Chapter 9 The Birth of Tragedy Volume 9 Part Five

tragic birth vol. the fifth part 280. Buildings for thinkers Introspection is much needed.One thing, therefore, is especially lacking in our metropolises—a place for contemplation and quietness, spacious and extensive, with high and long colonnades for movement in bad weather and scorching sun; There can be no noise of carriages, horses and human voices, and any loud prayers are forbidden (even missionaries are not allowed), so that the whole building and its atmosphere can express a solemnity of self-communication and isolation. . When the contemplation of life replaced the seriousness of life, the days when the church had a monopoly on personal reflection were over, and everything the church built expressed this idea.I do not know how we can be quite satisfied with church buildings, even if they have lost their ecclesiastical purpose.These buildings speak too sentimentally and too radically, as if they were the house of God and the majestic place for supernatural communion; Thoughts.

We need to allow ourselves to be transformed into flowers, birds, trees and stones to communicate with them, and when we linger in these corridors and gardens, we must also be able to walk in ourselves at the same time. 281. Know how to find the ending The first-class master knows how to find the ending, whether it is the whole or a part, with a perfect attitude; he knows that this is the end of a tune or a thought, and that is the fifth chapter of a tragedy or a story. screen. As for the second-rate masters, they are always looking for the final ending endlessly, and at the same time, they rarely dig into the depths of the sea with a proud and calm attitude, just like the ridge of Portofino—— There the Bay of Genoa sings its song towards the end.

①The Bay of Genoa (Bay of Genoa), located in a famous harbor in northwest Italy. Two eighty-two, pace The conservatism of intellectuals tends to make a great man turn his back on the people or groups from which he came, in fact, it is mainly his thought that turns his back on them because they cannot keep up. As far as Napoleon is concerned, he was also very frustrated at not being able to walk at a "proper" pace, and had to show a kingly demeanor when occasionally necessary (although he was mostly a commander-in-chief of the army) - haughty And abrupt, it is very embarrassing.

It's always a little ridiculous to see writers walking around in dragging their fashionable pleated robes, trying to cover their feet. Two eighty-three, the opener I'm glad to see all signs point to a more majestic and challenging era to come, and most importantly, one that will once again bring us heroic glory! Because preparations must be made for the nobler ages, and for gathering the strength that will be needed someday, the ages bring their heroism into the realm of knowledge and fight for ideas and their influence.For this purpose, there is an urgent need at this moment for many brave pioneers (these people cannot be mediocre people), who are the basic materials for building today's civilization and urban culture-know how to find satisfaction in invisible activities and persist in the end The quiet, solitary, and resolute man; the man endowed with the disposition to inquire into all that is capable of overcoming him; regards the exhilaration, simplicity, and contempt of great vanity as much as in victory the magnanimity of the superficial vanity of the vanquished. the man who has the exact and independent judgment of all victories--chance plays tricks--the man who is more dangerous, creative, and joyous! (I believe! The secret to realizing the greatest productivity and highest enjoyment of all existence is to live in danger!) Build your city on the slopes of Vesuvius!Sail your ship into the vast ocean!Live in a state where people match you or even fight yourself!If you can't be a ruler or a master, be a thief or a destroyer!Time flies when you are content to live like a timid fawn hiding in the forest.Knowledge will eventually take everything that belongs to her, she wants to rule and possess everything, and you have to stay with her!

① Mount Vesuvius, in southwestern Italy, near the Gulf of Naples, is a famous active volcano. As a result (if they can see through their own details, I don't know how they will feel). 284. Confidence Generally speaking, there are not many people with self-confidence, and among these few people, some have self-confidence unconsciously, some have deviations in their understanding of knowledge, and the rest must first obtain full trust in themselves —No matter what great things they do, they start by arguing with their inner "doubter". The question is how to convince this inner "skeptic"?Genius is almost indispensable for this purpose, since it is obvious that most of them are dissatisfied with themselves.

