Chapter 11 Chapter Eleven Husband Substitute

Takahara was not at all surprised when she learned from the police that Sumiya's body had been found in Istanbul.From the bottom of her heart, she thought that sooner or later such a thing or result would happen. And perhaps the only person who knew the whereabouts of her husband was gone.This terminator, which finally fulfilled the premonition, completely ended the hope of finding out the whereabouts of her husband. Instead, new hopes arose in Yaozi's heart.Because after Sumiya was killed, she also lost the news of Saneda and Rieda who were chasing Sumiya. "What happened to those two people?"

Although the two acted separately, in Istanbul, the two should meet.Because they are men and women from Japan who are chasing the same person.Japanese travel abroad has become widespread. Today, Japanese people are never seen in any corner of the world. The encounter of two people who are looking for a common dead person will not be a dramatic event. "Why am I so worried about what will happen to the two of them?" Yaozi is aware of her "narrow-mindedness", but has to fall into the annoyance of disgust and jealousy.She couldn't get rid of her "concern" for Saneda and Rie.

At the heart of these events is Gao Yuan.Any more "things" that happen in Istanbul have nothing to do with the plateau. Yoko is a wife who was abandoned by her husband, isolated and traumatized.But she still can't get rid of the shadow of the plateau, she wants to forget the plateau as a passer-by in her life, this is an instinct for the wife.The husband's departure, as the wife hopes to get a kind of comfort to make up for the lonely soul. The woman her husband loved in the past has left her life because of her husband's disappearance. Yoko should be grateful, but in her opinion, it's another matter.This feeling is the same as Rie.They both had the same regrets because of the altitude.And in this kind of regret, some kind of "friendship" is more or less mixed.

But now Rie has found a new "care" object.She met Sanzhi in Istanbul (she didn't know why she met), and another complicated relationship developed.She doesn't know how she should "develop", Yoko knows this very well.At least Rie has been freed from Takahara's influence.The young girl has an elegant heart, and she will not have any constraints on an old lover whose life and death are unknown.This is not unrealistic for Rie.Such is the psychological structure of young girls.Moreover, Lizhi had already promised her father that she would break with Gao Yuan completely, and she must be disheartened about Gao Yuan.Yaozi didn't know about this before she went to her house.

After learning the news that Takahara "abandoned" the two women including himself and "go", what Lie was looking for was a rational "love". In just a few days, Rie fell into childish fantasies about another man's unknown beauty. This is a "God-sent" overseas trip.The death of Sumiya made her trip to the plateau meaningless, and she suddenly felt as if she had woken up from a dream.When she woke up, Sanzhi was beside her, and Lizhi was "dragged" into a new dream again.This is completely different from the plateau dream, which is a realistic "dream".There are no major obstacles between the two.

After waking from a hopeless dream, a new dream of hope unfolded in front of him. But on the other hand, what about yourself?Still in the "waiting" state.If Gao Gao's whereabouts are still unknown, then he will always be in this "waiting" state. "Mom, when is Dad coming back?" The young Kenichi asked as if hurting Yoko innocently from the beginning. "Ah, Dad is back!" Xianyi shouted excitedly when he heard footsteps coming from the stairs.But more often than not it is the footsteps of the cashier or the salesman. "dad!" Xianyi cheered and ran to the door, opened the door and saw that it was someone else, then shrugged and said, "It's not Dad", with a helpless and sad expression on his face.

Later, Xianyi found that when the topic of father was involved, his mother's expression was very unhappy, so he always said: "I can do without a father." He tried his best to appear indifferent in front of his mother.However, this hurt Yoko's heart even more. "It's not just me who is 'waiting', but Hyun-il as well." Probably this kind of sadness is associated.I and Lizhi are rivals in love, as the wounds caused by being injured by the same man, they will always have joint feelings when they heal them.If they know the news about the plateau, they will become rivals in love who are "unshakable".Although both parties knew this, the two still had a feeling of "sickness and sympathy" during the period when Gao Gao was not found.

