Chapter 20 Section 20

Section 20 Geng Er has always been convinced that he must be the first to break up.However, breaking up is a painful thing after all.Geng Er lay on his back on his bed, the window was open, and the peculiar smell of the residential area wafted in during the daytime, which made Geng Er feel even more irritable. Simiko started crying with a voice, not knowing what happened. "I never want to see you again!" Kimiko said on the second call.At this time, she stopped crying and became the original Kimiko, and her words were extremely aggressive.Geng Er just listened and didn't make a sound.So Kimiko shouted hysterically over the phone,

"Why don't you talk, it's despicable! In the end, you only know how to think about yourself, you selfish guy!" That's true, Geng Er thought, since you said the breakup from your mouth, then this is the only way to save me trouble.Geng Er knew that even if the breakup was essentially caused by himself. "What a worry." Kouji thought of the Kimiko who used to be nervous just because he didn't answer the phone, the Kimiko when he said he liked her, and the Kimiko when he said she was like a beast...Kimiko who is happy like a child in bed, Kimiko who claims to be a good wife and mother, Kimiko who becomes hysterical when angry...

It should be said that this is exactly what I want.Geng Er got out of bed and brought in the towels that were drying out.He looked downstairs, and a child on a children's bicycle and her mother carrying supermarket shopping bags were walking downstairs. Kimiko said she was a selfish guy.If I can't take responsibility for Kimiko's life, who else can I take responsibility for? Koji suddenly felt that his apartment was suffocating.He felt that he had fallen into a helpless situation, and felt a kind of inexplicable fear and uneasiness.Dirty ashtrays, hot towel quilts... everything in front of me looks so disgusting.

Koji wanted to drink, so he called Hashimoto.Hashimoto still has an appointment in the evening, so he promised to spend only one afternoon with him.Koji couldn't think of any better place to drink during the day, so he went to the karaoke hall with Hashimoto.There he drank twice as much as Hashimoto and sang twice as much as Hashimoto.However, even when he was drunk, Kouji's mood did not improve much. From that day on, Kouji's life began to exceed his ability to act. daytime.Although there are many people in Daikanyama, it gives people a relaxed feeling.Tou and Shi Shi were sitting in an open-air bar, watching Shi Shi eating a sandwich, and Tou was intoxicated.He thinks Shishi is more beautiful than any woman here.Recently, Tou feels that the sun is shining brightly every day, and he can feel real happiness every day, and today is of course no exception.To borrow the words of the history of poetry, it is because the two people are "heart-to-heart, always together".Tou felt that he had obtained a new time that was different from the past.It flows in its own unique way, like a source of gestating strength.Because of this, Tou has gained infinite power and is full of energy every day.He must make due preparations for himself and the "future" of the epic history.He has too much to do.Toh did not intend to persuade his mother at all, so he needed to prepare funds to live alone.For this reason, he greatly increased the number of times he worked as a tutor, but the income of being a tutor alone was obviously not enough.If you tell Shishi, you will undoubtedly get funding from Shishi, but Tou doesn't want to do this.Maybe in the end he will have to rely on his father to donate to himself, but before that, he is determined to earn as much money as possible on his own.

"French literature, so you know French?" Shi Shi drank soda and asked, "Won't." Tou answered honestly.The sun was a bit dazzling, and Tou narrowed his eyes slightly. At this moment, he was determined to learn French, "I'll learn to speak." Isn't it just learning French? It couldn't be easier.As long as the history of poetry wishes, Tou will definitely learn French well, and speak it as well as the French. Shi Shi smiled happily, "It's okay, I won't either." Epic is wearing red lipstick today. "The weather is really nice today."

Shi Shi looked up at the big tree next to him and said happily. An hour ago, Tou saw Shishi in Shishi's shop.Her shop is as quiet as usual, filled with a faint fragrance, and several "girls" are working. "Wait a minute, I'm coming." Shi Shi was standing at the counter talking to a girl in the store while looking at a binder.Most of the customers here are middle-aged and elderly ladies. As they walk back and forth in the store, the sound of high-heeled shoes stepping on the floor can be heard from time to time in the store. "Like a library?" The work of Poetic History seems to have come to an end, she walked to Tou and asked softly,

"I always think that if you stay here when the weather is nice, you must have the feeling of being in a library." Through the way, "Indeed. It's not too bright inside, and it's still very quiet, and there's a faint scent..." The two walked out of the shop while talking. "But the weather is so nice outside, and the leaves are shaking in the breeze, it feels good." Shi Shi looked at Tou quietly, and said after a while, "But there are a lot of books in the library. Each book has its own unique world. Things that can be found in the library cannot be found elsewhere..."

