Chapter 5 Chapter 4 The Bird That Doesn't Land on the Ground

"Which one is Mr. Xinming Keyan?" Under the call of the waiter, Keyan came to his senses. "your phone number." Ke Yan took the phone from the waiter.On the other end of the phone came the pleasant voice of Yukiko who made him wait very anxiously: "Teacher, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" "What's the matter!" Ke Yan, who had already given up his mind, couldn't restrain his excitement when he heard the other party's voice. "I'm sorry! I was going to leave school, but I had something to ask, so I came out to call now. Great! You are still there!? I thought you had left!" She seemed anxious, and her voice sounded very rapid.

"How could I leave without waiting for you? Where are you now?" "At school. I'll be there right away. Don't leave! I'll be there in twenty minutes." Yukiko said coquettishly. Twenty minutes later, she appeared in front of Ke Yan, with sweat dripping from her face, as if she was rushing over. "Glad to meet you! I thought you wouldn't come?" Ke Yan was not afraid of being seen, and happily held her hand.Yukiko also clenched her hand tightly. She is wearing a one-piece dress of the same color today, which is quite different from what she wore yesterday, exuding a quiet and elegant temperament.

"I can't wait to meet you, why not come?" The two stood next to each other, talking intimately.Seeing this, the waiter was embarrassed to come over and ask her what drink she wanted? "Where are we going later?" After speaking, Ke Yan thought that he hadn't booked a hotel room yet.However, when he saw Yukiko coming to the appointment, he was very happy: the joy of meeting again had temporarily suppressed the greedy lust. "As long as it is where you take me, I am willing to go anywhere." After receiving the blank letter of appointment, I can let myself fill it out, but the lust has not yet been born.Because it has no desire to germinate.There are two situations for the generation of lust between men and women: one is that two people need to know each other for a period of time, and when they get along, they will have a natural and calm feeling for each other; the other is purely animal estrus.

Shinna Katsuhiko and Kitazawa Yukiko met not long ago, and they already have a feeling of mutual admiration for each other.The two are like two converging rivers, in the midst of intense flow, they are busy keeping each other by their side.In the speed of flow, while pushing, he held the opponent in his wrist, and then confirmed whether he had grasped the opponent in his hand. A physical relationship is a rite of confirmation, and men and women who have not yet reached the confirmation stage are unaware of the feeling. Katsuhiko completely forgot about lust, showing his awe and longing for Yukiko.Because he was awed by her youthful beauty, he felt great pressure in his heart.Such a girl gave him a blank letter of commission, which made him flattered and even more inexplicably grateful.

"Are you hungry?" "A little bit! But being able to meet you, I am so happy that I have long forgotten the feeling of being hungry." Yukiko boldly said sweet words as if nothing had happened. "Anyway, let's get out of here first." The two stepped out of the coffee shop.All kinds of neon lights are already flashing on the street, and lovers in pairs walk on both sides of the road.There are many well-dressed girls and foreigners.When Ke Yan saw the men with beautiful women in their arms, he felt no longer envious of them as before.Even walking among the very conceited "Roppongi Clan", Katsuhiko felt that their eyes were all focused on Yukiko.Not only men, she also seems to have hormones that can attract the attention of girls.

The two came to the intersection in front of the Defense Office, and turned left in the direction leading to Aoyama.There is an alley there, very similar to the alleys in Kyoto.There is a restaurant called "Qingshangan" in the alley, which is run by a generous proprietress, and Ke Yan often stops by to eat here.He sat at the counter with Yukiko.The proprietress seemed very happy. Seeing Ke Yan bringing the girls, the proprietress greeted them very politely.After serving the tea, leave them alone.There are no other customers in the shop.The two ate handmade Japanese dishes while talking to each other affectionately.

"I like Japanese food." Yukiko said. Ke Yan toasted her with two or three sips of wine, only to see that her cheeks were slightly flushed. "I can see that too." "It's like dreaming." "How to say?" "Dining alone with the teacher!" It was another sweet talk. "Can you stop calling me teacher?" "But, no matter what, you are my elders!" "You can call me by my first name." "You want me to call you Keyan? No, no, no! I'd better call you teacher." "After a while, you'll get used to it, Yukiko!"