However, for Xianyi, there is no such "compensation" effect. As soon as Yaozi saw his small eyes, he deeply realized Xianyi's infinite loneliness after losing his father, and in his young heart. Zhongzai suppressed his grief.And every time at this time, Yaozi's heart, which had been hurt before, seemed to be sprinkled with a handful of salt, and it was extremely painful. Yaozi had a good wish for her own hope just like looking at other people's life.However, Xianyi had an undeniable blood relationship with himself from birth.The anger caused by her husband's betrayal made her have to re-examine her married life.

The mental blow caused by this "betrayal" made her see the fragile relationship between people. But if you have a child, you must treat the existing husband and wife relationship very carefully.For children, parents are irreplaceable blood kinship relationships, and the breakdown of the relationship between husband and wife has nothing to do with the children. Moreover, no matter which of the parents is the "deficiency", neither can make up for the shadow in the child's heart.The grief of losing a father, in the heart of a husband who has betrayed his wife, is very different from the conflict of a couple with children.

At any time, it is very difficult for one of the partners to "fit" into the relationship. The child is caught in the conflict between the parents, which makes Yaozi in unsolvable pain and torment. This is a "triangular" relationship.As a wife, she will never forgive her husband for betraying her.This awareness will inevitably lead to the generation of revenge psychology. But in this way, the most unfortunate is the child.Yaozi appeared in this family not for herself, but for her child to find a "father". "Come back! For Xianyi!" Yaozi prayed in his heart all the time.This mentality has changed a lot from before.The sexual hunger that came with the sudden loss of a husband was gone.As a woman, sex is like a drug.The early days of "regular" sex once interrupted are excruciatingly painful.And after a period of time, after this "truncation period", this desire will be forgotten.

