Chapter 4 Shadow's farewell

When people sleep until they don’t know the time, there will be a shadow to say goodbye and say those words—— There are things I don’t like in heaven, and I don’t want to go; there are things I don’t like in hell, and I don’t want to go; there are things I don’t like in your future golden world, and I don’t want to go. But you are what I don't like. Friend, I don't want to follow you anymore, I don't want to live. I do not want to! Woohoo, I don't want to, I might as well wander in nowhere. I'm but a shadow, I'm lost in darkness without you.But darkness will swallow me up, and light will make me disappear.

But I don't want to wander between light and dark, I'd rather sink in darkness. However, I finally wandered between light and dark, I don't know whether it is dusk or dawn.For the moment, I raise my ashen-grey hand as if to drain a glass of wine. At the time when I don't know, I will go far away alone. Woohoo, if it is dusk, the night will naturally sink me, otherwise I will be disappeared by the day, if it is dawn now. Friends, the time is near. I will wander into the darkness in nowhere. You still want my giveaway.What can I offer you?Without self, it is still darkness and emptiness.However, I am willing to be only darkness, or will disappear into your day; I am willing to be nothing but emptiness, and will never occupy your heart.

I would like to, my friend— I travel alone, not only without you, but also without other shadows in the dark.Only I was sunk in darkness, and the world was all my own. September 24, 1924.