty-Nine

Yutan waited and took the medicine, and became dizzy again.I said I was confused, but I could clearly hear Yutan's noises in the room. When I said I was awake, I only felt that my eyelids were as heavy as a mountain, and I couldn't open them no matter what. I don't know how long I lay there, my throat was burning with smoke, and I wanted to drink water, but I opened my mouth, but couldn't make a sound.It felt like Yutan was sitting beside her, but her hands and feet were so weak that she couldn't remind her.Just frown in pain. "Want water?" A man's voice said, and he lifted me up, brought the water to his mouth, and fed it to me little by little.After drinking the water, he helped me lie down again.He lowered his head and whispered in my ear: "Since Huang Ama hasn't made an order yet, things will turn around!" Only then did I recognize the voice of the fourth elder brother, my heart felt sour, and tears rolled down the corners of my eyes.

He wiped away my tears with his hands, "Don't think about anything else, listen to the doctor's orders, and get well first! Yutan was sent away by my order, and I guess I will come back, I don't want to stay longer!" said Finished, help me tuck the quilt and open the door to leave. After taking four courses of medicine, Yutan added an extra quilt to cover my sweat at night. On the second day, although my head was still as heavy as a mountain and my voice was hoarse, the fever had subsided and I became more awake.I didn't eat all day yesterday, but at noon today, Yutan brought me porridge and fed it to me.After using it, she rinsed her mouth as a waiter, wiped my face for me, packed the food box and went out, and said, "I'll go back as soon as I go!"

Eyes wide open, I stared at the roof of the tent, thinking that if Kangxi really intended to give me a marriage, what can I do so that Kangxi will not give me to the crown prince?Knowing that the crown prince will be abolished next year, if I can survive until then, Kangxi should not give the marriage!But if Kangxi is really interested, how could I delay it for so long? As he was thinking about it, he suddenly heard a knock on the door, thinking that Yutan had come back.I ignored it and was still thinking about it. "It looks better than yesterday!" I hurriedly looked sideways, and Fourteen was standing by the bed looking down at me.I tried to sit up, but he quickly stopped me, "Lie down! It's not so polite!" After speaking, he grabbed a stool and sat on the edge of the bed.

He was silent for a while, then suddenly squatted beside the bed, and whispered in my ear: "Do you know why the prince married you? Suwan Guerjia asked Huang Ama to give marriage to Prince Zuoying and Minmin , The memorial just arrived today! He has good news!" He snorted and said, "I'll talk to you about the twists and turns. I'm just asking you today, do you want to marry the prince?" I shook my head.He said: "It's inconvenient for the starling to come to see you now! He asked me to tell you to find a way to delay in front of Huang Ama for a few days, about ten days, and things will turn around!"

After finishing speaking, he sat back on the stool, "Brother Ten also wants to come and see you, but I think you are sick and I'm afraid I'm impatient to see people, so I'll just let me do it for you!" I was surprised and happy at the same time, I just stared at Shisi, he nodded firmly, and I cried, "Thank you!" He said in surprise, "Why is my throat so burnt? It's like a duck! " I twitched the corners of my mouth, wanted to laugh but because my heart was too bitter, I just looked at Fourteen quietly.Fourteen stood up and said, "I'm going back! I'm afraid I won't be able to see you for a few days, take care of yourself!"

As soon as he left, Yutan came in with a bowl of rock sugar autumn pears.I asked her, "Aren't you going to be on duty?" She replied, "Li Wenda knew that my sister was sick, so I specially asked me to take care of her!" After speaking, she wanted to feed me sugar water. I said, "I don't want to drink it!" Yu Tan said with a smile, "Sister, drink some! This is the best for moistening your throat!" I shook my head and signaled her to take it away. Had to put it aside. What is this turning point?And Fourteen is just talking about a turning point, which means that it doesn't necessarily happen!But at least there is a way to go for the time being!If it only takes a few days, it should be fine. Even if Kangxi wants to give me a marriage, it is impossible for me to give the decree when I am sick, and let me accept the decree while I am sick.Thinking of my heart is a little more stable!