It's not that the desire is lost, it's just forgotten.Once resurrected, there will be no more desires. Therefore, the current Yaozi is not attached to her husband, but for the sake of Xianyi, she hopes that Gao Yuan will really come back. The recovery of the relationship between husband and wife, the recovery of the sex life between husband and wife, will make people have endless reverie.Married life is such a magic. If it can't be recovered, then Yoko will be like an idiot who has lost hope in life, and life will be boring. But in any case Yoko understands that Rie will leave her relationship with her husband (if her husband comes back alive) forever.From the moment Rie heard that Takahara's whereabouts were missing, Yoko understood that it was impossible for Rie and Takahara to return to their "old feelings". Perhaps the romantic hope in such a young girl's heart should retain a little warmth before it is extinguished. Li Zhi's love affair must be replaced by someone, and the trauma of the soul can only be healed with a new love affair. Not so with the wife.The wife can also have other love affairs, but this must be premised on the premise of tolerating the "love affair" with the child. If the wife has a new love affair with a man other than her husband, the child may lose his father and lose his mother at the same time. As a result, Yaozi became a lonely person abandoned by her husband.And once she lost her husband, Xianyi became the only one in her life. "Sumiya is dead, Saneda and Rie have lost the purpose of this trip, but I will never stop looking for the plateau." After receiving the police notice, Yoko felt lonely again.Only Hyun-il can soothe her cold heart in this situation. Maybe the day when the child can really "save" himself is when the death of the husband is confirmed? Three days later, Sanzhi and Lizhi returned from abroad.In the day or two after the discovery of Sumiya's body, they were summoned by the Istanbul police many times as important reference persons, and they wanted to go back to their country very much. There is nothing in Sumiya's relics that could suggest the whereabouts of Gaogen.Yaozi got the news of their return to China on the day they came to visit unexpectedly at home. "Oh, if you make a call, I will definitely pick you up at Haneda Airport!" Yaozi sent the child to the kindergarten that day, and just finished cleaning.When she accidentally opened the gate, she saw Saneda and Rie standing at the gate.When Yoko saw them, she felt a little surprised. "When did you come back?" "Last night. I came to visit you today because I had nothing special to do." Yoko felt that there was no other change in Rie. "That's too tiring. In fact, you should call me and I'll visit you!" "No, ma'am. We went this time and found nothing. Besides, you already know about Sumiya, right?" "Ah, the police have already arrived. There's nothing I can do about it. I don't know if Sumiya really knows the whereabouts of Takahara. But it's better than anything else for you two to come back safely!" Yoko didn't expect that Lizhi would come back so soon, or she didn't expect that she and Sanzhi would come back together. "No, I didn't have any foundation in my heart at the time, and I was very worried. But after meeting Mr. Sanzhi, I felt more at ease." Of course, Lizhi had to mention Sanzhi, and after she finished speaking, she glanced at Sanzhi.As for Yaozi not saying a word about Sanzhi before he left, Lie didn't say anything at this moment.However, Yoko felt that Saneda and Rie were clearly dissatisfied with her actions. "What a coincidence we met in Athens!" Sanzhi finally opened his mouth and told Yoko how he and Rie met in Athens. "Thanks to Saneda-san, we arrived in Istanbul safely." After Lie finished speaking, Saneda went on to say: "But I never expected that this trip will be empty. I am unemployed, and I have completely become a mole cricket wandering around. However, I may become a criminal suspect! Because Sumiya also killed my parents I had every motive to kill him. And didn’t I chase him all the way to Istanbul? In the words of the police, I had a motive to kill him.” "At that time we all became suspects!" There was dissatisfaction in Rie's tone. "This is too much!" Yoko yelled unconsciously, she was very disgusted that Li Zhi called San Zhi "we".Saneda did have a motive for the murder, but you, Rieda, have nothing to do with Sumiya!And both you and Sanzhi were interrogated by the police in Istanbul, isn't there no basis for that? (Actually, you are still disconnected from the plateau.) Yoko murmured inwardly. "Okay, I forgot to pour tea for you!" Yoko stood up quickly.Since they came in, the three of them have been talking for a long time without moving. "I'm so sorry!" Yoko said something to Li Zhi and San Zhi and immediately went to the kitchen.In fact, Yaozi's original intention was not to neglect them, but because of their sudden arrival, she suddenly became confused.And dissatisfied with the "simultaneous" arrival of the two.Sumiya is dead, her husband's whereabouts are almost hopeless; and Rie and Saneda come together again, and they refer to the two of them as "we" in a relaxed tone, these things make Yaozi angry. In this way, Yaozi thought that these two people planned to make Yaozi angry.It just so happened that she cleaned the house in the morning, otherwise they might laugh at her if they saw the mess in the house. As a housewife, if you make your home feel like home, it becomes a great shame in Japan.At this time, Yaozi looked at Lizhi involuntarily, and was surprised: she didn't have makeup on!She is not a housewife, of course she doesn't have so many chores, why does she go out like this? So Yaozi, who was originally angry, became even more angry. (The two of them must have lived together last night, but what happened between the two of them had nothing to do with me? But——) Yoko tried hard to suppress her feelings while pouring coffee. "smell good!" The coffee wafting out of the kitchen could not help but make Sanzhi take a big mouthful of air: "I don't like coffee very much, but I like the aroma, so I often make a few cups. While smelling the aroma of coffee, I can fall into a reverie. Oh, look at me, I made such a good coffee and I