Chapter 1 The first series (1972-1982)
first day
leaves fall on the way
in a dream time
Familiar around like a friend
We are as far apart as grazing cattle
your eyes have astigmatism during the day
like taking medicine
Am I being too rough?
"More savage
So that I realize I'm a woman! "
when out of the woods
we have become lovers
the next day
The mountains are before us, savage and peaceful
An Xiang
The stranger flashed a round
you withdraw your hand in embarrassment
I feel a little vulgar
just slapped me
"It would be nice if the power went out
Zoo beasts break out of their cages
Wanwanzhuang will be washed away by the flood! "
third day
The sun is full like a son
We sit together, you conceive
I part the reeds with my green fingers
A golden stream of water
like menstrual cramps
I can't help telling dirty little stories
Happy to be photographed by pedestrians with ears pricked up
It's the dimly lit hour of contentment
make up a lie
Pull out the weed thorns on the trouser legs
kiss again
I ran to see my aging parents...
fourth day
you didn't come and i
gotta nod to them
talk to them
have to laugh with them
no i refuse
These fools spread on bread
These sniffing noses see cargo eyes
these long-lived grandpas
I can't carry a plate through Sundays anymore
i need to forget
forget!The coachman's beriberi, the rascal's saliva
forget!A brazen beard, a sinless people
You did not come, but I heard your voice:
"We draw people who never wear clothes
The trees we draw all have eyes
We saw freedom like a buffalo
We see the ideal, like a morning
We will all be written as legends
Our legs are as long as guns
Our red hands can hold the sun firmly
learned everything from me
You, go conquer the world! "
fifth day
See that gray chimney?
like our superficial love
from the window that brought no joy
I saw the cripple catching butterflies on the bank
as i selfishly study loneliness
your teeth don't shine anymore
we all took it seriously
we really broke up
sixth day
What you said is true?
real.
Since when did you think this way?
from the beginning.
You really don't love anymore?
real.So you can get married.
you are still in love.
do not love.marry.
You only love yourself.
(Thinking about something else, I nodded)
Why didn't you tell me earlier?
Been lying to you all along.
(everyone on the street saw
a guy in a cap
bullying a girl)
seventh day
Redrawing a belief, we walked into Sunday
through the factory gate
walk through the farmer's land
walk past the police box
Facing the passing procession with the flag
We are a demonstration slogan written together
We're arguing: who's the jerk in the world
First place: poet
Second place: woman
The result is satisfactory
yes we are sons and daughters of the goddamn
Facing the east where no sun rises
We did our morning exercises——
1972
same pride, same teasing
these free girls
These girls who will grow up to be queens
Will go to the ends of the earth for love
Will follow the bad guys and never change my mind
1973
The spring breeze blows the girl's skirt
The spring breeze is full of dangerous temptations
if deceived by spring
so what should I do now?
That is also willing.
he will press the cigarette to
on my lap
Did you cry and kiss him?
Or bite his ear hard?
Cry and kiss him...
1973
Selected from the group poem "Vientiane"
The days when I can have a big mouthful of drunk soju
able to be heroic, drunken
able at noon
Behind the curtain of the ticking clock
think about trivial things
able to be seriously embarrassed for a long time
able to walk alone
sit on a green chair
close your eyes for a while
able to sigh comfortably
bad memories
forget soot
where did the bullet land
to be able to in sick days
lose one's temper, do something unseemly
able to follow the usual path
walk all the way home
to have someone to kiss you
Scrub you, and delicate lies
waiting for you to be able to live like this
How good it is, anytime, anywhere
hands can fold flowers
lips reach lips
no storm and no revolution
What irrigates the land is the wine donated by the people
able to live like this
But as good as it is, as good as it is!
1973
give us family, give us motto
You let all the children ride on their father's shoulders
Give us light, give us shame
you let the dog wander after the poet
give us time, let us labor
You sleep long in the night, with our hopes on your pillow
Baptize us, let us believe
We were born and died with your blessing
View peaceful dreams, smiley faces
you are minister of god
confiscating the greed and jealousy of the world
you are the king of the soul
love of fame, you encourage us to be brave
stroke everyone's head, you respect the ordinary
You create, rise from the east
Since you are not free, like a universal coin!
1973
— with Marina Tsvetaeva
I write poems about the fall of youth
(write a poem about infidelity)
written in a narrow room
raped by poet
dismissed by the coffee shop poem
my indifferent
no more hate poem
(a story in itself)
my poem no one reads
like the history of a story
my lost pride
out of love
(my aristocratic poem)
She will eventually be married off by the peasants
She is my wasted time...
1973
A
as promised to the sun
Go crazy, Margaery:
i will rob you
One thousand of the most luxurious jewelry stores in Paris
wire transfer to you one hundred thousand
Wet Kiss on the Caribbean Shore
as long as you bake a british pastry
Fried two slices of Spanish steak
to your father's study
Steal a little turkish tobacco for me
Then we, just hide
noisy wedding
together, to the black sea
Go to Hawaii, go to great Nice
and me, you humorous
unfaithful lover
together, to the beach
to the beach naked
To the coffee-colored seaside that belongs to poets
linger there, kiss, stay
Straw hats, pipes and random thoughts,
Ken?you my margaery
Come with me to a land of passion
To a tropical city under the cocoa tree
A harbor where golden merchant ships are moored
Experience seeing groups of monkeys
Drinking while standing under the umbrella
sailor with silver earring
Wink their long eyelashes in the evening light
You will be surrounded by greedy businessmen
get their compliments
And get acne-covered oranges
Oh, Margaery, you didn't look at the water
There are countless black women
Swimming like an eel!
follow me
Margery, let's
Towards the Wonderful Thousand and First Nights of Arabia
Towards the colorful evenings of the Persian Gulf
Exotic old man with pink skin
Feeding peacocks with rich wine
Snake-player with oily skin
Playing the Woodwind in the Snake Forest of Kolkata
we'll find the moon gem of india
will walk into a palace
a resplendent palace
On the back of an elephant, mythical moves forward...