As I was thinking to myself, Yutan came in with the medicine, put it on the table, and helped me up.I took her hand, motioned her to sit beside me and said, "Yutan, I can't drink this medicine!" She looked at me in amazement, and I whispered, "For so many years, I've always regarded you as a relative." Sister, look, I won’t hide it from you! You should be able to guess that I don’t want to marry the prince. There is no other way in front of me, but I can only wait for a while, but it is impossible to pretend to be sick. You know everything. So you bring the medicine as usual, and avoid others pouring it out."

Yutan bit her lip and stared at me for a long while, finally nodded, I shook her hand with a smile, but she suddenly turned her head to wipe her tears, her shoulders twitched slightly!On the one hand, he muttered to himself in a low voice: "Why? Why is this happening? Even people like my sister..." well!What is her future fate?By the time she leaves the palace at her age, she has already passed the marriageable age, and with her background, she has no family to rely on!If you don't get married, you can only live with your brother for the rest of your life, how embarrassing is that?If you marry, I'm afraid it will be difficult to find a lover!A woman like her with such a clever mind, in this modern age, as long as she is willing to work hard, where is there not a way out?But now I only see a dark future! "Women are made of water", that's because this society has no other way out for women except the three obediences of "obedience to father, husband, and son". , how can a woman not cry?

Although I didn't take medicine all day yesterday, I still feel better today.Probably because I usually skip rope in the hospital and often do sit-ups before going to bed. At that time, I only thought that health was the most important thing. I was alone in the palace. If I got sick, I would suffer.Ancient medicine was backward. Look, a small typhoid fever may turn into a terminal illness of tuberculosis at any time, which is not terrible.So I have consciously kept the habit of modern exercise, but now I start to regret it.Especially when the imperial doctor finished his pulse diagnosis, he smiled and said to me: "It will take another four or five days, and you should be fine after a good recuperation!"

Yutan went to take the medicine, I was leaning on the couch in a daze, when I heard a knock on the door, I said casually: "Come in!" It was Xiao Shunzi who pushed the door and walked in, he walked quickly to the side of the couch, typing thousands , and whispered to me: "Master asked me to tell the girl a word, delay!" After finishing speaking, he turned and ran away in a hurry. In the evening, Yu Tan was sent back to her room to rest, presumably she was fast asleep.Putting on a piece of clothing, I got up and opened the door and stood in the courtyard. In Beijing at the end of September, the night was already a bit cold.

