Chapter 43 in the moment of grace (1)

2. At the moment of grace Do you know what it is to not know yourself?Psychoanalysts see unawareness as the result of cunning tricks hidden in the unconscious.What an empty theory, in fact, it seems to me that not knowing ourselves is the most remarkable sign of the strength of our conscious will, which uses all of our intelligence to achieve our ends when our emotions and will run counter to each other. "It should be believed that I actually wanted to be exposed." I said to Lev who had just returned home.I can swear, Lev conspired with the whole world to fulfill my wish. "All happy families are alike, but every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way." This is the first line of the book, and like all good concierges, I could never have read it, nor heard it again. The sentence following this sentence makes an unexpected startle, and in this moment of grace, one would not know that this sentence is from Tolstoy, because even the little people are sensitive to this book and Knowing that this book belongs to one of the great literary works, even so, it will never penetrate the profound and unpredictable connotation that can only be achieved by advanced intellectuals.

I spent a day trying to talk myself out of being mediocre, Mr. So-and-so, a man with enough money to buy the fifth floor, must have other things to worry about, how can a mentally retarded concierge be put on this par Kimson's disease-like jump in the eyes. But then, just before seven o'clock in the evening, a young man rang my doorbell. "Hello, madam," he said to me in standard French, "my name is Paul Guyan, and I am Mr. Ozu's special secretary." He reached out and handed me a business card. "This is my mobile phone number. The decorator will come to Mr.'s house later to renovate. We hope this will not bring you extra work burden. Therefore, if there is any problem, just call me and I will come as soon as possible .”

As you may have noticed, this is a short comedy with a lack of dialogue, which, arguably, is indicated by the usual little dashes in French. --Annotation can know how much dialogue there is. Should have said something like this again: "Nice to meet you, sir." Then: "Very well, I will never forget." In fact it does not say so. Without being forced, I became dumb.I realized that my mouth was open, but no sound came out, and I sympathized with this handsome young man as he forced himself to look at a hulking 70kg frog named Renee. During the encounter scene, the hero of the play usually asks:

"Do you speak French?" But Paul Guyan just smiled at me and waited patiently. Trying my best, I finally said something. In fact, my first words were: "Ok……" But he still sacrificed himself to wait for my answer. "Mr. Ozu?" I said reluctantly, my voice sounded very much like Yul Brynner Yul Brynner (Yul Brynner, 1920-1985), a Russian-American theater and film actor, often with a bald head image, acting skills Superb, deep voice, Oscar-winning. -- Annotation.