Chapter 5 Chapter 3 A Lover's Heart
On a weekend morning in mid-December, it was the morning after Daxiong proposed to Shoko Hagano at the Grand Tokyo Hotel.Akita Shuhei received a call from Shoko Hagano before starting his outpatient consultation in the central clinic of the Japan Industrial Accident Prevention Association where he worked.Of course, Akita didn't know anything about what happened between the two of them last night.
"Akita-kun, it's great that you're here. I'm Shoko." Shoko's voice from the phone was soft and delicate, which inevitably stirred up waves in the young man's heart, but today's voice was more urgent than usual.
"Tomorrow is Sunday, what are your plans?"
Just when Akita replied that he had no plans—
"That's great." The joyful tone seemed to make Akita see her smiling face.After a short pause, he said as if he was about to pour out all the depression in his heart: "It's very presumptuous, I would like to ask you to accompany me to climb a small hill this afternoon, okay?"
Although the tone is very casual, but you are not allowed to refuse her.I'm going on a trip this afternoon, so I'll have to stay out overnight.
"Why are you in such a hurry?"
"It's not in a hurry. I'm determined to go, so I have to go."
"I'm fine. I wonder how Onishi is doing?"
"Daxi..." The other party paused for a moment, and then said hastily: "He just went on a business trip and went to Kansai. I heard that he won't be back until the end of next week."
"To Kansai? Strange, he didn't mention it on the phone three days ago."
"Yesterday he called, saying that it was a sudden instruction from the company, and he took the special express train yesterday afternoon."
"Really? I don't know anything about it."
Onishi only informed Xiangzi, but left without saying a word to himself. Akita felt a little hard to understand.
"But it's just the two of us..."
Onishi is on a business trip, and Xiangzi only invites him to travel alone, which is difficult for Akita to agree.He didn't have any expectations for Xiangzi, and it was because of this that he felt very hesitant.
"Akita-kun, as long as it's convenient for you, I don't care." Shoko didn't mind Akita's hesitation, and answered straightforwardly.
Since middle school, Akita and Onishi have asked female classmates to travel to the hills and mountains several times, and they often spend some beautiful nights together. Unusually, the relationship between men and women becomes stronger when they go to the mountains. pure.However, the mountain is not such a sacred place, and the people who go to the mountain are not all honest and gentlemen.But unmarried men and women go together, even if there are only two men and women, both wearing mountaineering travel clothes (slightly different from ordinary travel clothes), they are still very pure and innocent to each other.
But this is not the case in real life. Some men and women who go to the mountains are pretentious and pretentious, which is really annoying.However, the three of them are greedy for the quiet environment in the mountains, and they have often gone hiking together since they were students.Because the three of them love the appearance of mountains, they become fellow climbers.Therefore, it does not mean that there are other intentions in mind for men and women to sleep out at night.
Akita's hesitation was not because of the need to spend the night away, but because he felt that he could not justify it to Onishi.
"Hey, are you going? Today is the weekend, and everyone works half a day. Let's start around two o'clock, and go anywhere. I really want to walk casually in the mountains that smell like early winter."
Although Xiangzi spoke in a negotiating tone, she pestered you and made it difficult for you to refuse her.
——Onishi and Xiangzi have traveled together in the mountains before, and besides, he confessed his love for Xiangzi in front of me again, so I have to keep a certain distance from Xiangzi... But this time, it seems that I chose Daxie on purpose The timing of the business trip brought his girlfriend Xiangzi to travel, will it cause unnecessary suspicion among our old mountaineering partners?Since it is a mountaineering trip, it is not an easy activity, and there will be more trust in each other. If you go mountaineering, then the mutual trust between partners will be more sacred, pure and firm. ——Akita muttered in his heart, and at the same time answered to the phone:
"Okay, let's go! Go to Nasu. Meet at the ticket gate at the main entrance of Ueno Station at two o'clock."
The Japan Industrial Accident Prevention Association is a peripheral group of the Ministry of Labor and Employment, and its central clinic is located in the alley behind Kojimachi No. 4 Street.The astonishing development of modern industry has also brought various industrial accidents and occupational diseases to human beings. In order to minimize industrial accidents and occupational diseases, the Association for the Prevention of Industrial Accidents began to set up public prevention and control organizations.
