Chapter 6 Chapter Four

We swam in the sea, played on the beach, and saw a city in the sea from a distance. It is said that it is impossible to see clearly at such a distance, but the appearance of the people in that city can be seen clearly.This means you are dreaming.The city is celebrating, as if it were some foreign festival.All of a sudden, there was a war, and the cannons were booming in the city. There was a real war, and I could see soldiers and tanks from such a distance. The two of us stared blankly at these scenes on the beach, and you told me that it was war, and I said "yes". "Your dreams are strange, Lili."

The bed was damp.A newspaper stuck out from the down pillow and tied my neck. I threw it out and stroked Lili's thigh. It was dark in the room except for a little light from the kitchen.Lili put her little hands with no nail polish on my chest, and fell asleep soundly, with the cool breath blowing my armpits.Oval mirrors hanging from the ceiling reflected our nakedness. When Lili was riding on me, twisting her body non-stop, I recalled the dream Lili told, and a girl's face appeared in my mind. In the setting sun, there is a thin girl digging a hole beside the barbed wire fence on the wide farm.A young soldier carries a bucket of grapes with a bayonet.The girl next to him lowered her head and shoveled the dirt, her hair covering her face.She wiped the sweat with the back of her hand.I looked at Lili who was panting, but I was thinking about the girl's face in my heart.

Humid air drifts in from the kitchen. It seems to be raining.It was hazy outside.I found that the gate was not locked, maybe both of them were drunk last night and forgot to lock it.A high-heeled shoe fell on the kitchen floor.The leather curve of the toe is as smooth as a part of a woman's body. Lili's cream-yellow car can be seen through the crack of the door. The raindrops hit the car body, and the drops of water slid down like bugs. People kept walking past.There are postmen in green uniforms pushing bicycles, elementary school students with schoolbags, and tall Americans with hunting dogs.

Lili breathed heavily, turned over, and the blanket fell to the ground.Her long hair was sticking to her back, and her waist was dripping with sweat. Lili's underwear was crumpled and thrown in a corner, looking from a distance as if the carpet had been scorched. A Japanese woman carried a black bag and poked her head in to have a look. She was wearing a hat with the company logo on it.The shoulders of Lan's jacket were wet from the rain, probably from checking the gas or electric meter.It took a long time for her to see the two of us clearly in the room. She wanted to say something, but she swallowed it and left.When she got to the door, she looked back at me who was smoking a cigarette naked, shook her head, and went out to the right.

The door was opened a little wider by her, and the two girls walked over while making gestures.They were wearing red wellies.A black soldier in military uniform hopped like a three-step layup, avoiding muddy puddles. Opposite Lili's car, there is a house with black walls.The paint has peeled off quite a bit.It is marked U-37 in orange paint. The drizzle was clearly set off against the black walls, and the roof was covered with thick black clouds, as if painted with gray paint. Thick cumulus clouds hold heat, increasing the temperature in the air.Both Lili and I were covered in sweat.

A thin black line controls the air. I guess it's probably a wire or a tree branch.After downloading the university, I can't see the line clearly.Pedestrians hurriedly opened their umbrellas, and ran quickly without umbrellas.The muddy road has accumulated water, and the ripples caused by the rain are getting bigger and bigger.A white car drove by slowly, splashing rain on the ground.There were two foreign women in the car, one was arranging hairpins from the rearview mirror, and the woman driving was concentrating on the front, her face almost touching the glass. Both women had a thick layer of makeup on their faces.

A little girl walked over to lick the ice cream, turned back, poked her head in and looked into the room.Her blond, soft hair was wet on her head, and she took the towel that Lili had hung on the back of the kitchen chair, and began to wipe herself.She licked the ice cream on her finger, sneezed, looked up and found me.I picked up the blanket, covered myself, and waved to her.The girl smiled and pointed outside.I put my index finger over my mouth and motioned her to speak softly.She looked at Lili and told me that she was not sleeping in the right position.I smiled and motioned her again not to wake her up.The girl held up the ice cream as if to say something.I pointed my hand up, to show her to see if the rain had stopped, and the girl ran outside with her wet head, and then came back into the house with Lili's wet bra in her hand.

