Chapter 3 Chapter One

I thought it was the sound of an airplane, but it turned out to be a small bug buzzing past my ear.The flying insect, which was smaller than a fly, hovered in front of his eyes for a while, then flew into a dark corner and disappeared. A white round table reflects the light from the ceiling, a slim lady's cigarette is burning in a glass ashtray on the table, the filter is stained with lipstick marks, and a pear-shaped wine bottle is placed beside the table, with the label on the Painted blonde girl with mouth full of grapes and holding bunch of grapes in hands.The wine in the glass turned the lights on the ceiling red.There is a large dressing table directly opposite the door, and a sweaty woman is sitting in front of the mirror.She straightened her long legs and took off the black stockings from her legs.

"Hey, get me the towel, the pink one, did you find it?" Lili said as she threw the silk stockings that were rolled up into a ball.She just came back from get off work and was dabbing makeup remover on her shiny forehead. "What happened next?" She took the towel and wiped her back while asking me. "We poured him a drink and tried to keep him quiet for a while. There were two other guys besides the kid, and they were so drunk that they couldn't handle it. Did the kid really get involved?" "That guy is Korean." Lili is taking off her makeup.She wiped her cheeks with a tissue with pungent makeup remover, then bent over, approached the mirror, and took off the false eyelashes that looked like fins of tropical fish. The discarded tissue was covered with red and black stains.

"Akai stabbed your brother, probably your brother. Fortunately, he didn't die. He came to the shop a while ago." I look at the light through the glass. Filaments of dark orange flickered in the bare glass. "He said he asked you about me, so don't tell him so much in the future. Don't tell that weird guy about me." Lili picked up the lipstick, comb, and other small bottles and wine glasses that were mixed on the dressing table, drank it all in one gulp, and took off the bell-bottom pants inlaid with gold thread in front of me.Her abdomen was marked by elastic bands.It is said that Lili used to be a model.

A picture of Lili in a fur coat was framed on the wall.She told me that it was a piece of chinchilla skin worth millions. I remember one time, the weather was very cold.She had an overdose of philopenne, and when she came to me she was pale as death, foaming from the mouth, trembling all over, and fell to the ground as soon as I opened the door. When I picked her up, she seemed to say, "Hey, wash off the nail polish for me, it's sticky and uncomfortable." She was wearing a long dress with a bare chest and back, and she was covered in sweat, even her neck There are pearls on the necklace.I don't have a light remover here, so I use alcohol instead.At this time, she whispered, "I'm sorry, there is something unpleasant in the store." When I grabbed her ankle and wiped off her nail polish, Lili was panting heavily, staring at the scenery outside the window .I put my hand up her skirt and touched her sweaty thigh as I kissed her, I took off her panties and Lili sat cross-legged on a chair and said she wanted to watch TV and that there should be Marlon Prynne by now Starring old movies.My palms were stained with sweat from her body, and I didn't dry it for a long time.

"Aaron, you made morphine at Jackson's house, maybe the day before yesterday." Lili took out a pick from the refrigerator, peeled it and said, she sat cross-legged on the sofa and handed me the peeled peach, but I didn't take it. "Do you remember, there was a girl with red hair and a short skirt? She had a pretty good figure, and she was attractive, wasn't she?" "Can't remember, there were three girls. Is it the curly hair?" Sitting in the house can see the kitchen.The sink was full of dirty dishes and a black worm was crawling on it.Lili was chatting with me while wiping the peach juice dripping on her thighs.On the instep of Quara's slippers, red and blue blood veins are clearly visible.They are always beautiful in my eyes.

"She lied anyway, that woman was absent from work and said she was sick, but she was hanging out with you guys in broad daylight, that's a shame. Did she take morphine, too?" "How could Jackson do that. He always said that girls can't do this kind of thing, it's a pity to ruin their bodies. Why is that girl doing it in your store? She loves to laugh, and she laughs when she drinks too much." "Will she be fired?" "She's lovely, isn't she?" "Needless to say, her ass is very sexy." Cockroaches got into the sticky ketchup dish and got all oily.

After the cockroach was killed, it bleeds out liquids of various colors, and now its belly may be red liquid. I once killed a cockroach crawling on a palette, and the fluid came out bright purple.At that time, there was no purple paint in the palette, and I guess it was the purple mixed with red and blue in its small belly. "So, what happened to Ah Kai, and he went home obediently?" "Yeah. She let me in and asked me if I had a drink. I said I wanted a Coke, and she owed me." "fool." "The two guys who were waiting for me in the car hooked up with a passing woman who was quite old."