"Can you call me Yukiko again?" "Yukiko." "Dear!" "Hmm! That sounds good." "I'm sorry! I call you that, isn't it too intimate?" "I also want you to be more intimate with me." "I don't want to leave your side." "Didn't we just meet?" "I hope I can always stay by your side in the future." Yukiko turned her face to one side and looked at Katsuhiko with a crooked face.Ke Yan felt that she had a mature charm, and couldn't help shivering all over.From close range, he felt dangerous hormones emanating from Yukiko.

"But, sooner or later you will get married!" Yukiko leaned close to Ke Yan.Based on his half-life experience, he knew that being hugged by such a beautiful girl, he couldn't just be happy and forget himself. "I don't think I'll ever get married. If I do, I don't want to leave you." Women of this age tend to avoid marriage.Although it is a young and energetic idea, they are not willing to entrust their youth to a man just because of marriage.Being young makes them feel that there is no need to pin their future on marriage. However, Yukiko also revealed the possibility of her marriage.According to her idea, when a person grows old, he must have someone to rely on.

"If you get married, we won't actually be able to see each other." "Then I won't get married!" Yukiko said very simply. "If you don't get married, what are your plans?" "I want to stay by your side forever." "you……" "Hee... hee... don't worry! I won't be your burden!" She said with a smile, as if she could see through Ke Yan's mind. It is the common dream of men to keep a girl like Yukiko who exudes the symbol of youth under his umbrella for the rest of his life.What's more, a man like Ke Yan who is over fifty years old has passed the turning point in his life and is gradually going downhill.The youth gifted by young women is an unfulfilled dream and the secret to rejuvenation.