said A lot of words like this..." "No, nothing..." As soon as Yaozi said this, she stopped talking.Because the plateau often says the same thing.He always said he brewed coffee just to smell it. The last remnant of the plateau is the ground coffee.At this moment, Yaozi seemed to smell her husband's familiar body odor from the aroma in the coffee. She glanced at Rie suddenly.Riede's eyes seemed to be immersed in the aroma of coffee.It seems she also recalled something from it? When Yoko was looking at Lie, her mood suddenly turned bad again.She put a sugar cube in each of the two coffee cups and pushed it in front of the two of them.Then he went back to the kitchen as if nothing had happened. Sange and Rie didn't know that the sugar had been put in, they reached out to pick up the cups. "One piece?" Rie asked Saneda.She already knew all about Sanzhi's love of coffee.He puts the same sugar cubes in each cup of coffee as the plateau.So Sanzhi took out a piece from the sugar cube box and put it in. "No, it's too sweet." After speaking, she shook her head. "Oh, I didn't know they were all released." So Lizhi handed his own cup to Sanzhi, and then brought the cup that Sanzhi had just taken a sip to his mouth. Yaozi who has been hiding in the kitchen observing the two of them can see clearly, "Sure enough!" (The relationship between these two people is not ordinary! They came today to tell me about their previous relationship!) Originally, I had doubts about the two of them, and this completely exposed the relationship between them, which made Yoko almost hysterical. "Sorry, I made a mistake, I put a sugar cube in each glass. Mine is fresh." Yoko spoke to them in the kitchen. "No, ma'am. Just right, I think it tastes just right!" Sanzhi didn't know that Yaozi had discovered all that just now, he said loudly. As soon as the coffee was finished, the conversation between the three of them was over.It just so happened that it was lunch time, so Saneda and Rie realized that Yoko should not be asked to prepare lunch for them, so they stood up: "Then we'll go back." Although they said so, Yaozi didn't say a single polite word to stay.The death of Sumiya made the two of them find a "combination" point. Three different lives intersect at this moment, and soon they will go their separate ways.Just like the stars in the sky, it looks like a dense one, but in fact each star is very far apart. After sending the two away and closing the door, Yaozi realized that the woman who loved her husband together would never be with her forever.But she will also take Sanzhi away from her "side". However, Sanzhi is not her husband, he is just a person who "passes by" her occasionally while chasing Sumiya. "it's over!" Yoko murmured in frustration.During Lie's pursuit of the plateau, her heart has been hanging.Because Lizhi's search for Takahara is actually a "battle" between two women. Dan Lie stopped this "war".She didn't fail, but she lost interest in "fighting" with Yaozi.The opponent stopped fighting, but Yoko still had to continue "fighting" alone. Sanzhi, who has the scent of her husband, also left him. He was originally a person who had no fate with Lizhi. "I am back." At this time Yaozi heard someone talking outside the door, it was Xianyi who came back from kindergarten.Because of the guests just now, I forgot to pick up Xianyi. ——Will I have to live with this child from now on? If he could only live with this child for the rest of his life, he must be very lonely.It doesn't matter to the child, he still has his future, it's a painful existence for his mother, but he doesn't realize it. Single-parent life may not be impossible for the child, but it is up to the mother if the meaning of the mother's life is to be mixed with the necessary protection of the child. "Then I will only live with this one child forever in my life?" In the near future, this child will grow up and eventually leave himself.This kind of loneliness and sadness caused by "ion" to the mother is more cruel than the husband's betrayal.However, no one can stop this reality from coming. "Mom, what are you thinking?" Xianyi saw Yaozi's pensive look very strange, so he suddenly asked.Yaozi couldn't help feeling a sudden love in her heart, she hugged this small body vigorously, and rubbed Xianyi's face with her face heartily. When Gao Yuan was around, Xianyi would yell loudly and break away from his mother's embrace, but now he obediently let his mother hug him.It seemed that he suddenly became sensible and knew how to comfort his lonely mother. "Xiaoxian, Xiaoxian only has her mother! I won't give it to anyone!" Yoko murmured into Kenichi's scallop-like ears. "Did that uncle and aunt just talk about Dad?" Xianyi asked suddenly again. "How do you know an uncle and aunt?" "I met them when I got off the kindergarten bus, and they seemed to know me." "What did they say?" "Well, yes, they say I look very much like Dad." Maybe Rie didn't intend to say anything more, but this sentence is too cruel for a person who obsessively waits for news from his father! Plateau is dead in Istanbul.Not only that, but Sumiya was also killed there.The shadows of these two people appeared alternately in Yaozi's mind.Could it be an illusion caused by Lie chasing after Istanbul?Yaozi suddenly thought of a question. "Who killed Sumiya?" If Saneda killed Sumiya, then it has nothing to do with Yoko. But does it really matter?Did Sumiya crash into Gao Yuan and escape?And it was he who snatched Gao Yuan's passport and used it to flee abroad. Gao Gao has been using that passport to go abroad, and a person who has never met him pretends to be Gao Yuan. In other words, another person must have killed Sumiya, and it cannot be said that there is no such possibility.Judging from the murderer's direct attack, it is not necessarily the Japanese who did it.In foreign countries, using a foreigner to kill Sumiya is a high game. If this is the case, then the death of Sumiya has nothing to do with Gao Yuan, or the murderer is someone close to Gao Yuan. "But who killed Gao Yuan? My husband shouldn't have someone who hates him so much!" Yoko's thought expanded beyond this incident.Will there be a result like this? "Mom, your face is so scary!" Xianyi suddenly cried loudly.