Chapter 28 Burning books to keep warm

There are too many pasts in life that cannot be copied, such as youth, such as emotions, such as happiness, one hundred and nineteen such as health, and many past goodies and past tragedies that cannot be repeated.This is also good, since I have owned it, why not be afraid of losing it at this moment.Some people say that the longer a person lives in this world, the more he will lose.Because watching the people around us leave us one by one, and there is no way to bring them back, but the new greenery is always out of tune with me.Perhaps this is the price of annual rings, the price everyone has to pay, time does not allow you to bargain, and what should be dispersed will no longer belong to you after all.

Maybe many people want to know, can the dead meet again in the realm of the underworld?After crossing the River of Forgetfulness, will there really be a Bridge of Naihe?If so, those who died for love were worth it.If not, the smog on Huangquan Road is dim, and that person cannot be found, what should I do?All this is speculation, no one knows whether people can still meet after death, and whether they can be reincarnated together to continue their relationship. The reason why I say this is not a whim.Xu Zhimo died unexpectedly at the beginning, although Lin Huiyin was heartbroken, but not to the point of dying for love.Besides, the relationship between Lin Huiyin and Xu Zhimo has long been in the past. Even if they have feelings for each other, with Lin Huiyin's rationality, she will definitely not commit suicide for anyone.And Lu Xiaoman, who was passionately in love with Xu Zhimo at that time, heard the news of Xu Zhimo's death, and wept bitterly, and never thought of following him from heaven to earth.What they think, perhaps, is to reunite with their loved ones in another world after their own death, which is the greatest love.

In 1945, the Japanese invaders announced their unconditional surrender, and years of turmoil finally subsided.A long war has burned the whole of China, and those who have been burned need to heal well.How many people exchanged their lives for today's prosperity and peace, but only those who are alive can enjoy this kind of romantic timing.The age of a person's birth is not something that we can choose for ourselves, and it is because of so many tempering that we will re-examine life. It was also in this year that Liang Sicheng accompanied Lin Huiyin to Chongqing for a physical examination. The doctor told Liang Sicheng that Lin Huiyin would die soon.Liang Sicheng was very sad when he heard this, and couldn't bear to tell Lin Huiyin the truth.He knows that Huiyin is a strong woman, and she refuses to bow to fate. If she knows that she has few days to come, she will advance time even more and consume her life.Four years of bedridden life made the once magnificent woman lose her old appearance, but Lin Huiyin, who was sick and weak, always had a heart of perseverance. Even if she became sick and thin, she still refused to abandon her Beloved career and words.

Perhaps it was God's favor that allowed this talented woman to survive for ten years after the doctor's diagnosis.Ten years, this short but long time has made Lin Huiyin's life more fulfilling.In her career, she has made many achievements; in literature, she has produced many excellent works.Presumably, career and writing reduced her pain and extended her life.How many times, she let herself live firmly, not because she was greedy for the prosperity of the world, but because she couldn't give up the dream in her heart. People live in this world, there are too many things that we cannot give up.Even a person who has lost all hope may still have a little thought of wanting to live before dying.For example, seeing a ray of warm sunshine, seeing an ant strolling in a garden, seeing a green grass swaying in the wind.In just an instant, he may understand that it is so good to be alive.This is often the case in life. There are many truths that cannot be understood through hard thinking and meditation. At a certain ordinary moment, everything has the answer.

Lin Huiyin is a person who loves life, just like she likes April in the world, the green and flawless, and the full moon and flowers blooming.Therefore, with her temperament, she will not easily disappoint any spring, and Bai Baiyi will not easily miss any passerby.In her eyes, every creature is endowed with emotion, every landscape has deep connotations, and every passer-by should have a beautiful intersection.So she likes the world of fireworks, and she is willing to go through fire and water for this world of mortals, no matter what. Many people fall in love with Lin Huiyin, not only for her talent, not only for her achievements, but also for her elegant charm, the firmness in her bones, and the kind of beauty that can make life green and verdant under any circumstances.She doesn't allow herself to miss anything, let alone wither ahead of time.So as long as Lin Huiyin's condition improved a little, she would start running and rush to that spring.

In 1946, 42-year-old Lin Huiyin, accompanied by Fei Weimei, took the opportunity to visit Mei Yiqi, the president of Southwest Associated University in Kunming, and suggested that Tsinghua University add an architecture department.She lived in a garden villa in the ancestral home of Tang Jiyao, and reunited with old friends such as Zhang Xiruo, Qian Duansheng, and Jin Yuelin.In July, together with the faculty and staff of Southwest Associated University, they returned to Beiping by plane from Chongqing, and designed residences for teachers of Shengyin College for Tsinghua University.If the doctor hadn't told Liang Sicheng about Lin Huiyin's illness, no one would have believed that such a vibrant woman was willing to say goodbye to this world of mortals.In her body, there seems to be infinite and abundant power, and everyone is willing to bow down for her.

In 1947, this summer was even more unforgettable for Lin Huiyin.Xiao Qian, who had suffered from the European War, came to Tsinghua Garden from Shanghai to visit her.Because of their growing age and deep experience with each other, it took them a long time to have a profound conversation.They each tell their life experience in the past seven years, the age changes, each other's appearance changes slightly, the people they meet are different, and the stories that happened are also different.In seven years, not to mention two famous writers, even an ordinary person must have experienced many vicissitudes.

Counting down the years, the past disasters and disasters have become memories now, and they have become topics for chatting after dinner.Life is impermanent, with ups and downs, but after passing by, everything is calm. Whether it is sadness or joy, it is impossible to come back to the time that has been flipped through.Things that were once persistent may not be worth mentioning now, and those who once loved deeply may have become strangers.These seemingly simple truths can only be understood deeply if they have been experienced firsthand. Life you are a tune, I am the one who sings; you are the river,

I am a boat, a small white sail when i was a traveler You, fields, forests, bee hills. no matter what upside down intimately implicated you and me, I will pass through you forever; I live, you are the river of my life, Reason equal force. Your existence in the beating of my chest five-color splendor intertwined by us did not leave each other ... now i'm dead you,-- I will hand you over to others! What life is, has different meanings in the eyes of different people.Life is like chess, life is like wine, life is like a dream, life is like a play, all we can do is to interpret ourselves in the destined story.Acting as both the protagonist and the supporting role, sometimes strong and sometimes light.In fact, most things in the world are like this. It is only people with different temperaments and different experiences that dance life so colorfully.

Lin Huiyin, who has been plagued by illness for many years, does not reveal any negative meaning in her poems.In her heart, life is a tune, and she is the singer.This is a woman who sings forever, even if one day she really passes away, her soul will continue to live forever.She writes poems to let the soul stretch freely, to color the boring and boring life, and to pass the lonely time at the same time. Therefore, no matter how difficult or chaotic, Lin Huiyin never stopped her writing, and this companionship without promises became an admirable tacit understanding.Maybe our hearts are often lonely and desolate, but words can give people endless thoughts.However, the encounter with words also requires fate. If there is fate, you should cherish it. If you don't have fate, you can't read and write, you can also light a fire and burn books to keep warm.