Chapter 2 book introduction

It is another blockbuster work by Augustin Burroughs.Burroughs is one of the most famous best-selling authors in the United States today. Following the creation method of autobiographical literature, it tells a poignant same-sex love story.The protagonist is a successful advertiser, but he is in constant trouble because of his intoxicated and confused life; he is a sincere homosexual, but he has no courage to bear love.With a restrained but turbulent posture, he swayed between sobriety and obsession, love and escape.He staggered all the way, suffering, but there was always hope. The chaotic reality is always disturbing. We yearn for relief and rebirth, but in the end we always muddy the water of life and make reality more embarrassing.

The same goes for the hero's emotional entanglement with the investment banker, Pighead.His love for Pighead seems careless, but in fact it is hot and deep.Because I cherish and care too much, I ask for more, are more demanding, and are more afraid of losing.When he couldn't get a 100% response, he chose to leave.What's more, this banker is still an AIDS patient and may abandon him at any time.He has always refused to face such a harsh reality. In order to avoid the pain of losing his lover in the future, he preemptively chose indifference and alienation. However, he eventually had to face his own feelings and the pain of losing his lover.So he hid even more fiercely and ran away more fiercely: he picked up the wine glass again, looked for a one-night stand, and even took drugs...

Like the addiction that always gnaws at alcoholics, reality follows us like a shadow.We hid, we were forced to dishevel our hair, we ran left and right, but we still had to come back and face this wall.We went round and round, wasted a lot of time and effort, and finally chose to be strong. So when dealing with reality, we still have secrets after all.and you will be in , in this memoir dedicated to Pighead, recognize the tears that welled up in the eyes of those who tried to bear it but couldn't help it.When you see those tears, you can use them as a magnifying glass to see the secret clearly.This secret may seem casual, but it is unique and magical, as if Pighead in another world uses his spiritual power to light up the street lamp above your head.And, only you know it.