B
O noble Margaery
Clueless Margaery
Come with me to the countryside of China
To the peaceful poor country
go see those
honest old people
those numb unfortunate farmers
farmer dear
do you know farmers
Those who shine under the sun and destiny
sons of misery
In their black superstitious huts
live generously for many years
go there and see
Melancholy Margaery
poet margaery
I wish you always remember
that painful picture
that innocent land
: Pockmarked wife celebrates Thanksgiving
Bathe the child and bake a hot holy cake
Silently held country ceremonies
the working people
Miserable Holy Supper...
1974
They will meet three intentions of life on the street:
The embers of the old man's pipe, the children's handwriting on the wall
And the calf of a woman walking in the wet rain
they wandered all night
Look for markers around the little white house
The sun has risen, but the destination is still undecided
The error occurs from this point
without prayer
they will sleep in the same bed
And don't care about the outdoor light
Brutal exposure at a later date
So I can sleep with a beautiful smile on my face
like the past
Even the gentlest thing
too lazy to recall
just get up and walk through the street
keep walking in there
unmarked building door
they disappear because of it
Same mother!dying
exactly as predicted
in their hearts
always looking for
The chance to intersperse the past
Talking in coded language all the time
like snow
Come back from the mist with gentle steps
I feel the same way when peeling and feeding oranges to sick people
the flowers in the greenhouse
Through the purple frost mist
Sure to leave an unforgettable impression on them
let them flirt
so hot
then let them
Let's go into a coma for a while
--go
give them a beat
but don't give them awareness
Don't Let Them Cohabitate Window
so darkened
don't let them lose
The Impressive Power of Looking Over the Wilderness
as they walk toward the street at dawn
They see life.Life
the one who stopped working
scavenger watching them approach
he is wearing blue overalls
Still smoking a pipe, standing in the morning—
1976
oh your plot is normal
just like you subscribe to a newspaper
It's the same as looking up the news of your own disappearance
optimist's daughter
Please, come and influence me too
Organize a band for your flowers too:
Look, you're already walking on the street in front of the hotel
Already throwing change to passers-by
And with the same manner ask: "Oh, morning
Did you greet me in the morning? "
And use the most pampering gesture
Pointing to the flowers and plants by the roadside
the city you spoiled
as you walk around the room
pass me open the window
Pick up the small things on the table
oh look at you tiptoe first
shaking the floor, gestures again
scare me what
If it is possible
Still insist on breaking one thing
but you must wait till night
back to my manuscript
And suddenly feel afraid unconsciously
you are afraid of thinking
but you never say
you live for your mood
the purpose of your life
just guard it carefully
but you never say
The wine I give you - you water the flowers
And wiped the handkerchief over the lips
put it in my hand,
walk around with satisfaction
"Touch everything, think everything
talk to me without my permission
speak out loud
you can start all over again
you believe so
I believe so
you will never be quiet again
But it doesn't show haste
everything you do is paradoxical
Only the flowers you touched
they are meant to be tonight
no longer open
Oh, when you pass through the green water
don't you close your eyes
not taking memories as a gift
You say you love the weird memories of yesterday
you are not looking at that house
I watched it for a long time
Do you know
what do you miss
You need to open the memory hole
like a bat driven out of dusk
The moment you run out of cigarettes
Turn on the light, you will be the master of memories——
1977
They guard the green ridges
Summon the woman who saw the sun for the first time
those cold thin breasts
Shrugging shyly toward liberation
they are walking through the wheat fields
to use the color of fiery red emotion
painting when the sun goes down
That dazzling tragedy...
They headed for farther stones
Leave an honest footprint for future children
They intentionally stop the story
like a break on the road
They spread the earliest passions
like two bodies touching
They emphasize love and proximity
And the old farewell...
1979
And we, lips to lips, are birds
in the story of time
With people
make the last division
: The key twisted in the ear
shadow has left us
the key keeps turning down
bird reduced to man
Birds know nothing about people.
1982
But the distance, the distance, it's all about companionship and touch
known knowledge gap
loved and discriminated against
always a woman
has become an enemy that humiliates our memory
Let go, let go of the pain that can be remembered
Watch, watch and let go of this promise
Weaker is more trusted
A heart that does not exchange with time is always in childhood
Every cry removes a pain
Must, must develop acquired habits
More complex ones must remind us
Facing a deeper enemy
Can't especially remember the experience of being caressed
What is communicated is only insignificant language
tomorrow and tomorrow
we have no experience for tomorrow
Tomorrow, the gifts we exchange are equally savage
A sensitive heart never trades tomorrow
Captive savage hearts always turn toward the sun
To the most savage face--
1982
That's a boulder we can't climb
to make it
we talked for six years
we built it and climbed up
You said about seven more years
about a few years
a longer time
Still in time for an appendicitis
The operation took ten years
like knife light
flash --
1982