Shuhei Akita came to work in this clinic after completing his residency.Several large hospitals hired him with better treatment, but he did not covet higher remuneration than ordinary civil servants, and served as a special doctor for "daily labor disasters".
Although the equipment in the unit is simple, the staff dormitory is at the back door.In Tokyo, where accommodation is difficult, it is quite rare to have such a nest for your accommodation.In Akita's view, it is a blessing that the time spent commuting to and from get off work is spent on research and treating patients.
He has no weekends and holidays, and his work is very busy.He spent all his time in the clinic either treating patients or doing chemical experiments, which on the contrary made him feel very fulfilled.Medicine, that is, research on occupational diseases is Akita's lifeblood. It can also be said that it is a competition with time.He deeply felt that in the face of countless disasters caused by modern mechanized civilization, human life is too short.With the continuous innovation of technology, new harmful substances have appeared, and the environmental factors in people's ecology have also changed; in the pollution environment, they have to be in direct contact with chemical, physical, biological and other factors.For example: skin irritating substances, antigenic substances, pesticides, silicosis, as well as plastics, synthetic resins, plants, wood, etc. will all bring harm to humans.With the development of industry, these substances come to people like a flood. In order to deal with these public hazards, the facilities we take to countermeasures are so crude, and the time of researchers is not enough.
Therefore, unless there is something particularly important, Akita spends almost all the time he can get in the research room.Every minute he spent in the laboratory was the most valuable.
From this point of view, Akita is much luckier than employees in the general salary class.
Under the slogan of rationalization and cost reduction, all kinds of labor have been divided and standardized in an extremely fine manner. It is impossible for modern workers to find the meaning of life in their work. They must regard work as a means of making a living. .During working hours, there is nothing else for them other than servitude.After all, working hours are wasting their precious life, which is only once.
Some workers are beginning to feel that this is wasting their lives, but most still think that's how life has to be lived.In the monotonous labor that is always repeated without thinking, I have exhausted my whole life bit by bit.Only during their holiday breaks do they return to human life, and work is only a means to survive.
The greatest tragedy of modern times is that the distance between means and ends is infinitely widened.In order to maintain the functioning of society, people should come to work, but they are only satisfied with repetitive monotonous labor.In many cases, people who want to find meaning in their lives often become the kind of people who ignore "what exactly they want to do".Like blasting cannons, a modern mechanized civilized society is established on the basis of wasting a lot of manpower.
However, for Akita, work is life and the value of a person.The means and the end, that is, what he wants to do and what he does to achieve the end, are exactly the same.It is fortunate that Akita does not waste too much time compared to those pointless monotonous labors (which may have some value to the whole society).He loves his work, and he will not give up easily. He has every reason to seize all the time and be a "cow" of this laboratory without complaint.
But this hard-working "cow" finally ran out of the research room until the end of the morning working hours on this day.Needless to say, this was to go to Ueno Station to meet Shoko Hagano.Although I went to a small hill not too far to relax, I haven't been to the mountain for a long time, and it took at least an hour to pack up my luggage, so I seemed in a hurry.
He picked up the long-unused mountaineering bag and put on the moldy spikes.The mountain to climb is not high, but it is a mountain after all, and along with the excitement comes a burst of joy welling up in my heart.
Without an ice pick in hand, it always seems a little inadequate.It's just going to Nasu Mountain in early winter, and this outfit already seems a bit of a fuss.If you set off now, you will arrive at your destination at sunset.There is only one day to climb the mountain tomorrow, and I have to rush back to Tokyo in the evening, so I can't go to many places.Wouldn't it be okay not to go to Nasu, but if Xiangzi entangled him, somehow he would suddenly think of the vast scenery of Nasu Plateau.
It was five minutes short of two o'clock, and when we arrived at Ueno Station, Shoko was already waiting at the agreed place.But what surprised Akita was that she came in her everyday clothes.A short coat of the same color was worn over the light gray suit, and a small handbag was in his hand, but the heels of the leather shoes were not too high.How is this like climbing a mountain?It was a bit like going on a wedding trip!
"Aren't you going?" Akita asked a little disappointed.Judging by her clothes, she must have something to do, and she wanted to tell her that she had already left the dormitory, so she rushed here.
Akita felt irritated for a while: "It's not worthwhile to waste your time in vain, women are like this!" At the same time, he secretly regretted the time wasted in vain.