Twenty-eight five, keep improving "You will no longer pray, worship no more, indulge in faith in the infinite—you will no longer suffer, and dismiss your mind before the highest wisdom, virtue, and power. In your seven lonely places there is no permanent guardian and friend; you live in solitude without glancing at the snow-covered mountain where your heart is burning; there is no vengeance or deed for you. Man of the Last Modification; there is no longer any reason nor love for you; no resting place for your weary heart; your art is against any ultimate silence; you long for the endless cycle of war and peace.

You who give up, will you give up all these?Who will give you the strength to do this?No one has ever had such power! " Someday there will be a lake that refuses to let the water out, and puts a sluice where it leaks, so that the lake will keep rising.In the same way, perhaps this renunciation will also enrich our strength, and by this force, the renunciation itself can be reborn; perhaps the starting point from which man advances is also constantly raised, when he no longer flows to God. Two eighty-six, digression There are many hopes here, but can you see or hear anything from them?What if you hadn't experienced the ebb and flow of the day in your own mind?

I can only suggest - nothing else! To touch stones, to make animals human—do you want me to do that?Oh, if you are a stone or an animal, then you must seek your Orpheus! ①Orphus, a famous harp player in Greek mythology, is said to be able to move wood, stone and animals with the sound of his harp. 287. Like to be blind "My thoughts," said the Wanderer to his shadow, "you shall tell me where I stand now; but wherever I go, do not forsake me. I like to be ignorant of the future, and do not want to be Patience to feel bad about trying what was promised." 288. Sublime feelings

It seems to me that, except for a few people who know from experience that noble feelings can last for a long time, it seems that most people do not believe in the theory of noble feelings, perhaps only temporarily, not more than a quarter of an hour . What is certain, however, is that the attempt by a man with a noble feeling to embody that lofty feeling has so far been at best a dream and a fascinating possibility.We cannot find examples of this in history.Nevertheless, there may be a day when such a man cannot be produced--when many favorable conditions are formed (which at present cannot produce even the most optimistic chances).

Perhaps this kind of situation already exists in our minds like a special case, and we are often afraid of it inexplicably.Maybe this is also one of the favorable conditions for people in the future. There is a constant agitation between the noble and the low, and then there will be ups and downs. This situation is like climbing a ladder, but also like being in the Generally in the cloud. Two eighty-nine, get on board When a man thinks how the philosophical dialectics imbued in the pattern of his life and thought affects everyone—that is, as a sun that warms, blesses, and nourishes all things especially shines on him; it how it enables him not to be praised or blamed by others, and at the same time to be self-sufficient, rich and generous in giving pleasure and charity; The black sheep cannot breed - he will howl!

Oh, how many similar new suns were thus born!In addition, evil people, unfortunate people, and abnormal people also have their own philosophies, opinions and sunshine of course!No sympathy for them! — We must forget this kind of arrogance, which, though it has long been customary and held by human nature, we need not encourage any confessor, exorcist, or forgiver for their sake! No matter what, new justice is always needed!And new analysis, new philosophers! The land of morality is vast!It also has its antipodes!And the land has its right to exist!There is still another world or countless worlds waiting to be discovered!aboard!You philosophers! 