Chapter 8 Section VIII

Section VIII I don't remember clearly the first time I slept with Shi Shi.He was seventeen then, and had a drink out at dinner and then coffee at the Poetry House. "come in." Tou only remembered that Shi Shi opened the bedroom door and let himself in.Tou felt that this meant that, and the next thing was It should be done on your own initiative.So, he did it.He hugged Shi Shi, kissed her, and pushed her down on the bed.Maybe a little too rough.However, at that time, I had no experience after all, and I only thought that I should do it myself. Shi Shi screamed when he was pushed down on the bed.Not loud.Although both of them were still wearing clothes, Toru could no longer control himself. He felt that he would be comfortable only when he was inserted in the end.

These are the only things I can remember clearly, and what happened later are just fragmentary and intermittent memories.Tou only remembers Shishi saying "it's okay", and he still remembers that he finally finished the matter no matter what. "Don't you worry, there is no need to think about what should or cannot be done to me." After everything was done, Shi Shi said. Now, Tuozheng is lying on his back on the same bed as that night, quietly watching the hazy light from the floor lamp in the corner of the room, and looking at the garden shadow of the lampshade.

Having sex with Shi Shi always ends quickly.Because I have no other experience, I dare not say for sure, but Tou always thinks that he and Shishi belong to the kind of people who are not particularly keen on sex.Tou knows that Shishi has realized that he has no experience, but Shishi has never taken the initiative to guide or teach himself, not once. Turning over, his whole body was pressed against Shi Shi lying beside him, savoring the feeling of rubbing Shi Shi's soft and small body and her warm body temperature to his heart's content.He turned his face away and buried it in the pillow.

"Is it sinking under pressure?" "Not sinking." Shi Shi answered quietly. "It's so comfortable." He took a deep breath and said happily.The history of poetry moved up and down slightly under Tou's body. When making love, Shi Shi never acted crazy or screamed, she always accepted Tou softly.Shi Shi has a petite body, fair and tender skin, and a pair of beautiful eyes that he always likes to look through when making love. At this time, Tou always felt that she was testing herself, and she always became at a loss, so that her movements were extremely uncoordinated.

Whenever Toru is in this room, he can't help but wonder what to do now that Asano is back?He wasn't afraid, he was just imagining some impossible things out of thin air.For the history of poetry never takes risks.Sometimes Toh even wished that would happen.In fact, Tou doesn't care what happens to all of this, as long as he can be with Shi Shi, everything else is indifferent to Tou. Two weeks late for my birthday. "What were you doing when you were twenty?" Tou asked.The whole room is filled with the scent of jasmine tea. "Can't remember. I was a student at the time."

Shi Shi replied, she folded up and straightened her hair. "He's a student who doesn't study hard. He only knows how to read novels. He also likes to drink, even more than he does now." Tou tried his best to imagine what she looked like at that time, but couldn't come up with a general idea. "Do you have a lover?" Tou asked.History of Poetry just hummed lightly, and then asked thoroughly, "do you know?" This sound made Tou feel very comfortable. "You know? I'm so jealous of your future." Tou felt a little unhappy, even a little angry.He couldn't explain it and hugged Shi Shi tightly in his arms.

"Why do you say that? It's really inexplicable. In this case, why don't you just stay by my side? You're confusing me." A few seconds passed. "So sad." Hearing what Shi Shi said, Tou quickly let go.When I hugged Shishi just now, I may have used too much force. Shi Shi raised his hand, stroked Tou's hair lightly, closed his eyes slightly, and said emotionally, "Maybe you don't believe me, I really like you." "Even I can't believe I like you so much." Tou suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness hit his heart, and was at a loss for words.

Not long after the new semester started, Geng Er called.At that time, Tou had just had dinner alone.When I was young, my grandmother always cooked for Tou. Since my grandmother passed away when I was in middle school, Tou basically ate dinner alone. Koji said that he wanted him to give him face and go to a party.Although the Tokyo Tower in the distance outside the window looks small, it is bright and dazzling. "You're going to a party? I really admire you guy." Of course, what Tou said was not a compliment to Koji, but at most it contained some kind of respect. "Me? No. I'm a volunteer. Yuri went with me, how can I have a chance to break new ground!"

