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Human disqualification

Human disqualification

太宰治

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Chapter 1 Human disqualification

Human disqualification 太宰治 1523Words 2018-03-21
I've seen three pictures of that man. The first one can be said to be a photo of his childhood, which must have been taken around the age of ten.I saw the boy in the photo surrounded by many women (it seems that these women are his sisters, younger sisters, or cousins), standing by the pool in the courtyard, wearing thick striped culottes , tilted his head nearly thirty degrees to the left, with a truly ugly smile on his face.ugly? !However, even if an insensitive person (that is, a person who is indifferent to beauty and ugliness) puts on a cold and insensitive expression, and irresponsibly praises him as "a strange and cute child", such a compliment will not be felt. Purely groundless.It's not that the child's smiling face cannot find the shadow of what people usually call "cute".But a person with even a little aesthetic training will immediately grumble at a glance, "Oh, what a nasty child", and may even use the gesture of brushing off caterpillars to make a quick blow. Throw the photo on the ground.

To be honest, for some reason, the kid's smiling face became more and more disgusting and creepy the more I looked at it.In fact, it was not a smiling face.The boy wasn't smiling at all.The proof of this was that he stood there with both fists clenched.It is impossible to smile while clenching your fists.Only monkeys do that.That was clearly the smiling face of a monkey.He just gathered ugly wrinkles on his face.In the photo, he looks wretched and disgusting with a wonderful expression. Anyone who sees him can't help but want to say "this is a wrinkled little old man".So far, I have never seen such a strange expression on a child.

In the second photo, his face has changed a lot, which can't help but surprise people.It was a student's attire.Although it's hard to tell whether it's high school or college, he's turned out to be quite a handsome student.However, there is one thing that makes people feel a little strange. He does not have the feeling of a living person in this photo.He was wearing a school uniform, with a white handkerchief peeking out of his breast pocket, sitting on a wicker chair with his legs crossed, and was still smiling.However, this time, the smile was no longer that of a wrinkled monkey, but a rather ingenious smile, but for some reason, it was always quite different from a human smile, lacking the kind of smile that can be called blood. A sense of fulfillment such as solemnity or stagnation of life.That smile is not like a bird, but light like a feather. He just smiled like a blank sheet of paper. Calling it "frivolous" and denouncing it as "feminine" are not enough, and it is even more puzzling to call it "like swords and rulers".If you look carefully, you will also find something horrible that is close to grotesque in this handsome student.Never before have I seen such a strangely handsome young man.

The third photo was the weirdest. It was almost impossible to determine his age any more.There seems to be some white hair on the head.It was in a corner of a very dirty room (it is clearly visible in the photo, the walls of the room have been peeled off in three places), he stretched his hands to the small brazier to warm the fire, only this time he did not smile, his face There is no expression.He just sat there, stretching his hands to the brazier, as if he had died naturally.This is clearly a photo filled with an ominous atmosphere.But there's more to the weirdness than that.The photograph made his face larger, allowing me to examine the structure of that face carefully.The forehead is very mediocre, as well as the eyebrows and eyes.Nose, Mouth and Jaw.Why, the face was more than expressionless, it couldn't even make any impression.It lacks character, for example, as soon as I close my eyes after looking at the picture, the face is instantly forgotten by me.Although I can recall the walls of the room, the small brazier, etc., the impression of the protagonist in the room disappeared suddenly, and I can't recall it anyway.It was a face that couldn't be pictured, a face that couldn't even be drawn as a caricature.So, I opened my eyes and looked at this photo again, oh, it turned out to be such a photo.I don't even have the pleasure of remembering that face.In an extreme version, even if I opened my eyes and looked at the picture again, I couldn't recall the face, but just became more and more unhappy, restless, and finally looked away. .

Even if it is the so-called "dead face", there should be more expressions or impressions, right?Perhaps a similar feeling will be produced by placing the head of a rookie horse on the body of a human being.In short, the photo was creepy and repulsive for no reason.So far, I have not seen such an incredible face as his.
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