290. An indispensable thing Give a personality a "style" - it's a sublime and rare art! A man observes his nature in its strengths and weaknesses, and draws upon it an ingenious scheme, until everything appears artistic and rational, and even the weaknesses fascinate the eye—using that enviable the art of.In addition, there are many second natures that are increasing, while some first natures are decreasing, because the two respond differently in daily work and activities.The undiminished ugliness has been concealed and reinterpreted as a new face of dignity.And many ambiguities that do not want to be formalized are also reserved for perspective, which means to give a hint to those relatively remote and unfathomable sides.In the end, when the work is done, we find that it is at all a suppression and oppression of the same attempt to organize or shape it into wholes or parts.Whether the experiment is good or bad, the most important thing is: it is an experiment!This is enough.It is their strong haughty natures that experience the highest pleasure while under the restraint of their own laws, and the passion of their strong will, seeing all trained and subdued natures, immediately Much less; even if they had palaces to build or gardens to design, they would not try to liberate their nature. Conversely, weak personalities do not transcend their abilities and resent the limitations of style.They feel that if this obnoxious bondage is placed upon them, it must be vulgar; as long as they are at its mercy, they are slaves, and they hate being enslaved.It is also better for such intellectuals (they may be intellectuals of the first order) who are always concerned with shaping and interpreting themselves, because only in this attitude can they please themselves! One thing is indispensable, and that is: man should be satisfied with himself.Only in this way can we fully bear with the "face of man"!He who is dissatisfied with himself is always ready to exact vengeance on himself for this; and if we endure his ugliness, we others will suffer, because ugliness makes a man base and miserable. 291. Genoa I have seen the city, its villa districts and places of entertainment, and the broad heights and hillsides where the people live.The final conclusion is that I see her in the traces of the past: the place is littered with images of bold and despotic rulers who once prominence here and who want to prolong their prominence through the ages—all this shows In the various houses, buildings, and decorations they have handed down through the ages; they may have had a good opinion of life, but never so much of themselves. I have often seen architects cast their sights on all the buildings near and far around them, on cities, seas, and mountaintops.He expresses his power and conquest by his gaze upon all, and wants all to be his own, as he wishes - with the magic of his gaze.The whole place seemed unworthy of the splendor and insatiable egoism of possession and exploitation; New lands are added, and each member of the family fights against one another, devising ways and means of asserting his authority over others and flaunting his prestige among his neighbors.Furthermore, everyone wants to win for their own line by knocking down the other in terms of architectural performance and showing off their bloodlines. When we think that the model of urban architecture that expresses the spirit of the law and the general willingness to obey the law deceives us, we all the more admire the habit of valuing equality and obedience that must have been deliberately suppressed by the builders of the buildings.In every corner of the place you will find a solitary man who knows the sea, and adventure, and the East; Schematic: he gazes enviously at all that has been established out of date; and with a wondrous idea (or at least he does) he longs to build it up again, His thoughts poured into it—if: just for a moment on a sunny afternoon to satisfy his greedy and melancholy heart, and at the same time let everything that belonged to him appear before his eyes. 292. To Preachers of Morality To the preacher—not the preaching itself—I would like to give the following advice, if you really wish to deprive all the best things of their glory and worth, and keep telling them in the same unchanging way as they have been! Put them before your morals, and speak of virtue, of peace of mind, of justice, and of the pleasures of nature's rewards and punishments, from morning to evening.Because you keep this attitude, all these good things will end up being the most popular, but the gold that covers them will gradually fade, and what is more, the pure gold inside them will also deteriorate. become lead.In truth, you should understand the art of reduction in alchemy, and the derogation of the most valuable!Try another recipe, just once, so that you will not get what you want: Deny the good things, extract them from the crowd's applause, and interrupt their desire to spread; let They are again the potential Joan of Arc of the lonely, and proclaim that "morality is a strictly regulated thing"!In this way, perhaps you will attract a few extraordinary characters-that is, heroes.However, there must be some difficult but not annoying! At this time, it is best not to say in the tone of Eckard talking about morality: "I prayed to God to save me from the hand of God. ①Meister Eckardt, German, modern mystic. Light teases and frightens the feeling. 