"Hey, what's the matter with you?" Xiangzi asked very strangely.
"What's the matter? You don't look like you are going to climb a mountain with this outfit?"
"Oh, the Nasu Highland Road is easy to walk. Isn't there a ropeway to the top of Mount Chausu?"
Xiangzi originally wanted to wear this outfit to go out, but this way, the pair's outfits were a bit out of place. Since there was no reason to give up the trip, the two of them walked to the ticket office.
This trip was not planned in advance, and there happened to be a tram heading for Heiji at 2:33, so they got on this train.
When we arrived at the front station of Utsunomiya, it was already sunset, and when we reached the terminal, Kuroiso, night fell.They went to the station to wait for the bus to Nasu Yumoto.This is no longer the holiday season, and the passengers are all locals.Having lived in the Nasu hot spring area for a long time and not often going to big cities, they cast curious eyes on Akita and Shoko, a pair of very similarly dressed couples.
Akita thought, others don't know what kind of assessment they will make, but they will definitely find it very strange. Say it's a wedding trip, but why is this "groom" so simple?It looks like a guide for mountaineers, and the bride's dress looks too urban.
The car moved.The row upon row of houses was thrown behind at once, and the night was dark outside the car window.The car drove through the pine forest, as if sinking into the endless night.At the far end of the wilderness, the lights of the houses are flickering, which wonderfully incites people's fiery love.
"Hey, before entering the mountain, this is the first time I couldn't help feeling this way." Akita thought.And I recalled that I stayed in the mountains for dozens of days before, overlooking the "lower realm" from the top of the mountain. In the night, the lights of the houses were scattered all over the house, which also aroused this kind of emotion.But I haven't gone up the mountain yet, and this is really the first time that this kind of thought will appear.This may be the reverie caused by Xiangzi's dress.
Xiangzi sat next to Akita.Looking at Xiangzi, Akita thought of her as a beautiful woman of the opposite sex rather than as a traveling companion for mountaineering.But these things have never brought me any unnaturalness before, but now I am going to spend the night in a mountain hotel in the wilderness, and I always feel a little uneasy.The car stopped at Yumoto.
When it was time to find a hotel to stay, Akita felt a little embarrassed.
At first I thought of Wenben, the central area of Nasu Hot Spring Township, to seek accommodation, but when I looked from the car, those hotels were decorated with gaudy lights, giving off a vulgar and dissolute atmosphere, and my interest was completely swept away.And he brought Xiangzi here, and he didn't want to enter this kind of hotel under the guise of visiting hot springs.
At this time, the loudspeaker at the bus station announced: "The Nasu loop is about to start. Passengers going to Benten, Daimaru, and Yawata Onsen, please enter the waiting room immediately."
"Shoko-kun, let's go to Daimaru Hot Spring!" Akita remembered that when he was a student, he walked straight through Mount Asahi from Sanbengun, went down the mountain and stayed at Daimaru Hot Spring at night, and bathed in the misty and endless spring water in front of the guest room. The moonlight floats over the valley, and the scene of lingering and forgetting seems to be still vivid in my mind.The reason why I chose Daimaru Hot Spring in Nasu today may be because the moonlight and the misty water vapor of the hot spring are still lingering in my mind.
"Okay." Xiangzi readily agreed.
They were the only passengers in the shuttle bus.Seeing the iron chains on the wheels of the car, I knew it was snowing on the mountain.
The car panted and climbed up the slope, and the lights on the field were scattered far away.The car has driven to a hill that is very high from the flat ground.
Bursts of cold air hit from under the feet, and the lower body was soaked in the cold, but the body next to Xiangzi, with the bumps of the car, felt a little bit of warmth.
Twenty minutes later, the car arrived at Daimaru.This car, without any passengers, had to go back in the dark around Kitayu and Hachiman along the ring road of Nasu Plateau.
After the deafening sound of the car faded away, the surroundings returned to silence.
"Ah, there are snowflakes floating!" Xiangzi cried.The halo of the electric light in the waiting room reflected little white flowers, just like countless small flying insects were lured by the moth lamp and flew towards the light.
"That's not snow, it's snowflakes."
"It's so beautiful!" Although it was whispered, the voice echoed in the dark surroundings, making people feel a little creepy.