Lili threw the finished peach pits into the ashtray, removed the clips from her coiled hair, and combed it with a hairbrush.She flows slowly down the waves of her hair, with a cigarette still in her mouth. "Akai's older sister used to work in my shop. It's been a long time ago. She's very smart." "Already resigned?" "I heard that she went back to her hometown. She is from the north." After smoothing out her soft red hair, Lili stood up suddenly, opened the closet, and took out a thin syringe from a silver box.She held the small tea-colored bottle up to the light to check how much liquid was still in it, then inhaled the prescribed amount with a syringe, then bent over and inserted the needle into her thigh.The other leg supporting the body trembled slightly.Maybe the needle was inserted too deep, and when it was pulled out, a thin stream of blood flowed out all the way to the knee.While wiping her temples, Lili wiped the drool from her mouth.

"Lili, every injection should be sterilized." Lili didn't speak, lay down on the bed in the corner, and lit a cigarette.With the thick blood vessels on her neck exposed, she exhausted a puff of smoke. "Do you want to fight? There are more." "I won't fight today. A friend came to see me, but I don't have time to fight. I have it with me." Lili picked up the library copy "Bama Monastery" from the bedside table and read it.Spray the smoke on the pages of the book while reading comfortably. "You love reading so much, it's really different, Lili."

I picked up the syringe that fell on the floor and said.When she heard it, she said vaguely, "This book is really interesting." The needle tip of the syringe was stained with blood.I wanted to help her wash the needles, so I went to the kitchen.Cockroaches were still crawling on the dishes in the sink.I rolled up a newspaper and carefully killed the cockroaches that had climbed up the stove. "What are you doing?" Lili asked, picking at the blood clot on her thigh. "Come here quickly." Her voice was delicate. " Yellow body fluid flowed from the cockroach's stomach.The corpse was stuck to the edge of the stove, and the tentacles were still vibrating.