The sound on the opposite side was noisy, it was difficult to hear Koji's words clearly, and occasionally the impact of billiard balls could be heard. "Then why are you participating?" Koji had attended two parties, none of which he found interesting. "Any student who doesn't participate." Koji went on to say, "Remember, it's this Friday. I hung up, sorry, I don't have time to talk to you now." Then, he really hung up the phone. "Look, that man is really handsome!" As soon as Koji put down the phone, Yuri grabbed his arm.When he came to the billiard hall, Yuri always seemed extremely excited.

"He's playing the ball so well!" Those are the two customers who have been frequenting recently.The woman is young and the man is middle-aged.Their playing skills are indeed admirable. "really." Koji agrees. "I think it's awesome!" It can be seen from the posture and line of sight of watching the ball that their skills are not ordinary.Moreover, they are not like the kind of people who have accumulated considerable experience. They just rely on their well-developed motor nerves and the accuracy of their hitting movements to hit good shots one after another.he

They are not just manual dexterity, they also have a certain level of theory and athletic ability.Koji likes this type of guests very much. Koji walked into the counter and watched them from a distance while shining shoes.The woman who came with her was not very skilled. She was tall and had short hair, part of which was dyed green. She seemed to be younger than Yuri. "Can Tou come?" Yuri rested his chin on the counter with one hand, and asked while drinking lemonade. "Why not?" Koji replied in English and blew a kiss to Yuri. Tou listened to Billy Joe on the piano (he used the stereo's timer function instead of an alarm) and stared blankly at the ceiling.In the morning, although the shutters were still drawn, it could be felt that it might rain outside. Beside Tou's pillow was Kessel's The Lion King, which he had just begun to read.This book is also a favorite of the history of poetry. For Tou, the whole world exists centered on the history of poetry. After waking up, Tou went to the kitchen to make himself a cup of instant coffee.He was lazy, he didn't know why he had to get up during the days when he couldn't see Shishi. Ladies' shoes with laces were a new thing for Mom, who came home late last night, by the gate. Toh's mother is forty-eight years old.Appears to be passable because of constant care.Even though she drinks a lot and doesn't behave like a woman, in Tou's view, her mother looks more like a man. "Yangzi is working, it's really neat!" I don't know when, Shishi once talked about his mother to himself, "She seems to enjoy working. As far as I know, there are very few working Japanese women who have such excellent qualities as Yoko." Tou thinks mom is just someone who likes to go out.He warmed a piece of bread and spread butter and egg yolk on it. While sitting on the sofa in the living room having breakfast, Tou suddenly remembered what Koji preached to him when he was filling out the college application form. "Private? Why?" It was summer, and the two were flipping through magazines at a convenience store near the school. "Don't you all go to National University?" Tou clearly remembered that Koji was wearing a school uniform that day, with a black T-shirt under his white shirt. "why?" Tou is afraid of other people's concern, but also afraid of other people's preaching. "It's not that your grades are not enough. Besides, there are only you and your mother in your family. You should think about it." "But your family is not a single-parent family, so why did you apply for the national government?" Tou suddenly realized that his rebuttal sounded weird. "I don't want to spend my parents' money!" Kou Er closed the youth magazine in his hand with a snap and walked out. It was a hot sunny day. From the point of thinking of his family all the time, Geng Er doesn't look like a kid from a rich family at all. But Tou thinks that he still has one biggest shortcoming, that is, he likes to interfere in other people's affairs. The room was very quiet. After washing the dishes, Tou went back to his room to continue reading.I have to go to two classes today.It looks like it's going to rain all day.Mom probably won't be able to get up for a while. Above the dashboard of the red Fiat sits a small white cloth bear with batteries inside, and when you pull the rope under the tail, it will shake all over.This is what Koji won in the game hall just now. Kimiko was very happy.While driving in the rain, she chatted with Geng Er about her mother-in-law. "My mother-in-law and I have a very good relationship. Of course, there are times when we have quarrels. Yesterday, the