"Lili, it's raining, let's hang the clothes outside, get up, it's raining." I said to Lili.Lili rubbed her eyes and sat up, pulled the blanket to cover her body, looked at the girl, and said: "Hey, Charlie, why are you here?" The girl threw the bra in her hand towards Lili and shouted, "I'm the rain man!" She looked at me and laughed. I quietly tore off the Band-Aid on Moka's body, but she didn't wake up. Lingzi was lying on the kitchen floor wrapped in a blanket, Akai and Liangzi were sleeping on the bed, Kazuo was lying next to the stereo holding the camera, and Moka was sleeping soundly on the carpet hugging the pillow. With a faint bloodstain.

Her back was sticky and the sweat tasted like mucus from her genitals. Moka opened only one eye with false eyelashes and smiled at me. I put my hand under her, and she twisted her body and moaned softly. "Let me tell you, thanks to the rain, your wound doesn't hurt so much. Rain is good for the wound." Moka's thighs were sticky and I wiped her with a tissue, and as soon as I got my fingers in, her bare buttocks kicked up. A Kai also woke up, and asked me: "Did you spend the night with the stick girl last night?" "Asshole, you can't call her that, she's not that kind of woman." I said while hitting the little flying bug.

"Anyway, it's almost the same, Aaron. Be careful not to catch the disease. Jackson said that the guys in this area are very powerful. If they get the disease, they will rot a little bit." Akai only wore briefs and poured a cup of coffee. Moka held out his hand: "Hey, give me a cigarette, a mint-flavored Salem." "Moka, this cigarette is from Salem, not Salem." The husband told Moka. Ryoko rubbed her eyes and shouted to Akai in the kitchen: "I don't want milk." Then say to me: "When you guys were messing around on it yesterday, I took a series of wonderful shots. I won't lie to you. It was an exciting and exciting scene. Kazuo, you can testify."

