Chapter 12 "Emerald Night"
"Emerald Night"
Are you really leaving tomorrow?Then me, then me,...
You don't have to worry about it, sooner or later that day will come;
If you want to remember me, remember me,
Otherwise, forget about this world
With me, you don’t have to worry about time and space,
Just a dream, a fantasy;
Just treat it as the residual red we saw the day before yesterday,
Shouting timidly before the wind, with one petal,
Two petals, falling to the ground, causing people to step on it, turning into mud...
Alas, it is trampled and turned into mud—it turns into mud and is cleaned up,
Only the half-dead are suffering,
Looking at the shabby, cumbersome, makes people roll their eyes——
God!Why did you come, why did you come...
I can't forget you, the day you come,
It's like seeing light in a dark future,
You are my sir, my love, my benefactor,
You taught me what life is, what love is,
You awaken my stupor and redeem my innocence.
How can I know the sky is high and the grass is green without you?
You touch my heart, how fast it beats now;
Touch my face again, it’s so burnt, thanks to the darkness of the night
Can't see; love, I'm out of breath,
Kiss me not; I cannot bear this fiery life,
These days my soul is like a fire brick
Wrought iron, under love's hammer, smash, smash, spark
Flying in all directions...I'm dizzy, hold me,
Love, let me here in the quiet garden,
Close your eyes, die on your chest, how beautiful!
The wind in the white trees overhead, rustling,
Be my mourning song, this breeze,
blown from the olive grove, with the scent of pomegranate blossoms,
Just took my soul and that firefly,
Amorous and courteous fireflies, with them to light the way,
I stopped on the bridge of the third ring hole,
Listening to you holding my half-warm body here,
Call me sadly, kiss me, shake me, smack me,...
I just smiled and followed the breeze,
Let him lead me, heaven, hell, anywhere,
Anyway, losing this loathsome life and realizing this death
In love, the death in the center of love, is not better than
Five hundred rebirths? ...selfish, I know,
But I don't care... You died with me?
What, not being in a pair is not a complete "love to death",
To fly, two pairs of wings need to work together,
After entering heaven, we have to take care of them differently.
I can't do without you, and you can't do without me;
If it's hell, you don't worry if I go alone,
You say hell may not be more civilized than this world
(Though I don't believe it,) like me delicate flower,
It is hard to guarantee that there will be no more storms, no rain,
At that time I called you, but you couldn't hear clearly,—
That's not asking for relief and throwing yourself into a mud pit,
It's called cold-eyed ghosts colluding with cold-hearted people,
Laugh at my fate, laugh at your cowardly carelessness?
This is also reasonable, so what should I do?
Life is hard, if it is too hard, you will not be free even if you die,
I don't want you to sacrifice your future for me...
well!You said you are still alive and waiting, waiting for that day!
Is there that day? ——You are my confidence;
But you have to go at dawn, you really have the heart
Lose me and go?I can't keep you, this is life;
But this flower, without sunlight, without nectar,
If you don't die, you can't avoid the scorching of the valve tip, how pitiful!
You can't forget me, love, except in your heart,
I have no more life; yes, I listen to you, I wait,
I have to wait patiently for the iron tree to bloom;
Love, you'll always be a star above my head:
If I die unfortunately, I will become a firefly,
In this garden, close to the grass roots, flying darkly,
From dusk to midnight, from midnight to dawn,
I only wish that there would be no clouds in the sky, so that I could see the sky
The unchanging star in the sky is you,
I wish you would shine more light for me, across the night,
Across the sky, with a little bit of love...
June 11, 1925 in the Emerald Hills