Lili called me again, and "The Abbey of Parma" had already been thrown on the carpet. My room was filled with a sour smell.There was a plate of pineapple cut at some time on the table, and the sour smell came from here. The cut of the pineapple was black, completely rotten, and turned into a plate of slime. Okinawa is preparing to hit heroin, and beads of sweat are dripping from the tip of his nose.Seeing him like this, I remembered what Suzuko said. She was lying on the wet bed and kept saying, "It's really hot tonight, are you hot?" "Hey, Aaron, how much did this heroin cost?" Suzuko took out Deaz's record from Kun's package and asked.I said it cost ten dollars.Okinawa yelled loudly that it was cheaper than Okinawa.Okinawa uses a lighter to burn the needle tip, and then disinfects it with alcohol cotton, then blows air into the outer cylinder to see if it is blocked. "The Yotsuya Police Station seems to have been newly renovated. The walls and toilets are very clean, which really surprised me. The young guard was so eloquent, saying that it is much more comfortable to leave the police single dormitory here, and an old guy smirked along in a flattering manner, disgusting to death gone." Okinawa's eyes were a little cloudy, and he was already drunk from drinking the skewered wine in a milk bottle. "Hey, there used to be a drug rehab center across the street, is that true?" I asked as I opened a tinfoil packet of heroin. "Yes. My dad sent me there. It was opened by the Americans. The American military police arrested me. I had to be rehabilitated in the facilities of the US military and then sent here. To tell you the truth, the United States is worthy of being an advanced country. " Suzuko interjected: "It's great to be able to take stimulants every day in there. I also want to enter an American drug rehabilitation center." Okinawa gathered the heroin on the tin foil to the center with an ear pick and said: "Fool, didn't I tell you that someone like you is not qualified unless you are a real drug addict. Only a tumor like me with needle holes in both arms can get in. There is a charming The nurse, named Liangzi, gave me injections every day. I tiptoed my buttocks and watched people playing volleyball outside the window, and we got an injection. I am weak, and my penis must have shrunk a little. I am afraid How embarrassing it is to be seen by Yoshiko, if I meet someone with a big butt like Suzuko, I won't be able to bear it." When Suzuko heard Okinawa say that she had a big butt, she muttered dissatisfiedly, and ran to the kitchen refrigerator to get a drink. "Hui, why don't you have anything to drink?" Okinawa pointed to the rotten pineapple on the table and said, "You can eat this. This is the flavor of my hometown." "Okinawa, you like to eat rotten things, no wonder your clothes smell weird." Suzuko said as she sipped the watered Karpis, the ice cubes rolling in her mouth. "You are about to become an addict. If you can't reach my level, it will be difficult for us to get married. Why don't we live in together after both of us have become addicts, and then quit a little bit." "Are you two going to rehab for your honeymoon?" I asked with a smile. "Yeah, Okinawa, is that the plan?" "That's a good idea. This way, you two can lie side by side for the nurse to dope and talk to each other." Okinawa smiled and said to me: "You bastard, what are you talking about." He wiped the spoon soaked in hot water with a napkin, and then used an ear pick to pour the match head into the stainless steel spoon with the bow-shaped handle. Heroin-sized, saying, "Suzuko, if you sneeze now, I won't let you go." While attaching the needle to the CC syringe used in the battlefield.Suzuko lit a candle, and Okinawa carefully poured droplets of heroin into the spoon. "Aaron, are you going to have a party?" Okinawa wiped his trembling fingers on his pants, calmed down and asked. "No way, there are some black people who want to do it." "Suzuko, are you going too?" Okinawa asked Suzuko who was packing the remaining heroin.Suzuko looked at me and replied: "Go, you can take it easy." "If you dare to sleep with that black man named Larry, watch how I deal with you." The solution in the spoon on the candle flame boiled and steamed in the blink of an eye.The bottom of the spoon was baked black.Okinawa slowly took the spoon away from the flame and blew it cool like feeding a baby. While tearing off the absorbent cotton, he said to me: "You know you can't crack heroin in the detention center. I had a terrible dream, I can't remember it clearly. It seems to dream of my eldest brother. I am the fourth child, and my eldest brother has never seen me. My eldest brother died in battle. , Not a single photo was left. Only an unremarkable portrait of my father was placed on the Buddhist altar. How strange that this elder brother would appear in a dream." "What did your brother tell you?" "Can't remember." Okinawa dipped a thumb-sized piece of bodiless cotton into the cooling liquid, and then inserted the needle into the absorbent cotton. With a slight sound, just like the sound made by a baby while breastfeeding, the transparent liquid was sucked into the thin in a thin glass tube.After sucking it all up, he licked his lips, pushed the needle gently, and squeezed out the air in the syringe. "Hey, let me give Aaron an injection. I gave a lot of injections when I was in Okinawa." Suzuko rolled up her sleeves and said. "No, you didn't call last time and wasted hundreds of dollars. It's not as simple as making rice balls, anyone can do it. Hurry up and tie Aaron's arms." Suzuko yelled and stared at Okinawa.She strangled my left arm tightly with a leather tube.After I touched my fist, clear blood vessels emerged. Okinawa wiped it several times with alcohol cotton, and then inserted the needle into the bulging blood vessels.After I let go of my fist, dark red blood flowed back into the needle tube, "It will be fine soon", Okinawa said while quietly pushing the outer tube, injecting the heroin mixed with the blood into my body at once . "Okay, how do you feel?" Okinawa smiled and pulled out the needle.The moment the needle was pulled out, the heroin flowed to my fingertips.I suddenly felt a burst of shock directly to the heart.My eyes were covered in fog, and I couldn't even see Okinawa's face clearly.I stood up clutching my chest, trying to inhale, but the rhythm of my breathing had been disrupted, and I was out of breath.His head felt like a sap, and his mouth was parched.Suzuko held my right shoulder, afraid that I would fall.I swallowed a little of the saliva that leaked from my dry teeth, and felt as if my feet were hanging in the air. I felt nauseous, and fell down on the bed with a groan. Suzuko shook my shoulder worriedly. "Did he fight too much? Aaron didn't fight much. You see, his complexion is developed, so he won't be in any danger." "I didn't hit much, it's okay. Suzuko, bring the washbasin, this guy will vomit." I buried my face in the lens, my throat was burning, but