"The hotel is just below, and the road is already freezing, so be careful where you step." There have been several snowfalls, and the road is as frozen as a skating rink.
Daimaru Hot Spring is still steaming in the vast snow, waiting for people to come.When Akita saw the inn, it was not so much a sense of comfort as a traveler, but rather, the uncertainty and uneasiness brought about by entering an unknown territory.
"Then, please rest."
The waitress, who had made the bed, retreated.The footsteps gradually faded away and disappeared at the end of the corridor.There was no one around, and at this moment, the shyness and embarrassment that the two men and women were not familiar with each other but wanted to sleep together hit the heart.
Because it is not the peak tourist season, they are the only tourists who come to this small inn to stay.There was no sound in the long corridor leading from the main store through the old house to the newly built hotel.The only few hotel staff were breathless and silent, which made it even more silent.The location of the room is also very moderate, and the sound of the turbulent stream cannot be heard at all.
"It's getting late, please go to bed." Akita tried his best to speak calmly, but his voice was a little hoarse.In front of them were two patterned quilts, with carmine as the background color, gorgeous and eye-catching.
"Mr. Xiangzi, please don't be restrained. Go to sleep, I will sleep in the lounge over there."
The room they stayed in was the most high-end set in the hotel on this mountain. Although there was no bathroom, it had eight reception rooms.There are also rooms and toilets that are as large as Erbai for storing things.Akita planned to sleep there.
Out of the morality that unmarried men and women should have, Akita wanted to book two sets of rooms at first, but for some reason, Xiangzi insisted on only one set of rooms.Although it was Xiangzi who said that, it didn't mean sharing the same bed. Although there were only two of us going out for a trip, today we came to climb the mountain.
"Then, go to sleep." Akita said, moving a futon to the next room.
At this time, Xiangzi turned her back to him and faced the kotatsu, her shoulders trembled slightly, as if she couldn't help laughing.It was a little weird, and Akita couldn't figure out why.
Xiangzi's shoulder twitched more and more violently.
"Xiangzi-kun!" Akita exclaimed in surprise.It turned out that he was crying, and he was desperately suppressing himself in order not to cry out.
"Why are you crying?"
Xiangzi didn't answer, but was still sobbing. Tears kept rolling from the sockets of his eyes, trickling down his cheeks, and falling on the kotatsu like raindrops along his plump chin.In the mountain inn, in the silence of the night, Xiangzi's sobs really had a wonderful and moving power.
"What is it for?" Akita asked in bewilderment, feeling helpless.
"Akita-kun..." Shoko said intermittently.
In order to hear her soft voice better, Akita moved closer to Shoko's side:
"Oh, it's really hard to guess what a woman's mind is!"
Xiangzi was sobbing, but suddenly threw her plump and soft body into his arms-the word "put into" is very appropriate here.
"Xiangzi-kun!" Akita hugged her soft and hot body, feeling his blood rushing.
"I invited you to accompany me to the mountains, didn't I?"
"..."
"I'm a woman, and I have the shyness of a woman, but, Akita-kun, you, I don't say that you won't understand my thoughts."
"..."
"I like you, and there is no better language to express it. I want to tell you that I love you. Because of this, I invite you to come to the mountains with me, and I want to listen to your answer."
"But..." Akita managed to speak out, but was interrupted by Xiangzi again.She had stopped sobbing, her eyes were very focused, and she was speaking with a pensive expression, as if she was talking to herself.
"It's not been a day or two since I've longed for you Akita-kun. It warms my heart. But it's only recently that the thought sprouted in my heart. Well, I didn't notice it before. Until yesterday, I It's the first time I feel it strongly." Speaking of this, Xiangzi was shy for a while because he confided the girl's true feelings, and his breathing became short, and Akita finally found a chance to speak.
"No, don't you have Daxi?"
Although the relationship between Onishi and Shoko has not been made public, on many occasions I often hear Onishi talking about his admiration for Shoko, so it is easy to mistakenly believe that the relationship between the two has been established.
"I like Daxi too." Xiangzi also admits that Daxi's admiration does not mean unrequited love. "So, I accepted Onishi's marriage proposal last night."