Kazuo ignored him, half awake and asked: "Where is the LSD, who hid it?" Jackson asked me to do some makeup.He said: "I really thought you were Danavila, Aaron." Shabro was wearing a silver pajamas gifted to him by a stripper. Before the party at Oscar's house, a black man whom no one knew brought over a hundred unnamed hallucinogens.When we asked Jackson if he was a military policeman or a member of the Ministry of Health and Welfare, he shook his head and replied with a smile, "It's green eyes." "Probably he has a pair of green eyes. No one knows what his name is. According to him, he used to be a high school teacher. I don't know if it's true or not. Green eyes must be crazy. No one knows where he lives. Where is he and who is he living with? I only know that he was in Japan earlier than us. It seems that he heard that Aaron is here and found him. Did I tell you anything?" The black man timidly said to me: "I can only give you so much." Then he looked at the people in the room and walked away as if fleeing. When he saw the naked Moka, his face didn't change. When A Kai invited him to play together for a while, his lips trembled and he didn't say a word. "Soon you'll see a black bird. You haven't seen it yet. You will. You can tell by your eyes. You have eyes like mine." He said and shook my hand. hand. Oscar said, "Never take this medicine." He told us to throw it away. Jackson began to sterilize the syringe.He said: "I used to be a health soldier, and I have no problem getting injections." He was the first to give me heroin. Jackson patted my ass and said, "Aaron, let's dance." I stood up and looked in the mirror. Moka's meticulous and perfect makeup skills made me a different person.Shabro handed me the cigarettes and roses, and asked: "What piece do you want?" I said casually: "Schubert's piece." Everyone laughed when they heard it. A sweet mist floats before my eyes, and I feel dizzy.Stretching out his hands and feet slowly, the joints seemed to be oiled, flowing smoothly all over the body.Every time I take a breath, I feel that all the internal organs in my body are pouring out, as if I have become a puppet.The smell of smoke in the room was constantly scratching the walls of my lungs. I feel more and more like a puppet, at the mercy of others, and I have become the happiest slave.Bob yells to be more erotic, and Jackson tells him to shut up.Oscar turned off all the lights and pointed the orange spotlight at me.My face was twisted and deformed, my expression was horrible, my eyes were staring, and my whole body was shaking.I yelled, panted, dipped my fingers in jam, laughed and rolled my eyes while drinking. I recited aloud the lines of Jim Morrison: "When the music stops, when the music stops, all the lights go out, brothers live under the sea, my sister gets killed, when the music stops, all the lights go out, all the lights go out." My saliva piled on my tongue like white fudge, and I scratched my chest desperately, my waist and toes were sticky.I felt goose bumps all over my body, and I was suddenly limp and weak. I caressed the face of the black woman sitting next to Oscar. This woman had long legs and silver polish on her toenails. The fat Caucasian woman brought by Shabro was staring at me with lust. Suzuko was injected with heroin on the back of her hand by Jackson, and her face was contorted in pain.The black woman, who seemed to be drunk, helped me up, and she got up herself, and danced with me.Dahem threw some more LSD into the censer.Purple smoke rose, and A Kai squatted beside the incense burner, inhaling the smoke.The black woman's body odor and sweat came at me together, and I almost fainted from the smoke.The smell was as bad as fermented viscera.She is taller than me, with a thick waist, but thin hands and feet, and she shows her white teeth when she smiles.She was naked, her white breasts stood high, Her body trembled slightly, she held my face in her hands, and stuck her tongue into my mouth.Her waist was pressed against mine, and she reached for my stomach with her hands.Her tongue licked my gums back and forth, and the smell of the black woman made me want to vomit. A Kai crawled over and hugged me, and said to me, "It's really hard." A ball of mucus flowed from the corner of my mouth, and my eyes couldn't see anything at this time. The sweaty black woman licked me naked back and forth.She stared into my eyes, sucking the meat of my thigh with her ham-flavored tongue, her eyes were blood red, and she kept laughing with her mouth open. Next to me, the others were lying on the ground, writhing; trembling, moaning.I felt my heart beating violently and slowly.The rest of the organs seemed to have melted. The black woman sat on top of me and spun her ass very fast.She was on her face, panting like an Olympic javelin competitor, her long arms wrapped around my hips, and I cried out in pain.I wanted to push her away, but the black woman's body was greasy and hard like steel coated with oil.The pain has been transmitted to the center of the body, and the lower body has a pleasure of being rubbed.The pleasure rose to my head.My toes were as hot as burning, and my shoulders began to tremble. I wanted to shout, but my throat seemed to be blocked by the blood and oil boiled by the aborigines, and I wanted to vomit.The black woman gasped, smiled, and lit a long, black cigarette. She stuffed cigarettes soaked in perfume into my mouth and asked something, but I couldn't understand it, so I nodded.The slime from between her legs wets my belly.The speed of rotation gradually accelerated, and it became more and more exciting.I closed my eyes tightly, my mind went blank, and when I pressed my toes hard, the pleasure flowed through my whole body along with the blood, reaching my temples.As if the skin was burned by fireworks, the thin layer of flesh inside the temple creaked away. When the feeling was concentrated here, I fell into an illusion, as if I had become a woman who had penetrated into the body and used the whole A villain who uses his body to please women.I want to grab the shoulders of black women.At