the saliva kept spilling out from the corner of my mouth. Every time I licked the saliva with my tongue, I felt nausea from my lower abdomen. No matter how hard I inhale, I can only inhale a little air.And it didn't come in through the mouth or nose, it seemed to leak in from a hole in the chest.My waist was numb, I couldn't move, my heart was throbbing, and my temples were throbbing because of the blood vessels in my eyes.Close your eyes, as if you are about to fall into a rapidly spinning vortex, it is extremely terrifying.My whole body feels like being caressed, melting like cheese on a hamburger.Like water and oil in a test tube, the cooling part of the body is separated from the hot part and rotates.The heat spread to my head, throat, heart and sex organs. I wanted to call Suzuko, but I couldn't make a sound.I wanted to smoke, but my vocal cords vibrated and my voice was hoarse like a mosquito.The ticking sound of the clock came from over there, which was very pleasant to the ear, but my eyes could hardly see anything. I only felt that there was a piece of rippling water in front of my right eye, which made my eyes dizzy. I figured it must be the candle.Suzuko looked at my face, felt my pulse, and said to Okinawa, "He's still alive." I desperately opened my mouth, raised my heavy arm to touch Lingzi's shoulder, and said in a weak voice, "Give me a cigarette." Suzuko lit a cigarette and put it on my saliva-moistened lips.Then he turned his head and said to Okinawa: "Look and see, Aaron's eyes are like hungry ghosts, it's really scary, his body is trembling and coughing, it's so pitiful, oh, tears are streaming out." The cigarette scratched my lungs like a living thing, and Okinawa raised my chin, opened my eyelids, looked at my pupils, and said to Suzuko, "It's dangerous, I almost died. Aaron's weight is ten times less If it’s less than a kilogram, it’s over.” I feel that the face of Okinawa is crooked and blurred like lying on the beach in summer and looking at the sun through a nylon parasol.I feel like I have become a plant, a plant that grows in the shade, has gray leaves, and is as silent as a non-flowering fern, which can only let the soft downy spores blow away in the wind. The lights went out.The sound of Okinawa and Suzuko undressing each other can be heard.The volume of the record player was turned up, and Deaz's march, the sound of rubbing the carpet, and Suzuko's desperately suppressed moans reached my ears. I picture a woman jumping from the top of a building in my mind.Her face was distorted by terror, her eyes were looking at the distant sky, her hands and feet kept paddling like swimming, struggling to get up.The bundled hair spread out in the air, floating above her head like algae, magnifying the street trees, vehicles and pedestrians, and the facial features deformed by the wind. A nightmare covered in cold sweat, the movements of the woman falling from the roof are like slow motion in a black and white movie. Suzuko and Okinawa got up and wiped each other's sweat, then lit the candle again.The light was dazzling, and I turned over.They were talking in low voices.Accompanied by bursts of convulsions, the feeling of vomiting hit, wave after wave like ocean waves.I bit my lip and held on to the sheets to bear it, and just as the gag subsided again, I felt a pleasure like ejaculation. "Okinawa! You, you are too cunning." Suzuko yelled, and at the same time there was the sound of a glass being broken.Someone fell on the spring bed, causing me to lean slightly.Another person, presumably from Okinawa, cursed "asshole", opened the door roughly, and went out.The wind blew out the candle, and there was a sound of footsteps running down the stairs.In the dark room, only Suzuko's breathing could be heard.I smelled a rotting pineapple and a faint body odor from the mulatto Suzuko's armpits.I suddenly remembered the face of a woman.It was seen in a dream or a movie a long time ago. She was very thin, with slender hands and feet. She used her slender fingers to take off the underwear from her body, and took a shower through the transparent partition.Drops of water trickled down her pointed chin.It was the face of a foreign woman gazing into her own green eyes in the mirror…. The man walking in front stopped, turned around, and threw the cigarette butt into the ditch by the side of the road.Holding the semi-new aluminum alloy T-shaped crutch tightly in his left hand, the man walked straight forward.Sweat was dripping down his neck, and his legs had recently limped, judging by the way he walked.His right arm was stiff, and his toes were stretched out straight, dragging a long footprint on the ground. The sun was shining in the sky, and Suzuko took off her jacket as she walked. The tightly wrapped shirt was soaked with sweat. Suzuko seemed to be sleep deprived and lacked energy.In front of a restaurant, I asked her if she wanted something to eat, and she just shook her head without answering. "Okinawa is really ignorant. If you leave so late, you can't even get on the tram." "Forget it, Aaron, don't mention him." Lingzi whispered.She plucked a leaf from a poplar tree by the road. "Do you know what the thin lines on the leaves are called? Aaron, tell me." The torn half of the leaf was covered with a layer of dust. "It's the veins." "That's right, it's the veins of the leaves. When I was in middle school, I was in the biology department. I used the leaves to make specimens. Put it into a kind of medicine, I forgot what it was called, and the chlorophyll was dissolved, leaving only Pure white leaves with veins clearly visible." The man with the T-shaped crutch sat down on a bench at the bus stop and looked at the timetable.The stop sign says "In front of Fusheng General Hospital".In a large hospital on the right, in a spacious fan-shaped courtyard, dozens of patients wear bathrobes and do gymnastics under the guidance of nurses.Everyone's ankles were wrapped with thick bandages. They twisted their waists and necks as the whistle sounded. People who came into the hospital looked at them as they walked. "I'll go to your store today and talk to Moka and Akai about the party. Are they coming to work today?" "Come, come every day. I will come today too. Aaron, I want to show you something." "what?" "Specimens, I collect all kinds of leaves. Many people in my hometown like to collect insects, because there are more beautiful butterfly species than here. And I collect leaf specimens, which have been praised by the teacher. I even used the bonus to go to Kagoshima. This specimen collection is in the drawer of my desk, it is my treasure. I want to show it to you." At the subway station, Suzuko threw the poplar leaves to the side of the road.There was a silvery light on the platform roof, and I put on my sunglasses. "It's summer, it's really hot." "What did you say?" "I said it's summer." "It's much hotter in summer." Suzuko stared at the rails and said. I sat at the counter drinking wine and heard someone chewing pills in the corner.