——Onishi finally brought it up,——Akita thought to himself, but felt an inexplicable emptiness and melancholy in his heart.This kind of mentality was not born all at once, for a long time, he had quietly buried it deep in his heart, and today Xiangzi's words touched it all at once, and he felt that this emptiness was as unfathomable as a bottomless pit.
"But——" Xiangzi took a deep breath, and Akita was shocked by the confession of his true feelings (however, Akita still didn't understand the important meaning of Xiangzi's heartfelt words), and what he said next made Akita feel even more at a loss.
Xiangzi continued: "After Daxi proposed it to me, I realized who the person I really fell in love with was. Akita-kun, it's you!"
As he said that, his eyes swept towards Akita, like a sharp sword stabbing at him.Her body was still in his arms.
He was full of thoughts and his heart was swaying.How to treat Xiangzi? —A friend's lover should never touch her.Therefore, it was taboo for him to get close to Xiangzi.But now that Xiangzi has personally stated that this is not the case, then this taboo no longer exists.
"To be favored by Xiangzi, ah, what a blessing! I love her deeply, and I can bury this deep and sad feeling in my heart. This is for my friend——we share our youth in the mountains I can never compete with him for a girlfriend.” However, Akita thought again: After all, isn’t this ignoring a woman’s personality?Giving up a lover to a friend sounds good, but isn't it treating women as something without thinking power?It should be said that men have the freedom to give up their lovers to their friends, and women also have the freedom to choose their lovers.
"Akita, talk!" Xiangzi's cheeks flushed.He felt her breath on his cheek.What a tender body it is.He hugged her tightly.In front of her eyes, as long as she kisses those two panting cherry lips that are as beautiful as petals, then in an instant, this long-awaited her will be her own.
"Shoko." Akita's self-control almost completely collapsed, but there were other braking forces in Akita's heart that began to work.Therefore, he let go of this moment of opportunity.
"Akita-kun, why are you?" Shoko twisted his body and asked in a questioning tone.If a woman, an innocent girl, frankly and shamelessly confides her heart, but is not accepted by a man, this is a shame worse than death.Xiangzi's tone is exactly the same.
Because of this, Akita hesitated, but he had to make it clear to her.tell her everything.
"Mr. Xiangzi, this is not acceptable."
"Why?" There was a scorching light in Xiangzi's eyes.
"I'm very happy for your whole heart, I like you too, I like you so much."
"Then why?"
"I, I...can't be a husband."
"..."
"Although it is difficult to say it, I still have to make it clear that I am a person who cannot be a husband."
"Someone who can't be a husband?"
"So, you must not understand. To put it bluntly, my body cannot lead a normal married life. Once I fell down a mountain and broke my waist, and lost my male function."
"If we only love each other deeply in our hearts, this is not a problem. Besides, husband and wife are lifelong partners, and a spiritual union alone may not be enough in the long run.
"There is no such thing, it will never be like this. What is there for a man and a woman to live together but to love each other?"
Xiangzi shook his head like a coquettish child.Akita patiently explained to her like coaxing a child.
"You, you still don't understand these things. It is a pity that one of the partners is found to be physically defective after the union of a man and a woman. But it is not normal to understand that this matter still needs to be united from the very beginning. What's more , when one party can have a choice... like you are now."
"why why?"
"It sounds really touching to say that you can sacrifice your whole life for love. But to be married, you have to spend a long time together. The spirit of 'love' in your life may not be enough."
"That's not the case, as long as the two love each other."
"However, couples who once loved each other separated again. There are many such cases."
"Then their love is not sincere."
"They must have thought it was sincere back then, just like we do now."
"Then you are wrong to say that our relationship is wrong!"
The two looked at each other, and at some point, they let go of each other's hands, and continued the conversation seriously.
"It's not like that. Pure love changes over time. Love changes."
Akita didn't believe what he said, but he had a hidden feeling that he didn't want to accept Xiangzi's sincere affection. For this reason, he had to persuade Xiangzi no matter what.
The flame of love is burning in Akita's heart, he loves Xiangzi.But it cannot and should not.
"There is no such thing." Xiangzi still stubbornly insisted on his wish.
"You don't understand me yet."
"I understand, I'm not a child. Akita-kun, your point of view is that you don't trust people, but I believe it! You said that love is easy to change, and I don't think you are right."
