Chapter 39 Nest Two

Kikuko and Shingo both got up early at home, and they always talked about something in the morning, but could it be that Shingo and Shuichi could talk casually only on the commuting train? Xinwu thought to himself: When the tram passes the iron bridge in Liuxiang, you will soon see the forest on the ground.In the morning, it has become Shingo's habit to view the forest in Ikegami from the tram. Recently, Shingo discovered that there were two pine trees standing in this large forest that he had been witnessing for several years. Only these two pine trees are vigorous and tall.The two pine trees seem to be embracing, with the upper half leaning towards each other, and the trees are almost snuggled together.

In the forest, count these two tall and straight pine trees, even if you don’t want to look at them, they will jump into your eyes.I believe I have not found it so far.However, once discovered, these two pine trees must be the first to come into sight. The wind and rain this morning made the two pines dark. "Xiuichi!" Shingo called out, "What's wrong with Chrysanthemum?" "No big deal." Shuichi was reading a weekly magazine. Shuichi bought two magazines at Kamakura Station and gave one to his father.Shingo took it, but didn't read it. "Where is the discomfort?" Shingo asked tenderly again.

"Said it was a headache." "Really? According to the old woman, she went to Tokyo yesterday, and fell asleep when she got home at dusk. It was uncharacteristic. The old woman noticed that something happened outside. She didn't even eat dinner. Come back around nine o'clock." Didn't she hold back her sobs when she went to the room?" "It will be fine in two or three days, it's no big deal." "Really? Headaches don't make you sobbing like that. Let's just say today, it's daylight, isn't she crying too?" "Ok.

"The house went to get food for her. I heard that she was very reluctant to have the house come into her room. Hid her face... The house kept chattering.I want to ask you, what is going on? " "It sounds like the whole family is looking into Juzi's movements." Xiu Yi rolled his eyes and said, "Juzi gets sick occasionally." Shingo was a little annoyed. "That's why I asked her what's wrong." "Abortion." Xiu Yi said this. Shingo was stunned and looked at the seat in front of him.Shingo thought to himself: Both of them are American soldiers, and they probably don't understand Japanese at all, so he and Shuichi had this conversation.

Shingo said hoarsely, "Have you had the doctor see it?" "I've seen it." "Yesterday?" Shingo muttered in a daze. Shuichi stopped reading magazines. "yes." "Are you coming back that day?" "Ok." "Did you make her do that?" "She did it herself. She doesn't listen to me." "Did Chrysanthemum herself want to do this? Nonsense!" "it is true." "Why? Why did Kikuko have that kind of thought?" Xiu Yi remained silent. "It's your fault, isn't it?"

"Maybe. However, she was angry and said that she doesn't want it now anyway." "If you want to stop it, you can always stop it." "Not now." "Oh, what do you mean by now?" "As Dad knows, that is to say, I don't want children in the way I am now." "That is, during your affair?" "Even so." "What do you mean by that?" Xinwu was furious, and his chest was congested. "Don't you think this is a semi-suicide by Chrysanthemi? It's not so much a protest against you as she is semi-suicide."

Shingo came aggressively, Shuichi was a little timid. "You killed Chrysanthemum's soul. It can't be undone." "Chrysanthemum's soul is quite stubborn." "She is a woman. She is your wife, isn't she? It depends on your attitude. If you are gentle and considerate to Chrysanthemum, she will be happy to give birth to the child. The mistress issue is another matter." "It's not a different matter." "Juzi also understands very well that Baozi is looking forward to having a grandson. But Juzi has not been pregnant for a long time. She feels that her face is dull, doesn't she? She wants a child so much. If you don't let her have a child, it's like killing her. Like a soul."

"This is a bit wrong. Chrysanthemum seems to have a cleanliness fetish of Chrysanthemum." "Cleanliness?" "It seems that she regrets even having a child..." "Oh?" This is between the couple. Will Shuichi make Chrysanthemum feel so humiliated and disgusted?Shingo was a little skeptical. "It's unbelievable. Kikuko said that and acted like that. I don't think it was out of Kikuko's will. How can a husband take his wife's cleanliness as a problem? Isn't this just evidence of shallow love? How can a man take a woman's awkwardness seriously? "Shingo was a little frustrated.

"If Baozi knew that he lost a grandson for nothing, he might say something!" "However, because of this, mother knows that Juzi can also conceive a child, and she is relieved." "What did you say? Can you guarantee that it will be produced in the future?" "It's okay to guarantee." "This kind of statement just proves that you don't fear the sky and don't love people." "Your statement is too complicated. Isn't it a very simple matter?" "It's not easy. Think about it, Chrysanthemum is crying like that, isn't it?"

"Well, it's not that I don't want children, but now both of them are in a bad state. At this time, I don't think they will have a good child." "What do you mean by state, I don't know. But Juzi's state is not bad. If she is in a bad state, it is you. Judging from Juzi's nature, she will never be in a bad state. .You lost your child because you didn't take the initiative to eliminate Juzi's jealousy. Maybe you will feel sorry for the child." Shuichi stared at Shingo's face with a look of surprise. "Think about it, you came home after getting drunk from your mistress, your leather shoes were covered with mud, and you just put your legs on Chrysanthemum's lap and asked her to take off your shoes..." Shingo said.