However, in the first half of my life for more than fifty years, my small umbrella has been crowded with people, and there is no extra space for new entrants.Although he really wanted to bring Yukiko under his umbrella, there was no room left.He also didn't have the courage to throw away the old umbrella and replace it with a new one.How to resolve this conflicting psychology?For men, if they want to enjoy the blessings of everyone, they must put girls around the umbrella.Although there is no extra space under the umbrella, women are attracted by the gravity of the umbrella center, so they will not leave around the umbrella, nor will they cause any burden to men.A man is a bee that sucks the nectar of love. Girls will also be delighted to have bees visiting during the short spring blooms.This phenomenon is very aptly named "adult love".It is a love relationship that does not force the burden on both men and women.Once it evolves into a man parasitizing on a woman, it will change from adult love to lover relationship.Could it be that the young Yukiko has the ability to see through Katsuhiko's psychology of wanting to enjoy the blessings of everyone? "If you are my burden, it must be a beautiful and lovely burden." Ke Yan knew that he did not have this ability, but he wanted to have beautiful flowers, forgetting the burden that came with flowers.He raised a dangerous subject for himself. "I don't want to be a burden and make you hate it!" "How could I hate you? If I hate you, I might as well not be a man." "You are flattering me! I am very grateful to Mr. Furukai for introducing you to me. My life would be very boring if I had never met you. This is the first time I have felt so excited when I met someone." "I am also very grateful to God for allowing me to know you. It's just that it's too late for the two of us to meet!" "However, I am very satisfied to see you! I think this is destined." "I think so." "We will meet when we have to meet! Even if we don't meet you now, we will definitely meet in the future!" "Even if we don't meet in this life, maybe we will meet in the next life! Maybe we have met in the previous life!" Yukiko overlaps with images from the distant past.It's not that Yukiko overlaps with the old image, but the latter is absorbed by her; Yukiko's existence quickly and strongly takes root in Katsuhiko's heart. "I hope to meet you further." Yukiko said anxiously. "Aren't we meeting now?" "Although I have seen you, I can't wait to see you further." "I also understand your feeling. Although we are so close and chatting, I still have a feeling of anxiety in my heart." "I've loved you since a long time ago!" That's not what a man or woman who just met yesterday should say.But for them, these words did not feel incongruous, and they were firmly embedded in the most important part of the other party's heart. They are not men and women in an equal relationship. The age gap between the two is so large that it is enough to be a father and daughter.There is no opening statement, and there are no steps, just fall in love.The so-called love is so unpredictable, and the progress is so fast.That is why some people say: "Love is not something outsiders can understand." It is unbelievable that a flawless twenty-one-year-old woman should take a pre-emptive stance in this relationship. If Yukiko didn't respond at all, Ke Yan would probably just regard her as an unattainable and unattainable lady, watching her silently from a distance.However, what is unbelievable is that she actually took the initiative, making the passive Ke Yan respond quickly despite his fear. If the beautiful model in the window is suddenly given life, opens the window, and pursues you: "I love you!" Which man can refuse?Even if a man (with flaws) thinks that there is a "destined marriage" between a beautiful girl and himself, if the other party does not respond, the man will give up this heart.No matter how bright the stars in the night sky are, you can't fall in love with it after all.Suppose the stars in the sky suddenly whispered love, and people would not be able to believe their ears. "How could you fall in love with a man like me?" "You are asking a stupid question! You don't need any reason to love someone!" Yukiko said slightly. "Yeah! It's a stupid question!" "Tonight, I feel very happy!" "me too." "I want to be where I should be." "Is being with me the way you should be? This sentence should be said by someone who claims to be a man!" "Will I interfere with your work and cause you trouble?" "Troubled? For me, this is what it should be." "I'm so glad to hear that! I'd like to have another drink tonight." "Did you make your parents angry when you came home so late yesterday?" "It's more like surprise than anger." "Isn't it bad if you go home so late tonight?" "If I go home too late, my parents probably won't forgive me!" Yukiko cast a confused look, as if to say, "Then what should I do?" "Before the door closes, I'll take you home." "Hee hee hee……" "What's the matter?" "Teacher, are you afraid of me?" Yukiko looked at Katsuhiko, that look seemed to see through Katsuhiko's heart.A twenty-one-year-old female college student sees through the psychological structure of a fifty-two-year-old, sophisticated man. "It's a lie to say you're not afraid!" Ke Yan spoke the truth.Although he wants to suck the sweet honey, he doesn't want to be stung by the bee's tail needle. "Please, please don't be afraid of me!" Yukiko stared into Katsuhiko's eyes with a focused and dependent gaze. "What's the matter, saying that all of a sudden?" "Teacher, you said last night that the literary and art teacher is firm and reliable, and it is impossible to be bluffed by a few words. I hope you will stop avoiding me with the common sense of adults. I think if you do this, you will anger those who deliberately let us meet