"Thank you. I am very grateful for your sincerity. It is just like this, let alone play childish temper. The time of love is much shorter than the long time spent together by husband and wife after marriage. Both men and women put their own A life decision is based on this short encounter, and it is necessary to go to the same boat for a long life voyage. Meeting by chance and falling in love at first sight can be said to be a momentary decision for one's life. Whether you like him or not is one thing in your heart, and it is another thing to help each other It’s the same thing. So to maintain eternal love, many conditions are required. How should I put it?... Mutual love is not enough for couples who want to live their lives together.”
"I also understand that love without a so-called economic foundation cannot last long."
"There are more important things than it. Couples don't have it... Let's be clear, without a couple's sex life, love itself cannot exist."
"I don't think so. The union of a man and a woman is not the same as an animal. You said that for my consideration, at least I am not that kind of person. For a woman, as long as there is love, it is enough."
After talking a lot, it was still like playing hide-and-seek to no avail.But for a girl who has no experience in sex life, it is impossible to tell her that sex life is almost decisively important in a couple's love.
Feeling uneasy, the two went to sleep in two rooms respectively.Between the two of them there is only a paper-made fan to separate them.But they, especially Xiangzi, she would think that Akita's heart must be wrapped in armor.
Xiangzi didn't feel the humiliation brought about by a man rejecting his true feelings, but a little unspeakable loneliness.
However, Xiangzi didn't know that the pain worse than loneliness was gnawing at Akita's heart.
The cool wind that penetrated the base of his neck woke Akita up.The cool wind was constantly blowing over the side of the head, making him restless in sleep.
"It's half past two." Akita murmured, looking at the luminous watch beside his pillow.There was a deathly silence all around, except for Xiangzi's slight snoring from inside.
Akita reached out to the pillow and found a Peace Dove cigarette, but he couldn't find a match.Strange, I clearly remembered putting the matches and the cigarette case together before going to bed.He wanted to turn on the desk lamp, but he just stretched out his hand and took it back.It's not that he doesn't want to smoke. The habit of addicts is that when they think of cigarettes, they want to take a puff immediately, but what he is afraid of is that turning on the light may wake Xiangzi up.
On such a night, in the hotel in the mountains, if the two men and women who are in love with each other wake up... If it is now, Akita will not allow himself.At this time, the sound of gurgling water came from his ears. Is it because of the wind?Or was it the sound of running water flowing from here to the dark distance that I hadn't noticed before?Just fell asleep listening to the endless sound of water, and finally figured out that it was the sound of hot spring water overflowing from the bath. "Ah, it's not bad to take a bath in the hot spring water in the middle of the night!" Thinking of this, Akita tried his best not to make a sound, and got out of bed.Pushing open the heavy creaking glass door, as soon as you enter the bathroom, the room is filled with hot mist. The wide bathtub is several meters square, but it is hidden in the water vapor, and occasionally cold air comes in through the crack of the door. Make the water vapor churn and change. At this time, the water vapor is too thick to see the size of the bath clearly.
The valley is filled with hot spring water drawn from the Nasu and Hachiman hot spring groups, and it also fills this larger bath.
When he was a student, Akita once looked up at the moonlight and took a bath in the valley open-air bath, which is just downstream of this large public bath.But after looking at the icy and snowy outside, he gave up the idea of taking a bath in the open air.The temperature of Daimaru's hot spring water is moderate. No matter how you look at it, spring water with a moderate temperature is called a hot spring, and it is most suitable for leisurely enjoyment.Arriving at the center of the big bath, it seems that the whole body is submerged in the hot air, soaked in the hot spring water, and it seems that the whole body has been gently rubbed and shoved.But it is late at night, there are no other bathers, even during the day, there will be no bathers.
The sound of the stream outside and the sound of the spring flowing came to my ears together. "How is Onishi now? Are you in Osaka or back to Tokyo? Anyway, you won't get up at this time." Akita suddenly felt sorry for this old mountaineering partner.The woman that Onishi admires does not fall in love with Onishi.Who would have thought that this beloved woman could be said to be a rival in love to another man whom she fell in love with, constantly revealing her true feelings.However, the rival in love would reject the woman's love... But if this hadn't happened, could the man betray his friend to get the woman?This has to be known until then.This assumption cannot be established.
At this time, Akita's heart was churning like hot spring water.
——Xiangzi, I miss you!