293. Our environment We are all well aware that the man who glances at science now and then, like a stroll (with a woman's gait, and at the same time like so many artists), with relentless rigor to everything big and small, At the same time, people who can make quick decisions on all evaluations, judgments and announcements often create a kind of eye-catching and especially frightening thing. Here (referring to the field of science) the requirements are extremely strict, and even if you do it very well There is no reward either.Just like in the army, here you can only hear criticism and sharp reprimands.Because it is normal to do everything well, and it is not worth making a fuss about, but it is an exception and should not be done well.Here, as elsewhere, the rule is to keep silent if you have done nothing wrong. This "scientific rigor" is as intimidating to the novice as the best social demeanor; those who can adapt to it will enjoy being in this clear, powerful and highly charged environment-- In a majestic environment.Elsewhere was less pure and smooth for him, where, he suspected, his best art might neither benefit others nor delight him; much discretion, concealment, and restraint were indispensable to him. - Only the great and the useless lose their power!And with all the elements of keenness and clarity, he can fly high with full power!Why should he fly up and then fly down and land in wet water where he would have to swim or wade and stain his wings at the same time! --No!It's too bad for us to live there!We are born - can't help it - for this environment, we are the opponents of light, harness it as they harness atomic light; don't hide from the sun.Meet the sun! Of course, we can't do that.Therefore, we can only do our best within the possible scope, that is to say, to bring light to the earth, we must become "the light of the earth"!In order to achieve this, we must have our own wings, our own lightness and rigor; in this way, we can be like a man, even like a terrible fire.Let those who do not know how to use our power to warm and brighten themselves be afraid of us! 294. Anti-righteousness slanders nature Those who do not agree with me, many of their natures quickly become a disease, even an ugly thing, they have led us to believe that the nature and motives of human beings are evil, they have made us think about ourselves and ourselves. The chief culprit of all misjudgments of human nature!Perhaps some people are easily at the mercy of their impulses (stimuli), but they are not, because they fear the imaginary "evil" of their nature!That is why we see so little of nobility among human beings; and none of these is enough to make us afraid, and feel no shame in ourselves, and fly free without hesitation—we are born Free birds! Wherever we go, freedom and sunshine are with us. 295. Temporary habits I love temporal habits and consider them to be invaluable means of acquiring knowledge of every day kind.To accommodate this transitory habit, I have adjusted and arranged my personality, activities to maintain my health, and things large and small as far as I can see.I always think that this arrangement will satisfy me forever, and I will be rewarded every moment, so I don't think of anything else, don't need to compare, despise or hate anything. But there will come a day when the habit will cease, and then all that is good will leave me, not as if something offends me (be nice to me meekly, as if I were friendly to it too), but as if We were grateful for the time we spent together and shook hands saying goodbye.And new habits are already waiting at the door, while my thoughts—how inexpressibly stupid and wise I am! —and it is also true that this new habit is the right one, and the most right one.So it is to me what food, ideas, people, cities, poetry, music, dogmas, daily arrangements and patterns of life are. On the other hand, I hate fixed habits, which are like a tyrant who is always around me, making people sleep and sleep; when everything seems to be inseparable from this habit (such as position in office, position, etc.) A friendship with the same person, a fixed residence, or a consistent state of health), the breath in life suddenly seems to freeze as a whole.In fact, I am grateful to them from the bottom of my heart for all my illnesses and afflictions, which have left me with many back doors to escape my fixed habits.The most unbearable thing, and the really terrible thing, is to live without habits, to live with the constant desire to do as one pleases—that would amount to my exile, my Siberia. 