Chapter 40 Chapter Thirty-Nine

He took the envelope and put the letter and necklace in it.He stared blankly at the things on the table.If they come, everything will be returned; if they don't come, then they will let go and find another opportunity to return it to them.Suddenly remembered the bracelet in his hand, hurriedly went down, tried several times, but failed, touched the jade bracelet, and was in a trance. There was a light knock on the door, and he hurriedly collected his thoughts, got up and opened the door, thinking whether it was Xiao Shunzi or Fang He?One side opened the door. "Girl auspicious!" Fang He typed a thousand neatly, and took out the letter from his pocket as he got up.I took it with a smile, "Eunuch, wait a moment, I have something I want to trouble you to pass on." Fang He was slightly taken aback, and quickly nodded in agreement.

I entered the room, stared at the letter in my hand for a while, opened the rice paper bag on the table, put the letter together with other letters, rewrapped it, and took the paste to seal it. Turning around and leaving the house, he handed it to Fang He, and said with a smile, "I'm bothering you, father-in-law!" Fang He put the paper bag away, and said with a smile, "No trouble! No trouble!" go. I leaned against the door frame and stood still, watching his figure disappear.Repeating in my heart over and over again, 'There will be no relationship from now on, no relationship from now on,...'

Until lunch time, Xiao Shunzi still didn’t come, I thought to myself, that’s good, he put his hand away, and everyone was quiet from then on.Just thinking about how to return the necklace to him, 'Tuk Tuk' knocked on the door. Sighing in his heart, he went to open the door, and Xiao Shunzi greeted him with a smile, "Here's something for the girl!" I took it and still smiled and said: "Please wait a moment, Eunuch, please pass on some things to me." After speaking, I half-closed the door, turned and entered the room. Opening the long and narrow wooden box in his hand, he found a suet jade hairpin that was crystal clear and seemed to flow with waves.Carved into a blooming magnolia.I didn't bother to look at it carefully, so I threw it into the original envelope and sealed it carefully.Leave the house to Xiao Shunzi.Seeing that he took it and installed it, I turned around and closed the door.

With my back against the door, it took a long time before I suddenly came back to my senses, thinking that on the first day of the new year, everything was over.Taking a deep breath, waved his fists, and shouted to himself: "New year, new atmosphere!" After yelling, I decided to start cleaning the house. Since I am alive, I should try my best to make my life better.Love failed!It's okay to be sad for a while, and it's okay to be decadent for a while, but it's not necessary to go in for a man who didn't choose you for the rest of your life. If you can't live from now on, you will be black!My physical age is only eighteen years old. Without love, I can have many other things. In a few years, I will be released from the palace at the age. After I leave the palace, I can go to Saibei to watch the sunset in the desert by myself, and go to Jiangnan to watch the misty rain. .At that time, I always wanted to travel to the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau and Yunnan, but I couldn't realize it.In modern times, there is time but no money, and money but no time. Now I have a lot of money, and I can just sell a set of jewelry for a while, so why not take this opportunity to live the ideal life of a wanderer?

Since I came to ancient times, I have been going around the Forbidden City. In the future, I can laugh at the wind and moon, lie down and watch the world of mortals, travel north and south, and meet the heroes of the world!Isn't it comfortable?There are still many interesting things waiting for me ahead! While thinking, smiling, and cleaning the house with hands and feet, but tears still slipped down the corners of my eyes one by one!Can't stop. In the afternoon of February, the warm sunshine made the room transparent and bright. I sat at the table and read several poems about tea written by Su Dongpo, "Ciyun Caofu Jiheyuan Trying to Roast New Tea" and "Trying the Courtyard of Tea".Yutan sat on the couch beside her and embroidered on the handkerchief.The two quietly went about their work.There is an air of leisure and serenity in the room.

Yutan put down the embroidery frame, walked to the table, changed a cup of tea for me, and another cup for herself, looked at me with a smile and said: "People who can read and write are different." Hanxiang didn't raise her head, and asked casually, "Why is it different?" She stood beside me and said, "My sister is always calm, and it is said that sister Yunxiang and the others all entered the palace before her, and they are older, and their backgrounds are different. It’s not low. But when you stand next to my sister, a discerning person can tell the height.” I put down the book, drank a sip of tea, gave her a smile and said, “Don’t just talk nicely, just ask if you have any serious matters. .

Yutan giggled for a while, "Who will the emperor bring to Mount Wutai this time?" I pursed my lips and said with a smile, "It turns out that some people are worried that they won't take her out to play!" Yutan pursed her lips and said, "The emperor It’s rare to go to Mount Wutai once, the last time was 41 years ago, if I miss this opportunity, I don’t know if there will be a next time!” I picked up the book again and said with a smile: "I can't decide this matter, but if Li Wenda asks, I will definitely recommend you!" Yutan said with a smile: "My good sister, thank you very much!" and turned back couch.