this moment, the speed of the woman's rotation slowed down. Jackson sang and said to me, "Hey, Aaron, what a doll you are, our yellow doll. If we don't wind up, you're done." Jackson spoke like a song, and the black woman laughed so hard; it deafened my ears.That laughter was like being caught by the noise of a radio.My body seemed to be dried by the heat conducted by a woman.Between her legs was a white tattoo of a badly tattooed smiling Christ. The fat white woman sat down at my feet, making my toes so uncomfortable, the white woman smelled like rotten crab, and I was so sick I wanted to throw up.The black woman smiled softly and whispered in my ear, "I'll let you out right away." I yelled at the black woman, "Stop torturing me!" The moist air caressed my cheeks, and the aspen leaves shook gently in the drizzle. The rain from the headlights was like thin silver needles. Akai and Suzuko went to the base club with the black people.A black woman—he had been a dancing girl named Rudina—had repeatedly invited me to her place. The silver needles became thicker and thicker, and there was more and more water in the hospital yard. A gust of wind blew a layer of ripples on the water surface, shining scales under the street lamps. An insect with a hard shell landed on a poplar tree, and was hit by the rain again. It crawled tenaciously in the rain, where is the destination of this beetle. Street lamps shone on its black carapace, and at first I thought it was shards of glass.It climbed onto the rocks, looking for a way to go.Then it climbed into the grass that it thought was safe, but the grass was quickly swallowed up by the rushing rain. The heavy rain fell in different places, making various noises.The soft instrumental sound of rain falling on grass, pebbles and earth, a toy piano-like sound overlaid with tinnitus caused by residual heroin. A woman ran over with her shoes in her hands, stepping on the puddles with her bare feet, splashing water all the way.The wet skirt clung to her body, and she pulled up the skirt with one hand to avoid the passing cars. There was lightning and thunder, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier.My pulse was slow and I felt cold. The dry maple tree on the balcony was bought by Lili last Christmas.The only star made of silver paper left in the top of the tree disappeared.Lili said she was taken away by Akai. My whole body is cold, only my toes are still warm.The heat slowly rises to the top of the head.Just like peeling off the core of a peach, when the heat rises, the heart.Stomach, lungs and vocal cords, gums will feel it. The humid outside was hazy, and the sound of people and cars was covered by the sound of rain.The outside is as damp and dark as a woman lying there softly, as if to engulf me. I threw the cigarette away, and before it hit the ground, it made a slight noise and disappeared. "You don't remember the last time you plucked the feather out of the pillow and said it was soft. You stroked my ears and chest with it and then threw it on the bed." Lili came, put her arms around me and asked: "What are you doing alone?" "Watch the rain on the balcony." I replied. Lili bit my ear lightly, took out the blue capsule wrapped in tinfoil from the leather package and put it on the table. "If it's thundering and raining, it's better to close the balcony door." Lili said to me. "I want to see the rain. Did you ever see rain when you were a child? I couldn't go out to play when I was a child. I often watched the rain from the window. It was very interesting." "Aaron, you are such a weird person, and a poor person. Do you want things that you can see with your eyes closed? I don't know how to tell you. If you really want to be happy, this is the way to go." less than. You always want to watch this and that, like a scholar who only knows how to record and study.Almost like a child.Children see everything fresh.Babies cry or laugh when they stare at strangers, but now you would be crazy to stare at other people.If you don't believe me, just give it a try. If you stare at pedestrians intently, you will become a pervert immediately.Aaron, don't roll around like a baby. " Lili's hair was wet from the rain.She took a sip of iced milk and took a pill. "I don't think so about the drama. I am very happy when I watch it outside the house." I wiped her with a towel and hung her wet clothes on a hanger.I asked Lili if she wanted to listen to music, she shook her head and said she wanted to be quiet for a while. "Lili, why don't you go for a drive. Drive for several hours to see the sea or volcano. Start early in the morning, find a beautiful place on the way, rest for a while, drink the water in the kettle Tea, cold rice balls on the prairie. In a Mercedes-Benz car, you will think of all kinds of things.I couldn't find the film when I left today, where did I put it?What's the name of the actress on TV at noon yesterday?The shoelaces are about to break, don’t get into a car accident, and whether I’m not growing taller, etc. These thoughts overlap with the scenery outside. Farmhouses and fields are gradually approaching, and then gradually moving away.The landscape and what is in the mind become one.People waiting at roadside bus stops and shambling drunks in pajamas; old women pushing carts full of oranges; Huapu.port.The thermal power station and so on flashed before my eyes, and coincided with the memories that emerged in my mind.do you understand?The film thing, the flower garden, and the power station all overlap together.I choose the scenery I see in front of me according to my own preferences, calmly combine them in my mind, and then search from dreams, books I have read, and memory, and spend a lot of time imagining, thus forming a picture in my mind. Or commemorative photo scene comes. New scenes that come into view are constantly added to the picture, and at the end, it seems that the people in the picture come to life, laughing and singing.Then there will be a magnificent palace in the mind, where all kinds of people gather and do all kinds of things. Once the palace was built, it