again God of fate." After hearing this, Ke Yan was overwhelmed and excited. "But no matter how much I love you, I can't draw conclusions about this love." "Ah! how do you say that? Love doesn't need conclusions, it's conclusions. I hate conclusions! If conclusions are brought up, it's all over, and it's better never to have conclusions. I hope like never touches the ground Like a little bird, soaring in the air." Yukiko twisted her body and said, as if she had suffered a great blow physically and mentally. "The analogy of a bird landing on the ground really fits you very well." "I'm going to die anyway, and I want to die while flying through the air." "You are in the prime of your youth now, you can't think of the word 'death'." "Teacher, you must live to be eighty no matter what!" "why?" "When the teacher lives to be eighty years old, I will be almost fifty years old. I don't want you to see me in my fifties!" "What words! Beautiful women, there are beauty of all ages in all ages." "It is my honor to be able to show the teacher the most beautiful period in my life!" The topics of the two were endless and endless. "Welcome!" The voice of the proprietress woke them up from the love talk, and they found that the dishes had been completely served.At this point a new guest comes in.Ke Yan and the two had monopolized the counter for a long time.Where are you going later?They had to come to a conclusion for their date tonight before making a dramatic love conclusion. Yukiko seemed to be slightly drunk, and her steps faltered.On weekends, the streets of Roppongi were crowded with people. Many men and women in the most avant-garde costumes gathered in front of "Amando", and there were also many young people from foreign countries. Every time the traffic signal changes, the crowd moves forward.The crowd at the intersection moving towards the disco crowd is called the "mainstream", mostly young people from "rural areas" such as Saitama or Chiba, dressed in incredible latest fashion, Don't show signs of each other.From "Miami" on the street corner to "Roya Building", also known as "Sanzhi Street" or "Saichiba Street", young people from the countryside come here to "confirm" their clothing. Roppongihara is an old street, which has become an Americanized place since the U.S. military stationed in Japan after the war and built military camps here.However, the American wind that came here after the war turned it into a gathering place for nightclubs, bars and other sensual venues. Together with TV companies, foreign embassies and clothing stores, it became an entertainment city with a strong international flavor. Roppongi is characterized by strong individuality and diversity.People here don't like to be unified by one color. Everyone has a strong personality, and at the same time they also identify with each other and live together.This is fully demonstrated in the disco dance group in Roppongi.Disco dance groups in Shinjuku and other places are guided by coaches, and they dance like radio gymnastics.People in Roppongi can do whatever they want and dance their own dances.They don't like being unified, no matter what. In other words, that's the world of adults too. Roppongi presents three different appearances in one day.First of all, the trendy crowd gathered around 6 pm. They appeared in Roppongi together with the night, and they were young people who came to "confirm" their clothing.Came to Roppongi to confirm whether the "correspondence" they received from TV or magazines was correct?In fact, their coming here can be regarded as "attending classes". Secondly, at around midnight, when the last tram left, the "late night people" who hadn't had enough fun in Chekyo gathered in Roppongi.During this time period, those who wanted to go home had already gone home, and the remaining young people lingered in the local area until the first tram left.The tourists who stayed in Roppongi all night gradually left after the last dance of the disco, and the night in Roppongi began to look a little desolate. From four o'clock in the morning to six o'clock in the morning, the "late night people" who are exhausted from playing are haggard and ready to go home. The pioneers of the white painting world, such as delivering newspapers, milk and morning runners, run by the side of the "late night people". However, they didn't show any concern for each other. Katsuhiko liked the atmosphere and the look of the street.He once came to Roppongi to watch young people dance disco. On the way home, he stayed in a cafe that was open late at night until the morning. There was a young lady who looked like a dancer by his side, who kept pestering him and started an "invader game" on him. . When he brought Yukiko to Roppongi, a lair where people are indifferent to each other, the eyes of passers-by were all focused on the graceful young girl beside him.Those eyes are not necessarily men's eyes.The man's eyes are full of envy and desire, while the woman's eyes reveal jealousy. There is already a tacit understanding between him and Yukiko, she will follow wherever he decides. But Ke Yan didn't move on.He felt that the next step would change the fate between the two. Ke Yan asked himself why he was still hesitating?There was a voice scolding himself: the prey has handed over the delicious meat, if you don't eat it, sooner or later it will fall into the mouth of other men.You can't imitate the spirit of hungry wolves. You should eat as much as possible when you can, because you don't know when you can eat it next time? Katsuhiko used to work as a writer with the "spirit of hungry wolves", and only after he made up his mind to feed wolves that never had enough to eat did he find a way to make himself a writer.If you are fed well like a pig, you can't write at all.He kept convincing and reprimanding himself with this