296. Fixed reputation A solid reputation was a very useful thing in the old days.As long as society remains governed by group consciousness, the individual remains fit to give his personality and career a fixed appearance—even if they are not quite so real. "We can count on him, he's always been that way." That's the most meaningful compliment that can be uttered in all the dangers of society.Society is content to feel that it can always rely on the virtue of this man, the ambition of that, or even the enthusiasm of a third—it values ​​these instrumental natures: persistence, obstinacy, chastity, fidelity—as a reliable tools for a variety of situations.This kind of value concept is respected as the morality of traditional customs everywhere. It teaches "attributes" and puts all the concepts of seeking newness and change into the sidelines.A man who does not hesitate to profess his perceived will to the public, who rejects former opinions, and who casts doubt on everything that seeks to fix him, is bound to discredit him.When dead ideas reign, those thinkers who disagree with "fixed prestige" are inevitably ridiculed-for we still live under such prohibitions!And when a person feels that he is in an environment against thousands of people, how difficult it is for him to survive! However, the conscience of those thousands of people may be suffering from guilt and uneasiness: and in the life course of many great intellectuals, there must be more self-contempt and unknown pain. 297. The ability to refute We all know today that the tolerance to accommodate different opinions is a good sign of culture.Some people even know that not only do higher-level people not reject everything that is hostile, but they often provoke it to test whether they are also deluded.But the ability to refute contrary opinions, and the openness to express hostility to tradition, custom, and sacredness-these are more than the above two A truly great, new and astonishing achievement in culture, a giant step in the footsteps of all liberating knowledge... who knows? Two ninety-eight, a sigh A thought suddenly occurred to me on the road, and I quickly captured it in simple and poor words, so as not to slip away, but it flapped its wings and struggled in the words, and then died.After I looked at it carefully, I understood somewhat in my heart: If I hold the bird in my hand, how can I be happy? 299. What We Should Learn From Artists Is there any way to make everything that is unattractive (I guess they are not) pretty?Maybe there are some things we can learn from doctors, for example, they try to dilute painful things, or put wine and sugar into test cups and so on.But we should learn more from artists, who have been thinking hard about the feasible way in this regard. distance ourselves from everything until we can no longer see everything at once, until we go inside them to see -- or look from the side, as with a candle -- or through tinted lenses, or to look at them in the afterglow of the setting sun—or to give them a skin of perfect transparency; all this we have to learn from artists, and outsmart them, for this superiority of artists often puts them at the end of art. And where life begins comes to a standstill.And we, no matter what, must make ourselves behave like poets in our lives, especially in many trivial and subtle places. 300. Forerunner of science Do you believe that if there were no precursors and predecessors of wizards, alchemists, astrologers, and magicians, whose prophecies and oaths have first caused all efforts to prevent the rise of this power (referring to science)- Then science will progress further?Maybe something can be done in the realm of knowledge, so much more is promised than done?Presumably the appearance of the whole of religion at some distant time in the past was also a prelude to a development as, if not quite, the prelude to science is shown here.Perhaps Zongdu had some means by which the individual could enjoy a complete self-sufficiency and redemption in the touch of God. In fact, we ask, has man learned everything from the signs of his own desires, and enriched himself, without religious training and historical antecedents?Did Prometheus go back on his word after gladly stealing fire from humans? —for he later discovered that not only man, but even God, had to be constantly at work because he had created the light.Is everything just the creation of the Creator?As with all thinkers' hallucinations, theft, the Caucasus mountains, the vultures, and the whole tragedy of Prometheus? 