two of us went shopping together. She bought me a Dolce&Gabana shirt, which is very beautiful." Kimiko said she was going to wear the shirt as a summer dress because the material was as soft as gauze and it was printed with colorful butterflies and flowers. "By the way, what time did you start class in the afternoon?" "Two forty." Geng Er casually replied, in fact, there is no such thing at all.After the third grade, the number of courses is much less than before. "That's less than two hours away." It was almost twelve o'clock.When she said that, she was taking the distance to the university into account. "Just eat lunch at the fast food restaurant on the side of the road." Koji suggested. "That's plenty of time." Kimiko's hands—she said that her hands are too big and have protruding bones, which has always been her heart disease.It's just that these hands are now wearing several gold rings, which seem a bit exaggerated-holding the steering wheel, and leaning towards Geng Er.Geng Er quickly kissed her on the lips.He was taken aback, feeling that this was too dangerous and disrespectful. After finishing the work, Simiko wanted to send Koji to school, but Koji refused.Koji was going back by train, and he had already made an appointment with Yuri at three o'clock in the afternoon. After all these ups and downs, when he arrived at the party bar at six o'clock, Koji was already hungry.But the strange thing is that the excessive fatigue and hunger made Koji extremely excited.Yamamoto, Toru, and Hashimoto, who met at the department store, were drinking beer together at the bar, and Yuri's three friends arrived twenty minutes late.Until they appeared, Yuri was still worried about whether they would come. Tou was already a little impatient, and he began to regret coming here. Yamamoto seemed to be full of expectations, and seemed a little uneasy.He still wore the baggy nylon shorts, but he wore a white-collar T-shirt that was cleaner than the sweatshirt he wore at work. Hashimoto sat there as usual, as if it had nothing to do with him. Yuri has only met Hashimoto, so today he really wants to see Toru.Koji ordered two bottles of beer and decided to let the food be served first. Then the girls finally appeared.All three are good looking.After all, Koji had told Yuri beforehand that she should find some prettier girls.Koji thinks that the atmosphere of the party depends entirely on whether the girls are beautiful and cute, but with the appointment It would have nothing to do with personality or anything like that.As long as a girl is pretty, the guy will naturally get excited, and the atmosphere of the party will naturally become lively. After Yuri and Koji introduced them, everyone drank together.Then began a few hours that made Tohru feel helpless. Koji felt that the party was basically a failure.There was no orgasm at all throughout the night, and the girls didn't give each other their phone numbers at all.When he walked out of the bar, it was still raining heavily outside. Koji felt that being the initiator of the party was too tiring, and he was no longer in the mood to call on everyone to change places to continue chatting. "Let's stay for a drink later." Geng Er whispered to each other.Everyone walked to the station together, and some people left on the way. "Is Yuri alright?" When the rest of the people got on the tram, ask Geng Er thoroughly. "What will happen then?" Both of us are finally free today. "I'm sorry today, the party didn't bring out the atmosphere." "it's nothing." Tou smiled wryly, "Haven't been to a party in a long time, and met Yuri and that funny Hashimoto." After a while, Toh added, "Yuri is cute." Yuri is really good, especially Koji recently.She is smart and simple, every time he is with her, Geng Er feels that things become much simpler. "Where are you going?" Tou asked. "Anywhere." After finishing speaking, Kouji walked towards the central street where the neon lights flashed. If he had changed himself, he would never have sent Shi Shi to go back alone. Tou walked and thought.Absolutely not.If Geng Er knew, he might laugh at himself, but to himself, there is nothing more important in this world than the time spent with Shi Shi. During the party, Tou always thought about meeting Shi Shi.I want to see the history of poetry with a small nose and not very high nose bridge, the history of poetry with arms as slender as the statue of Guanyin in the living room, and the history of poetry that whispers to myself, "Maybe you don't believe me, I really like you so much". I really want to see the history of poetry right now. Looking at the back of Geng Er walking ahead with an umbrella, Tou felt pain in his heart.In this world, apart from Shishi, who can really make Tou happy.