I stood alone in the wind for a while, thinking that the last time I first heard the sad news, I was sad, then I caught a cold when I was blown by the cold wind, and finally I had a fever, probably because of psychological factors.I'm afraid it won't work if I'm mentally prepared to just blow the air this time.Entering the ear room, scooped up a basin of cold water, and poured the water down on the head, soaking the whole body from head to toe.Standing against the wind, he forced himself to raise his hands flat, close his eyes, clenched his teeth, and shivered all over his body. "Good sister! Why are you humiliating yourself like this?" Yu Tan yelled, rushing up to drag me into the house.I pushed her away and said, "Don't worry about me, just go back to sleep!" She continued to force me, and I said, "Do you think I'm willing to humiliate myself? But this is the only way I can think of to save myself now! If you That would be harming me, but I still treat you as a confidant in vain!" Yutan let go, looked at me just crying silently, I ignored her, turned around and poured myself another basin of water, stood at the wind vent for half the night, before dawn, I had already started to burn again, my head became dizzy. dizzy. Yutan helped me into the room, dried my hair, changed my clothes, and covered the quilt. I kept telling her: "Don't rush to ask the doctor. After my hair is dry, you can touch it and iron it again." It's time to call again!" Because he was worried about his worries, he didn't have a good rest for many days, so he stayed awake for a while, and finally fell asleep in a daze. This time, the illness is a disease on top of the disease. In ancient times, there is no cure for fever. After three or four days of drowsiness, people wake up, and it takes another four or five days to recover slowly. Although it is not good, it is no longer Needing Yutan to take care of him all day long, and thinking about the so-called turning point and Kangxi's attitude, he ordered Yutan to go back to work and pay attention to everything.She nodded obediently, indicating that she understood everything! Seeing that it was already October, but there was still no movement, Yutan only told me that Li Dequan had asked her about my condition, and her expression was normal, but she just asked her to take good care of me!I was worried in my heart, this disease came suddenly and violently, and it was such a coincidence, what would Kangxi think in his heart? Fifteen days have passed since I came to see me on the 14th, but I still haven't seen any turning point.One day, while sitting in the house, Yutan hurried in, closed the door, sat next to me, and said in a low voice, "I heard that Lord Jingxi, Duke of Zhenguo, brought up the old matter again in the court today, please long live Lord investigates the case of Infantry Commander Tuo Heqi and his son entertaining the court ministers and embezzling illegal money during the funeral of King Malhun of Doroan County." I thought about it carefully, Jingxi is the son of Prince An Yue Le, the uncle of Ba Fujin, and he is in Zhenglan Banner with Ba Prince, so he must be Ba Prince's supporter; while the infantry commander Tuo Heqi It's the prince's man, this is an attack on the prince!Could this be the trigger for the 'Second Wasted Prince'? "Have you found out what Long Live God said?" I asked.Yutan replied: "Because this report said that there were signs that there were about 10 to 20 people who participated in the party, except for the infantry commander Tuo Heqi, the governor Eshan, the minister of punishment Qi Shiwu, the minister of war Geng E, etc. Except for the adults, most of them are military officials such as the commander of the Eight Banners and the vice governor. The Lord Long Live attaches great importance to it, and ordered the third prince to be responsible for the investigation first, and if it is true that what the Duke of Zhen said, the case will be handed over to the Ministry of Punishment for detailed review." Of course it has to be reviewed!Since the restoration of the crown prince, Kangxi has been worried that Yinreng might force the palace to abdicate.Most of the people participating in the banquet this time are military officers and have certain military power.Especially the position of infantry commander, from the first rank, is like the commander of the capital Weixu, who is directly responsible for ensuring the emperor's personal safety.How could Kangxi rest assured that they would make friends in private?Once any words unfavorable to the prince are found, the prince will be deposed again just around the corner.And since the eighth brother has chosen this matter, he will definitely not aim at nothing. Thinking about it, a smile couldn't help but escape from the corner of his mouth, and the sword hanging above his head finally moved away temporarily.Now that Kangxi's suspicion of the crown prince is about to turn into reality, there is absolutely no reason to marry me to him.If it is what they think, I am now related to two major Mongolian tribes!How can such a good resource be wasted on the prince? It turns out that the struggle of the second abolished prince has now shifted from the dark to the bright.The eighth elder brother is afraid that the arrangement has been made long ago, and he is just waiting for the opportunity, otherwise he will not say it with certainty as soon as he makes a move; since the fourth elder brother can send someone to inform me to delay the time, it means that he also knows that there will be a day in the court, It seems that this time he is going to cooperate with the eighth elder brother to bring down the prince.But what role did I play in it?Think of it as a catalyst!Without me, this matter would have happened sooner or later, but because I involved the Mongols and Kangxi's attitude, to some extent, things may have happened earlier than they planned.Without a history book at hand, I don't know if these are going according to what I know of history.Confused in my heart, is it because of me that history is like this?Or is it because of history that I have something to do? The smile is still there, but it gradually becomes bitter. I hide and hide, but unexpectedly, I fall into the center of the storm!I used to be a bystander, watching everyone go to their end, but now I am also dragged into this scene, what should I do in the future?From now on, it’s not a situation where nothing happens if you don’t make mistakes, but even if I don’t move, the storm will not let me go. It’s a question of how to protect yourself!