301. The Thinker's Illusion Higher people are different from lower people. The former see more than the latter, hear more widely, and both can experience carefully—this is exactly the difference between humans and animals, and between higher animals and lower animals. For people who mature in personality, the world is becoming more and more complete.There are always more interesting hooks thrown at him, and his "stimulant" is constantly increasing, as are pleasures and pains - the higher man becomes always happier and less happy at the same time.A hallucination was always with him, and he always thought he was a spectator or listener at the great pantomime and concert of life; The poet of the world - no doubt, he is very different from the actor in the play, but still more different from the mere spectator or audience before the stage.Deep contemplation and introspection is a relatively unique job for him like a poet, but the most important thing is that he has strong creativity, which is lacking in actors or general practitioners. It is we, who have been deliberately trying to produce something that did not exist before: the whole ever-increasing world of values, colors, evaluations, observations, affirmations and negations.Based on this large combination, we are constantly learning, practicing, and accepting new interpretations and meanings.Everything that has been valued by the world has not necessarily been valued by its own nature - nature is always priceless - but we have given them value.In other words, we just created a world where everything is dominated by humans! It is this kind of knowledge that we lack, and when we first acquire it, we forget it in a second; we overestimate our abilities, we contemplative humans, and at the same time underestimate ourselves—we both There is no pride as I imagined, nor happiness as I imagined. 302. The Danger of the Most Joyful To pursue deep feelings and beautiful experiments, we must learn to choose the most intelligent things, just like ordering the most suitable dishes for our appetite.Bless you to have a strong, brave and fearless heart, to complete the journey of life with steady eyes and firm steps; ready to meet any bad blows at any time, just like welcoming a feast.Full of longing and hope for the undiscovered world and ocean, to appreciate all inspiring and joyful music, just like a brave man, soldier or navigator taking a short rest to relax his muscles and bones, and when the greatest joy comes, All sadness and gloom are swept away; who wouldn't want to have this joy!That was Homer's joy!It was he who created the gods for the Greeks and for himself!However, it is undeniable that if a person's heart is filled with this Homeric joy, he will surely fall into the most painful abyss in the world!Only by paying such a price can we pick up the most precious pearl oysters on the coast washed by the waves of existence like this through the ages!And when we have it, we become so susceptible to all kinds of pain, and finally so hypersensitive to pain, that even a little displeasure and resentment would make Homer spit on life.He just couldn't solve a clumsy little riddle some young fishermen put to him!That little riddle is the danger of the happiest man? ! 303. Two happy people This man, young as he was, was able to take his chances, to the amazement of the keenest observer, for, though he was always playing the most dangerous games, he never seemed to make a mistake.He reminds us of improvisational masters whose infallible hands are admired by those who have heard them, though they erred as often as mortals.And yet they are all skilled and inventive, always ready to put the tones that come across into the structure of the movement and give them new meaning and spirit. There is another kind of person who is completely different, who can never succeed in anything, and repeated failures repeatedly push him into the abyss of despair and the brink of collapse-if he is out of the predicament, he will not always "nose" Blue-eyed black".Do you think he will be happy?He had long since made up his mind to ignore gains and losses. "If this one doesn't work out," he said to himself, "maybe that one will work out, and on the whole I'm more grateful for failure than for success. Didn't I make myself an iron head and add horns? Everything that sets the standard of value and the sun of life has been thrown away by me. I understand life better because I hold it at any time. I'm struggling, and just relying on this, I can live a more fulfilling life than you!" 304. Sublation in