Chapter 78 Chapter 78 It would be nice if things were simpler

It wasn't a group, and I wondered if they all hated me as much as Duanning did.She blamed me for Galen's death, and she made no secret of her resentment from me.Does anyone else know the truth?I try to recall them.Zegu thinks very highly of himself and is overly proud of his skills; Minwei used to be a lazy but likable boy, but since becoming a member of the group, I have seen his empty eyes a few times , as if he had become a completely different person; Boli had used his physical strength excessively since he gave up his job as a carpenter to live by the Skill, and his desire was never noticeable, and even if he could pass it on, it was not much better.But anyway, they did have Spirit abilities, couldn't Verity train them?It might work, but when?When is he free to do this?

someone is coming. I am sober.I sprawled face down on the bed with a mess of scrolls beside me. I didn't want to sleep, but I never slept so deeply.If Nighteyes wasn't using my own senses to watch over me, I wouldn't have been alert.I watched as the door opened, the fire was dying out, and there was little other light in the room.I didn't lock the door because I wasn't going to bed. I lay very still on my stomach, wondering who on earth had crept in so quietly and didn't want to disturb me.Or is this person trying to steal the scroll in an empty room?I put my hand on my waist knife and was about to jump up, when a figure slipped in from the door and gently closed the door, so I drew the knife out of its sheath.

is your woman.Nighteyes stretched somewhere, wagging his tail lazily, and I took a deep breath through my nose.Molly, I'm sure it's her, also sniffed her sweet fragrance contentedly, feeling her body suddenly full of vitality.I lay still and closed my eyes and waited for her to come to the bed, and I heard a soft exclamation from her, followed by the rustling of the scrolls.She put the scroll on the table, then stroked my cheek hesitantly. "newcomer?" Unable to resist the temptation to pretend to be asleep, I let her sit next to me, the bed tilting sweetly from her warm weight.She leaned over and I just let her kiss me on the lips without moving, then put my arms around her to enjoy the surprise.Until yesterday I was a person who rarely had physical contact, at most a friend patted me on the shoulder, or squeezed in a crowd, and the many hands that just wanted to strangle me lately, these are more or less The physical touch I was familiar with, and then I experienced the magic of last night and now.After she kissed me, she lay softly next to me, and I remained motionless, breathing in her fragrance deeply, savoring the warmth of our skin-to-skin encounter.It felt like soap bubbles floating in the wind, and I was afraid that if I took a breath it would disappear.

Very good, Nighteyes agreed.It's not so lonely here, it's kind of like a pack of wolves.I stiffen slightly away from Molly. "New here? What's the matter?" mine.This is mine and I can't share it with you, understand? Selfish.It's not like meat, and sharing doesn't cut it. "Wait a minute, Molly. I sprained a muscle." Which one?It said with a smile. No, it's not like meat.I will always share your meat and shelter with you, and I will fight by your side when you need it, and I will always let you hunt with me and help you, but this matter, I mean mine... woman.I must have it all to myself.one person.

Nighteyes scoffed at my explanation, then grabbed a flea.You draw unwarranted boundaries every time.Meat, hunting, defending territory, and she-wolves... are all wolves' business.Shouldn't I be helping her out hunting while she's having a baby?Shouldn't I protect them? Nighteyes... I can't explain this to you right now.I should have told you sooner, but can you leave now?I promise you we'll talk about it later. I waited, but there was nothing, not feeling it at all.This one is done, there's another one. "New here? Are you okay?" "I'm fine, it just... needs a little time." I think that's the hardest thing I've ever done.Molly suddenly hesitated beside me, wanting to get away from me, and I had to concentrate on finding the boundaries in my heart, putting my mind in the center of myself and setting limits for my thoughts.

I breathe steadily and adjust the reins in my mind.It always reminds me like this, and I always use this image to control myself, neither too loose nor too tight.I, too, must confine myself to my own body, so as not to awaken Verity. "I've heard rumors," Molly hesitated. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have come. I thought you might need...but maybe you just want to be alone." "No, Molly, please, Molly, please come back, come back!" I threw myself across the bed and grabbed her skirt as she rose. She turned to look at me, still unsure. "You've always been everything I need. Always have been."

A smile played on her lips, and she sat down on the edge of the bed. "But you feel so distant." "I was...I just need to clear my head sometimes." I paused, not knowing what to say without lying to her.I've made up my mind not to lie anymore.I reached out and took her hands. "Oh." She said after a while, then stopped suddenly because I didn't explain much. "Are you okay?" she asked me cautiously. "I'm fine. I didn't see the king today. I tried, but he didn't feel well, and then..." "You have bruises on your face and scratches. I've heard rumors..."

I took a silent breath. "Rumours?" Verity ordered silence. Burrich would not tell the truth, and neither would Brad.Perhaps none of them mentioned it to anyone who was not there at the time, but people always discussed what they saw together, and it was easy for others to hear. "Stop playing cat and mouse and if you don't want to tell me just say so." "It's different from the crown prince telling us not to tell you." Molly thought for a moment. "I suppose so. I shouldn't have listened to rumours, I know. But the rumours were strange... and they took the body back to Buckkeep to be cremated. There was a strange woman crying and crying in the kitchen today, Said that the smelter killed her child, and then someone said you fought them to save the child, and another said you attacked them like a bear or some other animal. These rumors are very confusing. Some people say you put They were all killed, and one of the people who cremated the bodies said at least two of them were injured by some kind of animal." She stopped and looked at me, and I didn't want to think about it, didn't want to lie to her but didn't want to to be honest.I can't tell anyone the truth of the matter, so I can only look into her eyes and hope in my heart that what happened to us would be simpler.