was very interesting to look inside.It's like viewing the Nether from the clouds.There are everything in it, there are people from all over the world, speaking different languages, the pillars of the palace are different, in various poses, and the delicacies of all countries in the world are dazzling. The scene was grander and more detailed than the movie, and I saw all kinds of people gather here.There are blind men, beggars, generals with gold medals, soldiers covered in blood, cannibals, blacks in disguise, divas, matadors, and nomads praying in the desert. The palaces I saw were all beautiful buildings built by the sea. It's as if you own a playground, and you can go to that fabulous fairyland whenever you want, just press the switch, and the puppets will start to move. After enjoying the beautiful scenery all the way, we arrived at the destination, so we were busy with luggage and tents.Changing into bathing suits, talking to people, and the palace I've worked so hard to build is threatened.What did others say to me that the water here is really clear and not polluted? , my palace is in vain.Lili, you can understand too. That time, we went to the volcano, which is a well-known active volcano by nine people. As soon as I climbed to the top of the mountain, seeing the volcanic powder and ash spewing out, I wanted to blow up those palaces immediately.As soon as I smell the volcanic sulfur, I light the fuse on dynamite.It was war, Lili, and the palace was blown up.The doctors ran back and forth, and the army guided the way forward, but it was of no avail. The bottom of my feet was shaking, and the war had already broken out. Anyway, it is the palace I conceived, and it doesn’t matter if it is destroyed. I always repeat this way, and I have developed this habit when driving, so on rainy days, watching the rain scene outside will also make my imagination run wild. A few days ago, Jackson and I went to Lake Kawaguchi. This time we built a city instead of a palace. The roads in the city are criss-crossed, and there are parks, schools, churches, squares, radio stations, and ports.Factories, stations, markets.Zoos, office buildings, slaughterhouses.I even arranged the looks and blood types of the people living in this city. I've been thinking that it would be nice to have a director who can turn the vision in my head into a movie. A woman fell in love with a married man. This man killed a foreign child during the war. The child's mother involuntarily saved this man during the turbulent years and gave birth to a girl with him.The girl grows up to be the mistress of a mafia figure who treats her tenderly, but is killed by the district attorney whose father was the Gestapo during the war.The film ends with the girl walking along the boulevard, to Brahms.I don't want to make a movie like this. It's like cutting a cow into small pieces to eat, you know, I want to cut the palaces and cities in my mind into small pieces like beef, to form a movie, and it will definitely be produced. This kind of movie is like a huge mirror, reflecting all the people I see in it. My ideal is to see such a movie.If there is such a movie, I will definitely watch it. Let me tell you about the first scene of the movie, a helicopter brings in a picture of Jesus, how about that, isn't it? " "I was tempted to hear what you said. Aaron, let's go for a drive. Let's go to see the volcano. Tell me about the city you made. It must be raining in that city now. I want to see a city that thunders. OK eh, let's go." I kept saying it was dangerous to drive in this weather, but Lili didn't listen. She grabbed the car keys and rushed into the pouring rain. Dazzling neon lights and headlights on the opposite side, trucks that make the sound of a large water bird, tall trees that suddenly stand up and old houses that are uninhabited, a smoky factory lined with machines that don't know what they are used for, and steel furnaces The tortuous road like the solution flowing out of the water is displayed in front of your eyes. The dark river water making animal noises, the grass growing on the side of the road swaying in the wind, the steam bubbling from the barbed wire, the trembling power station, Lili laughing wildly, and me watching all this. Everything is shining by itself. The light amplified by the rain falls on the white walls of the sleeping houses, like monsters protruding with sharp teeth, making us shudder. There must be a huge tunnel hidden in the ground, where there are no stars, only groundwater is constantly flowing down.The cold gift is probably a crack, and there are definitely not only unknown creatures living in it. We drove wildly, stopping and not knowing where we were going. The headlights illuminated the front, and Lili stopped the car in front of the roaring power station. We looked at the barbed wire entangled with thick cables and the iron towers like the steep cliffs. "This is the court, right?" Lili said with a smile.The lights illuminate the farmland surrounding the power station, a tomato garden. It's really like the sea. Tomatoes are the only red in this dark, rainy night.Like the little light bulbs that adorn a tree or a window on Christmas Eve, tomatoes twinkle in car lights.These sparkling, swaying countless red fruits are like fish with glowing teeth playing in the deep sea. "What are those?" "It's probably a tomato. It doesn't look like it." "It's like a vast ocean. It's a sea I've never been to, and there's something floating on it." "That's a sea mine. It's for crime prevention. It blows you to pieces. It's for ocean defense." On the other side of the farmland was a long row of buildings, probably schools or factories. There was a loud thunder, and the car was as bright as day, Lili screamed, goose bumps appeared on her bare legs, the steering wheel shook, and her teeth chattered. "Don't be afraid, it's thunder, Lili." "Stop talking nonsense." Lili yelled and slammed open the car door, and the sound of the wind flooded into the car like a monster roaring. "I'm going to the sea! I'm going to smother me in the car, let me go, let me go!"