Chapter 4 Chapter Four

"Lucky? I think it's easier not to know who my parents are." Jianhan said, "I wonder if my dad is black and black on the street, begging people for drinks? Thinking of this makes me feel very uncomfortable." , it’s nothing to be hungry.” Jian Han's stomach growled. "Will you blame your mother for running away with someone else?" I asked, I forgot whether I asked Jianhan this question. "How is it possible? If my mother continues to stay next to my father, sooner or later she will be beaten to death by my father with slippers. She is not a cockroach, so why should she die innocently under my father's slippers?" Jian Han said, thinking about it again, and continued Said: "But she didn't take me away with me at the beginning, thinking about it is very dry."

"At least there are no mysteries in your life." I rubbed my stomach which was wriggling violently due to fasting, and said, "My life has been an unsolvable equation from the beginning. Why did I come here? What kind of people are my parents? Do I still have a chance to know who my parents are? I seem to have forgotten." This series of great questions about the mysteries of life, like thorns and vines that can't be cut and burned, entangles this orphanage desperately. The fate of being abandoned, even if they finally walk out of this orphanage one day. I heard Mr. Du, the proud subordinate of Aunt Hu's dean, once said that Uncle Wang, the gatekeeper, is the best of this kind of people.

Uncle Wang was sent here by his mother when he was nine-year-old Xiaodi Wang. At the door, Xiaodi Wang's mother touched his face and cried, "Baby, when my mother finds a job, I will definitely pick you up secretly." If you go out, you have to be brave and wait for mom here, you know?" Little brother Wang just waited for his mother so eagerly, until he was admitted to university at the age of eighteen, he still didn't dare to leave, yes, you guessed it, little brother Wang was afraid that his mother would not find him when he secretly met in the orphanage , So he stayed in the courtyard and refused to go to university. This time, he became an administrator, from Xiaodi Wang to Uncle Wang, and forty years passed.Uncle Wang is still waiting for his mother to take him home.

I, on the other hand, had no idea when I would "come home" and had no clue at all, so I had to rely on many fantasies to support a dream of returning home: Am I the illegitimate child of a rich family?One day there will be a rich-looking Okie in a tuxedo who will pay Aunt Tiger the Dean with a check that I can't even imagine, and then open the door of the Rolls Royce and tell me it's time to go home? Am I the son of some superhero?My superhero dad hid me in an orphanage to protect me?One day superhero dad will rescue me out and train me to be his successor hero to keep the peace in spider city?Who is this superhero?Sonic Man?Lightning Stranger?Horn man?Wall drummer?

Of course I know this is just a fantasy, but I never believe what Aunt Hu said: "Yizhi, the orphanage is your home." do it!Will this be my home?If this is my home, my fate is too perverse! I looked at this small dark room, as long as the children who behave badly will be locked in this "bad room", practicing the technique of confession during the long night of hunger, there are only two glasses of water to drink, so the confession The effect is very good. In the entire orphanage, only Jianhan and I will keep going in and out of this room, lingering. It is only because we have a secret weapon that we have the guts to come in all the time.

"Ha chirp!" Here comes the secret weapon. Jianhan and I immediately got out of bed, and leaned our faces to the small wooden door under the iron door. The wooden door was opened to reveal the dim light in the corridor, and two rice balls were stuffed in from behind the wooden door. Jianhan and I crowded together excitedly by the small door to grab the rice balls, and our heads bumped into each other with a bang. "What are you grabbing? Are you going to grow taller again?" The scolding voice behind the door was soft and low. I looked at the pair of willow-like delicate eyes behind the door, and smiled: "Thank you, sister Xinxin."

"Thank you? The rice balls are poisonous!" Sister Xinxin knelt on the floor of the corridor, staring at me mercilessly. Jian Han took the rice ball and said with a smile, "Sister Xinxin, I'm sorry to trouble you again." "You know it's troublesome to me, so don't make people angry like this in the future." Sister Xinxin closed the wooden door and walked away on tiptoe. Jianhan and I leaned against the iron gate and gnawed on the rice balls. Although the rice balls were already cold, the meat floss and seaweed melted in our mouths was very sweet, and we devoured them all in one go.

"Sister Xinxin is so kind, she helps us steal rice balls from the kitchen every time." Jianhan touched his face with his fingers, searching for the rice grains stuck to his face. "Maybe I will be imprisoned with you, just because I want to eat the rice balls my sister Xinxin stole." I said to myself, chewing the remaining meat floss in my mouth. "The rice balls that sister Xinxin stole are always delicious for some reason." Jian Han rubbed his stomach. "So I decided, let's just marry Sister Xinxin." I said, only Jianhan knew about it. "Fuck you, sooner or later sister Xinxin and I will become husband and wife." Jian Han said, only I know about this.

Both of us are serious. We know each other, and so do the stars out there.