Shi Shi happily concluded, with a smug expression on his face.It was the first time for Tou to see Shi Shi talking about his work and store. "I like libraries very much." Tou didn't know how to answer Shishi, so he had no choice but to echo it casually.Shishi smiled when he heard this, took out his sunglasses and put them on while walking, "I know." The sandwich was quite large, Shishi only ate half of it, and the rest was fully reimbursed. For Geng Er, this year's autumn has arrived without knowing it, and the temperature has dropped extremely fast. It has been ten days since we broke up with Himiko.For ten days, Koji tried to forget the past with Kimiko as much as possible, but he couldn't.

Yuri is also getting colder towards Kouji, although the number of dates is much more frequent than before-taught Yuri to play last week On Sunday, she accompanied Yuli to her favorite pancake shop. Even so, Kouji still couldn't erase the bits and pieces that Kimiko left in his heart, especially when he was holding Yuri, he couldn't help but think of Himiko in his mind. What puzzles Kouji is that he feels that he has not lost Himiko, but himself.What's even more unbearable is that this feeling is so similar to the feeling when he and Houzi broke up.Although at the time he had vowed never to feel the same way again.

If there was one thing Kouji was afraid of, it was loss of vigilance --- loss of vigilance of women older than him.It can be said that this is the only thing Koji is afraid of.However, it is easy for him to lose vigilance against those women, because they cannot be his own women... "Crack the champagne." The mother's voice dragged Kou Er's thoughts back to reality. He went home to attend the banquet held for the reconciliation of his brother and his wife.Koji shook the champagne bottle vigorously, and the bubbles that spewed out were high and high.Yuri didn't agree to Koji in the end, so he was the only one who came home tonight.The food for dinner is very rich, and the dessert after the meal is said to be made by Zao Ji himself.