I was staring at the book, but I was thinking in my mind, this time when Kangxi went to Mount Wutai, he ordered the prince, third elder brother, eighth elder brother, tenth elder brother, thirteenth elder brother, and fourteenth elder brother to follow him.If I can not go, I will not go, the farther away the better. Out of the palace, unlike in the palace, the chances of meeting are greatly increased.Although everything has passed, I still can't truly regard him as a stranger. I need time to dilute everything and let the ripples of the past calm down. Then I thought of the fourth elder brother. I was worried about the fourth elder brother's reaction to the letter, but now it seems that he has no reaction, and he should be calm.I murmured in my heart, 'Thank God! '

The crown prince, the fourth prince, the eighth elder brother, the ninth elder brother, the tenth elder brother, the thirteenth and the fourteenth elder brothers were all there, laughing and talking with Kangxi about going to Mount Wutai in the 41st year. I put the teacup lightly on the table, Kangxi picked it up, lifted the lid, took a sip, looked at me with a smile and said, "The last time I went to Mount Wutai, Ruoxi hadn't entered the palace yet, right?" I bowed my body and smiled back: "Exactly! The slaves entered the palace for forty-four years." Kangxi looked at Li Dequan and said, "Did you bring her this time?" Li Dequan glanced at me, and I hurriedly replied: "Because Some time ago, I was not in good health, and I took a period of leave. Although I have been able to move without any major problems now. But when I am away from home, there are fewer people serving than in the palace, so I am still afraid that I will not take good care of it for a while. It is better to let Yutan follow go."

Kangxi looked at me ponderingly, and sighed: "I've been ill for so long! People can't even support their clothes now!" Turning to Li Dequan, he ordered: "Let her stay in the palace!" I hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed: "Thank you for your grace!" Kangxi said with a smile: "Take good care of yourself! Let Wang Xi order what you want to eat! Hurry up and be neat! Otherwise, you won't have the energy to serve me well! I used to make tea and cakes. There are new ideas from time to time, don’t talk about new ideas now, even the usual answers are not as clever as in the past, if you look weak, I will not punish you!” After speaking, I raised my hand and asked me to get up.

I bowed my head and exited with the tea tray in my hand.When I got outside the bead curtain, I couldn't help but cast a sideways glance at Eighth Brother. He was sitting quietly with his eyes down.Feeling sore in my heart, I turned my head and walked away quickly. When the emperor left, he also left. I don't have to worry about bumping into him by accident again, and I don't have to worry about the tingling and helplessness in my heart when I see him occasionally.But it turns out that leaving can’t make me forget, always when I look up inadvertently, I will suddenly pass by the familiar picture, and when I always chuckle, I will not inadvertently flash his smile, although I will immediately choose to ignore, choose to turn a blind eye, but The mood has been dejected.Reason can control actions, but not emotions. When can I really forget?The clouds are calm and the wind is light! Peaceful days are always a bonus, two months have passed unexpectedly, and Kangxi returned from Mount Wutai.Goodbye Eighth Brother, his complexion is much better than when he first left Beijing. When I greeted him, he smiled like a breeze, his eyes were gentle, and he casually raised his hand to let me stand up. I thought wistfully that he took it lightly and let go, maybe the scenery in the mountains makes people forget the mundane things in the world!Maybe it's because he has no leisure and energy to waste on his children's affair!Everything to him is over!Isn't this exactly what I want?Why do you still have regrets? After seeing the oncoming person clearly, trying to dodge has already left a mark, so he quickly retreated to the side of the road, bowed his head and greeted him: "Master Baylor, good luck!" He said gently: "Get up!" I stood up, bowed my head and stood still.He didn't mean to leave.I wanted to say goodbye, but I didn't know how to open my mouth. "Fourteenth brother won't bother you anymore." He said gently and slowly. I couldn't distinguish between sorrow and joy in my heart, and I didn't know how to reply, so I just stood quietly. "What do you mean by what you said last time? Longkodo, Nian Gengyao, Li Wei, I vaguely understand. But Wu Sidao, Tian Jingwen, I don't understand." I pondered for a while, and asked tentatively: "Is there an aide named Wu Sidao who has a bad leg beside the Fourth Prince?" He simply replied: "No!" My first reaction was that I was fooled by "Yongzheng Dynasty"!While he was in a daze, he said again: "There is no such person as Tian Jingwen in the imperial court, but there is a man named Tian Wenjing." I hurriedly said, "That's Tian Wenjing, I remember wrongly." With confusion in his eyes, he asked with a slight smile, "Where do you start talking about these irrelevant people and things?" I was stunned for a while, and said: "Anyway, just pay more attention! Where to start, I don't know where to start now." After speaking, I hurriedly left.He was silent for a while, and said softly, "Go!" As I walked back, I yelled at the TV series and myself, making things up and being irresponsible!Bad memory, the name will be wrong!