1997 "Mr. Li, the report just made is out. It's a pity." "...Are you sorry?" "According to the current inspection report, you only have one month left, and we will arrange for you to be hospitalized as soon as possible." "!" Looking at the floating clouds outside the car window, I have been stunned for more than two hours. It was getting dark and the clouds had parted. Chirping, chirping, chirping, the news broadcast on the car for the past 130 minutes or so was only pure voice, there was no connection between the words, and nothing the host said really entered Youchen's ears.

It was time for my daughter to leave school half an hour ago, but Youchen didn't leave the special parking lot next to the hospital at all. To put it nicely, it is precipitation, but in fact scrapping is the most appropriate description. Youchen knew well that everything was over. The dream didn't come true at all. One, one, both, no, have, real, real. "When you were in middle school, you wanted to be a better racing driver than Schumacher, right?" Youchen looked at himself reflected in the rear-view mirror, and said sarcastically: "As a result, I drive an automatic transmission now. I only drove a manual transmission when I was learning to drive, and it sucks."

The self in the rear-view mirror also laughed at Youchen who had accomplished nothing. "When you go to high school, you want to be the first Taiwanese cartoonist serialized in JUMP." Youchen snorted, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingers: "As a result, you are just a reader all day long, and you have to be admitted to a pheasant university in the end. You haven't even drawn a complete character in four years of university." what's next? In the dull life that followed, he still failed to accomplish anything he had promised himself.

When you were in college, Youchen thought that after graduation, he would work as a programmer in the newly established science park. He thought this was already a very practical idea.Unexpectedly, after serving in the army, the university degree is only the weight of a piece of paper. Many college students who were as useless as him at least made persistent efforts to sneak into the research institute to padded their diplomas. As for him, his degree even touches the edge of the campus. not on. Graduate school?It's too troublesome, let's talk about it after accumulating work experience in a few years.

So let's talk again, Youchen works as an ordinary lecturer in a trading company in Neihu, responsible for some clerical work that can be replaced by anyone at any time.Of course, we can talk about the matter of the graduate school, and we can talk about it when our daughter grows up. Unsatisfactory work can be attributed to lack of ability.He wants to collect a few sets of comics and put them on the bookcase at home, pretending to pay attention to his personal life and realize his childhood dreams, but so far he hasn't even bought a set of the most basic set of Dragon Balls.My wife said that he was afraid that children would learn to be bad by reading too many comic books, so he really had to be obedient.

On the bookcase is only a Tinker Bell bought on the bookshelf outside the grocery store, and it is still a pirated copy with unknown authorization.That day my daughter cried and said that if she bought it, she would be good. She promised that she would be good, and she stretched out her finger and said she would tick off. Thinking of his daughter, fortunately he didn't say "Let's talk again" that day, but bought that Tinker Bell directly. Fang Lin has a deep dimple on her left cheek, but not on her right cheek. When she smiles, she reveals a little bit of her upper gums, and her head tilts slightly to the right. She is so cute, so cute, even cuter than a real angel.

Families are losers who can't live up to their dreams, best morphine. Since her daughter was born in this world, Youchen finally convinced herself that too many things in life that sound extravagant are illusory and unrealistic dreams, and the most real happiness is only with family by your side. Watching my daughter grow up and become sensible day by day is more meaningful than race car drivers, cartoonists, and park engineers. Indeed, family is the best excuse. Bringing up the words "for the family", all inertia has turned into sacrifice and dedication, and no one is qualified to judge him-this is also an excuse shared by 99% of men in the world who cannot realize their dreams.

"Sorry, Dad didn't pick you up from school today." Youchen looked at the old telephone booth under the corridor of the hospital in the distance. Remember that the phone card in your pocket still has a credit limit of more than ten yuan? However, Youchen doesn't want to have any contact with the outside world... no, he doesn't want to have any contact with his family. For the time being, for the time being, he just wants to continue the current scrapped state.