action That constant "Don't do this! Cut off all thoughts! Get over yourself!" moral system is very annoying to me.But on the other hand, I like any moral system that "encourages me, makes me sleep and forget food, and do something day and night, thinking of nothing but doing it alone." Everything that does not belong to this life will be gradually alienated and retreated. He has no complaints, watching this one leave him today, and that one tomorrow without saying goodbye, just like whenever a breeze blows, blowing the treetops, The dead leaves on the tree fell one after another; maybe he didn't notice their departure at all, because his eyes were fixed on his ideals and goals, neither rushing nor looking back, and he was completely focused. "Action decides success or failure, and only in action can we sublate."——This really excites me, and my belief is so fascinated by it.However, I don't deliberately open my eyes wide to pursue poverty, but I really don't like anything that is inherently negative and self-denying. 305. Self-made The moral gentlemen who taught man to take himself into his own hands have acquired from it a curious disease--a sensitivity to all natural instincts and desires.Everything, internal or external, that would drive him, abet him, seduce him or persecute him, seemed dangerous to this morbid sensibility bordering on self-control.He no longer allows himself to trust in any instinctive consciousness or free flight, but stands upright against himself in a guarded posture; he assigns to himself with a piercing distrusting eye the watchman of his own fortress. . Yes, then he will be great, but he will not be seen by others, even by himself, and what he has gained will cause him to lose more!Because, if we want to learn something that we don't have in ourselves, sometimes we have to be able to get rid of ourselves. 306. Epicureanism and Stoicism The Epicurean philosopher would first take all things, persons, and positions which suited his very sensitive and intellectual constitution, and then discard all the rest (within the greatest range of his experience); for if Otherwise, it would be a great burden on him. The Stoic philosopher, on the other hand, is in the habit of swallowing pebbles, gnats, glass shards, and poisonous scorpions whole without feeling sick at all—his stomach is receptive to all that sucks in. something completely indifferent.He reminds us of the Arab sect of Assaua (by which the French ran Algiers), and like those who are insensitive, he takes pleasure in his insensitivity and that of Epicurus. What the philosopher of the school discards, he presents to everyone—he has his own "garden."The Stoics may well suit the man who goes with the circumstances, and the man who anticipates that fate will allow him to twist "a long thread" will settle himself perfectly well in an Epicurean society. , has always been the case with all those engaged in intellectual work!For if their "numbness" were confiscated, it would be a great loss to them. ①Algiers, the capital of Algeria, the port capital on the Mediterranean coast, Algeria was occupied by the French for a period of time before World War II, so the French style is quite strong. 307. Advocate and Criticize Something you once loved most as truth is now seen as error, and you kick it away thinking you have won; When you are human), maybe you still need those mistakes as if they represent "truth", like the skin of the human body, it hides and covers many things that you can't see. 是你的新生命而非理智，为你除去了那些想法，你不再需要它们，现在它们破坏了自己的调和，"无理性"象一条虫似的从它们之中爬到灯火亮处。 当我们在使用批判时，它并不是独断或非个人的——至少它证明我们具有一股蓬勃的劲力，藉此劲力以揭开那层皮肤。 我们要否定，我们必须有所否定。因为，在我们身上还有些东西想要肯定它自己，而那些东西或许我们尚未见过。也不清楚。 故而，我百分之百拥护批判。 三○八、每日的经历 你每日的经历是由一些什么构成的？看看包括在经历中的你那些生活习惯：它们是不是无数懦弱与怠惰等生活小节所造成的结果；或者是你的英雄与特殊理性的产物？虽然这两种情况差别很大，但是人们会给予你同样的赞美，而你在两种情况下也可能对他们同样有用。 不过，赞美、实利或体面等，或许能满足那些只求心安理得的人，但是却不能满足你这"缰绳的试验者"，有"良知自觉"的人。 三○九、走出第七个寂寥之处 有一天，流浪者关上身后的门，静静地站了一会儿，然后哭了。他说："噢，这个嗜欲和冲动都趋向真实、确定而不可见！我是多么的厌恶它！为什么这个消沉而善感的工头要跟着我呢？我想休息一下，可是它不答应，并没有许多事务令我在此逗留不去！只要任何地方有我的阿米达花园，那么就会有新的离别和悲伤！我必须迈步向前行进，直到筋疲力竭，因为感到必须这么作，故而我常对那些无法挽留我的最美丽的一切投以无情的回头一瞥——因为它们无法挽留我！" 三一○、意志和浪潮 这浪潮是多么热切地来到这里，仿佛它是一个涉及某些东西而渴望得到解答的问题！它是如何地怀着可怕的恨意而深入到岩岸峭壁的每个角落里！它似乎想要完全占有某个人，又好象那里藏着某些极有价值的东西。 现在，它又慢慢地撤回了一些什么，依旧是带着兴奋的雪花白——它失望了吗？还是它找到了所追寻的东西？或者它只是故意作出失望的姿态？然而，另一个浪潮已接着过来了，比第一个还要急、还要野，而且它的心灵之中也似乎充满了秘密和寻宝的憧憬。就是如此，使浪潮生生不息，而我们也随着意气风发，神采飞扬！呵，我不再多说了。 what!you do not believe me?你对我发怒，你这美丽的怪物？你害怕我会揭开你的秘密？All right!你尽管对我发脾气好了，尽可能高高举起你那碧绿而危险的驱体在我和太阳之间造成一堵墙好了——就是现在！说真的，眼前已经没有什么可以挽救这个世界的碧绿的薄暮回光了。且尽情放纵，怀着喜悦和邪恶，你恣意吼叫，或者潜入海底，而将你那无尽的白发泡沫洒向他们——这一切于我完全雷同，于你亦然，而我是多么欣赏你的一切：我怎么会背叛你！ 我对你说，我知道你和你的秘密，也知道你的种族！你和我其实是属于同一族类！你和我有着共同的秘密！