Chapter 26 Five Town Station

When people are alive, they all have a belief to support them. Only when they have sustenance and reliance in their hearts can they maintain those deep thoughts and feelings.Otherwise, this world of mortals will disintegrate your will sooner or later, the original elegance will no longer be elegant, and the original integrity will no longer be integrity.Many times, we clearly know that trekking in a hurry is not rushing to a certain appointment, but we still have to go forward, even if we have a short stay, we can't escape the alternation of spring and autumn, the full moon and the waning moon.

Until one day, when the face is full of wind and dust, who can clean up the withered face in the mirror of time?No matter how you hide and want to retain the innocence of youth, the years will still ruthlessly leave the imprint of the rings and the wind and frost on your face.How insignificant the power of a person is, it cannot be reduced by an inch of time.After passing through the years, I thought I could make myself more profound and mature, but my heart was always facing a huge predicament, and I couldn't stop for a moment. How can you be a person who is not afraid of loneliness, walk alone in thousands of mountains and rivers, and see the endless joy of all living beings, but you are willing to be calm and self-sufficient.Everything in the world has a story. Each of us 110 pours our inner emotions into every plant, tree, tile and eaves, so that we can rely on each other and have a reason to keep walking.Whether you are compassionate or cruel, you cannot avoid being emotionally attached to a living creature or plant.This is like the law of survival, you can live indifferently, but you cannot live in bleakness.

The reason why Lin Huiyin loves architecture is because of her love for ancient buildings, just like her complex with words and everything in the world.She worked hard to travel to various cities and studied ancient architecture academics day and night, not because of leaving a famous name, but because of this inseparable complex.Just like between people, between people and things, once there is a fate, there is no reason for mutual joy and attachment. In that era full of gunpowder and smoke, any tranquility could not replace the chaos. Many people hid their thoughts of snow, moon and wind, and let themselves go deep into the world of mortals.Today's life may be tomorrow's death.The ever-changing situation in the world makes the originally ambiguous life even more difficult to grasp.All we have to do is to do everything we think is meaningful in the limited time, so that life will be more complete and less regrettable.

I admire Lin Huiyin. In those years, she followed Liang Sicheng to various cities with her sick bones.With her poetic feelings and frailty, she should live in a deep house somewhere, live her life peacefully, and enjoy the fleeting years in peace.But she was born to fall in love with drifting, sailing to the distance like a ship.It's just that she is not alone, and every place she goes has a purpose, and she will definitely leave a brilliant mark.And we can find stories related to her along those fragrant footprints. Everyone's life is a journey, but the paths they take are different, the directions they choose are different, the emotions they pay are different, and the stories that happen are also different.Ever since Lin Huiyin chose the construction industry, she knew that she would be a desperate person all her life.She went on the road with an empty bag on her back, picking up and losing along the way, never asking how much she got and lost.She even knew that maybe one day she would die on the road like this, drifting with the water like falling flowers, not knowing where it would flow or where it was going to be.

At the beginning of 1939, due to the Japanese bombing, Lin Huiyin's family moved to Maidi Village, Longquan Town, a suburb of Kunming City.The persecution of the current situation makes it impossible not to dodge. In the face of fate, sometimes you have to compromise.However, the dodge at this moment is only a temporary arrangement. In the chaotic era, no one can settle down in a corner, find a village and settle down, and never rush to the sea of ​​dust.There are ancestors who fled to the deep mountains and old forests to avoid the Qin chaos, and have been separated from outsiders since then.It's like a distant myth, so many people go boating to find it, but in the end they don't get it.Even if you find a quiet place and have a hasty dream of a paradise, you have to wake up in a hurry.

Many people took the flying sand and wind and dust on the road, but Lin Huiyin walked together in the light rain and falling flowers.In any situation, she can be poetic and beautiful, unconventional.Her elegance is innate, flowing deep in her bones, and no one can imitate her, so her research and research seem to be different from others.Lin Hui designed the female dormitory for Yunnan University, and this dormitory seems to be a little more elegant and charming because of this talented woman. In the early winter of 1940, the Construction Society entered Sichuan with the Institute of History and Philology, and Lin Huiyin's family also moved to Shangba Village, Lizhuang Town, Nanxi County, Sichuan.Perhaps it was years of long-distance travel and wandering in thousands of rivers and mountains that made this strong woman unable to hold on anymore. She finally fell ill, and the lung disease that had been entangled with her body broke out during the boundless journey.However, the disease lasted for four years.For four years, she was sick in bed, and she could no longer carry her luggage to travel mountains and rivers, and she could no longer go to the orchid boat alone with a long pole.

Since then, this small town in southern Sichuan has become another station in Lin Huiyin's life.If it weren't for fate to get acquainted with One Hundred and Twelve so deeply, I would have mistakenly thought that this beautiful woman had been living in the passionate Jiangnan, traveling to and from the bustling capital, and drifting through the romantic Cambridge, even if she knew that she was for the construction business. Running around in various cities, she never imagined that her life would still have so many ups and downs. When people are wandering, they always feel that their strength is meager. Many times we are powerless to change the ditch of life, so we have to let the flowing water pass away.

When she was sick, Lin Huiyin's heart was extremely fragile, as if all the past splendor had disappeared, but her mood was so bloodless.When she was sick and had nothing to do, she began to nostalgia tirelessly, nostalgic for how she walked alone in a plain white dress on the trail full of spring flowers.Thinking of the infinite beauty of April in the world, but the self in the mirror is haggard like autumn leaves and yellow flowers. It turns out that I am so old, and the flowers of the years drift with the water. Retaining a memory is only for a moment, but cherishing a memory is forever.Lin Huiyin will never forget who brought her from Shenyang to Fragrant Mountain in Beiping to recuperate when her lung disease broke out, and who accompanied her to have long talks in the silent night, listen to the rain, cook tea, and burn incense to read.The fleeting years are really like water, once gone, you may come back to the scenery you have seen, but the people who have passed away will never look back.Let your thoughts run wild, except for the occasional wandering in your dreams, the rest of the time is just a trance impression.

I believe that Xu Zhimo should be the one Lin Huiyin thought about most when he was on the sick bed.Maybe she needs Liang Sicheng's meticulous care and Jin Yuelin's unwavering company, but none of these can fill the void in her heart.What she needs is a man who can read books and drink tea with her in the sun, enjoy flowers and listen to the wind in the moonlight.This man can give her warmth, can give her all the beautiful desires in the world, and can share with her the bitterness of the years and the bewilderment of the world. We know that only Xu Zhimo can afford these.She was supposed to add fragrance to his red sleeves, but she finally gave up romance and chose fireworks.She has no regrets, but can't help but miss him in every lonely day.And the love he gave her had ended many years ago, and his departure was so decisive, as if he had exhausted his benevolence and righteousness.

We often say that people come to this world to collect debts and repay debts, and when they are finished collecting and paying off, they will leave.Life will be so long and short, there will be life and death, these are destined sorrows, we can't reverse it, and we can't undo it.Many things in the world are actually just lies cast by time, but we are willing to be obsessed with a lie and not regret it, and even recall our whole life.If their meeting was really a beautiful mistake, there is no need to beg for forgiveness.In the days of ups and downs, may the living be quiet and the dead rest in peace.