This is not a difficult thing to do. Both men and women have this wish. As long as they have mutual demands, isn't it a good thing?For the future, think about it later.This complicates things by taking responsibility for Xiangzi's love.If you don't take responsibility, it's not a big hindrance in reason.Why must love between men and women be predicated on marriage?Xiangzi only said that I was the one she really loved.Did not beg to marry me.Unknowingly, it became a discussion of "marriage and love", and it was I who led this conversation to this topic.The relationship between men and women is not so profound.As long as there is mutual need.It is not necessarily hoped that the relationship between demand and supply will continue for a long time, not to mention that this is not absolutely necessary.Even if it is a temporary relationship, it can fully achieve what you want.
"Ah, look, I want you!" He couldn't help shouting.The young blood warmed by the hot spring water was boiling, and he longed for the plump body of Xiangzi who was sleeping soundly within reach.He imagined her naked body in the diffuse water vapor.Wrapped in the milky white mist, it seemed that her body shone with a peach-red watery brilliance.
"Xiangzi, come on!"
Akita waved to the phantom, and the phantom smiled and cut open the spring water vigorously and walked straight to his heart.The phantom of Akita and Shoko, in the bathtub, as if there is a suction force, the two embrace tightly.
"I finally called you here."
Xiangzi is not a phantom. She woke up and found that Akita had gotten up, so she followed her.Akita, who was immersed in fantasy, couldn't think about it, and didn't wake up until he met Xiangzi's body.Now you can satisfy each other's desires.The two hugged frantically, standing in the waist-deep water, ripples were created around them, and the water vapor was also involved in this vortex.Xiangzi was hugged tightly by Akita, and out of the shame of a virgin, he could hardly breathe.But this feeling of shame made Akita embrace her even more fiercely...
So embarrassing and happy at the same time that Akita accepted her.This must be seen as a frivolous woman.However, in the future when the two live together, they will definitely be compensated.
"It's really interesting, what you said just now must have been made up." Xiangzi gasped after being kissed tightly by Akita.When I think about it afterward, I am surprised that I would say such bold words.
"Interesting? What's interesting?"
"You're not someone who can't get married."
"Ah." Akita groaned.All of a sudden, Akita's body underwent drastic changes.
Akita trembled.Just now my heart was full of excitement, my body should be full of enthusiasm, but now it trembled.It's like using all your strength to support the trembling of the overweight muscles.
Akita finally used his greatest strength to separate the body that was tightly attached to Xiangzi.Xiangzi couldn't understand Akita's abrupt behavior for a moment and was stunned.When they realized it, the bodies of the two had already separated.
"Why? Why is this?" Xiangzi cried out of humiliation and shame. "I'm pure, believe me. This common sense is known to women today. You are too much, too much."
Xiangzi thought that the kind of common sense she just talked about was obscene language that a virgin should not speak, which made Akita angry.
"No, Shoko, that's not the case." Akita replied embarrassedly. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I accept your feelings, I'm very happy, but, there is something, don't be angry when you hear it."
"What's up?"
"This... I can't say it now, you will understand after three years. At that time, you must forgive me for what happened tonight. Please forget about me, and go to organize a happy family with Daxi. This is for you It is the most suitable."
"Can't you tell me anyway?"
"Please don't ask me." Akita said, resisting the strong attraction emanating from Xiangzi's body, which is the function of a strong instinct beyond the will.
"Marry Onishi." Akita said dreamily.It took a lot of effort to restrain himself from saying his friend's name.This restraint is also extremely weak.In the past, the feelings cultivated on the high mountains supported him in this whirlpool of conflict with his climbing partner, with his lover as the focus.
Xiangzi stared straight at Akita, and said in a daze, "Okay, I'm marrying Onishi-kun."
After finishing speaking, he turned around in the bathtub, walked towards the door of the bathroom, and opened the glass door that separated him from the outside world.The cold air came in immediately, blowing away the dense water vapor.As the fog dissipated, cold moonlight came in. At this moment, the bright moon hung high above the valley, and it did not hesitate to pour soft and bright light into the bathroom.Xiangzi's body was shining with pink and crystal brilliance, and the slim figure was reflected in the moonlight, as if the body was wrapped in a blue halo.
"I, marry Daxi-kun." Xiangzi said again, this is to strengthen her own will.
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