Although my mother was busily busy, everyone here understood that the object of mother's dissatisfaction with regard to the quarrel between the elder brother and his wife was obviously Zao Ji.Although it has nothing to do with him, Koji still thinks that his brother should be blamed for this matter. After eating, everyone moved from the dining room to the living room and drank coffee again.Dad gave Geng Erqi a book, saying that he must read it before the employment test.Those books were mainly books on overseas trade. "To study?" Grandma asked slowly, "Open the window." The window was opened, so the hot pot smell that filled the room just now began to dissipate out of the window, and the hedges in the yard left clumps of dark shadows. Koji thought of Himiko.Did she also live like this at home, and did she continue to be the same after she had a relationship with her... . Because today is Zao Ji's birthday, her parents gave her an orange sweater.Zao Ji compared it with her body, and her mother also praised the fit, and asked her brother how he felt.Koji stared intently at the cupboard, the glass door of the cupboard was ajar, and his mother's legs and Zao Jibi's clothes were all reflected inside.For some reason, Kouji felt that Saki and his brother seemed so stupid... October. Yuri has changed.I don't know if it's appropriate to say this, but her cold attitude in the past has eased, and she has become more active, often going to the billiard hall to look at Geng Er.Geng Er didn't care about this, but felt a little troublesome. In the end, Koji did not contact Yoshida again.He felt as if he hadn't reached that point yet, and it might have worked better if he kept a certain distance from her.Besides, Yoshida is not so stupid, she should also know what she thinks. Yuri rested his chin on the opposite side, talking non-stop since just now.It’s been a long time since I went to Disneyland, it would have been nice if I had gone home with Geng Er for a dinner party last time, she still hasn’t forgotten to praise Geng Er, saying that the uniform here is very suitable for him... There will be a dance performance by Kimiko tomorrow.Although he didn't intend to see Kimiko, Kouji wanted to take a look from a distance, he wanted to see Kimiko. As soon as Phoebe Snow's "Don't let me down" is played in the bar, the history of poetry will hum along with it.By chance, Tou bought a CD from a CD shop.Now, he's listening and sipping instant coffee. Usually I don't feel it, but once I decided to move out and live in another place, Tou found out that the apartment where I lived with my mother for many years is so attached.Although no one is cooking, the kitchen is fully equipped with kitchen utensils; the living room is always clean and tidy because there are not many people; the leather sofa that I and my mother are used to sitting on; Bath towels on the trellis... all of it looks a whole different way now. What's interesting is that I have already begun to miss these things before I moved out. Don't let me down, Don't let me down Phoebe Snow sang along, Don't you know it's going last, it's love that'll last forever. Yuri called himself a few days ago, and he didn't know whether he should tell Koji about it.Because it's no big deal.Tou felt that if he told Geng Er everything one by one, he would be a bit like a kid who likes to make small reports.In addition, he felt that he didn't need to take care of these suspicions, so after hesitating again and again, Toru still didn't tell Geng Er. At that time, Yuri’s voice sounded like something happened. At the beginning, he thanked him for walking with me near the high school where Kouji went to school-I felt that it was a long time ago, "You remember Yoshida, don't you?" Then suddenly asked, "Did you see it at the class reunion?" Tou said I saw it.After a few seconds of silence, Yuri asked again, "How is she?" Another few seconds of silence. Tou was very embarrassed and didn't know how to answer.Yuri seems to have noticed it too, and said embarrassedly, "I'm so sorry to ask you some embarrassing questions." Then he broke the subject and continued, "Geng Er has been acting weird recently." "strange?" Toru felt strange, and Yuri didn't explain any more, just said as if talking to himself, "But yes, I don't think you will tell me what Koji told you about that girl..." "I never heard him say anything." Toru could only answer truthfully.Before his eyes floated the scenes of the roads he often walked and the bakery he went to when he accompanied Yuri to transfer to Koji High School-just seeing the place where Koji lived in the past, and Koji himself was not there, she already looked happy Already...It's better not to have too high expectations of Geng Er's sincerity, and he almost let it out.But it is true, although the other person is not bad, but he has never seriously fallen in love with anyone... "Are you so worried?" subconsciously asked, "Ok." Yuri replied without hesitation. Toru couldn't help laughing, he felt that Yuri's straightforward character was really likable.However, at the same time, he also had a strong sense of pride, because he was not tempted by Yuri's cuteness. Those of you who fall in love just because you think it's cute, you're a little too childish. The sky was as fine as a sports meeting. The intersection of Yurakucho.Geng Er waited for the signal light to turn green and thought, the weather is fine today and the sky is blue.Every season, there will always be a few days of such good weather, which reminds people of the sports meeting.Geng Er especially likes the sports meeting, not because he likes sports, but because the weather is always very good when the sports meeting is held.There is always no cloud in the sky, it is blue and blue. what am i doing here. Koji threw away the cigarette butt, stomped it out with his foot, and walked through the intersection. According to Kimiko, she has learned Flamenco for seven years.She feels that dancing this kind of dance can release some bad emotions and fatigue accumulated in daily life. Geng Er didn't expect that the performances of amateur actors would be charged, so he bought an admission ticket at the box office and walked into the performance hall.Although the performance hall was not big, it was decorated very uniquely. He pushed open the door against the cushion and saw several well-dressed children running around. There were not many people in the performance hall, and most of the seats were empty.Koji looked for his seat along the stepped aisle, and suddenly found Himiko standing in the opposite aisle talking to some women.Koji originally thought that as long as he didn't go backstage, he wouldn't see Kimiko, but he didn't expect to see him in the audience.I really don't know why the actors came to the audience. Koji stood there looking at Himiko from afar without blinking.He couldn't understand how excited Kimiko was when she spoke. Koji suddenly had an urge to take Himiko out of here. Whether it's my own apartment or a love hotel, as long as it's a place where Kimiko can be restored to her original state. I don't know how long I watched it, one minute, two minutes, or even shorter.Kimiko suddenly noticed Kouji. Kimiko didn't show any surprise, a kind of incomparable anger flashed across her face in an instant.Koji could feel that kind of anger that was close to hatred, which was completely from her heart. Then, Kimiko was still chatting and laughing with those women, as if nothing had happened.She didn't even look at Geng Er head-on, completely ignoring the existence of Geng Er. Geng Er couldn't stay there any longer.He pushed open the door against the cushion, which made him feel so uncomfortable.Geng Er came outside and walked forward quickly.The sky is still the same sky, but Geng Er didn't bother to pay attention to it anymore.He really had a bad time with Himiko.