statement. Now that the highest-level prey I hope to obtain has already flown into my mouth, I am still hesitating.eat it!Show your teeth and eat!In order not to be taken away by other wolves, the banner of "ownership" must be erected for sure. Amidst the restlessness, Katsuhiko wandered the streets of Roppongi with Yukiko.On the streets of Tokyo without a sense of season, the night is mixed with the fragrance of spring.Katsuhiko felt inexplicably excited when he thought that he would spend the coming season with the beauties together.This also foreshadows the development direction of the relationship between the two in the future.However, there is no way to leisurely divination the future of the two of them.The first thing to consider is how to deal with things between the two of you in the future? "Teacher, I feel a little cold." Yukiko said.Exposed to the chill of the night, her drunkenness slowly faded. "It's almost time to go back." Seeing the empty taxis flooding the streets, Ke Yan finally said this stupid thing. "I don't want to go home yet." Yukiko shook her head coquettishly.It seems that Yukiko is taking the lead tonight.But it is not. Yukiko feels that meeting Katsuhiko is "destined".She abandoned her figure and girlish reserve, and approached the other party, but Ke Yan was based on cunning and the psychology of thinking for herself, and his attitude seemed not to be dry or decisive.It sounds like an adult is reasonable, but in fact, a sophisticated man in his fifties can't deal with an innocent girl. Katsuhiko felt that he was heartless and felt a little sorry for Yukiko. "Then where are we going?" Ke Yan said to himself.His words are not just asking where to go later, but also talking to his heart. "No matter where you go, I will be by your side." "If I take you to the hotel, will you go with me?" Ke Yan said nonchalantly what troubled him. Yukiko replied straightforwardly: "It doesn't matter if you go to a hotel!" "Okay! Then we'll go to the hotel and have a leisurely drink!" "I agree!" Since it is the weekend, no matter where it is, it is crowded.Katsuhiko wanted to be alone with Yukiko in a secluded room in the hotel, drinking and having fun.Men and women do not necessarily have to go to bed in a hotel.He had a sense of being rescued. Nearby was the Prince Hotel, a recently opened downtown hotel, casual in design, with a swimming pool in the center surrounded by a cloister. Unfortunately, the hotel was full.What Katsuhiko was worried about while waiting in the "Clark" cafe really happened. "I know there is a 'To' restaurant, which is not very famous, and there may be vacancies." Yukiko said to Katsuhiko who didn't know what to do. The two hailed a taxi and headed for the new Capital Hotel in Baijintai.Sure enough, the Miyako Hotel was not full, and Katsuhiko felt that Yukiko was very familiar with this restaurant.This hotel is a little far from the city center, the environment is very quiet, and the layout of the hotel is also very coordinated.I heard that many writers lived in this hotel and wrote.But it was the first time for Katsuhiko to come here. Katsuhiko wanted to ask Yukiko if he came here often, but when the words came to his lips, he immediately swallowed them back.Asking this kind of question can be said to be very stupid.A young girl whose family lives in the city center should not come to the hotel alone for the night.Even if she came to the hotel with any man before she met herself, she had nothing to do with herself. Encounters with any "destined person" cannot dominate or interfere with the behavior of the other party before the encounter. The two were taken to a standard double room.The room is not big, but the furnishings in the room look very comfortable. "Finally, the two of us are finally able to be alone together." Katsuhiko said while gently holding Yukiko's body. It was the first time the two kissed in the car last night, and Ke Yan couldn't touch her body.Since he had to avoid the driver's sight, when he was sucking her cherry lips in an unnatural position, although it was sweet and exciting, it was not enough to reach the state of ecstasy. Now Katsuhiko has the touch to capture Yukiko's lips. The two of them face each other, and when the four lips are printed together, the body that is close together transmits the beating of the heart and body temperature to each other.Lips are the channel that brings two hearts close together, and through this channel, two people can communicate with each other.The bodies embracing each other are like the body of an iceberg under the sea, which is several times more sensual than the tip of the iceberg above the sea.The two kissed for a long time, and Ke Yan felt afraid that her cherry lips would leave.Kissing is only a station through which sex must pass: that is to say, the lips cannot be the final stop between man and woman. A girl who allows a man to kiss her on the lips feels insulted if she hesitates before she allows him to take further action. Yukiko moved her lips away, as if out of breath.After a while, she still shrugged her shoulders because she was panting. "Are you okay?" Katsuhiko looked at Yukiko's face worriedly. "I'm sorry! I'm fine. This is the first time I've kissed in this way..." "After all, we are not very familiar with each other." Ke Yan said with an embarrassed smile. "No! Teacher, you are very good." "Huh! Are you saying I'm good at kissing?" No woman had ever described him like that before. "It's really great! My whole body seems to have a tingling feeling." "When you say that, it makes me feel confident." "You can't have confidence in other women!" Yukiko rolled her eyes. "I don't like other women except you." "Really?" "of course it's true." "I want you to swear." "Of course! I swear to all the gods in the world."

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