Chapter 12 12
in the wind tonight
seems to be full of harmony
Songtao, fireflies, lights of hydropower station
are reminding a distant dream
Memories are like overwhelmed small wooden bridges
on the banks of time
Is the moonlight still laughing and running down the stone steps over there?
My heart trembles, I dare not start
Don't go home, don't think about it
The wandering feet are tired
rest your head on the shoulders of the mountains
seems to have gone far, far away
Who knew it was back to the place where it started
The pure eyes double as the stars rise
Shine on me like ten years ago
maybe just reach out
golden apples will fall
waterfall of blood
Make the soul as bright as a fire
it's not true, it's not true
The back of youth is passing through the calling forest
to forget
My fairy tale is a blank sheet of paper
You fold it carefully and say to me
I want to give you back a poem
From then on I often guess:
in your tender attention
Are there any hints that I've overlooked?
Write about that cape?
Deserted fishing village looks like a medieval ruin
In the woods at the head of the village
We burned the crabs and rushed to eat them
your finger
What words were written on the sand slope?
I can't remember, I just know
I fell asleep in the sun
with your white hat on your face
Write about the sandy beach, the high tide that night?
The apple tree collects the moonlight bit by bit
You point to the shoreline and invite me
Let go of everything (books, dance, flashlight)
Go wandering with you!
So, I hold your skirt
Walked in shallow water for a long time
Again on the phosphorescent ant-like mouth of the reef
sit till very late...
we've done it together
that poem
one
Rising from the clouds running like a herd of red horses
you are blue and peaceful
blue and quiet
as if to say goodbye
For entrustment
between the brief look
Pour infinite affection
you untie the hawthorn
one by one
retaining arm
sinking into the abyss of night
I'm still standing where you shine
Thoughts follow the late birds
flying in halo
— until the pine forest on the moon
let me answer you
I promise you; even without your company
also groping to climb up
never tire
never tire
Giving thousands of times
A heart as pure as yours
two
this is my city
I look forward to your coming
Chimney, Cable, Herringbone Antenna
Networking in the incomplete sky
Wild swans and skylarks have been warned
In the children's picture book there are only
The moon made of ears of wheat, guns and circles
So they dream at night
This is the dusk of my city
i believe you will come
Sunlight slips along the wall
Dark belfry and painted new village
It's all like a makeshift set
The sea is silent by the reef
The wind is silent by the palm
It's a little pause in the song
My city has countless windows open to you
My city has countless eyes looking at you
Potted flowers on the balcony
Kites running around on the roof
even in the attic
the out-of-tune violin
in every head and wish
each has its own star
so i am convinced that you will come
so i'm sure you've come
Nobody pays attention to that locust tree
(Stop sign. We are constantly researching
The time of the next bus. )
I didn't know that summer night
(I was frozen, and Sophora japonica
A brief spring is being arranged. )
Dream radiates, scorching waves
Connected into a territory above our heads
And we stand under the locust tree to bid farewell
carefully
like stepping on both sides of the border
last train leaves
It's been so many years, so many years
I'm still thinking about that stop sign
that winding route
signed on old calendar
Remark
Already drifting away slowly with the dark tide of memory
But when the lighthouse of your name
Signal in the ocean
There's something in my chest
answer with crackle
[Poems to read to mother]
Your dejected piano sound
From the string of tears in my dream
Gone
your dying smile
like the last leaf
on my misty branches
Trembling
Oh, there is no more path
Can I walk into you quietly?Mother
all waves and stars
disappear forever on your head
that thunderstorm afternoon
struggle in your eyes
print a plant
fluffy palm
It took me many years to understand
Your handwriting on the window pane
Your full protest before being destroyed
Oh, no matter which way the wind blows
Can't you take my singing voice?Mother
May all you forgive
judge myself again for your forgiveness